uggg it seems my math and history classes are in senc after my last test (got a C) i now have a test for my pre calculus worth 20% of my grade

well ti seems my studing has payed off i was able to put an answer almost every qyestion (practically a mini essay each)
i was even able to get the essay done before hand this time but i completly had a wtf moment on one for one of the questions... >< well thats 10 points gone already

i am a procrastinator.... i procastinate.... but for the loving son of a fox why is it i aways feel inspred to draw when i have a massive test the next day... i mean really.. now? when ive been procrastinating for 2 weeks and my test is tomarrow... gahhh!!1 why ><

well ill see you all later, im going to be gone for what i believe is four days as i travel to visit my grandma
im sure youll all be good without the fox but i wish everyone a good week ^^

haza!! ive been playing the new pokemon white game for the last week and i have to say im impressed. me being a huge poke nerd have been playing these games since i was 10 and been enjoying them the entire time. but the lastest installment so far i must say is one of the best. having the villens actually having a believable ideologies (i mean really teams aqua and magma?) i mean how often have you ever heard of pokemon liberation? having it so you no longer get stuck for hours looking for that one HM since all HMs are now optional to get thought the game. i mean bloodly hell i remember being stuck in some past games for days looking for HM!
and one of my fav new features being able to use TMs as much as you want without them wearing out <3

ive seen some of the complaints as of late about the game with unattractive pokemon, and so on and so on, and to that i must say who care? youll get a fresh start being able to rexperience not knowing anything about theses things, as well as eventually youll be able to transfer your old favs back on soon enough ^^ but anyway just thought i had to share

*stretches* uggg another day another day of over 9 hours at school
ive started to finally get the grove of my new school schedual. 2 days i go in at 930 am and leave 900 pm
and if all things go well this will be my last semester at this collage. i should be getting my Associates of arts degree from the comunity collage.
soon i will be stressing out royally. i have no idea where to go next, i dont know if i should go to video games carreerr, digital imagaing classes, or should i have a more computer oriented school goal.

all digital imaging stuff seems to over taxed, just looking at FA i see hundreds of people try to get money for their art, and that only grows when you look across the internet. im told by my brother that i should think again since 6 of his friends have a digital imaging degree and cant get a job

*sighs* o well just a little venting, but anyway i hope to bring in some new pictures as the time goes by
and to those of you. my friend is contining the story about core so dont be dispare it will eventually come again... just he is writing a real book first.

i plan on tryign to draw at least one thing a day every day ^^

SCHOOOLS OUT FOR WINTER!!!!
now lets just hope i passed my history class and then i can really party ^^

yeah im here to warn everyone that one should never use their pin for their debit cards for gas stations, apprently they have a way to simply stick a blank card in, copy you cards and pine and can take as much money as they want.

this didnt happen to me, but it happened to my mom just as late, and is going through hell to get her 1000 dollars back(mainly police reports and stock piles of paper work)

on a side note i will be posting a new art soon and thank you for bearing with me, as i attempt to deal with collage. i have several tame things and some more naughty things on the way ^^

haza!!! i guess im one year older now ^^ the big 23

(rant warning, just need to vent a little)

Uggg for the last few months i have been dealing with my new schedule, and honestly its not even a blip on my radar for classes in difficulty, i have cartooning, astonomy, and history 101.....

i have no idea what happend i mean i passed my test, i pay attention in class, and take good notes.. but suddenly after turning in the first of a 3 part essay in my history class things have gone crazy

i mean the day she returns the paper she storms into class and starts yelling at the entire class, telling us how stupid we are, that and i quote " we need to go to the writing center and learn how to write" . even insulting me when she said that havent we taken english before when i passed English 120(last one i need for my degree) im like WTF.so she just spends 40 minutes essentially telling the entire class how stupid we are, and how we should know exactly how to write the paper she assigned... when i actually took notes when she described it but during the 40 mins she started yelling at us how apparently we where supposed to know we needed to know this and that which she never told us... she didnt even give us an example.and i passed all my english classes, and i never heard of any of this so im not sure how i could expect it., and yes i admit my paper could have been flushed out more but really.. she gave me a 2.5 out of 5.. giving me an F for misspelling were with where, and misspelling bowden with bowmen and she even said it was the first draft.. so i didnt think our spelling would matter that much at the moment. i mean i can take a bad grade but i worked harder on this then on some of my English papers in 120 when this is a 101 class!! and she just spit in my face...

em i wrong to think this?

well anyway thx for letting me rant.. and anyone who read my hastily writen journal i wouldnt mind hearing you thoughts.

