if you responded to anything of mine in the last 3 or 4 days.
please say something again.
I have no idea how I managfed to do it, accidentally deleted all comments or something, I think.

And I'm off to respond to notes.

I am chatting with a friend about letitng her lati turn one or two of mine into latis too..

I'm just unsure abourt a few things.
who should get to be transformed.
partial or full lati?
anthro or feral?

any ideas/suggestions?

and nope, it probably won't be permanent.

any thoughts on it?

like what could I offer for getting it?
a lottery thing where I pick one of the patreons and offer them a request?
access to stories I might or might not wanting keep working on, maybe?
let them decide on a theme or charactere I'll try to work with? I'd of course be exclusing certain things, like hared vore from the prey pov.
something else?

should I just drop the rewards and use t as a way for you guys to show you like my writing?



I'm still not sure I want to set one up yet or anything like that.
I'd save up and use the money on art so you guys got pictures of my characters from more people than just me.

I'd add this to the end of the other journal but I forgot, and then someone already responded to it..

anyway, what story/stories do you like I have done, and why?

first of all..
I suspect/think I'll need a new proofreader/editor, anyone want to help me with that?

second.
I am seriously pondering either just drop Lost In space outright or split it inot smaler stories. One focusong on me, another on Riannah and her trouble with the assassin's guild.. and so on.
The problem is I'm having trouble keeping track of everything.. all the characters and storylines and so on.. it's really quite difficult.

third.
My muse seem to be on break still as I haven't really been writing the way I want to.. I am having a bit of trouble with that.

I had a chat with :userCameronJC: earlier today and I realized I have n idea what is out there when it comes to vore/unbirth stories.
the only one I really know of is http://aryion.com/g4/user/Throat_Wolf on Eka's and now i'm actually trying to remember if he actually did write unbirth..

please, no stories with oral vore or rape, implied or not.. It's really not up my alley.. Same with unwilling..
in short, unbirth stories like the ones I usually write..

I don't do oral because of something that happened a few months back..
I was in an RP and helping a friend enjoying himself by writing detailed how he'd get swallowed by a shark gal I created for him.
staerted feelign a bit queasy but kept going because I just fugured it was my food allergies acting up..
this was friday evening.
woke up a few hours after the RP concluded I started feelign really sick followed by attempted trips to the bathroom and just puking into whatever was closest..
it took until about monday until I coudl sit up and actually keep more than boiled water in me..
And now.. when I think about oral vore.. I kinda feel the gag reflex going and remember the stench from that time..

but have no idea with who..
Any ideas?

which of my characters/females do you guys feel define me/my writing?

if I had a few characters I needed to pick out of the main group and say 'these symbolizes what I like writing about' who would I pick? And why?

Riannah because she's one of my oldest characters and is usually into doing anythign and everythign I wanna experiment with? like I want to try plush snugges/mating/unbirth and before I even manage to ask she's already turned herself into a plush

or Magicka as she's the caretaker and alpha lady of the clan adn because of that coudl be considered the front of the clan too in a way?

Darkie? Dominant and predatory kitsune lady. Do I need say more?

Qi, Rose, Rawhyde? My more unique girls that have strange adn different ways of showing affection.

Flare? The one I considered my mate.Is that the reason she shoudl be among the chosen ones?

or someone else?

leaving for two weeks vacation this Saturday
no chatting or anything. Not even going to check in on here until I get back.

Also, y skype break is going great. I might prolong it for a few more weeks.
Might go full cold turkey and just do something different instead of repeatedly checking in here. We'll see.

I just need a break to recharge my batteries and do something that doesn't include chatting and getting asked for RP's on Skype.

Am I the only one that feels having Skype running and having people wanting to chat from I get up to I head to bed to be draining?

It feels like all I do is char or dragged into RP's and I'm getting tired of that..

is someone I can talk about a book after I finished reading it..

I love reading and I just..
Well want to share it with someone..

like when I finish one of the scott sigler books and just want someone to share that experience with..

or how harry dresden (again) manages to not only survive but somehow manages to save the world from certain destruction in the nick of time..

adn so on.. I got about 6 characters/worlds whatever you wanna call it I follow adn usually try to pick yup more books from and I just want to share my love of reading with someone else..

I really don't expect this to lead to anything at all.. I'm just hoping it does for once..

