I am over my dads this week because I went to the hospital with extreme abdominal pain and come to find out my Gallbladder became inflamed and was becoming infected. So yesterday out it came. No work next week

Yeah I know not a big number but seeing as how, just started posting again, and now I get to see it go up, yey happy.

Well as far as an update goes, I am now living in Florida, Orlando area. Apopka, right on Altamonte Springs border, and am loving it, wore a jacket 5 times since I have been down here since January 19. Still doing the same job that I love.

Rant time... Can I please get a coworker who has common sense, listens to me when I speak, and can follow simple directions? How hard is it when I tell you the job start time is not the same as the arrival time and you need to write down the correct shit, to do just that, and also, that the times for each work order is different. 1 place, 2 work orders, we may have gotten there at 11pm, but didn't start till 11:30, end time of first work order is beginning of the second at same location, with a later end time, not both started and stopped at same time. My company works in 15 minute increments when clocking in and out, and if in between go to the closer one, sometimes later, sometimes earlier. :00 :15 :30 :45. Is it just me or is that an easy concept to grasp? If not someone please explain why.

Also you get to the job it should be routine by now, unload truck, put boards over equipment, plastic over fryers, and tuck the char side of the hood first. Simple, direct to the point, why does it seem like this comes as surprise to this kid? (He is 24 years old) Keep track of tools, put in bucket to be cleaned or back in tool box. Am I asking to much here, please let me know if I am.


OH SIDE NOTE!!! I for the most part stopped smoking, and am using an e-cig. Cut down from 1 pack a day to a pack a week if that. Some weeks no cigarettes at all. I am proud of myself on this note :) Well that's it for now, and keep looking for more pics :)

Been working a lot of hours here hardly any free time for myself.

Friend of mine [shade.usagi] is doing a raffle link is here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11214868/
Be sure to enter in his raffle.

On twitter Falamon wolf

borrowed from  Alclave



You and I wake up in jail together. Using only 4 words, what would you say to me?
repost in your journal so I may reply as well.

Well a while ago I moved to Syracuse New York, started a new job, and have been staying with my boss. Finally found a place, and on Tuesday paying the rest of the security deposit, and first months rent, and moving in. Then going to need pretty much everything, new entertainment center, new tv, microwave, and all that other stuff. Slowly will get it all, but just happy to have my own place. Where there is no roommates, and don't have to worry about other people coming up with rent.

For those that didn't know, yes I was living in Florida, and moved back to Rhode Island to help mother and grandmother because the house they were living in the basement got flooded. I left one job, and transferred with another. 3'rd day back we got another flood, and basement, and first floor got flooded, was staying over at a friends house. On top of that Radio Shack cut my hours. So I called up an old boss, and asked about a job, he told me Syracuse, since all my stuff was still in boxes, and nothing could be done, any further after cleaning the house up best I could before it got sold, I headed out to where I am now.

So had all my stuff in the storage unit that work has, and now will finally be able to have all my stuff, and enjoy my own place.

He is doing good, able to drink and is finally able to eat. He might be home in a couple days.

I just talked with Alclave, he is doing very well. He is on a pain medicine right now that is helping. He is a bit tired,, and not in to much pain. he is sore, but that is to be expected. He thanks everyone for their love and support. He should be home in about a week. I love you dragggy, and hope you get better soon.

Alclave is doing well, just heard from him. The poor draggy is tired as all heck. He is sleeping. he texted and I called him, so next tmie I talk to him, and know anything else will let you know. Say a prayer for my draggy please. He should be in the hospital for another week.

I was hopping to hear from Alclave last night, but think he was to knocked out. I am waiting, and will let everyone know hjow he is the second I hear something.

Ever have part of you die? Ever wish time would stand still? Ever wonder where your tears went only to be able to find them, and wish you weren't crying them?

I had a gr4eat time at King Elliotts Spring Gathering, my mate came down from Vermont, on Thursday, and left today. I had fun, got to spend time with my mate, and other furs. The cons always did have a coming home type feel to them. The weekend went to uick, and before i knew it I had to bring Alclave to the airport. I was side the ride there, but when it got time for him to get out of my truck, that was when I broke down. I love you hun, and miss you, and I know it won't be long till we are together again, but right now you are in the air, and I am at my house wishing you were here.

