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What a year… 2023
Posted 2 years agoHello there folks!
I just wanted to write down some thoughts and experiences I had over the course of this year, since it was probably one of most packed and life changing ones I ever had~…
Like holy sh**, so much has happened, I have no idea where to start D: This means I‘ll also probably come back and add a few things when they came to mind again ^^°
For now, let’s see…
———
Since I was dealing with depression and overthinking things (in the wrong way) for the last few years, along with the running therapy, I‘ve also started to visit a daycare since january.
At first I felt a little out of place, but I learned how much I could relate to other people there.
We‘re doing many everyday things, talking and spending time together. For example, sometimes we also had cards with meaningful quotes. That was where I started to think differently…
Depression is a lot about low self-esteem or even self-hatred. I never liked much about myself, which came from bad experiences, thoughts and my mother constantly telling me how much of a failure and idiot I am, that I‘ll never be able to live alone and so on…
The ‚mate‘ I had at that time wasn’t a big help either (but that’s a whole other topic).
So, how could someone be able to find a bright thought if everyone around makes you feel small? Well… sometimes just a little spark changes your whole life~
A close friend brought me to realize something:
I love my sona. He means everything to me.
Some would simply say he isn’t real, but if you change your viewpoint… you‘ll come to the conclusion he/she/it is a part of yourself, therefore kind of ‚real‘ in their own way.
And what did I say before? „I love him“.
That means I also love myself to a degree…
I, the one who always struggled with self-esteem as long as he can think, finally started to feel confident with myself. For the first time, especially after these dark years, I was able to look up and out of my abyss…
Of course I’m still far from being the happiest person alive and I probably will never be. But it was good and necessary to move on, finally…
———
Next up were a first few steps into my independence. My newfound strength (and some external help) led me to get my own bank account and start searching for my own place.
I know what you think… It’s pitiful that I had to reach my 30s to get things done like everyone else did many years ago already. And you‘re right. But you also see I had my handicaps…
With that, it was like a new world opened to me. I could finally attend furry events, get the games I want or just simply grab some snacks in a local supermarket. Without asking my mother first. And guess what? I‘m still not broke yet, much to her surprise~ :P
Speaking of events, after some furmeets in Berlin and Dresden last year already, I also visited a yearly summer event in Berlin this time. It was much fun, even if I was mostly too shy to speak up ^^° When Mario Kart and Smash Brothers started to happen, I felt my time coming though~ xD
Of course I‘ll get there next year as well!
And… if I can save up enough money, maybe even EF too. Which would be my first big con ever <3
———
Gaming-wise, this year was a blast too!
Got Yooka-Laylee, the Pokémon and Sonic Frontiers DLCs, Mario Bros Wonder and other little things~
Of course, Zelda - Tears of the Kingdom was one of my highlights <3
I can’t remember any other game in a long time where I continuously discovered things and features I was so amazed about xD
3 Layers of an already huge open world, great temples and bossfights, building my own quirky home, monster figures that keep the pose they got pictured in… great soundtrack, lovely characters, exciting story… Did I forget anything? Most probably xD
Fantastic game~
Another honorable mention I want to make here is for a game called ‚Lil Gator Game‘.
As you can tell, I love scalies, so this was already interesting to have a look at x3
It‘s a cute and wholesome little story about a young gator playing with his friends and trying to get his big sister to play with them, while she is heavily occupied with school work.
But hold on - there’s a little bit of deeper meaning behind this!
The game reminds you to value your youth and the time you have to play around without worrying much. We all get older and it’s important to never forget your inner child, at least from time to time ^.w.^
Try it, you’ll have fun~
———
Which kinda brings me to my next topic…
Over the course of this year I was already thinking much (more than before) about stuff, but when I re-discovered the rabbit hole of personality development through that famous MBTI test, things started to get MUCH deeper…
Which type I am? Maybe you‘ve already guessed it~
I‘m an INFP-T, aka the healers and dreamers.
If you think about my species as a chameleon, informed people may wonder „But INFJs probably are the better chameleons!“ since most people came to that conclusion.
At first thought this may be right and they definitely seem to be good at blending into social environments. In fact I don’t feel too far away from that either if you give me some time with a group x3
That specific part of my result, the P vs J, also was the closest to being a little balanced, like 60-70/30 or so, so it makes sense.
Watching lots of videos about these types (I was on vacation and got sick almost right after, so I had quite some time ^^°) I also discovered, while we Ps are already good at adapting a change of environments and plans and being spontaneous, there are lots of famous actors or philosophers among us.
You know, people like Shakespeare, or Johnny Depp and Heath Ledger, which are known for not only playing their roles but LIVING them!
This could be called ‚Identity Alchemy‘, when we take parts and traits we appreciate and relate to and add them to our own ‚true‘ personality, enabling us to authentically grow and develop over time~
Now someone should try to call me less chameleonic again :P
Not that I wouldn’t share many more similarities with my inner species anyway o3o
On a side note, INFPs inner age seems to be sliced in half, so we’re both a child and a sage at the same time… Hah, I couldn’t relate to this more xD
———
Speaking of deep thoughts, this whole-year-train of events now really revealed my philosophic side to me. I started to view lots of things differently, from angles out of the box.
