As the title says. Sorry peeps for not having much to show or upload recently. Just been busy with Amtgard and some RL things. Hopefully I can show some of that soon or maybe upload some of my older writings.

Hope everyone is doing well though <3

I should have said this much earlier but with ECCC to help at and then trying to make a lot of stuff the time just got away from me.

But heading up to Canada again. Lots of things to share when I get back and its super short notice but anyone heading up there to say hello too?

Many things from Emerald City Comic Con and crafting when back. As well as how FE went.

This is likely going to be a bit of an odd one. And perhaps entirely wrong! If you believe so or have ideas of your own about this I am welcome to hear.

I may also have some of the lore wrong as it has been awhile since I have read the wikis and sometimes have a hard time remembering what is 'proper' Warhammer fantasy lore and what is instead the modified world I write in. Annnyway!

At Furnal Equinox I always make sure I get to furry Improv, videos to be shared soon, as I love me some stage funtimes. But before Improv started at 10:30 PM there was "The Dragstravaganza!" Hosted by Alissa Brink and Bear Sailor Moon. They did a fantastic job first of all. But there wasn't anything else going on at that time and I've never been to a drag show before. So I thought eh heck it why not. As a newb to them I thought I may as well go see what they are actually about as I had no idea. Was it a fashion thing? More of a dance thing? Soon enough I learned it was more of a comedy and improv kind of show - with a side of money changing hands. And while I enjoyed it and had many laughs one of the other thoughts I had when it was finished was 'this would fit the Skaven pretty well'. And as I waited for Dralen and Hiker to set up the Improv stuff I had some more thinking about it. But it was then time for Improv! Which was a huge amount of fun and now that I am home I thought about this some more and thought I should share my thoughts on it.

So. Being a Skaven kind of sucks. You get to live only really as long as your direct boss lets you. And before you die you get to live in a constant state of fear and paranoia that someone next to you, or behind you, will kill you to take your shiny rock you found if not for something less. And then eat you. So I think nearly all of the clanrats would be kind of desperate for anything to take their minds off the world they live in. Something they would pay for as giving their minds a rest would be well worth the 'tips' the performers would take from their eager hands. While Drag in our human world is often men dressing us as women (or opposite) for the Skaven I don't think it would be that as much. As the Skaven consider themselves superior to the other races so wouldn't really see the sexual characteristics of the man/elf females as that appealing. (I would guess at least, at least to most(sans Mormel he loves those she-things)). And the females the Skaven actually have I'm pretty sure about 90-95% of the regular Skaven never see. As only the powerful get to breed. So most would likely have no idea what a 'female' of their race actually looks like. But that doesn't mean the regular Skaven don't like to hump things. I imagine thats fairly common as a way to dominate the lesser rats around you and make the day go past. So the Queens who would normally run the show in our world I imagine would instead be two male Skaven who appeared male. Likely one smaller rat on the more Slave/Twink/Assassin side of the body group and one bigger Chieftain/Daddy/Packmaster scale. Making sure the audience has at least one they want to get closer too. Either to shove around and dom the small one or be controlled by the larger. Likely both in outfits that lose parts as the show goes on. So thats the performers.

As the Skaven don't have music players they would need a band too. Easy enough to use stolen instruments from other races - or enslaved musicians of those races. Or one really overworked Skryre hire running around trying to keep some groaning sparking music box from blowing up. You know the usual. While singing could be a part of the performance like it is in our world no idea if the rats would be into that. Could just be more of a dance acrobatics thing. Both would let them get closer to the audience of eager clanrats to take tokens from their paws as payment as the clanrats get pats and parts shoved in their direction. Or Daddy lifting them up before slamming them into the ground. You know - the usual. With also a lot of jokes and stories to get the audience laughing. Though I imagine Slave/Daddy would have to be careful to not annoy the actual owners of the warren where they are doing their performance. I don't think making jokes about the size of the Warlords glaive or the Seers horns will go over well. But hey more for the clanrats to cheer at I guess as the group is butchered or reduced to ash.

The group/troupe that this is a part of would need many guards as well throughout the audience to keep the clanrats from getting too handsy with the performers. And to stop the murdering that would likely attempt to happen while everyone else was looking forward at the Slave doing a cute little dance. It would be a pretty big operation for sure. But that is a benefit with Skaven - one thing they don't have a shortage of is bodies.


The show could also include the selling of captives of other races or other business parts besides the main show. Lots of options. My silly thoughts at least. I may be missing some things or be completely off base but it was a funny idea to me that stuck with me all week. So here ya go.

I really should have posted these earlier but herbleebrbebebe!

Anyway!

I will be, assuming nothing goes wrong, attending and suiting up for the first time at both Emerald City Comic Con in Washington at the end of the month (29th - 3rd) and then at Furnal Equinox (March 15-17th). Anyone who will also be attending that would like to say hello? :v

Hopefully can get some more stuff uploaded before then as well.

Hello peepies <3

So been a bit light on the writing lately, at least on here, so wanted to let you all know whats been going on. I appreciate all the support and comments when they come so first of all <3 for that. Hopefully will be able to get back to posting stuff here soon.

