Hey there everyone,

I'm sorry I've not been as timely with these journal entries as I said I would... However after the wedding things are starting to decline, not in our happiness no, we're good on that.

It just seems when life takes a shit it all falls at once. This all started a couple weeks ago, leading up to my brother's wedding ( yes my brother got married 2 weeks after me). My Father in law wasn't feeling well, and with his conditions it had to be serious. Seems as though they found growths on and inside his liver. Which is good for no one, ever.

He tells us to travel to Michigan to by far the worst organized wedding ever! # hours in the middle of nowhere is wear our hotel is located, 1 hour south is where the actual wedding , also located in the middle of no where. At the wedding I was asked to video tape the ceremony. The problem, I have no video camera, nor know where the one I am to use is located. Camera shows up with the Bride's maid, literally one minute before show time. Along with the camera being overly complex, hope they like crap filming, cause that's what they got.

Next I have no complaints that is was a cocktail reception, nor it was a limited open bar. But when the non booze stuff isn't free, I have a hard time drinking heavily when I'm an hour away from base, with next to know idea of how to get there... Should've mentioned that there was no maps to any of the locations printed. My wife soon after the ceremony is blitzed, and sprains her ankle after stumbling off of the curb outside the location. To which I go in to damage control mode, and get her up and out as quick as I can. In my head I think everything sucks about this party, you all are horrible people, and I'm going home.

She has a break down, in the car, I am attempting to console her, and ensure she is great, and yes she is drunk. Also we will get her back to see her dad asap. All the while I lose the GPS signal and wind up in Indiana *sigh* Morale of the story, never go to a wedding with out maps, and don't charge for soda/ water especially if the place is an hour away from your hotel on tricky country roads.

At the moment things are looking slightly grim for my Father in law. The big C is looming, but we're just waiting the formal diagnosis before we can continue on with the next step in the plan.

I'm slowly gathering everything I need to return to school in a few weeks, I am still taking commissions to assist in paying for school/ wedding bills, since I will also be bidding a long needed good bye to my current employer. The hours just will not work with schooling, so keep me busy drawing smut, so I can get to class.


Commission List

 lovelymiyu 3 pieces {complete/awaiting payment}
 slimfox45 3 pieces {complete/ awaiting payment}
 xenolugia150 Comic {sketching}

Hey everyone, I'm officially married and all that stuff. Eventually I'll post some pictures for all you to see what your money went in to making. My wife and I would like to thank you all for your generosity that assisted in making our special day possible.

With that I can go back to a semi regular posting schedule.


Commissions:

 kittspidox 5 part series (paid/ complete)
 lovelymiyu 3 pieces {complete}
 drabbit 1 piece {paid/complete}
 slimfox45 3 pieces {in progress}
 xenolugia150 Comic {sketching}

Yesterday, I was married to my best friend in the world. Saw amazing people, who said, if it weren't for me they'd wouldn't be here today.

Today, I rest as well as give everyone the last chance to take on the $10 June deal.

This being the last day of the month I thought it fair to warn you all. To those that have contributed, thank you for making this one of the best days of my live.

Remember, payment is due at approval of the sketch(s). Note me now, so you can get the low price deal.

Commissions

 kittspidox 5 part series (paid)
 lovelymiyu 3 pieces
 drabbit 1 piece
 slimfox45 3 pieces

Hey all, today is the last day I'm looking at FA until the wedding is over.

If you are still interested in the $10 June deals please note me before June 30th with the deals of your commission.

Commissions
 kittspidox 5 part series
 lovelymiyu 3 pieces

Yup, closing in on the end of June, so the $10 deal is almost at an end.

An extra bit, next week I'm getting hitched, so there will be no new art or posting what so ever. I'll take notes and draw afterwards, but yup next week I'm closed for business.

That is all

About half way through June. 17 day til the wedding, needless to say I've been busy.

I've also had my fair share of commissions as well. Which by the way I'm still doing despite the craziness. Remember for this month I will be drawing on the cheap.

$10 shaded one character pieces (examples)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10826345/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10710360/

Also  xenolugia150 are still working together to make spidery desires come true with combomissions at $35 a piece (examples)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10465545/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10552979/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10552979/


Commissions
 frikken 4 part series (paid / complete)
:lovelymiyu: 3 part series (complete)
 lavabat (paid/complete/awaiting story)

Hey everyone, I know this is weird... I blog in the middle of the week. I'm the reason why is great!