ok sorry for the delay people

Zmemadros will be posting his new story soon for all oyu who have waited so well ^^

its just this has been one of the most busy mouths of my life

it started with one of my best friends for the past 4 years leaving to go into the air force for 4 years, trhe resulting chaos making it so i could barley find my friends. and so far i have had vists from furs ive known for years for the first time, my fur cousin and her husband coming down for an anime con, followed by driving 12 hours to deliver the stuff we cleaned from our garage for two days to my uncle. my ass of a brother visited for a week and i was forced to hang. our houses water was shut off for several days due to our piping being redone, which made it so i had to remove all the stuff from my closet onto my bed (where did i sleep) i had the last drivers test i could do for this license(failed haza!!) the return of my roommates dumb ass daughter who due to leaving certain female things around the house almost killed my dog(had to take him to the hospital) o and not to forget the drama of starting another semester of collage

now first i would like to say i enjoyed seeing my new and old fur friends very much ^^ and i was glad to get to see them.. but fing >< my life has been chaos and thankfully its finally calming down only to have to do a test in all three of my classes.

a side note as well... for those who want the new core storie.. i got the storie to review just about at the start of all this happening... but zmeyadros will be posting it once he reviews the new containt ive suggested

well school started once again.. now slowing my ablity to do much... so sadly the story might be delayed due to me now dealign with the start of the semster plus..... repiping in my house...

plus due to my inability to move around i might miss my chance to meet two people who are driving though vegas who i wanted to meet for the longest time ><

but on a good note im taking a cartooning class this semseter at collage and already my stuff has improved... when he hasn't even taught me anything yet..

so lets hope im not to slowed and able to still pump out the art for my many watchers and friends *hugs everyone*

just wanted to let everyone know that the next installment of cores opportunity is now being edited as we speak ^^ its estimated wed or thursday

My friend Ycats is doing a free art promotion to draw he chibbie style characters

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:13884308

Tagged by  rabbitfangs

Just mark each box that you have done.

Relationship:

[X] Have you ever had a crush?
[X] Have you ever kissed someone?
[] Have you ever dated someone?
[] Have you dated more than 10 people in your life?

Activities:

[X] Have you ever been to a bar?
[] Have you ever been to a strip bar/club?
[] Have you ever had a lap dance?
[] Have you ever given a lap dance?
[] Have you ever done a strip tease?
[] Have you ever recorded yourself stripping or lap dancing?

Foreplay:

[] Have you ever had foreplay?
[x] Have you ever made out with someone?
[] Have you ever teased/been teased?
[X] Have you ever talked dirty with someone?
[X] Have you ever groped someone?
[X] Have you ever been groped by someone?
[] Have you ever worn lingerie or "sexy clothing"
[X] Have you ever masturbated?

Vanilla:

[] Have you ever watched someone masturbate?
[] Have you ever masturbated while a person was watching?
[X] Have you ever groped someone?
[] Have you ever had an orgasm from someone masturbating you (hand job or fingering)
[] Have you ever made someone orgasm by masturbating them (hand job or fingering)
[] Have you ever been given oral sex?
[] Have you ever given oral sex?
[] Have you ever had intercourse as top?
[] Have you ever had intercourse as bottom?

Kinky:

[] Have you ever had anal sex as top?
[] have you ever had anal sex as bottom?
[] Have you ever tied someone's hands up?
[] Have you ever had your hands tied up?
[] Have you recorded yourself having sex with someone?
[] Have you ever used sex toys on someone?
[] Has anyone ever used sex toys on you?
[] Have you ever tied someone completely immobile?
[] Have you ever been tied completely immobile?
[] Have you ever worn or used BDSM gear? (including whips)
[] Have you ever came (orgasmed) onto someones face?
[] Has anyone ever came (orgasmed) onto your face
[] Have you ever participated in a threesome?

Fantasy:

[X] Have you ever had cyber sex?
[] Have you ever worn a costume or suit while having sex?
[] Have you ever sexually role played with another person?

Public places:

[] Have you ever had sex in an alley?
[] Have you ever had sex in a car/truck/van?
[] Have you ever had sex in a bus?
[] Have you ever had sex in a train?
[] Have you ever had sex in a plane?
[] Have you ever had sex in an occupied parking lot or garage?
[] Have you ever had sex in a public restroom?
[] Have you ever had sex in a government building?
[] Have you ever had sex in public? {where people could see you)
[] Have you ever had sex in the woods or forest?
[] Have you ever had sex in a playhouse/treehouse?
[] Have you ever had sex in a house other than yours and your partners?

Exhibition:

[] Have you ever had sex with a complete stranger? (someone you known less than a day)
[] Have you ever had sex with a prostitute?
[] Have you ever had sex as a prostitute?
[] Have you ever had sex with more than one person in a single day?

