Today, after having a good few weeks without having depression striking me, I have learnt that a few people arent happy with me. Mainly because of a picture I recently drew, The artwork I did that was about why smiling is a good thing.

Yet people saw this as a chance to attack me for not including them in the drawing. As I stated when I first uploaded the drawing and in the description, I mention that I was sorry to anyone for not including them. Yet they still attacked me, driving me full of stress and sadness.

I will not mention those people, and I still go by what I stand. I am sorry for not including anyone I left out in that picture, it was meant as a gift to alot of people not just the individuals on the picture.

Infact, all I ever wanted to do was to make people happy, and seeing that i have upset so many people. I now know I have failed at that. In fact, just trying to draw for myself and others made me feel happy!

But now I'm not sure what I should do anymore, I am thinking of quiting drawing. I don't want to upset anyone no longer, and I know that drawing a picture for those that I missed out will not be enough to please them.

So I am sorry to everyone, you can ignore the 14 year old boy that just wanted to please everyone he met now. I hope everyone will be okay now.

Hey there everyone! Sorry I've been rather quiet recently, well actually, I think I've been quiet for most of the time i've actually been on Furaffinity.. Whoops! ^^;

So I'd thought i'd update the journal seeing as it's been a while since I last did one!

I do enjoy watching cartoons and anime alot (my parents think its strange but I dont! ^^), and I'm sure alot of you enjoy them too.

Going through peoples comments around the web, I found that America tend to get alot more animes broadcasted. Well here in england I found that isnt the case ^^; Recently there have been new shows popping up over here which I'm happy about but I learned some things ^^

For example, I've never heard of Adult Swim before ^^; When I first heard it, to be honest I thought it was some kind of porno channel ^^; But I found theres quite a few good cartoons on there ^^

Sorry for turning this into a rant but..Does America still have Toonami? Or has it became CN Too like over here? I'm kinda missing Toonami here ^^; Programs like Megas XLR, Teen Titans (now known as T Titans) and One Piece are gone. Mind you the dubbing for One Piece was TERRIBLE..But at least FUNanimations is trying to make up for 4kids mistakes.

Now it seems to be marathons of Pokemon, Billy & Mandy, Fosters Home For Imaginary Friends (going stale sooo quickly) and Ed Eddy n Eddy (I dont mind it really, it has fun jokes and puns!).

And er.. Nickeloden! I'm sorry but there is way too much spongebob over here..Does America have the same problem? At least Fairly Odd Parents, Avatar and Yu-Gi-Oh cover it up slightly (Yu-Gi-Oh i'm really pushing with..4kids should stick with Pokemon to be honest..but they kinda ruined that with getting rid of Misty if i'm honest and bringing in two new followers..May and Max is it?

But never mind.. Oh um.. Do you have Jetix over there? (currently known as the Power Rangers channel to me)

Um... I'd better quit the rant now..so erm.. What are you opinions on the cartoons, animes recently?

*sigh* wow.. i never expected most of my family to forget it was my birthday (its been 6 days and they have only just remembered).So i've been kinda down lately,specially when you have nearly the entire school against ya... but i will carry on =)

I still have you guys =)

Just letting ya know that i'm gonna start attempting to draw again since it has been a while since i drew ^^;

thats all i have to say.. and i'll hopefully come back with some pics =)

from a shy fat fox

after nearly... what... 3 weeks? i finally got the internet back! it feels so good to be on here again! i really must apologise to everyone..while i was off i couldnt get my mind into drawing, i was trying to keep my grades up at school. so now that i'm back, i'll start drawing again! (and still keep up my grades too!)

yay its my birthday on the 21st of april ^^

... ok its a month away..so sue me ^^;

well i just want to say thank you all for helping me with those requests =) that artblock hasnt fully gone but it is going ^^ i've got a few more requests and i'll work on a few gifties =)

another thing is.. seeing as i am a shy foxie, i dont know people that well and well..could i perhaps have a few people tell me their birthdays? so i can do birthday pics? ^^ sorry about all of this ^^; it feels kinda embarresing and leaving me a bit guilty when there someone i know and i havent done them a birthday pic ^^;;

well.. thats all i have to say so far ^^

REQUESTS AGAIN! woo! ^_^

art block comes to everyone.. unfortunatly, it stalks me.. soo...i'm gonna do requesties to help me break out of it =D

i'll also do art trades too ^-^ anything to help destroy the ebil of the artblock!

i'll also set out to giving out random gifties too!

i shall do somthing that politicians can never do.... I SHALL KEEP TO THE PROMISE! =D

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you may need to wait a tad bit thats all x3

well.. thats all i think i have to say.. oh wait! thankies to all my friends that help me to draw ^_^ that.. and everyone else too =3

for the past few weeks.. some may have noticed that i havent faved any art of stories..Havent commented....havent uploaded something... well.. BLAME MY DAD! my dad has now learnt not paying for the internet means that they'll cut you off from it!
spending time off the internet has made me a bit... primitive and nervous so..
expect the worst!

um.. i think i'm done now ^^

Heyyo everyone! its just the shy fat foxie here, thats...less shy than usual x3

anyway...i felt like i needed to change my old journal since...well, i went to germany AGES ago ^^;; So i thought maybe i'll try to make some friends with a fun quiz ^^

Well... at least i hope it'll be fun ^^

1. Whats ya naaammmee? ^_^
2. Do you like fat furs?
3. Write the first thing that comes into your head!
4. Whats your fav food?
5. Do you like food? ^_^
6. Ask me a question! ^^
7. Care to be my friend? =3