Omg I'm a junior and I'm not in that cursed that place that I had to call home for 6 months. I actually haven't been back on this for sooo long mainly cause I couldn't login. But I just remembered and kinda happy I did. Anyways I heard there was a huge furry party down in Seattle so I hope my pal of mine is having a blast. I actually thought about how he's going to a place like this and talked it over with one of my close friends who actually agrees with me when I say that he is acting way too old for his age. But when I tell him, he still doesn't listen. I just hope that he doesn't become like those people who pay their parents to watch over their children. Cause that super weird. Like why do people do that??? Anyways, he's still my friend who I have seen grow up since he was afraid to even tell me he was a furry. Now he's gone and spread the word and what not. Just don't give up on what you told me you wanted to be after we get out of this joint that we call school. Cause you're starting to slack off. Anyways I'm just rambling off. Hope next time I remember my login and stuff. See y'all on the flip side!


Power to the Foxes!

F0_ES

Omg I'm a junior and I'm not in that cursed that place that I had to call home for 6 months. I actually haven't been back on this for sooo long mainly cause I couldn't login. But I just remembered and kinda happy I did. Anyways I heard there was a huge furry party down in Seattle so I hope my pal of mine is having a blast. I actually thought about how he's going to a place like this and talked it over with one of my close friends who actually agrees with me when I say that he is acting way too old for his age. But when I tell him, he still doesn't listen. I just hope that he doesn't become like those people who pay their parents to watch over their children. Cause that super weird. Like why do people do that??? Anyways, he's still my friend who I have seen grow up since he was afraid to even tell me he was a furry. Now he's gone and spread the word and what not. Just don't give up on what you told me you wanted to be after we get out of this joint that we call school. Cause you're starting to slack off. Anyways I'm just rambling off. Hope next time I remember my login and stuff. See y'all on the flip side!


Power to the Foxes!

F0_ES

OMG ITS SOOOO GOOD TO BE BACK AND IN MY SCHOOL! :DDDDDDD I have sooo much to say after all these days. We had an ok flight, a terrible stay at the hotel (filled with vomit), we lost my brother's 3DS, ended up staying another day at the hotel, and I kicked butt in the new Streets of Rage (my fave olden days game.) I could say that that was the worst Christmas ever. But Boxing Day :D :D :D. I got to see my best friend in over 6 months. I was so happy I could have started crapping cement bricks (lol, random.) But any who, I also got to shock the living dead outta everyone. Their reaction could have been equivalent to one seeing Michael Jackson standing in front of their faces. Some people were crying, but tears of joy (I hope), and were telling me weird stories on what they did when I left. One listened to Adele songs for a week....another cried with her friend for a month (awks). But I played a lot of tricky lies on my pals at school....oh well, that's me :P

MEMES #2 - TOPIC 2012 - THE WORLDS ENDING!

Answer these questions...but dont just say yes/no...explain in a couple of words...cause i'd like to see your reasons. And some of these things may or may not have happened to me...

These question memes all start with this:

"If 2012 were happening and you had the chance to do one thing before falling into a fissure, would you..."

1. Eat a plate of Lasagna?
2. Makeout with the nearest girl (that isnt related to you)?
3. Tip over someone in a porta-pottie?
4. Beat up someone that has pissed you off?
5. Have sex?? D:
6. Try to live the rest of your life above ground (find an airplane)?
7. Do a certain drug?
8. Get high?
9. Sit there and wait?
10. Rob a building?
11. Realease prisioners from jail?
12. Drop kick your most hated teacher's face?
13. Falcon punch a school bully?
14. Try to walk into a construction site?
15. Eat at McDonalds?
16. Start praying?
17. Go to bed so you wont have to see/feel the pain (like how they did in the Titanic)?
18. Kill yourself before the world kills you?
19. Find all your Christmas presents and open them?
20. Run the streets butt-naked?
21. Shread your Winter Break homework?
22. Think about if you are going to hell?
23. Paint yourself red and run with bulls?
24. Use a flamethrower on the creator of Dora the Explorer?
25. Get an STD (through a needle)?
26. Drive (if you are underage)?
27. Jump into the TV (magically) and kill Swiper so he never swips again?
28. Question how retarded Spongebob can be?
29. Get the cops called on you for vandalizing WalMart?
30. Walk calmly on a major highway?
31. Punch someone (because you saw a punchbuggie)?
32. Draw an animal?
33. Ask Usher why he sponsered Justin Bieber?
34. Make a list of things you can do under 1 minute?
35. Eat gum off the floor?
36. Swallow a pack of ketchup with your best friend?
37. Mix the ketchup with some of the Monster energy drink?
38. Listen to your dad say a long remark about wine and cheese?
39. Tell me that these memes are actually quite funny?
40. Say YOLO doing all of the above?