I'm offering a June only deal! Shaded , one character commissions, will be $10 USD . That'll include various props. Like spiders, robotic arms, devious shadows, and other nonsense.

I will ask for a simple back ground. and the list of standard no's No scat, no Snuff, no feral, nothing with like five million wings.

Drawing will be similar to this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10710360/

So get on it! Make my future wife happy.

I have to ask, what sorts of stuff are you guys looking for? I mean commission wise that is, I know money is in short supply.
However so is my time with the wedding date closing in quickly. I'd love to draw up as many as possible before the wedding date in order to help with bills.

Give me some clue, please so that I can draw for you. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Vv9rBWoJ-U

We love work for you...

Also check out http://deviantbondage.com/index.php.....il-spiderwoman
for the little comic I worked on for them.

Commissions:

Well I got nothing

Well, I want to say the partying is done... But that'd be a lie. There is so much crafting and wedding stuff to wrap up before next month. Thank goodness we're taking it all in stride. The Gifts that periodically show up at the apartment help with motivation as well.

For right now I feel like things are moving at the right course, and I do hope they continue upon this path. *SIGH OF RELIEF*

Other things happening, well I finished some long awaited project in the commission line up so I can refresh that up a bit.
I'm still working with  xenolugia150 on spider stories and another possible comic.

I might take another gig with :iconpgzezulka : at http://deviantbondage.com/index.php.....il-spiderwoman ...who knows?


Commissions:
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)
 torch142010 Sketching/ unpaid {sketching}

Remember your commissions assist with the wedding/ my schooling so i'm taking as many as I can get.

Well, yesterday was my 30th time around the sun. Have to say my day was loaded with fun, drink and merriment. I guess that means I'm an old fart. Eh, there are worst things to be, I suppose.

 xenolugia150 and I are still working together with our co- commissions for $35 usd. With that you get an image with a spider of sorts, and a story describing the situation, Tailored to your wishes, of course.

Commission List

 pgzezulka comic (compiled/ awaiting payment)
 wolvain bondage picture (complete / check's in the mail)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)
 shadowsfox icon/paid {complete}
 vrani combomission/ paid {complete}
 torch142010 Sketching/ unpaid {sketching}

Hard to believe that things are moving so quickly with the wedding. This past weekend we visited the site with our photographer , just to give him the lay of the land and have some fun out in the city which we are to be wed. Ate way too much stuff, and drank way to many things. It got to the point I began wearing a luchadore mask in the style of rooster-man from one of the many boutiques. My fiance bought it proclaiming I was her cock. Yes I own a mask, and I am blogging with it from now on... It is my blogging mask. (pictures later)

Other things, next week I turn 30. Wheee! I'm still creating the combo commission with  xenolugia150 so please do get in on the spidery goodness.

Commission list

 pgzezulka comic (sketching)
 wolvain bondage picture (complete / check's in the mail)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)
 shadowsfox icon/unpaid {complete}
 vrani combomission/ paid {sketching}
 torch142010 Sketching/ unpaid {sketching}

Things in my life at the moment are falling in to a crunch category.

What do I mean by this? Well my wedding is slowly approaching and the nerve as starting to fire " Oh shit, this is happening. I better get this show on the road!"
Or there is the gym where I'm still doing what I can to loose 20 lbs before the wedding. 2 months 20 lbs , game on.
Or the the thought that I'm returning to school and I'm going to for sure have to quit my current job, which the staff love me, and the students hate me. As well as find a job I can work evenings.
Or my parents car getting rear ended Sunday evening while parked outside their home. By a careless driver that didn't brake and more than likely didn't take heed of the 25 mph speed limit.

Lots of things in my life are full of crunch, or crunching needless to say.

What else. Oh yeah, I've finally finished that pre-posed image from January. bout damned time right?

I should also probably mention what the last blog post was all about " Those Fucking Lizards" Nothing against the scalies community in any light here. Last week my fiance and I went to Florida for a trip to Disney World. Woo! While there it was Gecko (or some other native lizard's ) mating season. Which my fiance's mother watched them for hours on end. Flaring the orange neck ruffles, and just being very very still , while they posed themselves over the female of the species. This whole thing made me shake my head, and think that she needed to stop living to the double standard of my love life with her daughter, or start showing the same disgust for the debaucherous act happening before us. Through the trip when anything occurred, not in our favor. We just stopped, shook our heads and sighed " those fucking lizards."