While I always had a little feeling for meanings behind events, now I want to seek them!
Everything is connected in a way and we continuously affect people we spend time with… I love to think about how our actions, even if they seem so small and unimportant sometimes, may cause a big change somewhere in the future~
But I don’t want to go too deep into details now, heh xD I‘ve just started a Telegram channel about deeper thoughts but also random puns at times, let me know if you’re interested! :3
As hinted earlier, my sona now became my main source of strength to fight my inner darkness. He’s always here with me, like a spiritual guardian of some sort. And we certainly had some bonding moments this year I still can’t fully express… Times where I randomly found something that could‘ve been his own words encouraging me, always coming at the perfect moment when I needed them~
To me, Soel isn’t just a character I like to associate and play with. He’s like… the shape of my soul. So no matter what happens, he won’t leave me alone.
Just realizing this and building on top of it, gets me to feel deeply connected, appreciated and ready to leave my own footsteps out there~ And I‘ll try to lend a hand and be there for anyone needing some help or just a good friend, especially for my already existing friends! Love you guys~ <3
———
… …Phew, what a long story; this year certainly was something, you can tell ^.w.^° My phone battery is almost empty again… xD
But you know what? I hope these vibes will continue next year! :D
Currently trying to forget about a crush I had for some time now… Love just wasn’t something I was ever victorious in so far. But oh well, maybe some day~…
If I forgot something I’ll add it, probably ^^°
If you came this far and didn’t fell asleep, please share your thoughts with me! Don’t be as shy as I am so often :‘D
I won’t bite - chameleons tend to lick instead xP
Have a great day and may your next year be as awesome as you can dream of~ <3
- Soel
I just wanted to write down some thoughts and experiences I had over the course of this year, since it was probably one of most packed and life changing ones I ever had~…
Like holy sh**, so much has happened, I have no idea where to start D: This means I‘ll also probably come back and add a few things when they came to mind again ^^°
For now, let’s see…
———
Since I was dealing with depression and overthinking things (in the wrong way) for the last few years, along with the running therapy, I‘ve also started to visit a daycare since january.
At first I felt a little out of place, but I learned how much I could relate to other people there.
We‘re doing many everyday things, talking and spending time together. For example, sometimes we also had cards with meaningful quotes. That was where I started to think differently…
Depression is a lot about low self-esteem or even self-hatred. I never liked much about myself, which came from bad experiences, thoughts and my mother constantly telling me how much of a failure and idiot I am, that I‘ll never be able to live alone and so on…
The ‚mate‘ I had at that time wasn’t a big help either (but that’s a whole other topic).
So, how could someone be able to find a bright thought if everyone around makes you feel small? Well… sometimes just a little spark changes your whole life~
A close friend brought me to realize something:
I love my sona. He means everything to me.
Some would simply say he isn’t real, but if you change your viewpoint… you‘ll come to the conclusion he/she/it is a part of yourself, therefore kind of ‚real‘ in their own way.
And what did I say before? „I love him“.
That means I also love myself to a degree…
I, the one who always struggled with self-esteem as long as he can think, finally started to feel confident with myself. For the first time, especially after these dark years, I was able to look up and out of my abyss…
Of course I’m still far from being the happiest person alive and I probably will never be. But it was good and necessary to move on, finally…
———
Next up were a first few steps into my independence. My newfound strength (and some external help) led me to get my own bank account and start searching for my own place.
I know what you think… It’s pitiful that I had to reach my 30s to get things done like everyone else did many years ago already. And you‘re right. But you also see I had my handicaps…
With that, it was like a new world opened to me. I could finally attend furry events, get the games I want or just simply grab some snacks in a local supermarket. Without asking my mother first. And guess what? I‘m still not broke yet, much to her surprise~ :P
Speaking of events, after some furmeets in Berlin and Dresden last year already, I also visited a yearly summer event in Berlin this time. It was much fun, even if I was mostly too shy to speak up ^^° When Mario Kart and Smash Brothers started to happen, I felt my time coming though~ xD
Of course I‘ll get there next year as well!
And… if I can save up enough money, maybe even EF too. Which would be my first big con ever <3
———
Gaming-wise, this year was a blast too!
Got Yooka-Laylee, the Pokémon and Sonic Frontiers DLCs, Mario Bros Wonder and other little things~
Of course, Zelda - Tears of the Kingdom was one of my highlights <3
I can’t remember any other game in a long time where I continuously discovered things and features I was so amazed about xD
3 Layers of an already huge open world, great temples and bossfights, building my own quirky home, monster figures that keep the pose they got pictured in… great soundtrack, lovely characters, exciting story… Did I forget anything? Most probably xD
Fantastic game~
Another honorable mention I want to make here is for a game called ‚Lil Gator Game‘.
As you can tell, I love scalies, so this was already interesting to have a look at x3
It‘s a cute and wholesome little story about a young gator playing with his friends and trying to get his big sister to play with them, while she is heavily occupied with school work.
But hold on - there’s a little bit of deeper meaning behind this!