So about two weeks ago I finally decided to go to the hospital to try and find out the reason for some stomach pain that ive been having the past month or so off and on. And it got bad that I decided to go to urgent care. I was initially let in really quick after only about thirty minutes. Then was sent down to do lab stuff. And then sent back up to the care to wait to be seen. Three and a half hours later I was finally called in and the blood/pee tests as well as being poked and prodded showed nothing. So yay! They suspected it was a dietary thing so Ive been trying to increase my fiber update and more important eat slower. This is to allow my body more time to break down the food so its smaller in my stomach making less gas pressure and so I swallow less air. Which when they told me that could be an issue I had a feeling that was it as I am often doing things on the computer so I tend to eat things as fast as I can so I can get back to work. So with those adjustments so far at least things have been improving :)

Following this while I was trying to take things more slowly and making some character lists and some outlines for future stories I was messaged by one of my old Halo RP forum friends. Forum RP was how I started to RP really waaay back when like maybe almost twenty years ago if not more at this point? And its what has made me who I am today with writing, so a big fan of it! But they had lost a lot of their drive to write after the general decline of the Halo Forum they were the admin for (I was mod) and a lot of member related drama. But they like to create worlds and occasionally share them with me to keep the spark alive. And recently one idea has really stuck with them. A post alien invasion idea where an Empire composed of many alien races (most of them slaves) attacks Earth and wins. And is now in the process of extracting the resources from it and processing the populace. So kind of Half Life-y mass effect-y is how its shaping up so far. I also liked this idea and have been helping them make information for the various alien races and set up other information to make the forum more full and ready for potential public use. I don't want to reveal too much about the forum until we are ready to show it off in its entirety but I think its going well so far! We're still working on finishing information but weve started to RP as well to test out information. Here is the character I am currently using;
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....sh_1_small.png
A Velnash (small mouse cat kind of aliens who operate as scouts, assassins, and ninjas for the Empire (as slaves)) named Eciibo Skypaw. Hes not having the best time in the threads so far but I'm having a grand ol time. Once we get the place more complete I'll be posting things I've written for the forum as well as having a link if anyone would like to join :)


So thankfully no brother annoyances this time yay! Just trying to eat slower and keep up with writing that I hope I'll be able to share soon. And now I am taking a break from forum writing to work on the next Skaven side story. Hope you all enjoy that when I finish it :)

Hello again everyone - time for another one of these damn things.

As you most likely would guess if you have been around me for awhile its mainly about my brother again. There are two other issues but he made them both far much worse. But onto him - his drinking has not been fixed and has only gotten worse. This week he went on a bad spree and just kept drinking. Calling us at any hour to complain and shout. This finally got to a point where he agreed to go into a detox center. So after stumbling and pissing himself into the car we got him there finally.
He left the next day on his own and went to buy more alcohol, as hes an adult (supposedly) and they cant keep him there if he doesn't want to stay, so he got home on public transport likely causing a scene and then was unresponsive so we called 911. Ambulance picked him up and as I write this he is in the hospital. Currently calling us constantly to come sign him out because just like detox he didn't believe they were helping him because his problems were not fixed as soon as he walked into the damn door. But thankfully at least so far at the hospital he cant leave without someone signing him out and none of us are going to do that. We'll see if it does anything this time.

The brother issue was compounded because last week I was informed that a gaming group, for FF14, that I had played with for many months and stopped about six months ago did not stop because of RL issues and Covid problems but because of me. Apparently I had been as asshole for a long time yet noone said anything to let me know there was an issue. I dont think I was but it was six months ago and my memory is bad so really I dont know. But most of that group had six months after we stopped to say anything. And no-one said anything. So as I said last week it was just dropped on my head. This anger and frustration, coupled with a currently lull in ff14 updates, caused me to cancel my sub to the game as I felt like I had failed it. Likely silly but still it was just so much anger suddenly thrown on me I just thought it would be better to step away.

And finally because of the above two issues I have been doing very poorly mentally and physically wise due to the brother stress and constant calls I decided to stop both the DnD sessions I am currently running. Some between player drama boiled over and I tried to mediate between both sides but it went poorly and was really just too much. So my own SS/FL world that I made mainly for DnD and for writing has been failed by me as a DM. Again not likely really true but my brain keeps saying 'look Faclan another thing you failed at you suck'.

So honestly I dont think I'm going to be able to do much writing or much of anything for awhile. I am sorry. I'll try to respond to comments and the like and may put up some commissions I'm waiting on but right now I'm struggling to do much - sorry.

I kept meaning to make this earlier but forgot >.> so making it now. I shall be at FE this weekend in Toronto Canada. Short notice I know but will anyone be there as well to say hi? :v I’ll probably be putting up pictures when I come back on Twitter and linking them here.