Commission list

 pgzezulka comic (sketching)
 wolvain bondage picture (complete / check's in the mail)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)

Hey all, I went on a short trip to Orlando with My fiance and her folks. After the horrible week of bombing flooding and trench foot, I think we managed to plan this trip right on time.

Even though the weather people in Florida said "it's gunna rain." Friday we go there after an early flight and had the easiest check in ever. Rockford airport... You rock. Then after sitting around waiting for a room to open up we hit the pool and got some drinks. sadly which tasted like there was zero booze in them. *sigh* Dinner was alright, with the exception of the coming storm front, while we were eating outside. needless to say, not a good end to the day.

Saturday, we were told by the weather people, RAIN FOREVER. So to play it safe we flip our choice of going to Epcot for more touristy places, like flea markets, and " the Chocolate Kingdom." Think tour for kids, but there was a chance to make our own chocolate... I miss you bacon chocolate, so much. Despite our fun in doors, there was no rain, none at all. Fuck you weather channel.

Sunday, we all got up and packed our stuff for Epcot, the most informative place on Earth, or at least Disney World. Things started off swell, not a cloud in the sky. the rides were more than I remembered from my youth and couldn't wait to tour the countries. Then the rain happened. It was slight at first , then it just exploded. To the point of buying a souvenir poncho was mandatory. This continued for the rest of the world, and sadly caused our drinking our way across the countries to slow to a crawl.

We still had fun, like when we looked back on the day and recalled when my lady and I were huddled under a small ledge in Japan, while we sipped plum wine, listened to the Village People's live show, and were assaulted by baby ducks. Any other place surreal. At Disney, it's just another walk in the park.

Well back to business,  xenolugia150 are still working together to make this spider picture story commission come together. It's only $35 usd and includes a full color drawing with either, a giant spider, or swarm of smaller spiders. As well as a short story by  xenolugia150 You can purchase multiple drawings/ stories to show the continuation of your cocooning. Join the fun.


Also if you are involved with the prepaided image. I will request a note from you all with the list of gear/ reference to you character (s) involved with the image.

Commission list
 pgzezulka comic (sketching)
 wolvain bondage picture (sketched / check's in the mail)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)

pre- pose slots
1.  shadowsfox {awaiting payment}
2.  shadowsfox {awaiting payment}
3.  torch142010 {paid}
4.  slimfox45 {paid}
5.  canas_nagase {paid}

That was a rough 48-72 hours I had with fixing this tablet. After getting frustrated and reformatting the damned thing the stylist didn't work. So I packed up every stylist I had and threatening the hell out of the machine I found out that the stylist from my old laptop tablet works fine, whee I'm just happy it's working again.


Next issue came yesterday in the form a notice from paypal, stating that I ordered $76 worth of make up... I'm really not the one to wear the stuff, less it has to do with a zombie walk. Which was another 3 hours on the phone , just waiting for admins to fix the problem and track down the scum-bag that stole the money.

Like I said before I'm getting back on track in order to start making commissions once more. About a week ago after  xenolugia150 posted their series I illustrated I thought maybe running a co-commission series with them. Where I crate a scene with a short story to be posted along side the image. Both of us working hard upon the piece.
I figure this type of commission will be $35 a piece. And require info of how , why what and all those other things involved with an intelligent group, or single giant spider like the one featured here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10318264/
If this is something people would dig, please give me some feed back.


I still have 2 preposed slot open as well. After another week I'll note anyone that has requested to be involved and offer a different image, so that you all my get your money's worth.


COMMISSION LIST

 pgzezulka comic (sketching)
 wolvain bondage picture (sketched / UNPAID)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)

pre- pose slots
1. EMPTY
2. EMPTY
3.  torch142010
4.  slimfox45
5.  canas_nagase

Shit, last night my tablet on which I do my drawing and such no longer recognizing it's stylist. The fuck is that about? I mean I even did a full system restore, and nothing...

Until this problem is fixed I have to put my drawings on hold. Sorry everyone for the delays.