The game reminds you to value your youth and the time you have to play around without worrying much. We all get older and it’s important to never forget your inner child, at least from time to time ^.w.^
Try it, you’ll have fun~
———
Which kinda brings me to my next topic…
Over the course of this year I was already thinking much (more than before) about stuff, but when I re-discovered the rabbit hole of personality development through that famous MBTI test, things started to get MUCH deeper…
Which type I am? Maybe you‘ve already guessed it~
I‘m an INFP-T, aka the healers and dreamers.
If you think about my species as a chameleon, informed people may wonder „But INFJs probably are the better chameleons!“ since most people came to that conclusion.
At first thought this may be right and they definitely seem to be good at blending into social environments. In fact I don’t feel too far away from that either if you give me some time with a group x3
That specific part of my result, the P vs J, also was the closest to being a little balanced, like 60-70/30 or so, so it makes sense.
Watching lots of videos about these types (I was on vacation and got sick almost right after, so I had quite some time ^^°) I also discovered, while we Ps are already good at adapting a change of environments and plans and being spontaneous, there are lots of famous actors or philosophers among us.
You know, people like Shakespeare, or Johnny Depp and Heath Ledger, which are known for not only playing their roles but LIVING them!
This could be called ‚Identity Alchemy‘, when we take parts and traits we appreciate and relate to and add them to our own ‚true‘ personality, enabling us to authentically grow and develop over time~
Now someone should try to call me less chameleonic again :P
Not that I wouldn’t share many more similarities with my inner species anyway o3o
On a side note, INFPs inner age seems to be sliced in half, so we’re both a child and a sage at the same time… Hah, I couldn’t relate to this more xD
———
Speaking of deep thoughts, this whole-year-train of events now really revealed my philosophic side to me. I started to view lots of things differently, from angles out of the box.
While I always had a little feeling for meanings behind events, now I want to seek them!
Everything is connected in a way and we continuously affect people we spend time with… I love to think about how our actions, even if they seem so small and unimportant sometimes, may cause a big change somewhere in the future~
But I don’t want to go too deep into details now, heh xD I‘ve just started a Telegram channel about deeper thoughts but also random puns at times, let me know if you’re interested! :3
As hinted earlier, my sona now became my main source of strength to fight my inner darkness. He’s always here with me, like a spiritual guardian of some sort. And we certainly had some bonding moments this year I still can’t fully express… Times where I randomly found something that could‘ve been his own words encouraging me, always coming at the perfect moment when I needed them~
To me, Soel isn’t just a character I like to associate and play with. He’s like… the shape of my soul. So no matter what happens, he won’t leave me alone.
Just realizing this and building on top of it, gets me to feel deeply connected, appreciated and ready to leave my own footsteps out there~ And I‘ll try to lend a hand and be there for anyone needing some help or just a good friend, especially for my already existing friends! Love you guys~ <3
———
… …Phew, what a long story; this year certainly was something, you can tell ^.w.^° My phone battery is almost empty again… xD
But you know what? I hope these vibes will continue next year! :D
Currently trying to forget about a crush I had for some time now… Love just wasn’t something I was ever victorious in so far. But oh well, maybe some day~…
If I forgot something I’ll add it, probably ^^°
If you came this far and didn’t fell asleep, please share your thoughts with me! Don’t be as shy as I am so often :‘D
I won’t bite - chameleons tend to lick instead xP
Have a great day and may your next year be as awesome as you can dream of~ <3
- Soel
A new chapter~ (Sona change)
Posted 4 years agoI've learned a lot this year... And I managed to close some old doors.
So let's move on!
I just wanted to officially announce my new sona:
Meet Soel, the chameleon~
He's a bit shy at first, but once you earn his trust, he'll be on your side, no matter what happens <3
I really start to identify myself with him now...
It's strange... Being an ExVeemon for more than 10 years was always normal for me.
But now that finally I've created a more personal sona, it feels even deeper, like my very soul got a shape...
Not just something I want to be, but something I AM
I guess that's the true definition of a Sona now, right~? ^.w.^
And he also truly helps me growing...
...Heh, lost in thoughts again, as you can see ^^°
Anyway, I hope you guys will like him and hopefully he'll get some nice art in the future <3
I'll possibly adjust some little details about his design (and also still need to write his F-List some day x#D)
Have fun and stay safe! :3
Oh, and happy early holidays~ <3 *hugs*
So let's move on!
I just wanted to officially announce my new sona:
Meet Soel, the chameleon~
He's a bit shy at first, but once you earn his trust, he'll be on your side, no matter what happens <3
I really start to identify myself with him now...
It's strange... Being an ExVeemon for more than 10 years was always normal for me.
But now that finally I've created a more personal sona, it feels even deeper, like my very soul got a shape...
Not just something I want to be, but something I AM
I guess that's the true definition of a Sona now, right~? ^.w.^
And he also truly helps me growing...
...Heh, lost in thoughts again, as you can see ^^°
Anyway, I hope you guys will like him and hopefully he'll get some nice art in the future <3
I'll possibly adjust some little details about his design (and also still need to write his F-List some day x#D)
Have fun and stay safe! :3
Oh, and happy early holidays~ <3 *hugs*
Telegram Group for fun moments in hard times!
Posted 5 years agoAre you bored? Alone?
Could you need some distraction and want to relax while the world outside sinks into chaos?
Or do you just always wanted to meet me and some of my friends to do crazy stuff?
