Guys! Today a new group has formed.

 You-Are-Not-Alone

This group is based for Survivors finding someone to talk to!

Go check them out <3

I have been noted by a troll about this page. This user is blaming me for being raped! THIS IS NOT OKAY! IF YOU ARE BEING HARASSED BY THIS USER  lie2urself PLEASE BLOCK AND REPORT HIM IMMEDIATELY!

WHATEVER THIS USER SAYS ABOUT YOU IS WRONG! YOU DID NOTHING TO DESERVE ANY SEXUAL ASSAULT OR RAPE!

If you need to contact me please note me on my Main account  KittenFox

Do not go harassing the user. I don't want anyone to get into trouble, he is an obvious troll just block him and report him please.

Thank you.

http://act.watchdog.net/petitions/2....._source=buffer

A sophomore attending the University of North Carolina is being threated BY HER OWN SCHOOL to be expelled for standing up against her rapest and joining other students at pointing out the flaws of the university's little policies and the fact that they BLAME the victim for it. They claim: "seeking justice for assault is "intimidating" your rapist, questioning school policies is "being disruptive" ... and doing both is enough to get you expelled."

Please click the link above and sign the petition there! Thank you! <3

If you wish it would also help to spread the word!

Hey its  KittenFox

I am so truly sorry that I have let things slip here. I have been dealing with a lot of stuff in my own life and Fa has just been on the far back burner I haven't been on in a few weeks. I should have let my mods know to check this more often.

I am very very sorry you guys. :( I'm slowly pulling through, this week I have seen a dramatic change and I don't feel so depressed.

HOLY COW All the watchers I got to see! Thank you all for supporting FASARS!

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Once again I am very very sorry...

on another note.. someone has noted me to help with some of the sign art... since I haven't been doing them :(

They'll be doing some soon <3

I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm coming back and how sorry I am that I let things slip here :c

This may change but for now the mods are

 Lupetianwolf
 Sujidu
 WayaWolf
and of course  Feugen

These people are the mods for now since I ( KittenFox) have been having problems checking this group enough and I feel bad for that guys ;n; I am so so sorry. I hope though that these mods will be able to help by thanking for watches and replying to shouts. They do not have to reply to notes but I expect them to let me know when the group has been noted so I can reply.

If you need to talk feel free to note any of the above!

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Stay strong and thank you.

I'm sorry I haven't been doing many at all. I had intended to do them as they came but I got floods of them.. and work has been stressful on me. Also as this group grows I am in need of mods who can check this EVERYDAY. I need someone to at least check the shouts and thank those who show their support by watching us or spreading their words. I also need someone to Fave any artwork gifted to the group. I am starting to struggle caring for this group on my own and don't want it to fade off. It is too important to me.

I won't ask anyone else to read the notes (many share heartfelt and hurtful stories that can really take a toll on others when reading them) But I do ask that you let me know if there are some note's waiting for me to check so I can check them.

If you are interested and able please note my  KittenFox account with the subject "FA_SARS MOD" and we can talk about it. Thank you <3

 KittenFox

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 KittenFox here <3

I wanted to let you all know..

I have been going through a hard time.. (swing over to my account if you want to know and don't already <3) so I haven't been keeping up much with this account. I'm still struggling getting it off the ground.

I AM STILL planing on doing the sign pictures. <3 everything is slow going right now. I'm trying to get back into the swing of things after being thrown around a bit.

I apologize for not keeping up so much.

I need to ask some more people to check the page and respond. Its growing quickly and I fear I'm going to over run and notes and messages will go unanswered and I DO NOT want that to happen. This is too important to me and those of you who send this group messages to not respond.

also.. THANKS FOR ALL THE NEW WATCHES! <3 <3 <3

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Someone said the profile page is hard to read? Are you guys having problems with it? It seems fine on my computer and my Mate's computer settings... I even use the dark settings...

Let me know and I can change the colors <3

So..  staindwolf94 noted me with this great Idea for an ID picture.

It would be one large sign saying "FA SARS supporter" and then in the background would be phrases like "You are not alone, it is NOT your fault, we can get through this together"

But we need to come up with more phrases. So Comment below with what you think should be on written!


Also on a side note... I won't be making a mascot for this account... Because.. my mate brought up that some asshole out there might make some very disgusting artwork against us... (No one has done this so don't freak out <3)

BUT! I believe we need a symbol... and we were thinking a Phoenix. As starting a new. Rising from the ashes of our shadowed pasts.

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NO NEGATIVE COMMENTS! THEY WILL BE HIDDEN AND YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!

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I was 23, or almost 23. My best friend and I had moved into a house that was very close to the Austin Peay campus...so that I could walk to my classes, since I didn't have a vehicle yet. It was literally one and a half streets over.

