Hey guys, sorry I've been missing for a few weeks. If you follow kerothestrange then you may have seen her journal about what happened.
To put things bluntly, there was a very horrific crime that happened in our apartment complex. It has triggered bad anxiety and ptsd issues in me, and I had to leave the area due to it.
We have found a new residence, and move there in a few weeks, so that is good news. However, these past few weeks have been very hard on me. I am trying my best to recover, but it isn't an easy thing for me due to the circumstances..I'm having a hard time sleeping, concentrating, and sometimes even eating. I am trying my hardest, please know that..
This year has been very very hard for me, extremely hard. I feel like I've lost a lot of my followers and commissioners on here and that has made me really sad.
It feels as though every month i have to start all over here. I am okay with that. It's life, and drawing is my passion and i never want to give it up.

I just want to thank everyone for their patience during this time. Its been so hard for me to function properly, but im trying. I plan on doing some YCH's and adopts soon. As well as doing some collab work with kerothestrange so if you don't, give her a follow.

Thank you all so very much for reading and understanding. 💜

So, I wasn't gonna go into this, and I'm not gonna go into deep detail.
Basically, this year has been a bit of a mess for me. I have spent a lot of it at doctors appointments, because there is something wrong with me. I am in constant pain, as well as incredibly fatigued at most times. I have been going to doctors appointments all the time, to try and figure out what's wrong, probably something in the autoimmune family. I haven't been able to stay at my current residence, as I've had to travel to my home town to receive help.
It has been incredibly hard on me, and I've been forced to work less. But because of this, im at a loss of money for rent, and I think I've lost some clients..

I just feel like I needed to explain why I've been a bit absent. I am currently trying to gain my audience back, as well as make the money for my rent, as I'm very behind.
If you are interested in a commission, you can purchase one here!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9083479/

If for some reason you would like to donate, you can do so here! I will draw you a little doodle if you decide to, but it isn't needed by anyone <3
https://ko-fi.com/A6444YVI

please read through everything before sending me the form below!

- 1 slot per person!
- Max of 4 characters per slot. They DO NOT have to be in the same image or the same commission type!
- Payment must be made within 24 hours of invoice being sent, no holds!

Prices: https://www.furaffinity.net/commiss.....llinxtenebrae/
TOS:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1q8LYxAKw_W4w50w1HrLgFd57uVeGXoLLMkAJZUs_4Ok/edit

SLOTS:

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if youre interested just fill out this form in a note or comment!

Paypal:
Commission Type:
Reference(s):
Content:
SFW/NSFW?:
Read TOS?:
Important details/notes:

If you like what i do and want to support me a little more, check out my Ko-Fi!
Tips are absolutly by no means required or expected but are always greatly appreciated!!! <3

Hey all. My family dog of 12 years passed away yesterday morning and it is hitting me very very hard.
He was originally bought to help me with my bad anxiety when i was 12. He was my best friend and i will miss him dearly.
Im sorry for any inactivity this week. I will try my best to work, and still get things done.

Thanks for understanding.
-Jay

Hey all. My family dog of 12 years passed away yesterday morning and it is hitting me very very hard.
He was originally bought to help me with my bad anxiety when i was 12. He was my best friend and i will miss him dearly.
Im sorry for any inactivity this week. I will try my best to work, and still get things done.

Thanks for understanding.
-Jay

Hey all, it's not a dire emergency, i'm just a bit behind in money to pay bills and buy meds, so I have $5 doodles, as well as bogo $15 sketches!

My internet went out, and im unsure when it will be back on.
I will be working on stuff as i can, but i wont be able to get any wips to you guys until probably tomorrow. So so so sorry!

Thanks for understanding!

Hey all! Ive been trying to figure out what is actually interesting to those whi buy art from me!
I usually make YCH's but i feel like im running dry on ideas, and that those I have are having trouble selling.

So i'd like to know what you guys are interested in! YCH? Sketches? Normal shaded coms? Painted things?

Id love to know what you all think!

