They amase me. It never ceases to amase me of how STUPID people can be. And I don't mean stupid as in un intelligent. I mean stupid in no common sense. Its astonishing to see that there are so many people that serously nned to think and be smart, but choose not to be and are dumb and stupid.

Just the other day my irl mother was stocking shelves at her work. A customer walks up to her and says "Excuse me, do you work here?" (Keep in mind that my mom was wearing a shirt with the company name on it.) Its like really? are you that dumb? or are you just not paying attention? In any case you need to be smacked.

But just now I read something on face book. As we all know iv been eagerly awaiting Titanfall for the xbox 360. Well they released a update. Well there were 3 comments that cought my eye.

#1 Commenter: Have fun with only 10 FPS. Game: Stated it runs at 30 FPS. Me: Dear god your stupid. The game just said what it ran at. Get your facts you moron. (Didn't say that, but it ran though my mind)

#2 Commenter: Will never look as good as Xbox one. Me: No shit Sherlock! Its a old console with old tech. Of course its not going to look as pretty! Stupid idiot.

And finally #3 Commenter: This game isn't free to play? :(. Me: Dude. Its Microsoft. Nothing is free. needs Xbox Live Gold to do everything. Serously!? Xbox live has not changed. If you don't have gold, you cant do online! Nothing is free. You stupid idiot.

If this is where the human race is going, then were screwed. At this rate the world will be populated with morons and idiots. This is not a rant. Just an observation. So now that I mentioned stupid people. What are somethings that people have done that you think was/is stupid? Leave your comments below.

So 2 /2 weeks ago I got my eyes tested for new glasses. They said my eye sight has improved by 1/10. Now that should be a good thing.

I got my new glasses Monday March 24th. I instantly could see the diffrences. But they wern't for the better. Everything is farther away for the left eye. The right eye stayed about the same. They ttold me to give it a week and see if things improved.

Wendseday March 26th I went to put a TV meal in the microwave. I looked at the instructions. I could not read them. At all, They were nothing but a blur. I can't read small lettering, even up close. They receptionist said if they don't improve after that week to come back and talk to the eye doc.

Im going to give them another week to see if they improve. It looks like neither my old or new pair work well. They seem under powered.

Heres where I need advice.

My old pair work better then the new pair. Im wondering if I should just go back to the old pair and say F it. Or if I should go back to the eye specilist and tell them that I think theres a problom.

The problom with the second option is I think the eye doctor is not a big fan of me. She seemed to be very disgruntled with me during the tests. My eyes are sensitive. 2 surgurys and im a night person. These played into the test and made it difficult.

So I ask you. What do you think I should do? Should I just stay with my old pair that work ok? Or should I go back and see if I can't get a pair that work well? (and hope my insurance pays for them)

Well I just learned that the xbox 360 vertion of Titanfall was delayed. Again. Titanfall was supposed to be released March 11th. Same as the Xbox 1 and PC vertion. Well 2 weeks before launch the 360 vertion was delayed till March 25th. Now 5 days from 360 launch. It was delayed again! Till April 8th.

Respawn Entertainment says that it was delayed for improvments. I want to believe that, but Im 85% sure that it is a false reason. I think its a ploy from MS or EA to sell more Xbones. I serously hope im wrong. But if im right, then Respawn, you will have lost all my respect for you. Same with you EA and MS.

Now I garentee there will be comments about "Xbox1" or "PC" Well for those that will comment that. Save your F**king breath. Im not buying a shitty console and a $3,000 pc just to play 1 F'ing game.

Is doing emergency commisions so they can take the beloved family dog to the vet. If you can help them then it would be highly appreciated. If you can't help money wise, then please spread the eord for them. Thank you.

My past is not perfect. Its riddled with things that I wish I could take back. But I cant. There stuck there tormenting me and theres nothing I can do about it. Worse yet, I still make mistakes. Mistakes that should not have been made. But they were made. And now I pay for it.

The mistakes range from high, to low. The biggest mistake. Was the half attempt at suicide. Yes, I was ready to end my life at the pull of a trigger. It wasnt fun, and its something im not proud of. Its one of my deepest regrets to date.

Next to that is my inability to do anything right. I was entrusted $15 by a friend to spend on a co-op game(s) I bought one DLC for L4D2. I spent the rest on vurtual mony for world of tanks. A game that pisses me off and is not worth any money. But even knowing that its a terrible unbalenced game. I threw money at it. Money that wasn't mine to spend. I betrayed the trust of my friend. Another mistake that can never be undone.

Mistake #3. I moved to Ohio. It was fun at first. Then became a nightmare. I needed a way out. Then came mistake #4 I moved to WA state for a girl. A girl that I met ovr XBL. At first we got along. And then we were at each others throat. Another mistake that I deeply regret. Not because we argued. But because of the hell I put her through. No one deserves that.

There are countless more mistakes. All ranging from petty things, to things that are a lot worse. Al l of them I regret. All of them I wish I could un do. But I can't. There with me for ever. Never to be fixed, or healed.

To those iv hurt and betrayed. Im sorry. Sorry for everything. I hurt you and i betrayed you. I dont expect forgiveness, noree your sypithy. Or anyones for that matter. I just wanted you to know that im deeply sorry for the pain I caused. Im a terrible person. And il never change.

For those that read this wall of text, Thank you.

Theres a game beta that I wanted to play. Come to find out hat it will only be 0n XB1 and PC. Not the XB360. So im sad now

I feel like im adrift in a void of nothingness. as of 3 days ago I fineshed the series of Wolves of the beyond. The book that my sona is heavily based off of. It was also very similiar to my actual life. Faolan born a madcadh. A cursed pup. Me born with a rare-ish medical condition. Im attached to him on a level that cant be explained.

I am in a position of uncertenty. My health is poor. Im depressed. And everything I once knew turned upside down and lost. All I have left is my close friends and family. And my connection to a past life. A life of a wolf.

For those that read this and dont know. I have a deep feeling for wolves. I have more in common with wolves then I do with humans. I also am a firm believer that I was a wolf in a life sense past. And that I am a human reincarnation of that wolf.

But now something has changed. Im no longer as active as I once was. I sleep through the day. I feel alone and un-needed. like there is nothing left for me in this life. iv done nothing of note. nothing of lore or glory. But I have in a life long lost. what is my job here? in this life. What is my destiny?

My thoughts are conflickted. Nothing makes sense. All I know is that I am wolf and my name is Faolan. and that I must stay strong. To do that I must rely on my friends. My family. And ALL those I hold dear. Cause with out them, My journy will end. And I will have failed myself and all those I love.

Journol end

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