Hopefully there won’t be a flight issue this time like happened the two previous times.

https://twitter.com/Faclan6/status/.....88738444394496

For the pictures but yesterday when this was written, 8/31/22, I went off to Superplay lanes in Beaverton Oregon with my brother to just do some bowling for fun as we wanted to get back into leagues on the regular after much time off due to his alcohol issues. I was told when we came in that they have a brand new oil pattern they wanted to try and so I thought nothing of it really. Till I bowled a perfect 300 game on my first game on it. So needless to say I like that oil pattern a lot and hope they keep it!

It is not my first 300 game but its taken me almost 14 years to the day to have gotten it again. But unfortunately this was not during league so it is not an official 300. So this is mainly for bragging rights but hey thats important too!

Yeah I know its been a topic talked about a lot lately by artists of all sorts but I've been reminded about it a lot lately especially with the most recent very large comm I did.

So. I love to write. Either alone or with other people. And this is not my main source of income or something I need to do to survive. But I've been told and tend to agree that the 40$ max I tended to have for commissions especially for how much I tend to write when I let my mind just run with the idea is extremely low for the amount I write.

But as you are the lot who do pay me for the things I write I wanted to send out a feeler to see what you all think. Do you think the prices I put up over a year ago now is too little? I dont want to suddenly write more if the story needs more to be fleshed out but I'm still fairly new to paid writing so wanted to discuss.

Maybe a base price and then extra per page? Its hard to tell how long a story will be so I dont know if that will really work so feedback welcome and appreciated.

Hello again everyone. This one will hopefully be a more fun and happy update than last time.

So, the brother situation has evolved but not all in good ways. Hes moved out which is good but since being alone hes kind of fallen back into drinking pretty often without us around to keep trying to stop him. It seems like any time hes alone he goes to drink because its easy. And its draining on all of us at home still worrying and trying to stop him. The situation hasn't really been improved even after he recently had a chat with his PO and we hoped it would stop him but its still basically just as bad. But I've decided that I'm going to try and distance myself from it if he wants to keep ruining his life and not even trying to improve. Part of that is to try and do more things for me than always worrying about him.

Which means trying to get back into doing more writing as its something I love which means Comms opening back up. I have some notes saved of who wanted to comm me during the stressful times and will be contacting you all over the next few days and going through them in the order that will be on my profile likely after I wake up as going to try to get some sleep shortly after I post this.

The other subject of the previous message was the fantasy world I've been crafting. Not entirely on my own as one of my good friends helped make one of the main cities. But the idea for a website for it has kind of stalled for now but I have written a lot for it. So instead I will be starting to upload stuff here for feedback and the like. Hope people like it :) I had considered making another profile to post it but I think I'll just keep it here. After all its still me thats writing it. With all my weird interests and the like. Right now there won't be a schedule or anything but I probably won't put up more than one thing a day at max as I don't like to spam upload. It likely won't make sense at the start but I hope with time the different bits I upload start to paint a picture of the world as well as its systems for those who wish to RP or DnD in it.

Thanks for reading and now snooze time and then hopefully some more activity.

Hay peeples

So I've been trying to find a good website creation/hosting platform to well...host and create a website on. And I was trying to make Squarespace work before I found out that it doesn't seem to be able to do forums and I was hoping to have one. Does anyone happen to know any other programs or systems that may help?

A forum would be very helpful but I'm looking for something that can have a lot of categories along the top; like Home / History / World / Races / Game Systems/Forum. Which would then have drop downs under each for further specific pages that would then bring people to those pages. Like for example clicking on History would open a drop down menu that could have

World History
Location A
Location B
Major Players

And the like. I'm going to try and keep up with chugging away at the writing as I keep searching for a good place to put it all.

Hay peeps <3

Been awhile and as you've likely noticed Ive not had my comms open for awhile and been a little quiet and I wanted to finally put this where people could see it besides just those who ask me directly.

So, how am I?
Pretty ok if a little frazzled. Late last year my brother got put in Jail from drunken driving and domestic violence so Ive been doing what I can to help my parents deal with it. Recently however hes gotten home so theres been a lot of stuff to try and keep him on a good path and find a place for him as my parents and him do not see eye to eye.

In addition to this the 'writing project' Ive had as the reason why no comms has been a fantasy world similar that Ive been creating as well as a DnD like game system for it. Mainly a website that will have all the information for it there. Thats been taking up a decent chunk of the time when I have to myself to try and write and the times I'm not working on that tends to be playing FF14 which Ive been super enjoying as a break from all the real life moving and planning.

So I'm ok just trying to do several things at once right now. Hopefully within a month my brother will have moved out so I should have a lot more calm time to be able to get back to comms again and hopefully finish the website for my world to share with you all. So just a little update for everyone <3

Besides them in general ayyy.

Anyway since I get a lot of people talking to me about fetish stuff for business or RP this thoughts has come up to me a few times. Often times people are ‘I like X. But not when done with Y or only when done with Z’ which made me consider my own things and how I am the same. So I’m wondering if you all have similar weirdness with your fetish’s.

For example I like diaper stuff - but don’t really like it on cubs or baby furs. I like my stuff on adults.
Or I like snuff. But not when done to Humans. I like it to happen to furries and aliens and other stuff.

Just a curious thought I had.