I should get my new pc tomorrow.
and then I'll have to dig up my tablet and gte a new scanner.
but I really want to get back into drawing.
anyone here would be interested in paying for a cleaned up sketch? It's probably just be a few bucks.

 Sajik is holding a raffle.
go there.

A friend of mine, bobby_balon is once again trying to create a new girl character.
I want to try creating a new character with community feedback too, just to see what I get out of it.

so here, goes nothing:

gender:
[]male
[]female
[]herm
[]other (please specify)

Body Shape:

[]Anthro
[]Feral
[]Tauric
[]Naga (serpent lover body)
[]Other (please specify! also if any visual references to this are available link it!)



Species (I want a purebreed one I think, but choose any you think I could have fun with)

[]dolphin/orca
[]dragon
[]snake
[]canine
[]feline
[]bird
[]Dinosaur
[]lizard
[]alien
[]pokemon
[]digimon (I know of very few digimon, so..)
[]OTHER, (go nuts!)


Color scheme: basically just list ONE or TWO colors per section, also remember that not every section may be used, it all depends on what she (or he) will be after all!

Fur;
Scales;
Skin;
'hair';
eyes;
internal flesh (seriously think of something crazy for here!);
Glow (now this could be broken down to many different subsections so feel free to list randomly here and up to 10 suggestions, also try to say what or where she will glow for each color you suggest!);



Other physical traits: (what otrher abilities will this creature have? crawling on walls and lofts? shapeshifting? the ability to change their bodycolor[chameleon]. gel like bodies? extra stretchy like a snake?)

and last, way of being for the species:
[] pure pred/hunter
[] mix (lives off of whatever they can get. but will hunt down others if the chance is there.)
[] prey / the hunted (can they even eat meat?)
[] in case I forgot something.



I am in the mood for something big and scary.. preferably female but..

I saw this and thought it would be fun so lets all play!

How it works.

Leave a kink/fetish in a comment, and I'll reply and say if it's a turn-on or a turn-off to me.
or do as I just suggested and leave me a list.

Easy!

stoles from chocolatevixen

I'm having a bit of trouble here.
To start the nect chapter here I need to get banished to another dimention somehow..
I'm either thinking accident during magic training or a spell by one of the bad guys?
that do you guys think?
or do you have another idea?

also, pokemon.
should they start as anthros or shoudl I get them as ferals and later let them go into being anthros?
I'm just looking for feedback, really.

and tentacles, usually together..
well, bondage by itself is fine.
And tentacles tend to make sure there are bondage involved too.. as they tend to wrap around whoever they manage to catch..

if I was to do a bondage picture, who should the "volunteering" girl be?
and what about a tentacle pic?



I remember my loving for bondage after seeing this picture: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7681653/
I just have no idea why I like bondage pictures..

my good friend :bobbybalon: is in the process of designing a new herm character, and he's looking for feedback.

I'm the only one that has posted so far so I decided to see if I can get him some more feedback.

I'm offering a few cameos in return for reading and asnwering http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3303827

all species and genders welcome for once.
I'll find some scene to have you all appear in..

fairlyn out.

I'm currently working on a chapter.
and I'm not sure what or who I should explore next, so I'm open for suggestions..

should I get on the wrong end of a religious crusade?

go shopping?

explore more of Riannah's backstory?

go see what Naga and the rest of her succubi is up to?

let you guys know what the undead and Adrianna is plotting again?

go get some heavy machinery?

get to know myself better?

get to know my other half better, perhaps?

try my hand at creating life?

see what all this kitsune talk is about, and maybe find one?

take a trip to the digital world?

go and be a pokemon trainer?

on my dystopia chapters if you like them?
it sorta means quite a lot to me, and I really want to hear what other thinks of it so far.

seems those I get manage to disappear every time I want an RP..
I am mainly looking for someone to play either female or a herm, with focus on the female parts. (If you are playing a herm, you better be villing to do more than puh me donw on all four and take me from behind..)

I dunno what kind of RP I'm looking for, something entertaining at least.

anyone out there?
I just want to screw around and try to enjoy myself..

it's  bobbybalon

ge and talk to him, he's a great guy, and he's a good RP'er.
god knows I would love to find more of those.

anyway, go nd help him come up with a new herm character: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3289571/

I am conducting a test to see who's reading my posts. So, if you read this please leave me a one-word comment about your day. Only one word please. Then, copy this to your journal so I can leave a word for you. You don't have to do this if you don't want to x3 Just thought it'd be fun!

(borrowed from  Bluemoon)

I still want to get used to drawing again.
so.. Link me to one picture of a female, and a reference of a pose you want to see said female in.
right now, what you might get in return is a traditional sketch.

OR:

link me to a reference for a pose and suggest one of my girls..


both works for me..

see what results come up


SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o//

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

-.- = I don't know you



Borrows from  arisuvixen

I'm just curious.

mine has to be Ninetails-
either that or Mightyena.

Ninetails because she's just gorgeous.
and mightyena because there's something over that pokemon. I'm not sure why.

I want to write some kind of romance story, you with dates and falling in love and all that..
any of my females you want to see getting the girlfriend treatment?