Well, here's your chance:
I've started a new Telegram group and we're still searching for members!
It's a peaceful island based on the Hidden Land in Pokémon Mystery Dungeon.
Whether you like to have some decent chats, casual roleplay or sharing some pics and more - we're open to many things~
Especially with the current situation around the world, I wanted to try something to help you guys dealing with it.
I already have some more ideas for the future... so~ =3
How you can join?
For the moment, I don't just want to post a link, though dunno if this will change later.
So simply tell me your Telegram name and I'll add you. That's all ^^
Of course, if you don't want to share it in the comments, you can also send me a PN - works as well :3
Let's hopefully have some awesome moments soon! <3
Could you need some distraction and want to relax while the world outside sinks into chaos?
Or do you just always wanted to meet me and some of my friends to do crazy stuff?
Well, here's your chance:
I've started a new Telegram group and we're still searching for members!
It's a peaceful island based on the Hidden Land in Pokémon Mystery Dungeon.
Whether you like to have some decent chats, casual roleplay or sharing some pics and more - we're open to many things~
Especially with the current situation around the world, I wanted to try something to help you guys dealing with it.
I already have some more ideas for the future... so~ =3
How you can join?
For the moment, I don't just want to post a link, though dunno if this will change later.
So simply tell me your Telegram name and I'll add you. That's all ^^
Of course, if you don't want to share it in the comments, you can also send me a PN - works as well :3
Let's hopefully have some awesome moments soon! <3
Triple-Journal, woohoo! (Thanks/New Year/AMA)
Posted 8 years agoI thought I could do something to push away the wall of text from my first journal D:
So! Lets have three topics this time~
1)
At first I want to thank all my watchers and favers for the appreciation of my stuff!
I'm sorry that I didn't wrote something to everyone, but I'm truly thankful, guys~
Who knows what else will show up in the future? Stay tuned :D
2)
Its currently 03:36 at Jan.1st over here in germany, so Happy New Year to everyone~!
I hope you had some nice days with Christmas as well and I wish you all the best for this next year, may it be a good one :3
3)
I'm not sure if anyone is interested, but I thought I could try out this 'Ask me anything' everyone has so much fun with :O
So here's your chance: Wanna know anything about me, my sona, my Pokemon or something like this? Or do you have anything to say in general? Ask/tell me and we'll see what happens :D
(Dunno how long I'll keep this open though, undefined for now I guess)
So! Lets have three topics this time~
1)
At first I want to thank all my watchers and favers for the appreciation of my stuff!
I'm sorry that I didn't wrote something to everyone, but I'm truly thankful, guys~
Who knows what else will show up in the future? Stay tuned :D
2)
Its currently 03:36 at Jan.1st over here in germany, so Happy New Year to everyone~!
I hope you had some nice days with Christmas as well and I wish you all the best for this next year, may it be a good one :3
3)
I'm not sure if anyone is interested, but I thought I could try out this 'Ask me anything' everyone has so much fun with :O
So here's your chance: Wanna know anything about me, my sona, my Pokemon or something like this? Or do you have anything to say in general? Ask/tell me and we'll see what happens :D
(Dunno how long I'll keep this open though, undefined for now I guess)
Life Meme \._./
Posted 10 years agoYay, its my first journal =O
And also yay, one of these famous and hyped Memes, OMG D:
...Well, I thought I could do one of these, cause they seem fun \._./ At least I hope YOU will have fun :V
got it from
1: Full name.
ExVeemon Tempest (its my Second Life username, but I like it x3)
2: Zodiac sign.
Scorpio
3: 3 fears.
1.- Being alone
2.- Losing something I love
3.- Spending the rest of my life in this hell of a place with my mother
4: 3 things I love.
1. My friends and mate (if I would have one)
2. Games
3. being happy/laughing
5: 4 turn on’s.
1. A good meaningful talk and good times with friends / nice people
2. A nice movie or Let's Play or similar things
3. Finally finishing a hard (but great) game or certain parts of it
4. Even more things...? Sure, but I don't really know how and where to start with this (and the next) question D: Maybe see my F-List (linked in my profile) if you're interested in these
...
6: 4 turn off’s.
1. Dishonesty and unfaithfulness. I can forgive, I just want to be able to trust
2. Lonely times
3. Repeated bad luck
4. Mean people
...
7: My best friend(s)?
(these are the ones I talk with most, but of course there are some more and I like them all)
8: Sexual orientation?
Gay
9: My best first date?
Of course the one with, it was still the best weekend I ever had...
10: How tall am I?
6'04" (or even taller now, sometimes it seems that I'm still growing D: )
11: What do I miss?
Earlier times, life gets just worse >..>
12: What time was I born?
21st of November 1990 somewhere around... 8:00 in the morning?
13: Favorite color?
Blue
14: Do I have a crush?
Sure <3
15: Favorite quote?
If you believe it is impossible, it will be impossible. -- FFCC Ring of Fates
16: Favorite place?
The Internet maybe...? ._. Or anywhere, if I just have someone nice with me
17: Favorite food?
...salty, spicey, cheesy, I like many things
18: Do I use sarcasm?
Sometimes x3
19: What am I listening to right now?
Apart from the sound of my dying Laptop and the TV... *turns on some music* Okami soundtrack =D
20: First thing I notice in new person?