Multiple partners:

[] Have you ever participated in a gangbang?
[] Have you ever been gangbanged?
[] Have you ever been in an orgy?
[] Have you ever participated in a bukkaki?
[] Have you ever participated in a bukkaki as the "target"?
[] Have you ever been double fucked in the same hole by two people?

Size Queen Diameter: Mark only the box for the largest you've taken, round to the nearest number.

[] Have you ever been penetrated by anything larger than an average human penis? (>1.5")
[] 2"
[] 3"
[] 4"
[] 5"
[] 6"
[] 7" or larger?

Size Queen length: Mark only the box for the longest you've taken Round to the nearest number

[] Have you even been penetrated by another larger than an average human penis? {>6")
[] 7"
[] 8"
[] 9"
[] 10"
[] 11"
[] 12" or longer?


umm i guess i tag...

 Suki_Wolfram
 tyjomi
 lloxie

mmm i had a question for those who are take the time to find this.

well it turns out from a friend i have a talented mind when it comes to bondage/torture type stuff.. personally this fetish falls on death ears to me. but i know their are people who enjoy it and that i might have a few watcher who might be intretresed(trying to be fair i guess) so im asking to see if any of my watchers would be interested in me drawing a series of bondage/torture on a male coyote.

or should i stick to my normal hyper self and try drawing a cute cat girl in socks(i believe i promised that to someone) a preger bunny girl, or a cute yellow foxie boy

hay yall my cuz is a really good artist and is open for commisions ^^ so feel free to send her a message about getting one. plu shses having some problems at the moment so it would be apreciated if you coudl help

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:13252465 her journal

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4191582 and example of her skill (see i told you shes good)

first i like to say to all those who commented on my previous journal, thank you all for caring, i was kinda venting but i didnt realize i would get so many kind fur poping out of the wood works to try and help me *hugs for all* i am doing better and thx for dealing with me at my worse

ok now that, that is out of the way i need to apologizes to several furs who i am prity sure i have let down, currently i have like 4 furs who ive stood up on request(typically happens when i move from one sketch book to the next) and i am very sorry if i have let you down(sadly i dont even really remember who the furs where to begin with so its even worse)

secondly as of late i have finally gotten a pay pal, what do the people who watch me think, do what you you all think? would you be interested in hiring me for commissions?

ok i was wanting to ask a few people who people who have had better experience with people then i(these are my first real group of friends)

well recently my friends seem to blow me off completely now.. if im not at one of my friends houses at a certain time, they will leave me behind.. and not even call me about what they are doing. like today i was late pribly by 20 mins, and they left to one of the other peoples house who was to far for me to try to walk to. then i called and they told me that they would call a friend who gets off work to pick me up... so i waited a hour and half and he finally came. and i was wisked to their house to get to watch my friends(was kinda ignored on top of that) play halo ODST for 3 hours to suddenly be told my friends are going to play warmachine (model game) at a one of theri other friends house... a house a week before i got embarrassed when one gave me a swim suit, that after i left to pool i moon/ flashed all my friends to be laughed at by my own friends...but anyway i didnt want to go to that guys house.. so i got dropped off...back at home.. so i waited an hour to watch my friends ignore me... and i know it could be a one time thing.. but this trend seems to be conting, unless i want to buy models for a game, that to get good at, my friend has spend over 1000 dollars, and is still buying more...

mmm i was just had the question what random people thought was sexy *srugs*

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1405659/
check out link and see about getting a commission to help gather money for poor little kittie

id like to thank my watchers and viewers ^^ for this new honor.. over the course of like 3 5imns.. i received like over 50 favs(they keep coming!!)... something that's never happened before ^^ thx so much all of you ^^

*pants and falls over* and im getting exsosted from pouncing all the people whose faved...

1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS

*flash back to an epic battle between me and a fem fox... after 15 days i am about to get away only to be tagged in the face, flying through several buildings*ouch...

-days later-

*sighs* i guess i cant escape the fact i was tagged by  Mana_the_Vixen

so now i have to get involed in a chain letter...
so lets get this over with *ahem*
1) i am the youngest of four children
2) i a, very bad at remebering names... and often called people hay for over half a year
3) i have three webed toes
4) i was molested by a girl when i was 4
5) my dad filed me on his taxes as a girl
6) i was scared to death of the mummy from the quantum leap TV show till i was like 10
7) i have been found to be an afrodeseac(the things that make you horny) to many furs
8) i am a closet fur

sorry to all peopel i tag ><

 JTigerclaw
 Katalina
 Muir
 redfoxthebountyhunter
 Ryan-the-fox
 SergeWolf
 starfoxlvr
 zmeydros

ok im sorry to say due to this semesters work load my drawings will be a bit slower.. then they are normally... but ill be sure to try to get some pics up ^^