OK. I dont know why, but I always have some kind of life issue and I end up saying the important ones here. anyways, my best friend is just being...well, if I had to be honest...It would be what Americans here call being a ratchet-ass-hoe. fricking keeps on showing off that he's getting all these new stuff on Twitter and doesnt realize how downing it is. Like seriously, we get the point. We arent all as rich as your ass, but you dont need to broadcast it to the world. I think he reallly needs to know what it means to be modest. But no, i didnt come to just rant on him.

I have another friend, and he seems to really dislike the friend I just mentioned above (the person mentioned in the above para will be refeered to PS to avoid confusion). He thinks that PS is just being a total ... because of how he's being ungrateful for the things he gets and because PS is VERY biased. What do I think? Yea, he can be very biased. For example, PS is an Apple hater. Always saying how terribble Apple is. However, answer me this my PS, why has it become popular? He would probably say Apple haters are just plain stupid. Yet there he is, choosing to own an iPod and trying to hack an iPhone for his brother. Anyways, that friend who is hating on PS talks to me everyday on how ... PS is.

Well, I may have told PS some of those things, and that he should NOT LET IT AFFECT HIS DAILY SCHOOL LIFE TILL I COME BACK. But nooooo. PS had to show his dumb attitude towards my friend and more trouble occurs. I could have sworn I was talking to him about him NOT LISTENING TO ANYTHING THAT HE'S SUPPOSED TO LISTEN TO. So now, because of both my friends, I dont want to come back to Canada. Cause these two will not allow me to enjoy my year. I will kill myself if I hear another complaint or problem from PS or even my other friend about one another.

And watch guys. PS is gonna confront my other friend and start bitching again. And Imma be here again.... -_-

And yeah, I do take into account that if for some weird reason, PS were to see this, he would get mad at me, or not say anything, or just think that I'm too protective about our friendship because I said he would get mad at me. IDK, I really dont mean to get mad at PS, just that they are both making my move back to Canada more of a regret. And who knows? None of us might be friends by the end of this year. Then what would have happened to the 3 musketeers? Who the hell knows. If anyone knows me well, I just want PEACE BETWEEN FRIENDS. Even if my own suffering were the option. I just really need to speak to PS though. Cause I think he would understand if I told him what I'm going through.

So my mom says to me while packing "Do you want to go back to your old school then move to a cheaper province or stay in a public school and not move at all" I went with the new province/old school one cause I didnt exactly enjoy this one :/. So she said that it is POSSIBLE that we could go to my old school AND stay here until I graduate high school. I basically have to ask my priest to talk to my mom and see if he could helpl us out at least for this semester. Then everything will be back to normal and no more moving! But now it's if he would agree...Man,my family and I have made it this far...I hope this will work. Cause we are apparently like broke. :/ So I asked her how in the world she would even pay for the possible upcoming trip to Disneyland with my friend. She was like, oh Air Miles cards. Sure, why not. And even the Surface she planned for me. She's like "no worries". All I can say is that I have one strong mom.... But note to think about that. Lemme just hope that my priest will help us out. (And I swear, there's got to be a lesson behind sending hundreds of dollars straight to others' pockets)

OH AND 12 DAYS LEFT AHHHHH!

Let me just jump into it. Cause I have to get some stuff off my chest.

I dont have a real dad. Something I learned about the hard way. I have a "step-dad", although that word is banned in my household, so I call him dad. Why am I saying this, you may ask?

Cause I get really annoyed by people who say that there dad sucks or that they dislike their fathers.

Ok, seriously. Grow up. Not to be mean though. There are people like moi that have never had a real dad. Worst of all, to find out he dies of lung cancer on your birthday 2 years ago.