Well the pic was looking for found was on desk top, and I got it to work, well my mate got it to work, and we are at the con, got my comp, and laptop, working much better, and found uot need some new ram for my comp. So that is all for now. *bounces around all happily*

looking for a copywrited 1996 lance rund piece was a line drawing 2 boxes top on the left, and on the right had a werewolf wearing a leather hat, can anyone help, please????

Elliots spring gathering is next week, in less than that time be seeing my mate, and showing up at the hotel of Thursday, hehe. I laso got a new job, hehe, I love it back in the hood exhaust cleaning of resteraunts. It's a dirty job, but I am working during the day, and not over night right now, and love it. My first check got today, and for only working 10 hours made over 16 dollars an hour. If this keeps up will be moving out from living with my father who I moved in with when I made the move from Mississippi to Florida. I like to be able to rent a house with a pool, that way I can keep up my swimming, and I can go nacked swimming a lot more, hard to do when step-mother,cousin, and/or dad home. But right now they are not, so I am pool side with laptop. Also if I keep the pay up my mate can come don and live down here, but right now he is persuing school, and trying to see how that will work out. Hun I wish you the best, and remember if it doesn't work out up there, can come down here start and finish core classes down here then go to the school you want.

Other than that, been working a lot with the new job, can't wait to see my next full week check, oh and the first check was for one day, hehe.
Falamon's story, but unlike his others it looks to be devoid of yiff, and more like him sitting own, and typing his thoughts. It il be a different type than any other I have done in the past, though it may be short we will have to see.

Oh and with the pay increase going to have my teeth taken care of, cavities filled, and gonna save up, and get braces and str8ten my couple of crooked teeth. Once those are done might actually save up and get my fursuit, hehe, we will have to wait and see.

Well that about sums it up for me for right now. Hope you all are having a good turn of luck like me :D

Well I moved out from living with a roommate, and went got all my stuff in Rhode Island drove down to Mississippi where my dog was. ANd then drove over to Florida. I live on the est coast, yey gulf side. Also going to Eliots spring gathering in Kissmmie, nice short drive. And I will be with my mate which makes it all the more wonderful.  alclave Right now I am at the bottom of the us, whie he is up in Vermont, but soon we will be together.

I will be putting up another chapter to Falamon's tail. I have been brewing over the ideas of what to do not to do, but he has a way of letting me know, and my muses are a bit mad that I haven't sat down and written anything in a while, so I need to placate them.

Now people say all the time oh I meant this as a joke, or that was not how I meant it. I see some hurtful and mean comments on some people's things, and yes there is the one or two people that we know of, that will leave smart ass comments under our stuff. That is to be expected, but if you just join someone's watch list, and you go back and look at a few things that catches your eye, and see these one or two people putting fag under neath, and you don't know any better, even though it is not you, you can still get mad over it, and wonder why some person has to be a jerk, and make rude comments like that. Now worse yet is if the person who posted it never looks at the comments made under because they get a high responce rate. A ink, or lol, or j/k, or a you know I love you hun, or something but these on line like furfag. That makes me a bit mad, and though I keep my muzzle shut because you see this person in everyone and it may be a joke but to the occasional glancer you might not know, and take offence to it.

Now the one I love the best which I do feel obligated to rant on is a post made by noblewolf. There was some art work done for him, a do not disturb sign, one side was a wolf, bent over bed, saying open, but beware, bunch of hearts, and on this side nothing was exposed, then the other side was 2 furs, one standing behind the other, helping the first one take his shirt off, and do not disturb, furs at play on it. NOW what I want to know what is so offensive that everyone had to ridicule the piece, saying this is our home town there will be non-furs in the hotel, and hammering at him.
1. It was done tasteful, hint at something, yes, but you know what to a kid going by it look like something awesome, and play means having fun.
2. The hotel puts most of us on our own floor, and would not be that hard to make sure you were in that area.
3. The thing was so nicely done I would not hang it on my door for fear of someone stealing it.
4. There were no sheaths or tail holes exposed so people saying it was indecent, I wanted to laugh at.

