I have finally a job. I will be withholding the name of the Company just for personal reasons, but its a great first job. Iill be doing everything from welding, to painting, to pretty much everything from start to finish. I start tomorrow morning so wish me luck. Very happy to have have found a place in my industry with in 3 weeks of school ending

June 14th I graduated College with High Honors. Associates in Welding and Two certificates of completeion in 1 year 5 months, so very proud.

Also January of this year i decided to start eating better and exersizing, and I have lost 70lbs to date.

So thats pretty much it for now.

I am 25 years old and have made many many bad choices in my life. I have spent the better part of those years blaming everyone for the actions I made. And frankly, That was wrong. I am here to say that I am sorry for everything I have done. I have been no less than the shittiest of indviduals. In fact, I would say i was a downright horrid human being.

To anyone who I have hurt, to anyone I have caused pain, to anyone who I have simply just been a peice of shit to, I am sorry. I am not expecting much from this, and i dont even expect anyone to really believe it, but felt it was important to say. At the end of the day all I can show for proof is the actions I will take in the coming days, months, and years. I have a lot of growing up to do, and I am slowly trying to work on that. I also want to apologize to myself for ruining some of the best friendships and relationships I have ever had.

This is not directed at anyone in peticular, mearly anyone in my life whom I have hurt. I hit rock bottom and just kept digging multiple times. It is time for me to start working on getting out of the huge hole I have dug. It will take years, and for some people may never even happen, but today starts to first step in making ammends to anyone that I can. And the first person I can truely do anything with is myself. I have graduated college and will be working soon. That is the ammends I can make with myself, and once that is is complete, I can begin working on making ammends with the many other people who I have hurt.

I want to end this by saying that I am 100% responsible for my own actions, and have no one to blame for my current circusmtance but me. That being said, the only person who can get me out of this hole is me.

Thank you for taking the time to read this

Sincerly

Arthur/F3nix/Puddin

check out the info here males only though
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3627731/

Someone went to the sandusky trail dressed up as pedo bear
that is all
http://mashable.com/2012/06/20/pedobear-sandusky/

So....anyone wanna hang out with me? i can go ....well pretty much anywhere i want and looking to kill some time travelling :D let me know

Currently have my two pups and looking for a room to rent. Not any farther south then Bellvue or any further north then everett...if you got a room for me and my two pups let me know thank you

Mochi was hit my a truck this morning and was laid to rest a few minutes ago. she was my cat and a sweet heart
in remembrance of Mochi 4/30/12
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6597969/

coming home and seeing your dogs at the damn cookies you wants :(

And sexy :3

https://youtu.be/Vr8Ib6OWv-E

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HA HA ....Cookies on dowels!

So...kinda had a switch in things...so things are going a bit better now :3
The mechanic bought the car for what i owe on it so soon as i get the title that will be settled and ill be getting a different car soon so thats good

I got awarded a 500 dollar scholarship by the American Welding Society. That goes towards paying off the balance of loans I have taken out so yay! Also won a epic pair of miller welding gloves in the raffle so that was awesome :3

And to top it off i was nominated to be Vice-Chairman of the EvCC chapter of AWS...prolly gonna get elected so over all things are looking up ^ ^

yeah....shit just took a dump on me last night. not sure what it is...but most likely at this point transmisssion or clutch. i am in the market for a running car 1000 bucks or less. would like to find a stick shift if i can
let me know thanks

I got the mother lovin job :D so excited they are really good with my school schedule ^ . ^

also saw the hunger games with  kooza was a blast really edge of your seat thriller type of movie ^ ^

At 5 i got a job interview...ill go in a little early to take the test on their burgers they asked me to memorize. nervous but would be good to have some cash coming in. Basically i work for 2 hours and they judge me on that...so thats is cool. just wish it was time already ><

Thanks to my advanced degree in Dicknology....i have enough dicks to complete the dick ship and return to dick planet

So i am going to MSI (Mindless Self Indulgence) tomorrow with  kooza this is going to be my first ever concert and i am extremely excited :D

So i am recently single. tiffany has moved out of state, but she is still going ot help me finish school and get up on my feet so that is nice.
I just finished my first quarter at everett community college in welding with a 3.65 so happy with that i guess and will be starting my next quarter next week. im more excited for next quarter cuz ill be able to work on some more individual skills.
I will buy buying a welder this week and hopefully get one or two projects posted that i want to work on. might raffle off them if people like them enough
thats about it
have a great night

gave birth to it and called it my bitch.
fuck
yeah

seriously? fuck you heater core. tomorrow we meet again and i will call you my bitch

feel free to add my friend code
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anyone here use them that might be able to answer some questions/

when you realize that Tara Strong uses the same voice for Twilight as she did for Princess Clara
https://youtu.be/5DliTahT8oE