Doing a New Years Sale!! Gonna do buy one get one 50% off!!

This will only be available for my chibi's and sketches!

Sketches are $15 USD (flat) : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29225472/

and Cheebs are $20 USD (fully shaded) :https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29974799/

I will have a few slots open! So if interested please fill out the forum below in a note or comment!

1.  Zlash88
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Happy Holidays everyone!
It has been really hectic for me since around Thanksgiving, so I'm sorry for my lack of activity.
I just want to thank every single person who has commissioned me for their patience around this time of year. A lot happened and it took a big toll on my family, so it has been a rough few weeks.
I will be working the rest of this week, so I hope to finish the few things I have to do!

Thank you so much again! I hope your day was filled with love!

Hey guys. For a reason NOT caused by her, my mother has been told she has 3 days to get out of her current residence. I'm not going to go into any details, I am just trying to raise money to help my Mum out because she is the best person in my life and doesn't deserve this.

I will be opening cell-shaded pieces, 1 character only, for $25.
Can be sfw, nsfw, any species, gender, and I draw most things. My tos is below!!


Please know that due to the holidays and the traveling that I have to do, these may not be done until the new year, however, if you really want them done within two weeks I can do that for a $5 rush fee.

My goal is to try and make $200-$300 for her.


If for some reason you are a kind soul and want to just donate, my ko-fi is below. I will draw a sketch for you if you decide to donate! Thank you all so much.


Tos:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....t?usp=drivesdk

Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/A6444YVI

So, i've been very sick lately, for about a year overall, but it comes and goes.
Today i went to the doctors and had a ton of blood drawn for a multitude of tests they are doing.
Tomorrow I have to go get a chest X-ray done.
After I hear back for my blood work, I will know my next step, as I have a follow up in about 2 weeks.

I just wanted to keep you all updated and in the loop as to why things may be a bit slower than they have been in the past.
I appreciate every single one of you so so much.

please read through everything before sending me the form below!

- 1 slot per person!
- Max of 4 characters per slot. They DO NOT have to be in the same image or the same commission type!
- Payment must be made within 24 hours of invoice being sent, no holds!

Prices: https://www.furaffinity.net/commiss.....linxtenebrae/#
TOS:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1q8LYxAKw_W4w50w1HrLgFd57uVeGXoLLMkAJZUs_4Ok/edit

SLOTS:

1.
2.
4.
5.


if youre interested just fill out this form in a note or comment!

Paypal:
Commission Type:
Reference(s):
Content:
SFW/NSFW?:
Read TOS?:
Important details/notes:

If you like what i do and want to support me a little more, check out my Ko-Fi!
Tips are absolutly by no means required or expected but are always greatly appreciated!!! <3

I apologize for any delays. I am currently going through symptoms of an unknown problem that are causing me to be in incredible pain. I am trying my best to work through them, but I just wanted to put out a journal so people know why I am missing sometimes.
I know it seems like I've posted a lot of journals about being sick, but I'm very sure they have all been related. I am going to a doctor as soon as I can to try and figure out what's wrong.


Thanks all!

So I know I said I was better...But apparently that isn't true lol.
I am very sure I am having Gallbladder attacks, which have been going on for around 3 weeks.
I am going to the doctors on Monday, Unless another one hits before that.
So that's why no YCH, or adopts, or commissions are being opened.
Hopefully I can get it resolved asap, and get back into it all, as this is my job and how I pay for bills, food, etc.

If you'd like to help, I have a lot of YCH's and Adopts open here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....pen-Adoptables
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....5823/Open-YCHs



As well as my ko-fi here:
https://ko-fi.com/A6444YVI


I do not expect anyone to donate or anything like that, but if you want to, I always appreciate it!

Sorry for the delay everyone! I've been a bit sick for a while now, so I took this weekend to really relax and just recover (hopefully). But I will be back in full swing tomorrow and I will have commission updates for everyone who is waiting!
Thanks a ton!!