If its a nice person, but you know its just the first impression~
21: Shoe size?
Uhm... something around 40 in german measurements...? Dunno D:
22: Eye color?
blue-grey/steelblue
23: Hair color?
darkblonde/brown
24: Favorite style of clothing?
Simple, what feels best, so something like T-shirt and jeans/shorts
25: Ever done a prank call?
Not yet I think
26: What color of underwear I’m wearing now?
white/greyish
27: Meaning behind my username?
Ah yeah, that Exveelover thingy... well, you can guess its cause I love ExVeemon, very simple huh? XD
But that was just something that first came to mind when I made an account here, I would possibly change it if I could easily ^.=.^;
28: Favorite movie?
Avatar
29: Favorite song?
Phew... I like too many things D: Mostly game soundtrack and a few other songs, changes from time to time
30: Favorite band?
Whoever made the music I like...? ._.
31: How I feel right now?
Could be better, especially these days... But I'm okay, trying my best.
32: Someone I love.
*peeks at his profile page* Well, guess who
33: My current relationship status.
Single...
34: My relationship with my parents.
Father - If we still meet sometimes, its good.
Mother - Hellish (I have to live with her currently and its almost always a pain *sighs*)
35: Favorite holiday.
Christmas I guess, and the birthdays of close friends
36: Tattoos and piercing I have.
None
37: Tattoos and piercing I want.
None
38: The reason I joined FA.
Honestly? Pictures. XD
And to meet new friends of course, it was like my first real furry experience ^.=.^
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
Uhm... Dunno, its a matter of definition of 'Ex', I guess I never really had a Mate...
But no, we're still friends and I still love him.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts?
In chat yes, not really per SMS
41: Have I ever kissed the last person I texted?
No
42: When did I last hold hands?
...2010? :/
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
If I'm awake and didn't fell back to sleep - quite short, if the time requires it.
So I need some time to wake up, but can get out of the house even faster then XD
44: Have I shaved my legs in the past three days?
Never
45: Where am I right now?
In my room on the bed
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
I never get drunk, I hate alcohol and such stuff
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
Depends, sometimes just quiet in the background, sometimes as loud as its possible for the neighborhood xP
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
Just my mom, but I don't like it...
49: Am I excited for anything?
A few nice game ports for Nintendo DS flashcards some guys are working on, maybe finally a new PC (this one is more than 8 years old and just keeps annoying me)
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
Not really
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
Uhm... the whole time? I even keep smiling to myself to get calm and try to enjoy the day, I enjoy watching funny things and having fun with friends, nice distraction as long as it lasts...
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
Last year maybe
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
I just don't want to think about that...
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
Maybe
55: What is something I disliked about today?
My current life...? And that the only local friend I have didn't had time today :/
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
My one and only real love for lifetime... Where are you...? -.=.-
57: What do I think about most?
Friends and love
58: What’s my strangest talent?
Uhm... dunno really D:
Maybe that I remember lots of little things from many years ago (and keep teasing my friends with them)? XD
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
Dunno... maybe
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Behind, I don't really enjoy seeing myself somewhere D:
61: What was the last lie I told?
That I'm okay, at least I tell that alot, even to myself
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Just chatting and maybe voicing or more with good friends
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts: There are alot of strange things in the world, why not? x3
Aliens: Sure, we're not alone in the universe
64: Do I believe in magic?
Like said in the last answer, the world is full of strange and beautiful things~
And something like friendship or even love is the best magic ever, don't you agree? =3
65: Do I believe in luck?
I guess so.
But even luck could just be part of our destiny, who knows
66: What’s the weather like right now?
Its late at night and uhm... cloudy? ._.
67: What was the last book I’ve read?
A real book to touch? D: Well, something not well known with dragons I think, long ago ^^°
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
No...? Why should I?
69: Do I have any nicknames?
ExVee, Exy, Blue (a certain someone calls me like that often D: )
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
Either I never really had something very bad or its too far in the past. Or heartbreak, if that counts
71: Do I spend money or save it?
If I ever get something... Then both, use it for things really needed and save the rest.
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
With >>A<< tongue? Yeah sure, as long as its not my own xP
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
...lol, a plastic piggy bank D: (not mine though)
74: Favorite animal?
Dragons and reptiles in general
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
Dunno, the same things I always do most of the day...? ._.
76: What do I think Satan’s last name is?
Something funny...?
Yeah right, his name is 'Satan something funny', do you have a problem with it? ô..o
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
There's not really a certain one, any nice music could help a little
78: How can you win my heart?
Find out for yourself.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
That I was a nice person with a big heart maybe? I'm not sure
80: What is my favorite word?
... ... ... I don't know D:
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr?
I don't use it
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
Stop hate and war - Lets live together and accept each other - Everyone! Also save nature and stop destroying it just because its easier and gives you more money - You'll regret it sooner or later...
...at least that would be some things put short.
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
No, not that I know. But I would love to see one of my uncles there
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables.
I think not
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
'Who's your best friend?' or something like that. I hate putting my friends in any order, I like them all
86: What is my current desktop picture?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16420991/
87: Had sex?
Yes
88: Bought condoms?
Yes
89: Gotten pregnant?
