Hello all!

I'm open for story commission! If you're interested, do message me and I'll reply ASAP.

Hello! It's been a while! I'm still here and am open for commission!

If you want any story written or come to life - within my means - I'll be available. Just send a PM and I'll get to you soon!

Hello! It's been a while and I usually don't do journals but it's probably a good time to update stuff.

Been really busy with commissions lately and working on a very big one. It's a story written in a second POV, which is you, as a human, and decided to take up the life of a mercenary, along the way meets up with various furs of all sizes, learning and experiencing life! As this is a R18 story, of course there will be dicks! You know me.

Below is a link to the story. This is an interesting one because it isn't any ordinary story but a game story. So you progress through entire plot and certain actions and decisions will influence the progress of the story.

https://lygawolf.itch.io/mercenary-quest

The story will have furs ranging from Shark, lion, rhino, bull, orca, shark, hyena and others. Oh wait, dragons!

At the moment, we have a few of these and it's still progressing. For now, if possible, I'd like to know if you guys have any ideas on how the story could or should progress or rather, any species that you'd want to be in the story itself. It will also involve the murries~. So if you have any idea, hit me up and if it's interesting, I may put it into the story in the next game update.

Commissions

Okay, I've been meaning to perform some changes and I've decided to put on a permanent price raise on my story commission. I used to charge $0.005 per word but now I've ante it up to $0.075 per word instead. It may look a lot but compared my prices with other authors, it's still much cheaper.



That's all for now! Ideas are most welcomed!

Hello all! Just wanted to have a quick update that the next story installment is out for my movie series and if you'd like to support the series and any of my works or just a simple tip, my Patreon page is open and launched! Truly appreciate every one of your support here on FA!

PATREON

The Patreon will be a pay per story basis and a max of two stories is posted monthly but there will be months where I won't produce anything; that's where you don't need to pay anything at all! For just $1, you will get to have early story access and if were you thinking of going for a commission, if you're a Patreon pledge of $5, I will give a commission discount of 15%!

Hope you guys have a wonderful weekend ahead and with the end of July, here's hoping for a good August 2016.

Now have a gif image of a cat getting stuck in a cupboard.

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Okay. For all my watchers, I think you would have, by now, seen the massive spam of story uploads that I've done and I have a lot of reasons for doing that. First, because I needed to fucking update my stories here on FA because every stories that was written is posted on Sofurry and I'd like to have both exposure on these two furry sites. There's a reason for this and this leads to my second reason why I'm updating.

I have opened up a patreon page here: http://patreon.com/user?u=2608648

It's not that I won't give in any free stories on SF and FA but a good tip every now and then is good. This was something that I've been thinking of doing and if I wanted something done, might as well just do it. It won't be much but it's better than nothing and an effort. Also, if you be a patron, you get to have commission discounts every time you want a story commission! So why not?

Sorry if I spammed your inbox today but I do hope to get exposure out there. Thanks to every watcher here on FA that made it possible, for me to write and inspire. You guys are truly awesome and that's one of the main reasons why I prefer the furry community more than the other people.

Also, stay safe everyone. You've heard the news, it's all over the net. Be careful, please.

As a new year, I've decided to try and open up commission. I've done a few commissions here and there and thought that perhaps it's time to open out in public and see how it goes. Tentatively I'm open as the current commission that I'm working out is about to finish. Below are my terms:


Commission info

Thanks you!

Obligatory reflection of 2015 time! Yayy!!

It has been a long year, twelve long years of fuckery, or not. Depends on how you put it. There were ups and downs, good and bad, people come, people go, etc.. It’s just normal and human nature. Honestly speaking, I wasn’t a perky little fucker when the first half of the year rolled around. At the of 2014, I came out to my parents and the path wasn’t really smooth. In fact, it’s a rough terrain filled with potholes and large boulders and it didn’t stopped right there because 2015 was a difficult part of dealing with parents. They tried to so call ‘understand’ my situation but they aren’t really doing very well. All they are doing is putting the blame and other forces and themselves or basically, everything. Coming 2016, it’s going to be worse. Coming out is a very difficult part of who you are when you’re from a very typical conservative family background. Mine’s all about tradition. Being Asian, you know what I mean and yes, all those mockery or stereotype about Chinese applies to me and I hate it.

