So ya I have not done any real art in like a year. Mostly because for the last year I've been living with my fam, and ya know, not open minded people and all that.

I should be moving out by the end of the week, and once I get situated I'll be doing more art, or just drinking alot, probably both. The only thing wrong now is that my hard drive blew so I'm using an old one that has vista on it. When I tried to connect my scanner it went to blue screen of death. So I gotta fix that somehow. I think it's time for just a new computer.

Lately I've been commissioning/addicted to YCH, so I've been posting though's. . . at least its something, and I love seeing others artwork.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12572562/
but don't enter cause I wanna win XD

Okay my new account is up, yet unfinished. I'm still posting a bunch of old crap.
So if you like my evil pictures but don't like my fetishy ones come on over.
 TheLostSpeck

SO I've been looking at my profile, and thought that my work is too divided. Scrolling through it, it goes from hot femboi sex scenes to morbid monsters. I want a more organised and uniform look so I'm splitting the two up.

In short, "If people read this at all" is if you watched me because of the darker side That work will be moved to the new account. I'm not going to delete anything because as you may know if someone favored it and I remove it, it just become a big blue X. I'll upload the old stuff in time and place all new work just there. Sexy and beauty will still be posted here.

One last thing. I am looking for an artist to draw my character Speck for my profile ID. I'd draw something myself, but I also like other peoples art, and having different art styles on the front page.
SO if you know someone who's good at doing "dark art" and has open commissions give yourself or other a shout out in comments.

if you have not seen it yet, it's either not midnight where your at, or your missing out.

if you have not seen it yet, it's either not midnight where your at, or your missing out.

must I drink that mio crap cause they use anthros to advertise it?

In what world is this game have anything to do with Tekken?

when I played it I was hopping to kick some ass with my super cheap Hwoarang / Xiaoyu eat my crap combo's from hell. . . . . . . Oh wait there entire move set is different like all of them. Switching finger stance does nothing now v.v and how in the hell is there no eddy and bryan. . . . .DLC my ass
QUEST FOR MORE OF MY MONEY DICKS, I ALREADY BOUGHT THE GAME WHY MUST YOU SUCK MORE MONEY OUT OF MY ASS FOR THE CHARACTERS I LOVE.

Don't get me wrong I figured out the game and how the mechanics work, but I just really wanted to fight like I do with tekken not capcom, quarter circle moves and such.

good game had alot of fun playing the characters, just not what I was expecting.

also dragon age 2 cant hold a candle to origins, and I cant wait till dragon dogma.
that is all.

stolen from  Ainhanda

ALL | ABOUT | ME
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- Name: nil
- Single or taken: yep
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: 4/24/86
- Sign: Taurus
- Hair color: purple
- Eye color: blue
- Height: 5'8ish
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: yes
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Something that smells nice
- What are you listening to right now?: MSI "stupid motherfucker"
- Who is the last person that called you?: roommate
- How many buddies are online right now?: no clue not looking
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F A V O R I T E S
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- Animal: I wounder?
- Color: purple
- Drink: bloody marry
- Element: wind
- Food: something sweet
- Game: Chrono Trigger
- Movie: Interview with a vampire
- Song: impossible to tell
- Subjects in school: psychology, science
- T.V.: current? the walking dead
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: hmmmm, maybe
- Smoked?: just quit, thank you
- Bungee jumped?: not yet
- Made yourself throw up?: got to get the demon outta ya sometimes. ^.^
- Skinny dipped?: sigh.. no
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Never
- Pictured your crush naked?: sure
- Actually seen your crush naked?: old crushes yes, new one? soon I hope.
- Cried when someone died?: Never
- Lied: if you say no does that make you a lair?
- Fallen for your best friend?: maybe
- Used someone?: yes, is that really a bad thing?
- Done something you regret?: Plenty of things, but i try my best
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: normal i guess...
- Desktop picture: FLCL pic of "never knows best"
- CD in player: ya I don't have a boombox anymore, all my music is in my comp.
- DVD in player: nightmare on elm street 3 "got the set for christmas and I'm starting to watch them.
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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: some guy
- Hugged: girl i work with
- You kissed: random guy, at new years party
- You IMed: no clue
- Talk to online: Kitsume
- You sexed it up with: girl from work
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: very much so
- Open-minded?: more than anything
- Arrogant?: sometimes
- Insecure?: sometimes
- Random?: I've been called that. . . often
- Hungry?: ummm no
- Smart?: I would like to think so
- Moody?: no
- Organized?: not at all
- Shy?: yes
- Difficult?: very easy going
- Bored easily?: yes I need to keep moving
- Entertained?: easily
- Obsessed?: for short periods of time
- Lazy?: yes, though I don't want to admit it
- Angry?: never
- Happy?: I try to be
- Hyper?: its kind of my thing
- Trusting?: it all depends on the person. Do I trust random guy? no, someone who's earned it? yes.
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning I: write down my dreams
- Love is: the only thing you need in life
- I dream about: happiness
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: the sex "random question indeed"
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: Life
- Makes you smile: skulls
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: people
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: duh
- Wish you were younger?: more than anything
- Cry because someone said something to you?: one time, geez
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 1 is enough
- Of Cd's I own: real count 82, I thought I'd have at least a hundred, though with inter web, much more.
- Of scars on my body: tons
- Of bones I've broken: ribs maybe, never went to hospital to make sure though, so prob not.