For example. I have a really good friend who tells of how his dad can be very harsh to him, conditions that might easily be mistaken for child abuse, but is just normal to hear if you are from somewhere other than N. America. I find that we are similar in that way because that's how my "dad" acts, and that's how/why I feel "emotionally connected" (NO HOMO) to him. Although it runs in my head how its his own flesh and blood parents that take care of him instead of...well like my life. He is actually, to me, the luckiest guy on Earth, no matter what people say about him, or how rich he is. Again, that's another reason I like talking to him: I feel like I stand honourably beside a famous person, like Justin Bieber or Chris Brown or something.

However, I have met his dad, and maybe he was or wasnt being nice as a guest was there, but he seemed like a really nice guy. He reminds me of my actual dad who I talked to on the phone at the most, 10 times in my entire life (havent seen him in life before). My actual dad bought me an iPod, and that is probably one of the closest things to me because it symbolizes his presence.

Anyways, i didnt just come here to rant on people who dont like their dads, I'm just saying, be happy with what God gives you; cause you wont know the value of something - or someone - if its taken away from you.







And I have 17 days left !!!!

Aight, so I finished with my fursona. It's okay, but not as proschool as the other ones I've seen. I tried to upload it, but it wanted to be an ass by not working out. So now its completly messed and looks really gothic. So I'm not sure what to do.











Oh yea, and 27 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

So there's a rumor in Canada that I'm soo depressed about something that I have stopped going to school. My friend messaged me and asked if I was ok. Then tell me that someone said that rumor. After using the guilt trick, I find out who it was. Although it does anger me that it was spread, because of WHO it was, I am forgiving such a thing. After all, it must've been a big misunderstanding.

Alrighty! So since we've started packing today and I figured out the time and stuff of when we are leaving my parents add an additional fact: I'm moving to a different city! Well, its not bad that I'm moving to this city. Actually, it might be more fun. Our house that still wasnt sold just got an offer and that house is gonna be sold. So we are planning a newer house near my school and around where my family friend lives. I love that we are moving to this area cause I used to drive around that area with my parents when I was younger and I have lots of friends (especially my best friend who would live 12mins away) in that area. So now I wont have to worry about all the FAR DRIVING and stuff like that. The only unfortunate thing is that I wont be able to go to the church that I have been going to for the past 5-6 years. I've really grown to love that parish. Also, I have a really good friend who lives in that area and it would suck cause we used to meet at each other's houses. But we always have school huh....anyways, me and my best bud were talking about it and it seems to make both of us giddy with excitment....makes you want some cheese with wine, if you know what I mean ;)

SOOOOOOO MAAAADDDDDD.

Today I got a detention for ALMOST sleeping in class. First off, that's bullcrap. Second, its because I was online waiting for my best friend to come online cause he said that he wanted to talk. Well I forced myself to stay up till 1 in the morning till I gave up. And its not only last night. I've tried for 3 nights in a row. And not only did that piss me off A LOT, i have to now take a test I was excempt from taking on the last 2 days before Winter holiday. Not only do I have to STUDY for ANOTHER midterm test, I have a WAY bigger chance of missing a Christmas mass because we would be in the middle of Seattle. Words can't describe how mad I am.

I was talking to my friend and i learned that one of my good friends named Eric has changed so much. Eric acts so different people in school cant barely recognize him. He used to think of a guy as a very annoying person, but now they are like good buddies; which surprises me the most cause all 3 of us almost got in DEEP TROUBLE. I guess this school year is like a completely new start. I just hope me and him are still good budds. We havent talked in a while though. At least I know that I'm not the only one changing. My skin tone colour has changed completely. I love it though :D I'm also changing the name from F0_ES to to Tobes cause I thought it would be a better name...(If I figure out how to)

October 30th 2012. My first day in starting my furry headshot. Well, this autta be interesting. Here I go; into the Final Frontier :/ With school and stuff, I plan to finish before I leave to Canada cause 3-4 of my friends from my elementary school and by curly headed pal plan to have a get together. Then there's Christmas and the whole catching up to do before actually giving everyone the biggest shock ever. So with that, I'm off!