Hey all,

Good news . I've been given a chance to apply for the Radiology program this year. No longer is my life on hold. Thought it might be slightly more taxed with the decreasing funds of my bank account with this wedding business and what not. But hey, I get to go back to school in the fall. And have an exit plan that'll get me away from children.

I also have 2 more slots for a pre posed image, if anyone still wants in on that. Details can be found here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9844915/ I can't get it started until I have all slots filled.

Commission list

 pgzezulka comic (sketching)
 wolvain bondage picture (sketched / UNPAID)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)

pre- pose slots
1. EMPTY
2. EMPTY
3.  torch142010
4.  slimfox45
5.  canas_nagase

Like I said last week, work sucks. I 'm honestly sick of children beyond the point of comprehension. However there is a new person coming to handle the elder monsters leaving me to tend to the younger ones and makes sure they get to where they need to be. I think it could be a good thing. Another good thing is there might be a job outside of child care within my grasp. Or at least I hope. I mean, retail isn't a blast, but I think it beats dealing with brats any day.

At some point this week I'm also going to try and learn the DEV system for 3D rendering. It should be somewhat fun...
I also have 2 more slots for a pre posed image, if anyone still wants in on that. Details can be found here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9844915/

Commission List
 pgzezulka comic (sketching)
 slavegirlyadre Complete
 wolvain bondage picture (sketched / UNPAID)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)

pre- pose slots
1. EMPTY
2. EMPTY
3.  torch142010
4.  slimfox45
5.  canas_nagase

Hey all, I've taken a month long sabbatical from drawing. And other things due to wedding planning, designing invites, and job hunting. Yeah... not much has improved on that front.

However the point I'm making is I'm going to try to get back in to drawing at some of the most inconvenient hours. Early morning and late nights. I mean it's really the only time I'll have to be artsy.

I can take commissions , but they will be dealt with in a slower period of time. So just bear with me.

Commission listing.

 pgzezulka comic (sketching)
 slavegirlyadre
 wolvain bondage picture (sketched / UNPAID)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)

pre- pose slots
1. EMPTY
2. EMPTY
3.  torch142010
4.  slimfox45
5.  canas_nagase

I hate posting his sort of journal, but I'm not feeling myself. and have not been feeling myself for sometime.

I know for sure that I am down because of my line of work and change of hours. Which is why I've gone back to filling out job aps.

I might take a brief pause from drawing as well. I know I still have some withstanding commissions. And I will get to them again once my mood has lifted.

I also have that character pre- pose thingy. if you want in let me know and I'll work on it after I get out of my funk.

Yup, did about nothing other than sit around naked. Have to say. I like this naked sorta day too. The question is, do the neighbors?

On top of all of this, I'm feeling a little burn out. I have very little time to work on things in the morning and then having an 8 hour day . Not making for a happy artist. I still have commissions on my plate and want to see them through to the end.

Also to fight this lack of time I started a pre- pose drawing for $25 a slot. I can make various modification to each character , like shape, binding implement, gag, build. Just note me if you want in, and please have money up front... I won't start work on it until I have all slots filled. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9844915/ there is a link to the image, and yeah... I had a Sailor Moon thing kinda going on too.

Commission list


 xenolugia150 complete {awaiting payment}
 pgzezulka comic (sketching)
 wolvain bondage picture (sketched / UNPAID)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)

pre- pose slots
1. EMPTY
2. EMPTY
3.  torch142010
4. EMPTY
5. EMPTY

Hey all,

I managed to catch a stomach bug last night. My girl was sick and I wanted to take care of her. and well it got me sick. Go figure.

Also my work schedule has changed, for better and worse. The better, I can sleep in to the ripe hour of 7 am if I so wish, rather than 5am. I will be working with a class room all my own, prepping kids for school in the fall.

The worse. my hours are 10-6 straight, with a break called nap time. which means there will not be a time for me to draw during the day like I have been in past months.

This is partially what I wanted. get up later, and have full time hours. However I will be missing several things. time with my dad while I draw around him, and time to talk and draw for all of you guys. By no means am I done taking commissions. I'm just saying I'm going to be moving at a slightly slower pace.