Well, I'm a normal male, so no D:
90: Failed a class?
Almost, but no
91: Kissed a boy?
Yeah
92: Kissed a girl?
No
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
No
94: Had job?
Not really and that's one of my big problems... But I'll start a new education course soon and will hopefully get a job then after
95: Left the house without my wallet?
Anytime when I don't need it
96: Bullied someone on the Internet?
No. Live and let live.
97: Had sex in public?
Oh no D:
98: Played on a sports team?
Just in school
99: Smoked weed?
Never, I hate the smell of smoke in general
100: Did drugs?
Nope
101: Smoked cigarettes?
No. As I've said, I hate smoking, alcohol and other drugs. Stay away from me with that disgusting stuff!
102: Drank alcohol?
Just a very very few times (for example a single glass on my graduation ceremony), just to make the others happy >..>
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
No, I like meat D:
104: Been overweight?
No and I'm happy about it
105: Been underweight?
Uhm, I guess not, at least not anymore
106: Been to a wedding?
Not yet ._.
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
Far more XD
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
Its on alot, but really just watching... Maybe
109: Been outside my home country?
Yeah, and I'd like to do that again, maybe even regularly
110: Gotten my heart broken?
Oh yes... *sighs deeply*
111: Been to a professional sports game?
Uhm, my father took me to something with cars once I think... Dunno, I'm not really a sports fan
Oh, and there was a soccer game as well, but thats all
112: Broken a bone?
Not that I know
113: Cut myself?
Sure
114: Been to prom?
I guess
115: Been in airplane?
Oh yes, a few times for family holidays as a child, but I hated this stupid ear pressure/headache feeling :/
116: Fly by helicopter?
Not yet :<
117: What concerts have I been to?
Something local my brother/family took me to once - Hated it >..>
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
Oh sure, of course~ <3
119: Learned another language?
English obviously (I'm german) and I had some russian lessons, but forgot almost everything from these D:
120: Wore make up?
Nope XD ...oh wait, maybe when I was very little, for carnival in Kindergarten D:
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
No, I was 20 already
122: Had oral sex?
Hehe, of course <3
123: Dyed my hair?
No
124: Voted in a presidential election?
Yes
125: Rode in an ambulance?
I think yes, but can't really remember it, I was too young
126: Had a surgery?
No I think
127: Met someone famous?
Not really. Maybe a german comedian, but not really met (sat a few rows away)
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
I don't use these
129: Peed outside?
Sure
130: Been fishing?
No
131: Helped with charity?
I think not, there's not really something around here :/
132: Been rejected by a crush?
I've lost count...
133: Broken a mirror?
No o,o
134: What do I want for birthday?
Love and a life worthy to live is everything I wish...
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
I don't really want one D:
136: Was I named after anyone?
No, I guess not
137: Do I like my handwriting?
It looks horrible XD I prefer typing
138: What was my favorite toy as a child?
Legos and some action figures I think. And I also still have some plush animals and love them <3
139: Favorite TV Show?
Digimon =D
140: Where do I want to live when older?
Anywhere, if its just a nice homelike place. Or anywhere where my beloved one is...
141: Play any musical instrument?
I've tried some keyboard and ocarina things, but not really
142: One of my scars, how did I get it
Not really have one
143: Favorite pizza topping?
Meat, cheese, mushrooms, and some more. Just not fruits and stuff, nope D:
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
Nope xP
145: Am I afraid of heights?
...You're asking that someone who did bungee jumping and loved it =P
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
Me? Absolutely never. °^° *tries to look innocent*
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
Too often...
148: What I’m really bad at.
Doing things I don't like but have to do
149: What my greatest achievements are.
...Game highscores? D:
Good school, completed vocational training and a few 1st or 2nd places in schoolish contests, I guess
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me.
You're able to nothing, you'll always fail in life. (and many other similar things)
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery.
Get out of here, finally take my love and get a nice home for us. Also helping my friends
152: What do I like about myself?
That I still always seem to find a way out of depression and never really lose hope
153: My closest FA friend
-- see question 7
154: Something I fantasies about:
Meeting or being my Sona, or even better - A world of Furries =O
155: Tag people!!
I don't like tagging to force people to do something, thats stupid >:V
And also yay, one of these famous and hyped Memes, OMG D:
...Well, I thought I could do one of these, cause they seem fun \._./ At least I hope YOU will have fun :V
got it from
1: Full name.
ExVeemon Tempest (its my Second Life username, but I like it x3)
2: Zodiac sign.
Scorpio
3: 3 fears.
1.- Being alone
2.- Losing something I love
3.- Spending the rest of my life in this hell of a place with my mother
4: 3 things I love.
1. My friends and mate (if I would have one)
2. Games
3. being happy/laughing
5: 4 turn on’s.
1. A good meaningful talk and good times with friends / nice people
2. A nice movie or Let's Play or similar things
3. Finally finishing a hard (but great) game or certain parts of it
4. Even more things...? Sure, but I don't really know how and where to start with this (and the next) question D: Maybe see my F-List (linked in my profile) if you're interested in these
...
6: 4 turn off’s.
1. Dishonesty and unfaithfulness. I can forgive, I just want to be able to trust
2. Lonely times
3. Repeated bad luck
4. Mean people
...