go and get'em
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:22934837

so I haven't uploaded anything for awhile, not that I'm not drawing just that I'm not finishing anything but just moving on to other projects. No discipline i guess, also it takes forever to complete something and I've had many idea's.

Sooo im gonna start uploading sketches and inks just to put stuff up. so get ready for just dump pic's for awhile. If I finish anything I'll prob delet the sketches just so my gallery is cleaner.

whoops guess not, just saw that the sites on read only mode. >.<

I'm not sure why but I was thinking of racism, and why we have it. Its because someone is different from someone else, and with that we make labels for them and us to differentiate them. blacks, whites, asian, indian, and so forth so we separate them from region or color. That I think is the biggest problem "labels" the worst of which is minority's why not just call them what we all are. . . people

stop being an ass and just get along and have fun with life.

woot just bought a decent scanner on tiger direct -place ad here- very good deals for electronics there. so hold your breath for my new awesome pictures.

anyway it should come within the week, which is good cause i got about 10 or so pics saved up cause i didn't wana use my shitty camera to post them.

so now i can start uploading, and get that false sense of satisfaction that I craze to prove to myself that i am a good artist. . . . . characterist

Its all for the ladies *cough really men cough*

working at a restaurant during ac is awful, so many furs coming in we had to start turning people away. I worked my ass off . . . . damn you furrys damn you.
though i was sad to see only 1 person wore a tail, i was hopping to see some awesome ears or tails.

The sad thing about living in Pittsburgh during the convention is that everyone talks about us, and not in a"positive" light. We have all kinds of conventions here but nothing gets people talking like furrys

well my other computer bit the dust, and with it my scanner. sooo no more art till I find a bunch of money in the street.
best i can do is take pictures and post those crappy quality pic's.

eh i have the 132 color pencil tin, but since i draw my character so much I'm running out of his base colors.
oh and never drop a pencil, the lead "or whatever's inside them" inside breaks and every time i sharpen it the tip falls off. Now i have 127 semi full pencils and 5 really short one's >.>

why cant i buy single pencils or a mix and match pack. oh that's a good idea "prisma start doing mix and match sets!"

free art, but as usual i already have most the the sketch done
what i need
a ball stomping foot sniffing creature to play with nil
prefer male but i could make changes if i have to

oh and of course i need ref

yay I'm 25 now
for the first time in my life it falls on Easter so now i share a birthday with zombie jesus

well this is turning out to be the worst month ever

1. my cousin robed me and is now on the run from cops "he just got out of jail for rape and has refucked his life"

2. My student loans have caught up to me and i now have to pay 290 a month for the next 10 years.

3. I just got a letter for jury duty . . . . yay >.>

4. my computer with the scanner has just crashed and i can no longer scan my pic's till i get a new scanner. You'll have to do with photo's . . . . . when i get batteries.

good things in my life

1. i now have a pink mohawk :3 "dont think they'll take me for jury duty with that. ever one else just say's to say something racist but . . . i just cant do that"

2. my work lets me have a pink mohawk even though its food serves which is usually pretty strict. next is purple.

3. hmmmm and all the small things i guess ^.^

well as it says i was robed. apparently my cousin "just released from prison for statutory rape" broke into my house and stole all my money and since i work for tips, he got alot of my money.
not sure what I'm going to do, but it may or may not involve a bat and head trauma

I'm doing a pic and i need another character cause i don't wanna put in no-name fillers anymore.
so whats going on and what i need:
gotta be male or a least have a penis XP
its a dom/sub thing, i call sub
must like femboi's "aka me"
so i need someone tugging my leash trying to make me suck'em off
I need some kind of ref picture
oh if for some reason you didn't figure it out yet, its adult

yay got to 2000 finally
since lots of people like to do celebratory art for such an achievement I will do the next big thing . . .
nothing, and play video games
woot ya i did it thank you everyone XD

it comes out tomorrow and i cant wait XO
i loved the first one and the expansion. though arcane mage was way to broken solo nightmare mode still couldn't even get hurt XP, well the first half was so damn hard but after you became the arcane warrior it was over.
so you may not see me till every aspect of that game is beaten gotten and discovered XP

A group of unicorns is called a blessing.