Why do str8 people think it is offensive to call a gay person a fag, is it offensive to you if I call you a breeder? No it's just stating the obvious, and by god if I have someone call me a fag, you should see the look on their face when I call them a breeder, wish I had my camera with me more often and could take pictures that quickly. Better yet I have said well thanks captian obvious for stating that. The person wanted to make more out of it ,so I went on my own little tirade. "Hey look everyone it's captain obvious, he can say things that are as plain as the nose on your face but he feels the need to point it out to oyu incase you forgot it was there."

By this point the person has sulked away like a whipped dog. Nice to know I haven't had to do that in a while, but still.

Now after all that, I need to go and get back to my reality, ie, finish laundry get ready for work, and all the happy horse shit that comes from having a life. Also anyone know how to break a dog from chewing clothing, and paper could use some advice on that. And anyone who says it is hard to crate train a dog found the easiest way, take him for a 2 day trip in a kennel in the back of a pickup in nice weather and take him to parks to run on a leash in and give him food and water every so often, and they love it. Just wish I could get him to stop chewing my socks, eating my underwear, and chewing holes in shirts. Came home, and had to go to a store and buy all new underwear and socks, but I love my pup, a not quite 2 yr old rottie/lab mix, might have to post a pic ome time. BUt that is it for me no, have fun and see you all at the con.

Got here a day early. Seeing as how I am from Rhode Island, and from working over night outside in New England, this weather here in Illinois is just a bit nippy. I go outside to have a smokey treat, and grin at these people who think I am nuts standing outside in a short sleeve shirt.

Seeing as how I am volenteering to help out as a referee at the fursuit games figured I would help out with the bagging of the con books. I got to meet some of the staff that make this wonderful event posible. As best as I can figure it everyone will be really getting here around 4pm. Loking forward to seeing my mate from sl for the first time, along with seeing friends that I haven't seen since RCFM. I am here with LakotaWolf Dawg from sl, also one of Lion of the suns productions newest mask, and Panthera his sl mate is here and he is also another of Lionel's newest masks. Panthera is here from Budapest, Hungary. Also this is the only con that is near my B-Day. Turkey day this year. So this con is kind of like my present you could say, hehe.

I won't mind people stopping by sitting at the room, which is number 622, but when it's sleepy, do not disturb, this the other wolf, and the kitty will bite. Anywho hope everyone else has fun, and will think about you hwile here. *huggles*

Well time for a new journal i guess, lol. I have been playing wow since I can't get onto sl *cries* I miss sl. I have a jnob working on a animal santuary, not wild life only domestic. I take care of about 60 dogs, out of the 200, and also help take care of 200 cats. As far as wow goes I play on server Argent Dawn. I am going to be going to Rocket City Furmeet, hehe can't wait and meting someone I know fromsl there, it should be fun. *grins*. Other than that been helping take care of the dogs on the ranch, we are expecting puppies, and they are for sale drop me a note, they are filas, and they are for sale, they are also called Brizial Mastiffs, and they get big. Our mini mare is pregnant, and our husky gave birth to 2 pups, but one had to be put down, is had internal problems and was suffering. On second Life I am single again. My mate decided he wanted to have a master rather than a lover, and sleep around and rp more, but meh I am over it. The leader of my guild on wow is a furry, hehe, and fun to rp with. I am a level27 Tauren druid. Well that should just about wrap it up for me. So untill my next one will see you soon, also working on a new story to put up on here, so be watching

Well time for a new journal i guess, lol. I have been playing wow since I can't get onto sl *cries* I miss sl. I have a jnob working on a animal santuary, not wild life only domestic. I take care of about 60 dogs, out of the 200, and also help take care of 200 cats. As far as wow goes I play on server Argent Dawn. I am going to be going to Rocket City Furmeet, hehe can't wait and meting someone I know fromsl there, it should be fun. *grins*. Other than that been helping take care of the dogs on the ranch, we are expecting puppies, and they are for sale drop me a note, they are filas, and they are for sale, they are also called Brizial Mastiffs, and they get big. Our mini mare is pregnant, and our husky gave birth to 2 pups, but one had to be put down, is had internal problems and was suffering. On second Life I am single again. My mate decided he wanted to have a master rather than a lover, and sleep around and rp more, but meh I am over it. The leader of my guild on wow is a furry, hehe, and fun to rp with. I am a level27 Tauren druid. Well that should just about wrap it up for me. So untill my next one will see you soon, also working on a new story to put up on here, so be watching