Last night I had a weird dream that I was at my first day of school in Canada (my old school) and I saw my curly headed friend and we were hanging out before the bell rang. Then I had to go to a class. But when I went inside it was like a new world. There were old dolls hanging everywhere in this messed up house. There was this new girl who was in my class and she told me her name was Joceyln H. and told me how to get to class. We walked through this spooky house and when we got to the end we were outside. This outside was GAYYYYY. We were on a cliffside and just below us was a bunch of "houses". They had no roofs on top; it just consisted of walls were painted aqua-green and magenta (like the pencil crayons seen in a Crayola pack) In these square areas accompanied a sick woman, a bleeding son, and a father wrapped in bandages. My mind told me that the mother was cutting the skin of the father and replacing the sons, so the son would be better. (Just reading that sentence is so gory and disgusting to think of). When we jumped on the roofs of surrounding buildings and finally hit the main streets, the place looked different. It was like looking inside a Tony Hawk skate ground inside a building. There was a group of people listening to a teacher and there was this guy who said his name was Bryce. So me and Bryce became good friends. Then there was this rope that all 32 people had to swing on while a giant wave of water came crashing down. It was so much fun to get hit by the wave. Then we enter another room and Bryce was gone. I had to go to my next class but get through a library. The only way to do that is to act out a season that excisted. I pretended I was planting a flower which is obviously Spring. Then when I was leaving this "area", I forgot I had to face this gory scene of jumping over the group of houses with those homeless people; then the doll houses. I was on my way to my second class, Social Studies, but then my curly headed friend wanted to show me his PE class. Well we had to go outside to get to his class. Surpriseingly, I had no idea that there were legitamently 30 highway intersections in front of our school. And we had to cross ALL OF THEM. It ended up taking us 1hr. to get across them all; then to find out that the class was moved to a classroom inside the school. Man was I pissed. Ryan was gone, and I went back alone, this time going somewhat faster than before and I saw my school, which was significantly bigger than it was before. So I ran upstairs to the class where was a chicken in the way. The chicken didnt move until my best friend Peter, threw a lit match at it, setting it on fire. Peter was the richest kid person I knew. He had a haircut like Justin Bieber, wore a sweater vest, and thought he was all that by drinking Monsters all the time. For some reason today, he wasnt carrying a laptop like he usually did. He didnt seem happy today because he flipped the bird at me and cursed under his breath in German, which I for some reason understood and left. He dropped a bowl of the floor and left the room with swagg. I went and picked up the bowl and it was his mom's rice soup. I started to notice how gay this day was so I ended up waking up.

One hell of a dream.

Great. Another issue for moving. 1st was being able to move to Canada. 2nd was whether we could go to my hometown or straight to Alberta. That was solved by going to my hometown first. NOW my parents are saying they are deciding to put me in a public school....REALLY?!?! NOOO I'm not letting that happen. I've gotten so far in going back to my old school. I'm not giving up now. Hopefully this is the LAST problem I will have to worry about.

THE FOLLOWING STORY IS PURE LEGIT AND HAPPENED THIS MORNING. I DID MAKE IT AS DESCRIPTIVE AS POSSIBLE TO ADD ETHOS (EMOTION) TO MY STORY AND TO ADD SUSPENSE.

This morning we (my mom and siblings) went to drop my brother off at the bus stop which is right at our complex. All of a sudden, a guy driving a giant truck was speeding from behind. I thought "why would you be rushing? There's no traffic". It turns out that that car started to signal and thats when something sparked in me.

As the front tire turned into the driveway i started to think of how when I play Need For Speed, and how when driving my Honda Civic at almost 289 km/h, its impossible to make such a sharp turn, and if youre lucky, you would never recover unless you hit the wall. But this driveway had a very small wall. Its called an Acura SUV with me and my family members in it. Yes, i was able to think this in under a second, but we've all had moments like this.

I shouted at my mom look! She saw the car, speeding as if at the speed of light. She punched the steering wheel as if she was in a boxing match. We had no time to jump out, or back out because of the grayish black seatbelts making me claustrophobic and glued to our seats; our car was "turned off". At that moment I had another second of many thoughts.

I saw the house I lived in during 2004. The time i was never allowed to leave to go to the playground just downstairs. Then I saw myself in my 2nd elementary school, where I became friends with one of my best buds. I saw myself with my best friend one night, talking sometime at 1 in the morning where he taught me about what Fur Affinity was; then a scene where we were at the school dance having o much fun. I saw a scene with him hanging at a store eating Cheetos and riding bikes; in Walmart spraying classmates in the eyes with Axe, laughing our butts off having the best time ever; getting heart attacks from almost getting in deep crap, and ending up being fine. All these thoughts and more would tell you - my life flashed between my eyes.