7: My best friend(s)?
(these are the ones I talk with most, but of course there are some more and I like them all)8: Sexual orientation?
Gay
9: My best first date?
Of course the one with
, it was still the best weekend I ever had...10: How tall am I?
6'04" (or even taller now, sometimes it seems that I'm still growing D: )
11: What do I miss?
Earlier times, life gets just worse >..>
12: What time was I born?
21st of November 1990 somewhere around... 8:00 in the morning?
13: Favorite color?
Blue
14: Do I have a crush?
Sure <3
15: Favorite quote?
If you believe it is impossible, it will be impossible. -- FFCC Ring of Fates
16: Favorite place?
The Internet maybe...? ._. Or anywhere, if I just have someone nice with me
17: Favorite food?
...salty, spicey, cheesy, I like many things
18: Do I use sarcasm?
Sometimes x3
19: What am I listening to right now?
Apart from the sound of my dying Laptop and the TV... *turns on some music* Okami soundtrack =D
20: First thing I notice in new person?
If its a nice person, but you know its just the first impression~
21: Shoe size?
Uhm... something around 40 in german measurements...? Dunno D:
22: Eye color?
blue-grey/steelblue
23: Hair color?
darkblonde/brown
24: Favorite style of clothing?
Simple, what feels best, so something like T-shirt and jeans/shorts
25: Ever done a prank call?
Not yet I think
26: What color of underwear I’m wearing now?
white/greyish
27: Meaning behind my username?
Ah yeah, that Exveelover thingy... well, you can guess its cause I love ExVeemon, very simple huh? XD
But that was just something that first came to mind when I made an account here, I would possibly change it if I could easily ^.=.^;
28: Favorite movie?
Avatar
29: Favorite song?
Phew... I like too many things D: Mostly game soundtrack and a few other songs, changes from time to time
30: Favorite band?
Whoever made the music I like...? ._.
31: How I feel right now?
Could be better, especially these days... But I'm okay, trying my best.
32: Someone I love.
*peeks at his profile page* Well, guess who
33: My current relationship status.
Single...
34: My relationship with my parents.
Father - If we still meet sometimes, its good.
Mother - Hellish (I have to live with her currently and its almost always a pain *sighs*)
35: Favorite holiday.
Christmas I guess, and the birthdays of close friends
36: Tattoos and piercing I have.
None
37: Tattoos and piercing I want.
None
38: The reason I joined FA.
Honestly? Pictures. XD
And to meet new friends of course, it was like my first real furry experience ^.=.^
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
Uhm... Dunno, its a matter of definition of 'Ex', I guess I never really had a Mate...
But no, we're still friends and I still love him.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts?
In chat yes, not really per SMS
41: Have I ever kissed the last person I texted?
No
42: When did I last hold hands?
...2010? :/
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
If I'm awake and didn't fell back to sleep - quite short, if the time requires it.
So I need some time to wake up, but can get out of the house even faster then XD
44: Have I shaved my legs in the past three days?
Never
45: Where am I right now?
In my room on the bed
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
I never get drunk, I hate alcohol and such stuff
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
Depends, sometimes just quiet in the background, sometimes as loud as its possible for the neighborhood xP
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
Just my mom, but I don't like it...
49: Am I excited for anything?
A few nice game ports for Nintendo DS flashcards some guys are working on, maybe finally a new PC (this one is more than 8 years old and just keeps annoying me)
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
Not really
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
Uhm... the whole time? I even keep smiling to myself to get calm and try to enjoy the day, I enjoy watching funny things and having fun with friends, nice distraction as long as it lasts...
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
Last year maybe
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
I just don't want to think about that...
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
Maybe
55: What is something I disliked about today?
My current life...? And that the only local friend I have didn't had time today :/
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
My one and only real love for lifetime... Where are you...? -.=.-
57: What do I think about most?
Friends and love
58: What’s my strangest talent?
Uhm... dunno really D:
Maybe that I remember lots of little things from many years ago (and keep teasing my friends with them)? XD
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
Dunno... maybe
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Behind, I don't really enjoy seeing myself somewhere D:
61: What was the last lie I told?
That I'm okay, at least I tell that alot, even to myself
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Just chatting and maybe voicing or more with good friends
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts: There are alot of strange things in the world, why not? x3
Aliens: Sure, we're not alone in the universe
64: Do I believe in magic?
Like said in the last answer, the world is full of strange and beautiful things~
And something like friendship or even love is the best magic ever, don't you agree? =3
65: Do I believe in luck?
I guess so.
But even luck could just be part of our destiny, who knows
66: What’s the weather like right now?
Its late at night and uhm... cloudy? ._.
67: What was the last book I’ve read?
A real book to touch? D: Well, something not well known with dragons I think, long ago ^^°
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
No...? Why should I?
69: Do I have any nicknames?
ExVee, Exy, Blue (a certain someone calls me like that often D: )
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
Either I never really had something very bad or its too far in the past. Or heartbreak, if that counts
71: Do I spend money or save it?
If I ever get something... Then both, use it for things really needed and save the rest.
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
With >>A<< tongue? Yeah sure, as long as its not my own xP
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
...lol, a plastic piggy bank D: (not mine though)
74: Favorite animal?