Moving on, lots of bad things happened like not getting a promotion in my shit ass job god forsaken living hell hole filled with ass lickers that would do anything to get their money high up in the sky. I was basically in a world of ass licking. If you don’t play well in this field, you’re gonna have a hard time, which I basically did. Financially, I had problems and then my professional papers came along. Failed several times and was on the verge of giving up.

Suicidal thoughts actually arise in 2015. Depression hit but being me, I did not show a hint of it. People who laughed the most are the loneliest and it’s true. I was sad, was lonely. My parents say they loved me but did not respect who I am in the first place. Work was shit. Money was shit. Basically in 2015, it wasn’t a very happy year. In fact, my physical and mental health wasn’t very good. Gym was bad. I tried whatever I can do get fit, which I have been doing for about 3 years now and hope in 2015, something would change but it didn’t. It got worse. Perhaps it was the depression but my dream of getting that physical wellness isn’t moving so well. Even with determination, desperation and ‘motivation’ to work hard, it’s just not working. Which was even worse for me as a whole.

But I can’t say that it was a total bad year either. The second half of the year proved to be something. I found someone. Thought we’re not entirely the whole couple thing but we are seeing each other, consoling to one another and we’re just basically dating about. Not committed to anything but it was a change of scene to me. Personally, I’ve never fallen so deep into this spectrum of relationship that I had to think from all sides. In the past, it was just crush here and there, chasing after someone but when that part stopped, moved forward to the next step, it was an entirely new playing field. There should be a hand book about this! But life is the best teacher and doing a fucking good job at it. Fucking prick. So yeah, I’m basically seeing someone, watching how things work and in the future but not all are in stone.

Changed my job to a much better one. Better pay, better environment and newer experience. It was then where I realized, I actually had a goal. Like a definite goals as to what I needed to do, what my job is what my shits are. 2015 taught me a good and valuable lesson and it’s a part where you can’t find them in any book.

At the end of 2015, I finally got my professional papers done. So I’m basically a certified public accountant. Which means I have the license now to charge people for my services if I wanted to, with the right contract papers of local laws that is.

So… yeah… 2015 was a shitty and yet, different. Lots of trials and tribulation, roller coaster of emotions and a whole lot of.... different. Yeah, different. Here’s a better 2016, less fuckery, more positivity and less negativity.

On a different note, I have officially opened up commissions. The terms has yet to be finalized but I will definitely open up. I have been taking a few these past few months and slightly got used to it. If you’re up for any commission, do hit me up because I am about to finish my current job. Stay tune!

Okay! For those who were watching me before, you may have found the huge load of art that I've been uploading. Few things on the art:

1. These art weren't drawn by me because I can't draw, I write.
2. Most are mainly gift arts given by close friends that I've known since years ago.
3. Support the artist!
4. Art belongs to me and the artist concerned because they are depictions of my fursona in different art styles.
5. Enjoy the art!

I know that I've not been active here on FA lately but I am always here, looking and faving arts and keeping up to dates on what's been happening around the community; I'm not dead. Also, I do write, if you're wondering. I've never stopped writing but the thing is, I don't post my stories as much on FA as it is on Sofurry. Reason is because of how clunky and clumsy FA story formatting is. It's not user friendly compared to SF and I prefer that site for stories.

All in all, sorry if I had to dump some art to your watches. I will probably start posting stories here and there on FA but no guarantees.

For more stories, kindly move over to sofurry.com with the same username: falconmage or here's the link if you're lazy to find. https://falconmage.sofurry.com

Till next time.

A year older. Now I'm 26 as of 9th February. Woooo~

Okay! Kiriban over and done with! It's been quite a milestone for me, being here.on FA and I seldom do request but an exception this time. There are four users that submitted for the kiriban and usually there will be one winner but I'll be giving two winners. Feeling generous I guess cause I just feel like it. I'm writing this journal on my phone. This is based on who was the quickest to reply to the kiriban and the first was  ukemaru and second would be  gritou. Great!

Apologies to  leokronos123 but you just watched me after giving me a PM. That means you weren't watching me from the beginning. And another to  tktigerkat. You were last. :(

To  ukemaru, PM me a story description on what you have in mind. Short but not too short and precise. Good reference and personality would be great. Additional, give me a setting and storyline. it wouldn't be a 10pages longish kind but I'll do my best. As for  gritou, you'll have to wait for your turn. I'll get back to you once I'm done with the first.

