writing just to vent, dont read this terrible, mess
Posted 13 years agoFreedom to the full moon
The full moon approaches, I feel it, its coming.
My hair stands on end, a static charge fills the air, I can feel its magic changing me.
The pain is not yet here, later tonight I fear I might not be able to take down these notes.
It always starts with my fur, it grows , always to the same length,silver on the sides and black down my back.
My beard turns to wishers, my voice deepens, and that's the end of the painless part a hour into the night.
The fingernails become weak, break off , and regrows in seconds into claws, I can still bear the pain.
The feet always first, immobile to the floor in the fetus position is best, I wont walk until this is over.
Pain is now unbearable, I feel my bones break one by one,the sound would have been enough to make me turn this fate down, when I had the chance.
Next is my pelvis, my skin burns as it re-stretches over my new form
Adrenaline,
adrenaline, no feeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!
I must embrace it or it gets worst, my back cracks ,
my fingers lengthen to pervert the claws.
last part is about to begin, my soul and face ,
starting with the jaw, it snapps and grows longer.
my teeth break loose,
my k9's grow in there place
my nose, forehead and ears all breaking, changing and becoming free to howl at this glorious moon, my mother, giving birth to me every time
PERFECTION AWAITS...
blood on the floor turned black by the moon
I am allso free, from this pain,
this pain I pay in full for this moment, for my rebirth,
My mask is now removed and I am a wolf again,just for tonight...
The full moon approaches, I feel it, its coming.
My hair stands on end, a static charge fills the air, I can feel its magic changing me.
The pain is not yet here, later tonight I fear I might not be able to take down these notes.
It always starts with my fur, it grows , always to the same length,silver on the sides and black down my back.
My beard turns to wishers, my voice deepens, and that's the end of the painless part a hour into the night.
The fingernails become weak, break off , and regrows in seconds into claws, I can still bear the pain.
The feet always first, immobile to the floor in the fetus position is best, I wont walk until this is over.
Pain is now unbearable, I feel my bones break one by one,the sound would have been enough to make me turn this fate down, when I had the chance.
Next is my pelvis, my skin burns as it re-stretches over my new form
Adrenaline,
adrenaline, no feeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!
I must embrace it or it gets worst, my back cracks ,
my fingers lengthen to pervert the claws.
last part is about to begin, my soul and face ,
starting with the jaw, it snapps and grows longer.
my teeth break loose,
my k9's grow in there place
my nose, forehead and ears all breaking, changing and becoming free to howl at this glorious moon, my mother, giving birth to me every time
PERFECTION AWAITS...
blood on the floor turned black by the moon
I am allso free, from this pain,
this pain I pay in full for this moment, for my rebirth,
My mask is now removed and I am a wolf again,just for tonight...
Did the werewolfs lose the war?
Posted 16 years agoGoing to the cinema today I came to the startling realization that it seems as if all werewolf movies have died down dramatically recently, leaving only a abundance of vampire themed movies.
There's always been some sort of Hollywood war between the two themes of movies and you could generally always find a equal amount of both but whether its at the movies or on tv it seems nowadays that its rampant with vampire media,lets face it we've been flooded with vampires, theres twilight(yes has weres will get back to it in a bit),Blood the last vampire,Daybreakers, and True blood(tv series),where's all the werewolf movies gone?
It seems that the wolf has become an endangered species that if seen in a film gets poorly represented as a mindless beast with a poor character and and more often than not a testosterone driven mindless violent rage that only knows how to kill and give cheap thrills to the viewer, all of the above can be seen in the "Underworld trilogy" its sad I know and some will disagree,yea it might have started the lycan subculture but it still tries and force the old believes of a dumb beastly werewolf,that knows nothing except violence and has to merged with a vampire to become something intelligent, human like and less violent.
Hollywood has bought into vampires, wether that is because of the decades of poorly shot, exploited werewolf horror movies, or the sudden rise of the twilight semi/fandom.Twilight is probably the best example of whats wrong with the perception of weres (note I haven't read the second or third books yet) the main lead is in love with a smart sophisticated vampire, whom she just met and instantly falls in love with , he then teaches her that vampires aren't some evil blood sucking creatures but are caring and loving individuals,yet she completely ignores her childhood friend that has allways loved her, and eventually saves her when her vampire BF dumps her and cant save her from some evil vampires, its sad, really sad.
What I really would like to see is a role reversal for once,why cant a male lead character fall in love with a hot intelligent female werewolf,who shows him that were-wolfs are actually softies and nice and comfy to cuddle up in winter time with?
Maybe Neill Blomkamp can direct it :P (District9)
And why is all werewolf males?
PS this isn't meant to insult any one just to vent and act as a first blog post feel free to comment and discuss or pm me about how angry and upset you are because of the BS spewing from my mouth,but honestly so far it seems that the furry community is the only exception.
There's always been some sort of Hollywood war between the two themes of movies and you could generally always find a equal amount of both but whether its at the movies or on tv it seems nowadays that its rampant with vampire media,lets face it we've been flooded with vampires, theres twilight(yes has weres will get back to it in a bit),Blood the last vampire,Daybreakers, and True blood(tv series),where's all the werewolf movies gone?
It seems that the wolf has become an endangered species that if seen in a film gets poorly represented as a mindless beast with a poor character and and more often than not a testosterone driven mindless violent rage that only knows how to kill and give cheap thrills to the viewer, all of the above can be seen in the "Underworld trilogy" its sad I know and some will disagree,yea it might have started the lycan subculture but it still tries and force the old believes of a dumb beastly werewolf,that knows nothing except violence and has to merged with a vampire to become something intelligent, human like and less violent.
Hollywood has bought into vampires, wether that is because of the decades of poorly shot, exploited werewolf horror movies, or the sudden rise of the twilight semi/fandom.Twilight is probably the best example of whats wrong with the perception of weres (note I haven't read the second or third books yet) the main lead is in love with a smart sophisticated vampire, whom she just met and instantly falls in love with , he then teaches her that vampires aren't some evil blood sucking creatures but are caring and loving individuals,yet she completely ignores her childhood friend that has allways loved her, and eventually saves her when her vampire BF dumps her and cant save her from some evil vampires, its sad, really sad.
What I really would like to see is a role reversal for once,why cant a male lead character fall in love with a hot intelligent female werewolf,who shows him that were-wolfs are actually softies and nice and comfy to cuddle up in winter time with?
Maybe Neill Blomkamp can direct it :P (District9)
And why is all werewolf males?
PS this isn't meant to insult any one just to vent and act as a first blog post feel free to comment and discuss or pm me about how angry and upset you are because of the BS spewing from my mouth,but honestly so far it seems that the furry community is the only exception.