The brakes of a roaring car woke me from this state. Headlights up in my half-asleep face at 6 in the morning were facing me. Was I in Heaven? No, not yet. The car was so close to ours, you wouldnt be able to fit a standard 30cm ruler between the plate numbers. The car, immediately was set on R on the Prindle (PRNDL), backed of with as much speed as it came. My heart was about to break my ribs. But I would take that beating anyday, than to die in a country I was never meant to be in.

HUBLAHHHH!!! ITS OFFICAL!!!!Going back to my hometown for 10-11 months!!!! Whoo-hoo! I'm soo happy. Even if mid-terms will be hard to catch up to. One hell of a reunion year! Plus Imma take a driving course in my hometown. NOT TO MENTION A WEDDING WITH MY BEST FRIEND TO TOP OFF ALL THE CRAP. (It would have been nice if he would have had a moment to actually listen). Man, it feels like such a dream.No one will expect my sudden arrival. Maybe my old homeroom should celebrate by conga lining into our Gr. 9 homeroom's teacher's class. Maybe we should celebrate by throwing apple cores out the bus window and disrupting traffic like we use to! All these thoughts totally replaced the fact that my cousin's "best friend" called me gay in front of a group of people. To him, I say phoque you, you can GTFO from my life cause I am O-U-T! Outta here. Sayonara guys. F0_ES is outta this place! PEACE!

Well I was having the worst day ever. Things happened that I'm afraid of mentioning here. I was so saddened that I never talked to anyone all day...

Until I call my best bud and have the best convo ever! Basically whenever we talk, we talk about the secrets my old school friends give and about my friends i have and vow to never spread the word. We talked about this guy who disgust the heck outta him. The adjecives he used are so funny, I was on the floor rolling and laughing. Then he leaked out something that really shot me down. About one of my good friends. Lets just say I hope that he won't exchange a word to me when I come back to my hometown. But I won't tell him that....I hope its just automatic and a guilty conscience under his blond hair will stick him in the back.

Anyways, we also talked about the school dramas that were currently up (he hates to talk about it ironically) and about one of the biggest weird kids of Grade 8 and watched someone YouTube vids.

But he made my night better than it would have ever been, although it would have been nice if my best friend joined the convo, and we would have talked about him and mocked him the whole time :P. However, her seems to always be busy and working. Typical blond headed kid he is.

Well, I made my first ever DJ mix and I uploaded it :D It was really fun to make cause these are some of my favorite songs. Although most of them are older songs....however most songs nowadays are all about sex and stuff so no. I stuck with these songs:

On The Floor - Jennifer Lopez feat. Pitbull
Who's That Chick - David Guetta feat. Rihanna
Super Bass - Nicki Minaj
You Make Me Feel - Cobra Starship feat. Sabi
Run It - Chris Brown
DJ's Got Us Falling In Love Again - Usher feat. Pitbull
Like A G6 - Far East Movement feat.The Cataracs & Dev
It's Like That - Mariah Carey
Single Ladies - Beyonce
Shots - LMFAO feat. Lil' Jon
Gangnam Style - PSY
Cha Cha Slide - DJ Casper
Fireball - Willow Smith feat. Nicki Minaj
In The Ayer - Flo Rida feat. Will.I.Am
1, 2 Step - Ciara
Goodies - Ciara
Teach Me How To Dougie - Cali Swag District
Tik Tok - Kesha
Dance Remix - Big Sean feat. Nicki Minaj
Look At Me Now - Chris Brown feat. Busta Rhymes & Lil' Wayne
Where Them Girls At - David Guettta feat. Flo Rida & Nicki Minaj
Only Girl (In The World) - Rihanna
Yeah - Usher feat Ludachris & Lil' Jon
You Make Me Feel (again) - Cobra Starship feat. Sabi


Yes, there was one song repeated, but it still sounds good. And it might sound like crap a lot of times, but do remember it was my FIRST mix and I basically had no clue the stuff i was clicking so...enjoy when necessary :) Here's the link:

https://skydrive.live.com/redir?resid=82BFB70A9CA2275E!227&authkey=!AINQFoyDaEHqY6c

Er MERRRR GURRRRSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I DJ'ed like an amateur this night/morning!