In England, the Speaker of the House is not allowed to speak.

It was discovered on a space mission that a frog can throw up. The
frog throws up it's stomach first, so the stomach is dangling out of it's
mouth. Then the frog uses it's forearms to dig out all of the stomach's
contents and then swallows the stomach back down again.

RATING SYSTEM:

(+++) WANT.
(++) Yeah.
(+) Cool.
(~) Eh.
(-) Nah.
(--) Nope.
(---) Hell No.
(?) What?

Anal on Males: (+++)

Transformation: (~)

Yaoi: (++)

Girly Boys: (+++) soooo cute

Subbing/Domming: (+++)

Subbing: (+++) I'm nothing without direction

Domming: (--) I cant even take care of myself

Tentacles: (+)

Spooge: (++)

Bondage: (+) ah cant move

Oviposition: (+) i have egg?

Cross-dressing: (++) i can look cute to

Oral: (++)

Orgy: (~) kinda shy so many people

Muscle, Male: (-) not me

Lactation: (~)

Incest: (+) not mine, but i like your fam

Partial Nudity: (++)

Anal on Females: (~) eh, they have a better hole

Clothing: (+)

Collars: (+++) never take it off

Stockings: (+++)/(+++) [Girls/guys] love'em

Muscle, Female: (-)

Herm: (+++) shi has everything i want ^o^

Macro/Micro: (--)

Impregnation: (~)

Paw: (+++) "hell ya I suck toes" my true fetish

Bi: (+++) how could i not like what i am

Mind Control: (~) you dont need that I'll already do what you want

Uniform: (~)

Solo Masturbation: (+) oh you tease

Tech: (--) robot?

Sadism: (+++) hurt me hurt me

Hyper: (+) soooo big

She-males: (+)

Sinking: (?)

Body Paint: (~)

Plants: (~)

Mud/Quicksand etc: (?) i no wana die

Anal Vore: (+)

Rape: (++) only for me dont want other raped

Watersports: (~)

Masochism: (+++) its what i do

Multiple body parts: (~)

Zoophilia: (+) obv not in real life

Breasts: (~)

Breast Expansion: (-) to big

Hetero (M/F): (+) seen it

Biting: (++) ouch oh ahhh

Inflation: (-) still to big

Pregnancy: (+)

Yuri (F/F): (~) to many holes XP

Fat/Pudge: (~)

Cock Vore: (+) more funny then sexy

Standard Soft Vore: (~)

Weight Gain: (--)

Tails: (+++) duh

Cub: (~)

Baby/Diaper: (~)

Standard Hard Vore: (+) i dont like to be eaten but im not against it

Scat: (~)

Gore/guro: (+++) yay blood lots and lots of blood, wait for sex ahhh *run away*

Snuff: (---) dont wana die still

Skunk spray: (+) stinky

Asphyxiation: (---) stop killing me

Shoe/Boots: (~)(+++)

Suit and Tie: (--) yuppy

Soul Vore: (?) do what now?

Butch Girls: (~)

Cheesecake: (?) is that like a vd or something?

Glasses: (+) its cute

Electricity: (-) never tried it dont think i wana

Wet-look: (+)

Unbirth: (~) born again furry XP

Latex/Rubber/Leather: (~)(+)(+++)

Rimming: (++)

Teasing: (+++)

Tongues: (+++)

Saliva: (+)

Hair: (~)

Nose: (~) haha boogers

Cuteness: (+++)

Innocence: (+++)

Shyness: (+++)

Non-consensual: (+) again only for me

Condoms: (-) no one likes condoms

Food: (--)

Gags: (++)

Master-pet/master-slave: (+++)

Orgasm denial: (+++)

Food denial: (~)

Violence: (++)

Drugs: (~)

Drunken fun: (~)

Exhibitionism: (+)

Public: (---) the only thing i will not do, no matter what. way to shy

Voyeurism: (~)

Experimenting straights/bicurious: (+++) you gotta find out

Sex while driving: (~)

Docking: (+) its funny

Uncut/foreskin: (~)

Blood: (+++) yay blood without dieing

Necrophilia: (---) but hes dead

Toys: (+++)

Self service: (~) gotta do what ya gotta do

Three-way: (+)

Gang bang: (+) for me?

Stranger sex: (+++) whos that oh ah

Felching: (++) is for me

Virgins: (+)

Strip tease: (+)

Prostitution: (~)

Watching: (++)

I'm a perv and probably likes weird things to much