To that point I must be able to keep in contact with my commissioners as well. And need to know what I am working with and when money can be sent. My time have gone up in value since I'm using it to plan weddings, design invites, and lesson plan now, and if you can't post back to me in a regular fashion , just as I've done for you. You happen to not be worth my time. If you don't have the money now, let me know when you will or a rough ETA.

Commission list

 xenolugia150 series/ shaded {awaiting payment}
 pgzezulka comic (sketching)
 torch142010 completed
 wolvain bondage picture (sketched / UNPAID)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID) NEEDS TO CONTACT ME BY THE END OF THE WEEK


Trade

 sitinuramjah (complete) ( awaiting reply)

Today, I braved the cold as many of your others have. And proceeded to walk 6 children to school in -16 degree weather through about 5 blocks. Meaning I literally froze my ass off. And 5 hours later. I'm finally getting the feeling back in my legs and I'm dreading going back out there. Not just for my safety, but the kids.

Speaking of which, I have more responsibilities at work. I'm now in charge of preparing 10 kids for kindergarten. Which means less hours to draw. I still promise to get work done on any number of those commissions I have on my plate.

Commission list
 xenolugia150 series/ shaded {awaiting payment}
 pgzezulka comic (sketching)
 anubiiswerewolf line art (complete/ PAID)
 wolvain bondage picture (sketched / UNPAID)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)
 jacendkm tba (UNPAID)

Trade

 sitinuramjah (complete)

This past weekend I made another major step in the whole getting married thing. I tried on my tux, and chose the style and color with the assistance of my half of the wedding party. I think everyone enjoyed that I was such a docile Ken doll for them all. I honestly don't mind, having had to be dressed up in any number of get ups for plays and performances that my mother was involved at the local community theater.

Also talked over cakes and smoothed stuff over with my brother and his fiancee, since they were overly insecure about our wedding being a month before theirs. *eye roll*

And I as many of you have seen I'm pulling away at commissions of all shapes and sizes. I want to once again thank everyone that is supporting me and the matromoaning of my soon to be wife. I'm enjoying myself while drawing and "painting" once again. I've even started up with a monthly kinky photo-group. Currently we're pounding out details for next months shoot. If anyone has ideas, I'm all ears.

Commissions
 xenolugia150 series/ shaded {awaiting payment}
 pgzezulka comic (sketching)
 anubiiswerewolf line art (complete/ PAID)
 klonoap 2 part series (complete/ PAID)
 torch142010 TF series (complete/ PAID)
 wolvain bondage picture (sketched / UNPAID)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)
 jacendkm tba (UNPAID)


Even though I have much on my plate I am still taking commissions and pondering stream ideas. I'm not a huge fan of people looking over my shoulder as I draw, but possibly eye candy while I draw. *shrugs*

Yup everyone the Holiday season is over, and brought about many changes. For one, I'm engaged. Two, I've now moved in with my girl whom I love deeply. Thirdly we've found a time and place to be married. Whee!

I want to thank everyone that has put in for commissions, and I promise I will get to them as quickly as I can. With moving out I've had to take up more hours at the daycare meaning fewer hours to draw and put in on your lovely works. Also the search for a higher paying job continues as I work on both of these tasks. I hope something pops up soon...

I've also gotten back in to photography and I'm attempting to shoot artsy bondage like stuff, recently I was lucky enough to have four beautiful ladies which I wrapped together and turned in to my XXX-mas tree. I hope this will show up on a website I'm hashing out with a few colleagues of mine.

Commissions


 xenolugia150 series/ sketching {awaiting payment}
 pgzezulka comic (sketching)
 klonoap 2 part series (complete/ paid)
 wolvain bondage picture (sketched / UNPAID)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)
 torch142010 TF series (Sketching/ awaiting payment)
 jacendkm tba (UNPAID)
 anubiiswerewolf line art

Hey all, early update... I want to thank  xenolugia150 for the shameless advertising for me, and funding my wedding.

And for the rest of you, thank you for all the warm and well wishes.

Commissions
 xenolugia150 series/ sketching
 Chubby-kun character drawing {sketching/ Unpaid}
 pgzezulka comic
 klonoap 2 part series
 lovelymiyu 2 character {complete/ Paid}
 wolvain bondage picture (sketched / UNPAID)
 shaderose67z tf series (UNPAID)
 torch142010 TF series (UNPAID)
 jacendkm tba (UNPAID)

Trade list
 rencat complete