I got the idea to do it when I was listening to the song "Where Them Girls At" because it reminded me of my sibling friend named Marcus. We used to remix songs during Socials class and humm the instruementals out loud just to piss off the teacher who is a total "phoque" (That's French for seel). So it finally came back to me and I decided "what the hay, why not?". Went online, downloaded a DJ player and started to have a mini party in my head, even though I was doing the most random stuff for being my first time ever DJ'ing. I think the best song I remixed was "Run It" by Chris Brown (inside jokes) which was lead by "You Make Me Feel..." Its things like this that gets me stoked for something like a school dance. I will try to be good at it like my best pal, who is the bomb at DJ'ing. He can make you like songs that you could have no interest in or that you just plain despise. I wonder what new thing I shall try next? I did do pretty well on my school logo....maybe I shall draw my fursona and post it....

Well today was pretty slow. But it had its advantages. As usual, I was in my room trying to think up all the clues that my mom gave that could cause us to move to my hometown while playing Super Smash Bros. Then my mom comes home with all these boxes and although I had an idea what they were for, I made sure by asking. Well, I was right. 64 days away with boxes ready for moving...again :P I asked her where we were moving. She responds like this:

"We might have to move to our old house first..."

Me: "YEEEEEESSSSSSS"

"....But I don't know"

Sure you dont know. How many people did you call to say we were moving back....why did you call my old school again...oh please. I got faith in this. If we actually go, then I proclaim myself to be the best persuader in the world :)

Well, today was no fun at all. My cousin's best friend started to turn down my spirits by telling my cousin this right in front of my face:

"When you said that your cousin is coming to America, you never told me he would be this weak, this stupid, and this ugly"

Well, there was that extreme sadness again....the sadness I had when I was in St. Pats. The sadness that makes you say screw life as I know it. Everyone is a toolbag. That sadness I had whenever I saw my dad.

See, one day there I went to my friends house for a sleepover while my mom was visiting Africa. So when my dad came to pick me up, being an African family and all, the adults started to talk for another hour. But one moment I came into the room for a glass of water, and my dad pointed to me and said "Look how slim that boy is." Well didn't that spark extreme sadness when my friends parents along with my dad started to laugh at me. Probably one of the reasons I highly dislike his actions. Well, ever since that I feel like I have to watch myself and not be skinny. But how do you do that with high metabolism? Anyways, I told my mom and she said Im ok the way I am. However she doesn't even allow me to carry a pack of water bottles to this day without saying I might break my back. Ok, im not 85.
Then In Grade 8 and 9 in the basketball team, if I did well in what I was supposed to do, there would be that one kid that would say I'm too bony. God knows if they ask me to join Spring League next year, i'll have a lot to say about why I wont. I can forgive, but I NEVER forget. This is probably one of the reasons I don't like going to the pool or to the beach with people....that small, yet big fear. So far, I only go with one friend everytime; or I skip that summer. I guess you could say that if I go to the beach with you, I REALLY trust you and think of you as a true friend that I will always love :) Anyways to current day....

What my cousins friend said is very saddening and I thought my day couldn't have been worst....it did.

In Chemistry, I was paired up with him to create an atom that has to be done by Thursday. Well, considering what he said today, I wasn't really happy with such a decision. After all he is an acquaintance of mine (I wouldn't call him a friend cause he's real mean, but also nice to me). I just wanted to get home and attempt to enjoy the rest of the day by doing it myself and maybe talking to my best bud about what happened. Well, while i was thinking about how to phrase what I would say, I asked him how I could poke a hole into a water bottle without completely damaging the bottle so I could add bottles on pipe cleaners for the electrons on the atom. Well that did not go well. It ticked me off even more that he was having a day of being "lost" and acted like I was joking. Well that really frustrated me, and before I could say something I would regret, I left him and told him to message me another day when his he hit reality again. I kinda feel bad that I was giving him a hard time due to what happened today, but I didn't feel like he was taking me seriously, and a lot of people seem to not take me seriously. I don't want to re-enter that serious stage I was in during my Elementary years (caused by situations like above) because it was the worst time of my life. That's why I became SIGNIFICANTLY different than I was before cause I know that high school is a new playing field. Ended up making me the most known student in all of my school in Grade 8. I just hope that quiet, serious stage doesn't need to come back cause the opposite of what I am now is not a friendly sight.