I am as usual a bit slow when it comes to creating and has been wanting a bit of inspiration lately with regards to my Lost In Space story universe thing.

so..
Anyone wanna help me create a faction/species/character/group or somethign including one pr more of them?

What I'm looking for is probably a small group, a name of the group. somethign to set them apart from just being another group.
or anything like that.
Like my own group

The Broken Tails.
A mercenary group of silver foxes, all female and led by their leader codenamed Widower.



I think the problem is I want to write but I don't know what story to tell..
all I keep writing is the same thing with me and one or mnore snuggly girls..

anyone else familiar with it?

I stumbled across it yasterday and I find it kinda intriquing.
anyone got a female character with that trait I candraw/write about/ RP with to get my curiousity sated?

I mean.. I already got an RP partner that has a detachable cock, but it's just not the same..

I have no idea what is happening..I have no idea how this happened..

You guys might know my girls, my characters feel real to me.. like I can almost reach out and feel any of them. Some of them easier than the others.. But I've always been able to feel them.

I started creating a pair of new characters later tuesday and finished them yesterday morning, quite lovely and I can feel them rather easily.. Those two I can easily feel. But the old ones just feel liek they left.. they're not here any more..
Tried to call out to Darkie and Riannah and all I get in return is a sense of loss.. Liek I'm lookign at an old picture and remember the good times we had..

I mean, yeah I have been copmplaining I have too many girls and wanting to maybe settle on a few, but I always felt too attached to them to let any of them go.. So yeah.. I have no idea what to do..

I went from a muich bigger area with ore different girls to what feels like an apartment with just the two newly created girls..

just throwing this up so my closer friends know what is goign on with me..

one year older, but not one yeear smarter, yet at least..
I turn 30, which I still think is rather strange.. that and thinking about it makes me feel old..

at this time there's just under 11 hours to go till the new year.
I hope 2015 works out a bit better than the old year did..
here's to a better year for all.

also, as usual.
my birthday is at january the 4th.and I turn 30. I feel old..

at first the light seem to dim, like like the lamps close to you are all malfunctioning and leaving you in twilight, able enough to see around you, yet with a feeling like something is very much off..
then, there's a rush of power, and a flash of purple light,m lighting the area up in a strangely eerie glow and you see the outline of a kitsune, taller and slimmer and with 5 tails swaying behind her. She's covered in black fur with white runing down her lower muzzle and and down over her chest and belly and down disappearing down between her legs.
and the light all disappears, the purple flash seemed to have taken out what little light there is, leaving you in total darkness.
Or rather alomst total darkness as you can still see her glowing red eyes watching you rather hungrily before breaking into a toothy grin, as you can just barely see her white teeth gheting reflected from her red glow.
She silently moves closer in the darkjness beofre stopping about 3 feet in front of you.
lifting one hand and a glowign purple ball appears and lights up the area again. She's stopped, eyeing you curiously and hungrily, and lookign like she's lookign at you liek someone woudl look at a hamser, or a goldfish, or maybe even a cow.. It's kinda hard to read, but you can be sure she doesn't consider you two to be on the same level.. not even close to being on the same level..
She leans in, letting the purple ball light up and shown off her curves, her bigger breasts, slimmer looking belly and longer black hair as she whispers, "I'm going to make you mine either way.. so wdo we do it the ewasy or the fun way?"

(Not many knows it, but Darkie used to be kind of really scary.. liek something you would expect out of a hollywood monster/horror movie.. usually starving, not much for sympathy or empathy.. 'your problems? why would I care about your problems? just let me pull your soul out before adding your body to my own evergy..'
and now sheø's still scary.. Especially if you cross her family..
also, she is a nogitsune. a frigtening one that can still send chills up my spine when she really wants to..)

to you all.

*looks around eagerly* now.. who's going to carry me till the new year?

my scanner and pc refuse to speak together..
I got a vireless scanner that's all turnewd on, all the lights are glowing.
And yet I can't scan a fracking thing.. 'the scanner coudl not be located'
sorry, Luna, Cam, Balon and the gous that wanted to see a before and after picture with Darkie enjoying herself and some unbirth.

fracking scanner..

Why is it oh so popular?
anyone know?
I just. it keeps getting faves, and i'm not used to that..

just something I wanted to try writing out.
Don't piss off Darkie.