Thanks for keeping and eye out for this! FA has been a great way and outlet for me to express story ideas and pretty much meeting and enjoying the fandom from locals and international alike. Again, thanks for giving me a drive to continue on writing. :D

Another milestone for pageviews! Haha! 20k pageviews and if you're able to catch that, print screen with a link and I'll give you a free story request. Any request that doesn't include:

Scat, gore, vore, feet fetish, cub, pregnancy and anything extreme.

Just watched how to train your dragon 2 and it was amazing!!! Like awesomely awesome! *hyper ventilates* a few references from the 'Riders of Berk' series but nothing huge that effects the whole storyline. It was just awesome!

That is all <3

Guys, I need a wee bit of help here. Has anyone of you guys started this thing called Cost Per Action (CPA) marketing? If you did, could you please PM me about it. This is the first that I've heard about it and it's work related. I have a client that does this business and I'm supposed to do a research on it. I do have some idea of what this whole marketing scheme is but just needed more info.

Any one of you guys done that? I think it's also known as Cost Per Click or Cost Per Acquisition. Shed some light! Besides goggling that is. I want experience.

Perhaps you've yet to see or watch the news but if you're searching through the web on the missing plane of MH370, it has been official by our Prime Minister that the plane is lost. Again, I'm not so sure how SURE he is on this because he's got data from the UK satellite and what not. Many lives were lost in this plane and it's sad to know that it happened to Malaysia, where I'm living.

Heart goes out to those who lost their lives in this horrible tragedy. However, we still need to wait for further investigations for this. I mean, seriously, if the plane did crash, they'd better find some dead bodies down there to confirm this allegation.

I'm officially 25 on the 9th of February 2014! Haha! Kinda late of a journal but what the heck!

Just getting older. Fuck.. I'm on the half mark of my 20's! Yikes!

新年快乐！！ (Xin Nian Kuai Le)

Or better yet, Happy New Year! Today is the eve of Chinese New Year and there's going to be lots of stuff happening. Sadly, I am unable to celebrate this once in a year auspicious day as my grandma just passed away last year in May. It is of Chinese custom that we do not celebrate anything auspicious that relates to a joyous festival for a year and that includes the lunar new year. However, that doesn't mean that I couldn't spread the joy of it. I'm not sure how you guys have it there in the other countries, besides China and other Asian countries, cause it may be different from one white man to another white man country. Or whatever you wanna call it. I'm brain dead XD

Any who! It's the eve and to those celebrating the lunar new year, Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Hei Fatt Choi, Xin Nian Kuai Le. May the God of prosperity bless you with an abundance of joy and here's hoping that the year of the horse brings you good fortune and wealth! Huat Ah! (That literally means luck or some shit that I'm unable to explain in English) >.>

In another non-related article, I have practically broke my new years resolution that's posting one story a month and I seemed to have failed to fulfill that this month. It's been a roller coaster ride in the office and have been working non-stop since the beginning of the year up till today. Yes, that includes weekends if you're thinking about that. I work seven days a week since January and am literally exhausted and burned out; I do not have a choice. So, no stories has been written but I do have one in the works. Hoping to grind that out as much as I can in mid of February.

On another 'non-related' note/article/paper/whatever-paper-agy, next week is my birthday, on the 9th of February. It's not a biggy... until you found out that you're going to turn 25 next week. Oh god... the age is just a number! Just a damn number! I crunch numbers everyday! LOL!

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So, that's pretty much the update that I have for this month. Enjoy the holidays! :D

Well, not yet per se but this would be my last journal for the year. It's already 31 December 2013 with a few more hours to go before 2014 comes about. I'm not all excited about it cause it's going to be the same old thing. The only plan that I'm excited for the next year would be organizing a vacation. I swear to God.. I'll go for a vacation OUTSIDE of my country. Sadly, I don't have a huge amount of cash to visit any furry convention and meeting with some awesome people there.

Not much of a recap for 2013 cause I barely remember what I did.

Found a few new friends, change my job, gotten closer with current friends, got fitter but not so much, and yeah, pretty much it. And the worse part of 2013 was the lost of my grandmother and the failure of my examinations.