I am looking for someone to do a commision, that can draw as detailed as Dark Natasha. It would be either one or two full page pieces, please leave me a note, we can discuss price, or if you know someone that might beable to give me what I am looking for. I greatly appreciate it thank you.

PDA, three litle letters that can cause a controversy, inspire riots, has lead to beatings, harasment hazing, and who knows what else. What could these 3 letters mean, for those unsure PDA= Public display of affection.

Well why can that be bad, well right after slavery, when daddy's plantation got set on fire little miss southern bell ran away with daddy's best farm hand. The only problem is this was looked down on back then. The man not the woman would get beaten most of the time.

Better yet one that still goes on today, but at least in small New England area has stopped is gay bashing. Be it from the P.N., your local red-neck assholes, griefers what have you. ((SIde note I have friends that are country, and not all country people are red-necks, and not all red-necks are country people either))). This is still a problem.

So why then would people do this god awful thing, display thier feelings for one another in public. Because regarless if you are gay straight, lback white, what have you, even purple hell, it's NATURAL. Granted there are people out there that perfer not to, and sometimes that can put strain on a relationship. One person wants to the other doesn't. ANd there are also places that prevent certain people from doing it. WHy? Very simple because compared to back in the roman and greek era, we have become close minded, hypercritical people, that love to judge. Granted that might not be true for all, but lok at the gerneral population. The people an here are more understanding and more, "Hey if you like that go for it."

But those three lettters, love doing it, could pass, or hate the idea, they are powerful in thier own right. I hope for those that didn't know this helps.

Valintines Day MeMe

Journal Entry: half-an-hour ago

1. Are you single or taken?

single

2. Chocolate or flowers?

Chocolate all the way

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?

I am going to see a friend been talking to for 5 years for the first time, and moving.

4.Do you like anyone?

Yes

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?

No one worth remembering

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?

Nice dinner and alot of cuddling after and some passionate love making

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?

Depends on mood

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

Yea a couple

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?

Yes and i have

10. Do you believe in Cupid?

HUmm, yes

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?

Money count?

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?

When I was a kid

13. Do you like candy hearts?

Yes

15. Is Valentines depressing?

Not if your dating

16. How do you feel about PDA?

I never had, no never well be untrue to myself.

17. How is your love life?

Better than most, worse them some, so in the middle, could be a lot better if I decided not to have morales.

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?

No

19. How many roses would you want?

A pure and simple 1

20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?

I hope so

1 . YOUR REAL NAME: Barry Nicholas well my last name hehe not saying

2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Barizzle

3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Blue Wolf

4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Strba


5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink}
Black Kahulla Sombero

6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)
Arniryike, hehe that's cute


7.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle names)
WIliam Susan

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Gadget

1. Have you ever fapped to strait human pr0n?
yes

2. have you ever fapped to ghey human pr0n?
yes

3. have you ever fapped to strait furry pr0n?
hehe

4. have you ever fapped to ghey furry pr0n?
my fav

5. have you ever fapped well fantasizing about a friend (male or female)?
hehe

6. have you ever fapped well fantasizing about a relitive?
umm, does it count if at the time you didn't know you were related, and found out later?

7. have you ever fapped to yourself (with or without the use of a mirror)?
recording devices are fun

8. have you ever fapped to bondage of any kind?
yes

9. have you ever fapped to the elderly having sex?
*shivers* nooooo

10. have you ever fapped infront of anybody?
circle jerk, where????

11. have you ever fapped in a place u later regreted or felt guilty about?
nope

12. have you ever fapped on somebody elses or your own food/drink?
bastard wanted a protien shake I gave him one

13. whats the most times you've fapped in one day?
well think it was 8???