You suddenly see her standing there. tall and slim and not wearing anything, She's covered in black fur almost everywhere. The only parts that's not are from her lower paw and down over her chest and belly, where she's covered in white fur. She has slightly glowy red eyes and longer black hair hanging down over her shoulders.
She slowly comes closer, with a sway in her hips and you can't help but admire her form, her slimmer body and the slight shine in her black fur. But as she comes closer you look up and see not even the slightest hint of passion in her eyes. Her lips are barely curled up in a smile, one of those that promises that whatever is about to happen will be not that fun for you, but plenty painful.
She fiunally stops, a few feet from you and lifts a hand as she says, "now it'll just be you and me.. Don't try to run, you can't get away.." and makes a few quick motions with her hand.
And then the overhead hanging lamp starts blinking a few times before just shutting off. The other lamps in the room shutting off, one after the other, leaving the room in total darkness.
A few moments later you hear her chanting and then the room starts getting lighted in a very eerie reddish light, like the walls and floor is covered in blood. She's still standing there, like she's been for the last few moments, the eerie red light giving her white fur a strange almost bloody look.
The thing that sends a chill up your spine is the sudden appeared pair of red eyes that's moving you a bit behind the kitsune.
They step forward into the light and you see they are some kind of bigger wolf dog creature, bigger than a normal wolf with thicker coarse black fur. Darkie smiles and rubs one of them between the ears as she says, "these two are called Rip and Tear, I'm sure I don't need to tell you what their name mean?"
The two bigger dogs gets closer, openign their maws adn slowing their longer and shapter jaws and drool, and they are looking hungry.

any thoughts?

all characters need flaws and goals they would go for, right?

Just something I'm pondering/wondering about.

I'm still drawing and sketching out things while tending to my writing.

I currently got a small transformation sequence I'm working on, so interested in seeing where that leads. it's another attempt at the ball thing.
any ideas for volunteers?

any other kinds of transformation I should try?


on to kinks.
I realized that I stioll ahve an interest in permanent one way transformations still.. but on the other hand, anything that happens to my fursona is an RP os kinda considered canon for me..
any ideas on how to get past that little problem?
opn one hand I liek the idea of getting turned into something else (or fused) wityh no way of returning. on the other hand I kinda liek being a kitsune, so..

so.. I got people saying thatr like my drawings..
I think I'm going to start drawing again..

it just means that my writing is going to be a bit slower than usual..

are you guys ok with that?

any ideas for characters you want to see me try drawing?

I still got one story commision I'm working on beside Dystopia.

anyone interested?

I'm starting the one I was talking about earlier now.

We are outside, relaxing, waiting for the rest of the group. Darkie is standing eyes closwer as she vaves her hands in intricate patterns as she seems to be weaving a rather advanced spell.
Magicka is going through a backpack as Melanie sits donw beside her, "mag, you might want to tell Riannah to change her clothes." Magicka looks up at the bluefurred vixen before looking over at Riannah.
the redfurred vixen is dancing around, wearing a collar. she's got long redbrown hair, slim and yet athletic build, nice and form looking breasts and butt, both very visible as she's not wearing anything other than her black leather collar. Magicka pulls out a pair of black leather panties and a black leather bra, "Riannah, put those on, ok?" Riannah looks over at the clothes Magicka holds upå and sighs, "fine, but I like what I'm currently wearing.." before dropping donw and looking the bikini over, "hey, this looks awesome!" and smiles at Magicka, "where have you been hiding these?" Magicka smiles at Melanie, "our little girl here found then and we figured you would love to wear them.." Melnmaie nods and smiles at her, "try them on?"
Riannah nods, quickly putting them on before starting to dance around again, "how do I look?"
Melaniue smiles at her, "like someone's expensive pet with a leather fetish.." Magicka nods, "yeah, we could get you a mistress, if you promise to behave.." Riannah stops dancing and just look over at them both, "really?" Magicka nods, "yep, if you promise to just try to behave, ok?" Riannah nods and smiles at her before pulling Melanie in against her and starting to dance with her. Magicka just smiles at them for a few moments before going back to checking her backpack again.
Flare is curled up a few meters from Magicka. the ninetails is in her feral form, her tails wrapped up around her tightly.
Darkie, having finished preparing her spell sits donw beside Flare, petting the ninetails back as she asks, "so, how's the kid." Flare smiles at her soflty, "he's doing good." before loooking over at Magicka, "who are we waiting for now?" Magicka smiles at her, "the rest of the guys that's going on our trip." before looking over, "and I think the first of them are arriving now.."

this is the starting part for it, anyone want to help me see where it goes from here?