However, I'm starting to feel slightly depressed on some stuff and I kept on telling that the following year will get better and then I realized... nawwwwwww... Only a massive amount of miracle could take that depression off. LOL!

Anyways, hope you guys have a wonderful 2013. Here's hoping for a better 2014 cause if not, I'll kill the air. :D

FA, you dimwit! Hahaha!

Could someone tell me how do I go about with laying out stories on the website rather than having others to download the whole file? I've done it before by converting the text into .txt and it seemed to work. But now, it doesn't seem to work any longer. The format is still a .txt but it's not showing like how my other stories used to be.

Shed some light! D:

It's just a big curiousity of mine and when I asked about this, I'm specifically talking about men, guys, males, the male species. This is my second job so far and looking at my first and second environment, I find more females than males. I don't know what the whole thing is about but apparently, accounting field do not interest the men more than woman. Perhaps it's the office job kind of thing but then again, I've heard lots of other men working at office jobs. My office is like a straight male haven. There are way too many beautiful females working in my current company and by damn they are a picking. But what about them males? I could say about 10% of men populate my whole company and there aren't any more than that.

I've met plenty of clients, in and out, knowing them from inside out and digging information as this is my job but so far, never once did I meet young adults working in the company itself. I've seen trading, construction, manufacturing, investment holdings, food and beverages, music, etc., but none! In fact, most of these clients that I see are females.

So, I'm just wondering, what do you guys work as? Are most males uninterested in jobs that requires you to do money value?

New job. Actually, I started two weeks ago, mid of October.

Same field, same kind of job, same procedure, same movement, same reporting, etc. Practically everything remains the same but difference would be my boss. Change of boss, management, new people, new surroundings, friendlier people, better working environment.

But same stress, apparently. LOL! I guess the life of me does not run from the God of stress.

Anyways, it's November. Hopefully with two more months to go, I could throw out two stories before the end. With that two, I would have managed to sink in at lease my quota for the year; one story a month. But with new job, progress is slow.

Pretty much that's all. Just pushing away the other journal. Cares, yo'!

"Never quit!"
"You've come this far and feel the pain, why stop now? Get your reward!"
"Losers only quit and winners persevere"
"Never give up"

All of these are words that mean a whole lot to a bunch of people, me as well and these are quotes and remarkable words that we hold on to at times when we feel the lowest. Bring it on! Fight! don't give up! etc etc etc.

Well shit. These quotes never came in the fact that money revolves around it as well. My professional level of accounting exams came out and it was extremely disheartening to see what I have come to. As it turns out, I got a fail. This is my third attempt and taking this subject and it's really really REALLY putting a damper on my confidence to pass this examination.

Of course now, people would be telling me to not quit and stuff. Albeit, I have two more papers to go before I am ready to set myself up to be a professional accountant and hold license as a Certified Accountant but god... this is really putting a strain on my life, my health and my mentality. Yeah, don't give up but money is a problem. This "professional" papers are like some fucked up organizational shit that eats up bundles of money! One examination cost at least one third of my salary and to add up with all of these fucking failures, it's going to cost more.

To add insult to injury, these are professional bodies where rules and regulations of the world is constantly updated and from there on, I don't know what the fucking hell has changed unless I attend classes AGAIN. I've attended these classes for one whole fucking year, learning the same thing and still fail like shit and to enter the classes again cost half of my salary.

Add up for classes plus examination fee, I'll have a measly allowance for food and less petrol for my car. It's not a joking matter when money is involves and this is my, wasting time and failing again and again.

People always say that we should learn from failure and the more we fail, the better it is and we tend to learn more. Yes, I agree. Thomas Edison did not invent the lightbulb in one night but through several trials and errors but these errors didn't really cost an arm and a leg. With the need to support myself and to save up for the future, I don't think I can go for another failure. God... I tried my best and still failed. Despite knowing the reason why, I have done what I can and have given what I have.

I just felt depressed at the moment after hearing what my results were and the consequences of these classes and what I need to do to achieve that pass. At the moment, all I want to do is just drop everything that I've learned and just die from working to death. So, does "Never give up" means something? I'd like to think that it is but with my current situation, might as well fuck it up.

And yes, nobody said that life was easy. LOL! :D

Naw. It's not mine. But go wish  reclamon well wishes! It's his birthday today!