After my last class of the day, I went to the library. My friend texted me while she was there and said she was going to go on to her new boyfriend's house, some 30 minutes out of the city. I was okay with that. Despite being so close to campus, it wasn't the best neighborhood, plus, though it was fall, it was still pretty hot at night and we didn't have central heat and air.

I think it was a Friday night, because the library closed at 2 AM, and I wasn't worried about getting home and getting sleep. I left the library as it closed and took my time walking home, stopping to admire the water fountain by the science building and take some pictures.

I then continued my leisurely walk, when I heard noise behind me. I turned and saw a figure, but chose to pay him no mind. I then continued on, when I heard a voice call out from behind me.

I stopped and turned and he jogged up to me and flashed his ID, saying his name was Junior. It was too dark to see the ID at all, but I just nodded. He must've been watching me for a while, because I remember him asking something about if I had a camera. Anyway, after a bit, he followed me towards the house, asking to use my phone. Knowing what it was to be without one, I obliged. As we reached the house, he asked for a glass of water, while he sat on the steps. I said sure, and went inside to get him the water.

When I came back out, he was gone. Not a trace of him around. Nor any sight of my phone.

Upset, mostly because this was a new phone, I locked the house back up and walked back across campus to the campus police.

The campus police were of little help. They said since the theft occurred off-campus, the Clarksville police would have to be called in. While I waited for the Clarksville police to arrive, I called my friend and let her know what happened, and since the phone was on her account, she called Verizon to have the phone suspended for lost/stolen.

When the Clarksville police arrived, I couldn't give a decent description, since it had been dark, and I'm bad at descriptions as well. Furthermore, they disbelieved my story because Verizon was able to suspend the phone so quickly.

So after that fiasco, I went home and was just laying down for sleep, when there was a knock on the door. I got up and went to the door.

It was Junior. Perhaps it was my naivete, or my tired mind, but, thinking he was going to give my phone back, I opened the door.

He walked right in.

Over the course of the rest of the night, he cooked food on our stove, took me into our bathroom, made me look in the mirror, and told me I was beautiful, tried to fondle my breasts, sat on my bedroom floor with me (we didn't have beds yet), and listened to me talk about God.

I think my talking about God is the only thinking that kept me from getting raped. Even then, he kept touching my legs, despite me expressing my discomfort with this verbally, and brushing his hands off.

Sometime after dawn, when school buses started running, he finally left. But not before he insisted on a hug and, when I complied, trying to get him to go away, he held me in an iron grip and tried to kiss me. It took all my strength to break free, and even then, he only let go because he wanted to.

I waited for my friend to get home and tried not to cry. I was tired, I was unnerved, I was distraught.
I'm not even sure if I remember all the details, because I tried to shut away the memory for a couple of months after that.
But that's it, that's what happened to me.


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I was at a party with my friends. We where all drinking and having a good time. I desided to go out to my car and smoke a cigarette. The next thing I know a guy I didnt even know was in my car and he pulled his pants down and shoved my head down on to his dick. When he finally left I just sat in the back seat and cried for a bit. I waited til my friend came out and I drove us home. I got yelled at by my boyfriend at the time for not getting to his house on time, little did he know why I was late because I was too ashamed to tell him what happened. This happened back in "03" and I have grown sence then and faced my fears. I no longer have the flash backs, But it helps that everynight I feel my mates arms around me knowing that he would never let anything happen to me. I am truely greatful for him in my life. I hope that my story will help someone else face their fear head on and say you will not beat me and you can not control me anymore!



YOU ARE NOT ALONE! We are here to help you through this. These two have dealt with and are dealing with their demons of the past and have shined light into the dark places where we push these things. I ask you to thank them for their courage and SUPPORT THEM. Nothing they did was wrong. NOTHING any Survivor did or does MAKES it okay for ANYONE to harm them NOTHING!

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Thank you all for watching <3

And A special thank you to a few who have shared their stories with me <3 I am glad that you are willing to go out on that scary limb and shed a little more light on that dark spot in your past. *Hugs you all.* Feel free to post our icon on your pages or support us by posting journals about us.

PLEASE let us know Note or Shout or Comment if there is ANYTHING you think we should display on our profile or make journals about.

Remember. YOU ARE NOT ALONE! WE are HERE to SUPPORT YOU! We are willing to take your hand and walk with you. We are here to listen. We will not judge. Nothing is your fault. Rape and Sexual Assault is NEVER the Victims FAULT! You did nothing wrong Despite what your attacker might have said.

You ARE STRONG. YOU WILL get though this. We are here to help. <3

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