14. have you ever fapped in puplic?
good thing I didn't get caught even though a lot of people saw me

15. have you ever fapped well sitting down?
yes

16. have you ever fapped well laying down?
yes

17. have you ever fapped well standing?
yes

18. have you ever fapped well on your knees?
yes

19. whats the weirdest thing you've fapped to?
define wierd, especially on this site, hehehehehe

20. have you ever fapped to a story?
yes

21. when was the longest time you've went without fapping?
a couple days

22. how long does it take you to finish fapping?
well they don't call it a quicky for nothing

23. how meny times can you fap in a row?
3 easy

24. have you ever been caught fapping?
hehe, and were they impressed, that was fun now that I think about it

25. whats your fav thing to fap to?
gay furry porn, or well feral porn

26. which do you prefer: lubed or non-lubed fap?
Lube

27. which do you do more oftin: lubed or non-lubed fap?
lube

28. do you fap quitely?
grunting and groaning "huh?"

29. has anybody ever fapped you for you?
that's fun

30. have you ever fapped with both hands at the same time?
yes

31. have you fapped with your opposite hand?
is fun

32. have you ever fapped infront of a camera?
have the video

33. have you ever fapped with a hand down your pants?
yes

34. have you ever faped to somebody fapping?
yes

35. are you gunna fap after finishing this?
you mean weren't suppose to be fapping while doing this?

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Yesh

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
all 3

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
depends on where i crash

4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
Beef

5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
Pulled over for someone else, and had eople pull over for me, does that count?

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
My clothes were already off, I was an exotic dancer

7. Shower or bath?
Shower for hugging, massaging holding, leaning the person against the wall and having some good times, Bath is more sensual, touching caressing bonding time. Both

8. Do you pee in the shower?
Het sometimes you gotta go, just aim for the drain

9. Mexican or Chinese?
Mexican=gas, Chinese= hungry one hour later, Italian= one happy puppy

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
how about al 3 A dom, a sub, and a lover all rolled up into one

11. Do you love someone on your friend list?
hehe yeah

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
*goes around shakes everyones hand and intoduces myself* Now I do

13. Love or money?
Love is special, money a need, with money there might not be happyness, with love you can fly, Love ftw

14. Credit cards or cash?
Checking card visa logo *pulls out check boook and balances it*

15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
Mom, Dad, grandmother, Step-mother and boy was she a step, in the wrong direction

16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
Camping, more fun to snuggle in a sleeping bag, or sleep out under the stars

17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex?
In the fountain inside a mall

18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money?
give me enough I get the thing hot waxed

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
yeah

20. Ever been to a bar?
umm at 16

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
is it bad when you fall asleep at a bar or nihtclub?

22. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
I needed help stumbling out

23. Kissed someone of the same sex?
yeppers

24. Favorite drink?
Vanilla coke

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
My mom asked how the movie was it was horible but my view was great

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
hehe, yeppers

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
good thibng the back room and bathrooms don't have camera's

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
WHich one?

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Opens top dresser drawer, "porn, porn,porn, dildo,dildo, lube, conmdom, whip, hancuffs want me to continue?"

30. Have you been caught having sex?
which time?

31. Does anyone have naughty pics of you?
who doesn't?

32. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
don't nkow like to find out

1. Would you be in control?

2. Would you pull my hair?

3. Would you whisper in my ear?

4. Would you talk dirty to me?

5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?

6. Would you say my name?

7. Would you go down on me?

8. Would you let me give you a hickie?

9. How many rounds would we go?

10. What would you wanna do afterwards?

11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?

12. Would you lick and bite me all over?

13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?

14. Would you want me to take my time?

15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?

16. Would you want fast or slow?

17. Where would you wanna "do it"?

18. Would you be loud or quiet?

19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?

20. Would you mind if i liked you?

21. Do you like me?

22. Would you call me the next day?

23. Would you scratch me?

24. Would you let me scratch you?

25. Would you have to be drunk?

26. Would you date me?

27. Would you do it today?

28. Would you do it tomorrow?

29. Do you think that we would go any further then just sex?

30. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

31. Would you make love to me or fuck me?