Just wanted to push that old journal out. It's been a month since grandma passed away and the ritual is still going. Something about 100 days praying for the dead and stuff. It's basically a Chinese Buddhist/Taoism thingy that I shouldn't believe in since I'm a Christian but my mum wanted to. Besides that, nothing much to be said about my whole life. It's boring, uneventful and just plain boring. Seriously! Why would you want to hear the life of an auditor! LOL!

Anyways! I'm taking a two weeks leave from work, for a study leave to be exact. I'll be sitting for my advance taxation paper, again, and hopefully, I'll passed this time around. Fuck... I hate this subject! But I have to endure it! Who wants to get their income tax done! LOL! Great, I'm going to be a typical guy with one who does audit and tax for people. So, that's basically it for two weeks and back to work.

Workouts has been horrible. Haven't been to the gym for a month plus and after hitting it today for just a day, it felt awesome but will feel horrible tomorrow morning. Ungh... the pain... needs... motivation... But that's just it.

Hrm.. what else... Oh right. I hate the city. Wait, no. I can't hate the city. The big city is where everything is. Still, I dislike such big looking buildings and crowded people. Honestly, how do you guys even live in the city? It's so crowded and filled with people all over and the noise is horrendous! Sorry but I'm a half city boy who doesn't feel the need for a big city. I love partly in a place where we have some big buildings and large malls and stuff, typical smaller looking cities or counties but cities are just... wow... And this, coming from a three day visit to the city. You know the feeling? Of getting off the bus and looking around and felt out of place? Yeah, just like that. All I did was look up and whispered 'wow' and walked like I'm a tourist in my own country. It was exciting and yet, sad.

Homeless people are everywhere in the city! Seriously! They make their 'homes' around side walks and barely make enough to live for a day. It's really really sad...There's more but that would make this a sad journal.

Wanted to write more but couldn't think of anything else. Just some updates and throwing that old journal out. Be cool, stay cool and damn it's hot here..

Precisely Saturday night at about 11:45pm or so, my grandma died on the bed. This whole event was probably something that I would never ever forget and as do for other people, it pretty much says the same. Death of a close family member is the worse possible event that could happened but it comes... then it comes. It was to be expected actually cause Grandma has been fighting for quite some time. Two years ago, she suffered from diabetes and nearly had to cut a part of her foot off but due to early detection, we were able to fend it off. However, that was the beginning of everything. Her vision began to blur and couldn't walk as good as she used to and in the end, she had water retention. I'm not sure how many of you guys knows about it or actually happens but its a problem where the water is kept inside of your body rather than excreting out like a normal being. Due to this, her body got swollen, expanded and just... got really heavy.

She also suffered kidney failure due to water retention. Water was found in her lungs and around her body and even after medication (both western and eastern method), it wasn't good enough. Water was retained in her body up to the point where it needed to excrete through her legs. There was fluids running down her thighs and overall legs and these 'water' are extremely toxic; in fact, poison to a normal being. Thus... we couldn't do anything. She died on bed fighting this and just... couldn't take it any more.

Eventually, I watched her die as well, an event that I could never forget. I tried reviving her back based on the instructions noted from someone from 999 but just couldn't make it. As I pumped and tried my best to actually give life to her, I knew she was gone but I prayed for a single glimmer of hope that she would still be breathing. Eventually, it was too late as the ambulance came and pronounced her dead on bed. The first that I've ever wanted to hear: "She's gone." I am not fucking prepared to know that she's gone. She is NOT GONE but reality hits and she's gone.

Eventually, we had to call for an emergency undertaker as we did not expect her to just 'go' like that. Everything went well as per a usual and traditional Chinese funeral ceremony but I just couldn't take it any more. When she was pronounced dead, I cried. She was taken away to be cleanse and prepared, I cried. The first that I've actually seen her in the coffin, lying there, I cried. Every fucking reason to be there was just a sense of mourning and despair. I didn't want to be there. I just wanted to wake up and say "Holy shit! That was a fucking nightmare!" but it never was that way.