Great, now my mom is explaining that we might just skip the detour to my hometown and go to Alberta. Crap......that better not happen. Lets just pray for that opportunity to stay in BC for just at least 2 months. I gots a couple of persuasive tricks up my sleeve. And if anyone knows me, I'm goooood when it come to that. Biggest example, what is happening right now! Hello? I'm getting my mom to move BACK to Canada after moving a crapload of stuff here. That's pro skill....well, let's just count the days. Oh, yeah, we have settled an unstable date of the 22nd of December. That means I have possibly 70 days before I'm on a plane to Canada. That also means that between 70 days, there could be a shift from my hometown to Alberta. Lets just pray that it will not change. After all I prayed today that my dad would agree to moving (he's still at my hometown) cause I know he would definitely have wanted to come here since he once lived here. Yeah, it also meant that it wasn't "official" that we were moving to Canada. But now it is. That also means its not official that we are moving to my hometown. But like why would she have told people today that we would be coming to hometown if she wasn't sure? Well, she puts a lot of effort to make me happy. Lets just see how this plays.

It's only been a day since i've learned I was moving and I told 2 other people (feel bad :( )The first person I told had the best reaction ever. I told her about the "fact" that was going around and how there was one major false note in it. Even though it was just a phone call, I could tell she was jumping up and down and screaming out loud; and the kind of person I am, seeing (or hearing) someone happy is like a million bucks to me. The enforced me to tell one other person, my other best bud that I miss to see. Well, his reaction was a reaction any other boy would give "OMG" and "sweet". I ended up having a 30min conversation on how much fun the next school dance would be with me there (LOL). The 3 of us also ended up making a master plan to make this surprise hella great C: First, we are planning to go to the mall over the winter break and surprise a small group of friends with the "lets hang out" excuse, and watch a movie or just have ANOTHER party for me (cause im that cool). Then we plan to get together real early in the morning on the first day back and videotape everyone's reaction to my appearance (hell of a video :P). Finally, we plan to kill these months like we've never done before. 2013 will be a s***load of a fun year.

Although I don't understand why people don't believe me when i say I'm leaving or I'm coming back. I'm not a liar.....they always have to ask me 4 times and make me confirm it and prove it with facts and whatnot.

Well tomorrow, imma be online with 2 people hitting me with a bunch of questions on this topic. Tomorrow oaught to be fun.

OMG I'm moving back to Canada! Man, it took a lot of being annoying to get my parents to finally agree. Best part is I'm moving back to my home country for a while until my mom gets a job in Alberta (hope it takes long ;) ) The only scary part is what will happen if she suddenly changes her mind? Although I doubt she will. She has shown so many signs that we are temporarily staying in my hometown.

1. She asked my current school when it closes for winter vacation

2. She called my father who is still in my hometown trying to sell the house to give up for now

3. She told me she never actually quit her other job...

4. She's planning to call my old school soon to re-enroll me

My thoughts on moving back are crazy. For instance, i wonder what everyone would think of us. They might be very confused. I'm also afraid of having to RESTART school from a month ago starting in December-Janurary; like arent there mid-terms?!? I also wonder if I should take Spanish or French/I.T. or Cooking... But why think negative? Positively, if I stay there till summer vaca and do a driving course, I will have completed yet another powerful landmark in my life in my hometown. Plus I get to see my best friend again! (If he still thinks of me as one) Not to mention i will be taking the bus again to places like the mall!!!! Oh gosh, how i loved it. And how could I forget trolling at Walmart :D It's funny though, today is the day i finally became friends with 2 people. The people here might think i'm crazy to leave after just 5 months of being here. And the amount of money wasted to move here!!! Like seriously? WTH. Oh well, i'm keeping this away from members of my school and between me my best friend. I hope he can also keep this secret tight. I prophisized 2013 to be a good year, and had some of the weirdest dreams of days I'm at my old school. Lets hope all goes well. 2012 shall go fast, cause it was a piece of crap year. 2013 is the magic year for us. I hope... For now lets try to survive December 21st 2012.....