Hey all! My baby snake is getting way to big for his cage, so I'm going to raise some money to buy him a new one!
So I'm having an art sale!! Everything is 20% off!
For a limited time, my art will be proved as followed!

Sketches- 8$
Coloured sketches-12$
Chibi- 16$
Cell shaded- 20$
Painted- 32$
Full illustration- 40$

+same price for extra character
+$10 for detailed background on Chibi, cell shaded, and painted! Full illustration comes with one!

Note or comment this forum!

Paypal:
Idea:
Type:
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Any other details!

Opening one full painted illustration like those below!
If interested, please comment below!!

SFW/NSFW accepted
Any species or gender!
Almost all types of backgrounds are accepted!

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/22827448/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/22172791/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/22122093/

First of all, I want to thank every single person who has watched me recently, it means the world to me!
I made a change to no longer try and fit my art style to what I think people want, I just need to be me!
So there will be a change in my art~

Secondly, Thank you soooo much for everyone who participated in my raffle! It means a lot to me as well! It was super fun to hold one again, and i'm excited to see what the winners will choose! They have already been notified, but i wanted to still post a journal to thank every one who entered!

So thank you, thank you all!
Thank you all for watching and supporting me, even though I've been going through some things.
I'm trying my best to open commissions and do things that will interest everyone.

I currently have PWYW commissions open, as well as my normal coloured sketches. If you are interested in buying a commission, you can purchase one here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8828923/

A big THANK YOU once again~

Doing some coloured sketches!
Any species and gender.
SFW/NSFW

Slots:
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PWYW commissions!
Minimum is $5 for a sketch~
After that it all depends on how much you want to spend!!!
The more you spend, the more finished the art will be~

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Hey all. This is just an update journal as to why I've been Mia this past week.
On Saturday the 21st, we moved into our new apartment. So that took a few days out of my usual schedule. Then sadly our apartments cat passed away at the age of 17, so that took another few days away. Finally I had to return to my hometown for some important appointments regarding my health.
However, things are returning back to normal, so expect art coming this week.
I am also going to pick my winners for the raffle this Friday! So look out for that journal coming soon!
I just want to thank everyone who has been patient with me and understanding.
I hope to open commissions soon, so hopefully you all will enjoy that!!
Thank you!

Art raffle!!
It's been a while, and since I have all you lovely watchers, I felt like it was time to do another raffle!!
There is only going to be a first and second place, but both of them will be full, cell shaded illustrations!
How to enter:
Just comment below! I will give you a number, and then that's it!
If you want an extra entry, you can follow me on Instagram here:https://www.instagram.com/fallinxtenebrae/
Feel free to share this journal, but it is not required to enter!!

1st place:
A full cell shaded piece of your choice of character, with a detailed background

2nd place:
A full cell shaded piece with a simple background.

Thank you all for reading, and good luck!!!

Anyone interested in some doodles for around $10? :D

please read through everything before sending me the form below!

- 1 slot per person!
- Max of 4 characters per slot.
- Payment must be made within 24 hours of invoice being sent, no holds!


if youre interested just fill out this form in a note or comment!

Paypal:
Commission Type:
Reference(s):
Content:
SFW/NSFW?:
Read TOS?:
Important details/notes:

Slots:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

So this month has been super duper slow for me.
I cant seem to make ych content that people are interested in.
So with that being said, I NEED your help!
What is it that you guys are looking for?
In ych, commissions, etc.
Detailed backgrounds? Cute summer things? Sexy times?
I just really want to make things you guys are interested in and satisfy you guys!!
So please, let me know!!

Hey all, i'm sorry i've been so...weird lately.
I've been struggling with really bad depression, as well as my usual anxiety issues.
Right now, it's just my head telling me I can't do this for a living, and that I will never be good enough.
So to try and fight that, what do you all want to see?
What kind of YCH's, commissions, adoptable, fanart, anything!
I want to do something that people will like, as well as just, try and fight being so down.

I appreciate everyone who has been patient with me, and how understanding you all are.
I am trying my best to push through it.
Thank you.