Right now I'm thinking either Eve or Ninetails..
Eve because she's so not dating material, and I wanbt to see how shew would react to that..
Ninetails because she sees me as her private dinner and playtoy.

you guys have preferences?

Yes, I'm still alive, somehow.

I spent the last week with the flu, fun times.

I need to get a new pc. And a new scanner...

I got some sketches I have worked on and need to upload.. When I feel like it.

pondering doing a story or art trade, if anyone has any interest in either of those?

I think I want to try starting RP'ing again. It just has to be with someone that has time to send a longer and worked over reply..
I'm starting to really despise one liners in RP's..
and let it be in notes please.

and last, for anyone that has me on messenger..
I'm still as shy as ever.. which means I can't initiate contact, even if I want to..
I start thinking, what if I'm disturbing her or him, and she/he doesn't really want to chat with me..

yesterdayb morning my 'puter refuses to turn on..
hitting th powerswitch, and nothing happens..

so.. no digital art right now..

Spirituality.

I gotten into drawing about 7 years ago. I started by drawing the same two anthro foxes again and again. Those two took on a life of their own as I just kept on drawing them. I always throught that was noprmal and others had it the same way.
I now know some people doesn't see them as nothing more than lines on a paper..

anyway. I felt them as being alive, and sometimes I could even keep a conversation going with them. I used to say, I must be the only one that can lose an argument with myself.
Then Melanie appeared. I wanted to practice lineless. and white on white paper really didn't work out. I tried coloring with two shades of blue, and as such Melanie was created. I aoriginally named her melanie because it's close to Melancholy and Melody. Melanie was originally melancholic, prone to fits of depression, but that didn't last long.
Riannah took her under her wing, showed her that she could be trusted. And what kind of fun she could have in bed with anothjer female..

That means Melanie ended up being a playfukl and naughty girl, and not the scared and depressed girl I first started with..

I should probably note that I, during this time, a few years or so, felt I was being watched from the shadows of my own mind. it was rather unsettling.. Like I didn't know if I was losing it and slowly going insane..
He kept staying in the shadows, watching me and just scaring me.
time passed and finally he stepped out of the shadows and looked me over.
he looked like a big wolf with coal black fur, it's years ago and I'm still not sure what he really looks like.

I always heard the mind has a white and black side. not good and evil. I'm nbot sure I can come up with a good metaphor here..
I just think he is my darker and more dominant site.

I started opening for requests and I realized I needed a character I could use. Silvaram, mny coyote was that character.. Until she took on a life of her own too..

at this point I saw my second character I didn't decide. it was a kitsune, seven tails.
I either saw her stepping down stairs and toiwards me.
or sitting in a chair, looking up from a bookn and over at me.
She never said anything, just looked over at me.

at this point I started RP'ing and needed some characters I could use in my RP's.
Darkie, a 5tailed kitsune was one of those characters. she was quite dominant and liked toing with others..
I added her and the other whitefurred kitsubne, Aurora, to an RP post along with some other characters.
both of them took on a life of their own.

I startred RP'ing, lettin gothers meet my girls and get close to them.. Closer than I personally would have liked, but I liked RP'ing. Just not the few times when theyt went places I didn't want them to, and I didn't darte tell my fellow RP'er I wasn't enjoying it..

I used somwe of my characters in RP's. Even managed to get Riannah, Magicka and Melnaie into a few. Those threee are what keeps me going at all times..

Anyway. I started RP'ing and in the process lost the closeness to them. And I feel it's because certain other people wanted to get close to my girls, get to know them and maybe get one of them as a mate..
at that point all I do is usually step awauy from someone I started thinking of as something close as a mate.. Noty a mate as is, but something similar.. I can't explain it. I just klnow I appreciate having them around. Even more when they weren't checking out others too..
oh well, done is done..

I got deeper into RP'ing, got some friends, lost some friends..
And my girls just started getting more distant. and I started getting more distant to them too.

Then finally last night I couldn't couldn't feel them at all.
Som I tried the usual things peopel do.. Meditate, write and draw. I finally just sat back and remembered what I used to do with them..
I got one of them back. Flare the Ninetails. Strangely enough she's one of the newer girls.. Amnd still quite fond of me, thankfully.

so yeah, the end of all this is that I'm pulling them back out of RP'sand in closer to me again.. not that I really had any RP's going.
It's going to be nice to have my girls back to just being mine again..


I might be insane, but it's the harmless kind of insane..
And yes, I live in my own little world. And I'm great at rambling..

I'm looking for someone to chat with. I'm not looking for RP'ers at the moment.
I want to chat about furry. Fetishes (that we both share.) and our characters in general.
we can talk about other things too.

I don't bite, and I want more than the one guy I got to talk with.

and I get 5 pieces of inked art to scan in..
just typical..

if it's really worth it to keep on drawing and uploading..
it's rather depressing when you only get one or two comments when you upload something..

anyone know how to get more comments?
everyone else seems to get more comments, so what am I doing wrong?

I'm 27 in a few hours.

happy birthday to me.

I need a bream from doing them via notes.

I prefer doing them over messenger..
so, yeah..

just saying

for drawing, I mean?

oral, anal, tail vore?
more unbirth?
maybe an inside pic again?