Relatives come and go to pay respect and for each bows that were given, my grandpa cried uncontrollably. At that point, I've ran out of tears. I was too tired to cry, I only had less than four hours of sleep and was up the whole night and day, just for the funeral. The hardest part of everything was the cremation. We had it on the very next day after a prayer funeral and... my god... I do not want to have another go at it. I didn't realized how much I could actually pour my tears out as her body was taken to the cremation room and just... burn... When the fires raged inside, I swear to God... I actually heard the cries of despair and death looming all over the room. You know... like those movie scenes with spirits wailing about in a ghostly fashion? Yeah, exactly like that but I know logically, it's just the machine burning and humming up but it scared me, it scared me to death and my mum couldn't accept the fact that her mother has passed on; deceased.

It was a tiring day and things did not help much back home. Grandma's stuff were lying about, here and there and everywhere. Her medications, her wheelchair, that walking stick, that old bag of hers and most of her, her powdery scent that surround her very room with my grandpa. It's just there, waiting for their owner but never to return. I hate this...

Before she died, a week ago, I had to help her around while at the clinic for a blood test and during that period, while both me and grandma were alone, she gave me something precious: a gold ring. Knowing me, I do not like accessories around my body. Rings, piercing, necklaces, bracelet, etc; I don't like them on me and I couldn't accept that. By accepting that very precious Gold Ring of hers, is an indication that she knows her time is up. I couldn't accept that fact as well. Eventually, I took it as a moment of respect and till now, I have it with me. It's the only thing that I knew that Grandma knows and cares about me. My God... I miss grandma...

...I missed her so much... She took care of me for 24 years, which is my age as of now and never left my side and now she's gone. She used to give me money and food... lots of food in fact. She was there and just... you know... there... She taught me a whole bunch of stuff about traditions and experiences in actually going through rituals and stuff. I may be a Christian in religion but it never harmed someone to know and participate in something new, as long as your faith is there with you. Now, Chinese New Year will never be the same again. The very sound of mahjong, her delicious soups and cooking; I'll missed it.

As of the moment, I'm too tired to think of anything else. Tomorrow, we'll be going over to collect her ashes and find peace in her. That is all.

...job?

Haha! It's common for people to hate their jobs. They don't land in their dream job and gets one that fucks them up so hard that their well being deteriorates. But that's not the main issue for me. I don't exactly hate my job but it's really beginning to put pressure on clients and making them hate me.

Being an auditor would be one of the worse job ever. Well, it's my first job but that's a different matter. As I've written before, auditors gets loads of shitty things from clients and clients takes advantage of us. Which I don't blame them since... well... it's human psychological mind. If you can exploit someone, why not utilize it? It's the same shit. Clients gives us shit and they have the right to give us that shit.

However, things are beginning to place pressure on my relationship with clients. People, in general, hates auditors. you don't realize that but I've come to known that a whole bunch of them hates us. Why? Because we are nosy bastards. No, really. We ARE nosy bastards. It's part of our job. You're working in a company but do you even know how much is your company making profits? How much is your boss getting? Hell! How much is your colleague getting? More than you? More than any of you? How about wanting to know where does these money goes to?

Judging from there. We are such nosy bastards. LOL! I actually know every shit that happens in the company and the staff who has worked there for 10 years doesn't even know it. I know how much is the CEO earning and how much revenue is the company getting. But to get those, we need to be nosy. Generally speaking, nobody likes a nosy guy. It's practically invading your privacy but I have to. It's my job.

I call clients and I needed them to explain something.

Me:I saw in your accounts that you have traveling expenses made for the year. What is the purpose of traveling overseas?
Client: Just to travel. That's it.
Me: No. I mean, for business purpose?
Client: Yes, that too. We have made possible clients.
Me: but I checked at your sales and invoices, they are not shown.
Client: They ARE for business purposes and aren't shown. The staff travels to Japan to meet client.
Me: but how can you prove that it's that? I have no prove.
Client: It's for business purposes! Dammit! Why are you asking so many questions!
Me: Um... o-okay...

LOL! Seriously...? This goes on with inquiring on why the director gets that much of money, why is the sales so high, why are your inventories.. etc., I asked too many damn questions that clients practically hate me! I've heard stories from others, saying: Auditors are fucking bastards. They asks so many questions that are irrelevant just doesn't know how to handle their job.

In the end, I tend to hate my job for that. People are hating me for no reason! T.T. LOL! Anyways, any scenarios where you become a nosy bastard due to your job and making client's angry when you know that that's just part of your job?