Dragons and reptiles in general
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
Dunno, the same things I always do most of the day...? ._.
76: What do I think Satan’s last name is?
Something funny...?
Yeah right, his name is 'Satan something funny', do you have a problem with it? ô..o
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
There's not really a certain one, any nice music could help a little
78: How can you win my heart?
Find out for yourself.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
That I was a nice person with a big heart maybe? I'm not sure
80: What is my favorite word?
... ... ... I don't know D:
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr?
I don't use it
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
Stop hate and war - Lets live together and accept each other - Everyone! Also save nature and stop destroying it just because its easier and gives you more money - You'll regret it sooner or later...
...at least that would be some things put short.
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
No, not that I know. But I would love to see one of my uncles there
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables.
I think not
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
'Who's your best friend?' or something like that. I hate putting my friends in any order, I like them all
86: What is my current desktop picture?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16420991/
87: Had sex?
Yes
88: Bought condoms?
Yes
89: Gotten pregnant?
Well, I'm a normal male, so no D:
90: Failed a class?
Almost, but no
91: Kissed a boy?
Yeah
92: Kissed a girl?
No
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
No
94: Had job?
Not really and that's one of my big problems... But I'll start a new education course soon and will hopefully get a job then after
95: Left the house without my wallet?
Anytime when I don't need it
96: Bullied someone on the Internet?
No. Live and let live.
97: Had sex in public?
Oh no D:
98: Played on a sports team?
Just in school
99: Smoked weed?
Never, I hate the smell of smoke in general
100: Did drugs?
Nope
101: Smoked cigarettes?
No. As I've said, I hate smoking, alcohol and other drugs. Stay away from me with that disgusting stuff!
102: Drank alcohol?
Just a very very few times (for example a single glass on my graduation ceremony), just to make the others happy >..>
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
No, I like meat D:
104: Been overweight?
No and I'm happy about it
105: Been underweight?
Uhm, I guess not, at least not anymore
106: Been to a wedding?
Not yet ._.
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
Far more XD
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
Its on alot, but really just watching... Maybe
109: Been outside my home country?
Yeah, and I'd like to do that again, maybe even regularly
110: Gotten my heart broken?
Oh yes... *sighs deeply*
111: Been to a professional sports game?
Uhm, my father took me to something with cars once I think... Dunno, I'm not really a sports fan
Oh, and there was a soccer game as well, but thats all
112: Broken a bone?
Not that I know
113: Cut myself?
Sure
114: Been to prom?
I guess
115: Been in airplane?
Oh yes, a few times for family holidays as a child, but I hated this stupid ear pressure/headache feeling :/
116: Fly by helicopter?
Not yet :<
117: What concerts have I been to?
Something local my brother/family took me to once - Hated it >..>
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
Oh sure, of course~ <3
119: Learned another language?
English obviously (I'm german) and I had some russian lessons, but forgot almost everything from these D:
120: Wore make up?
Nope XD ...oh wait, maybe when I was very little, for carnival in Kindergarten D:
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
No, I was 20 already
122: Had oral sex?
Hehe, of course <3
123: Dyed my hair?
No
124: Voted in a presidential election?
Yes
125: Rode in an ambulance?
I think yes, but can't really remember it, I was too young
126: Had a surgery?
No I think
127: Met someone famous?
Not really. Maybe a german comedian, but not really met (sat a few rows away)
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
I don't use these
129: Peed outside?
Sure
130: Been fishing?
No
131: Helped with charity?
I think not, there's not really something around here :/
132: Been rejected by a crush?
I've lost count...
133: Broken a mirror?
No o,o
134: What do I want for birthday?
Love and a life worthy to live is everything I wish...
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
I don't really want one D:
136: Was I named after anyone?
No, I guess not
137: Do I like my handwriting?
It looks horrible XD I prefer typing
138: What was my favorite toy as a child?
Legos and some action figures I think. And I also still have some plush animals and love them <3
139: Favorite TV Show?
Digimon =D
140: Where do I want to live when older?
Anywhere, if its just a nice homelike place. Or anywhere where my beloved one is...
141: Play any musical instrument?
I've tried some keyboard and ocarina things, but not really
142: One of my scars, how did I get it
Not really have one
143: Favorite pizza topping?
Meat, cheese, mushrooms, and some more. Just not fruits and stuff, nope D:
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
Nope xP
145: Am I afraid of heights?
...You're asking that someone who did bungee jumping and loved it =P
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
Me? Absolutely never. °^° *tries to look innocent*
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
Too often...
148: What I’m really bad at.
Doing things I don't like but have to do
149: What my greatest achievements are.
...Game highscores? D:
Good school, completed vocational training and a few 1st or 2nd places in schoolish contests, I guess
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me.
You're able to nothing, you'll always fail in life. (and many other similar things)
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery.
Get out of here, finally take my love and get a nice home for us. Also helping my friends
152: What do I like about myself?
That I still always seem to find a way out of depression and never really lose hope
153: My closest FA friend
-- see question 7
154: Something I fantasies about:
Meeting or being my Sona, or even better - A world of Furries =O
155: Tag people!!
I don't like tagging to force people to do something, thats stupid >:V
