Comment on this journal and I WILL!

1. Tell you something I learned about by looking at your Fa page for 13 seconds

2. Tell you a colour you remind me of

3. Tell you my first memory of you

4. Ask you a question

5. Tell you something I like about you

6. Give you a nickname

7. Tell you the object that is to the left of me

8. Dare you to do this yourself in your journal

I know im not a meme guy, but this one seems fun :3

Just got home and damn...Fa is full XD

im spending a while with my boy toy down in southern utah so i will see ya when i get back

For some reason, all of them involve road runner cartoons, vore, and hitting someone in the head with a chair.

 Kristian002 <==== Dats my tubby collie love <3 He's a snuggle joy! X3 Also ===> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8934012/ <==== DAT BELLEH!

Had a little BBQ get together, short but sweet we were a little sad that not alot of people showed up, but we were thankful for the ones who did. They made today very fun and eventful <3

You think you know who your friends are. Got left to walk 19 blocks last night when my friends decided to leave early without telling me. Was thankful but embarrassed at the same time...a cop was nice enough to give me a ride, only after being questioned, patted down, leaned up on the car while he looked through my stuff. Then telling me he didn't trust me out at this hour (4 freaking AM) with an out of state ID. So yeah. I'm ticked off!

I want to thank a few people for making me feel better, My IRL dearest friend and tubby collie  Kristian002 and  VOREadmirer99 and  Jett_Ailchu-92 for knocking some sense into me and talking to me.

This is a happy journal <3 my fears are over! I...am happy <3

This morning, I woke up to the worst feeling of pain, dread and regret. My dreams have been getting worse, and worse. My stress levels. Have been getting higher. Ive been getting pissed, at nothing. Ive been getting utterly infuriated at people, at points trying to find reasons to be mad at them. My dreams although different, have been showing me, what i am capable of doing. And it is not afraid to show me, in my more recent dreams. Ive argued, fought, and in my most recent dreams, killed people i would hold dear to me. And the only reason why is because, i found a reason to be mad at them.

If anyone can help me with anything, would be helpful.

Well, didn't know who did it but thank you for doing so. Been around here for about 4 years, and i know im not the most popular fur, but i try at least.


Im still open for commissions if anyone is interested, I need something to do and god forbid i need the money badly. D:

My prices are still the same, Ive had 2 commissions sense ive opened...a year ago o.o so yeah...im open....-waves sign- (might make one of those pic things showing im open...like...i'll do something funny...,maybe i'll get people to notice me :D

But anyways yeah, weekend was fun i guess, on Friday, friends came over and played cards. Saturday i forgot what i did, i think it was a good thing cause im pretty sure i did nothing. And Sunday i made chocolate chip cookies with my roomie.

But yeah. Another week yay.

For some reason, ive just been so tense lately, alot of things pissed me off for some odd reason, i think i just need to chill.

And i don't think my stomach has any part of it...its not squirmy...enough...to explain this...where did everyone go?

hehe im hungry :9

:3 So how was being outside for a while? XD now that FA is up, everyone can be hermits again XD

Or at least i think i should. I'm hoping to at least get out and meet some new people. And no...If you ask me out in this journal. This isn't a IM SINGLE COME HUMP ME journal. Its one saying im thinking about looking again, i feel like im ready.

<3 should do something nice for those who watch me :3

Well.. Apparently i made a few people upset and that's not in my nature to do so. It was just a rant journal. Although i am pleased to see alot of people agree with me, but I tend to want to keep everyone in the clear about me being upset, but not at anyone in general. To those i might have upset I am sorry, its just alot of times i need to get SOMETHING out. I'm tired of saying whats on my mind and people being upset with it, on one hand I could say "who gives a shit, if this bothers you then you have to much to worry about" But thats not me. Like I said, I keep my rants as anonymous as i can.

I just generally wanted to let out my thought about a subject that well, gets on not only mine apparently but alot of peoples nerves. But i guess not everyone can have the same mindset, That's not anyone's fault. But on the other hand I do have to let out my feelings some how. I will admit some people really annoy me more than others. And personally, I know there isn't a damn thing i can do about. So tough shit. Although when the people i am annoyed with don't let me talk to them, it tends to have me look down on them. Because one of two things. One, they know what it is I want to talk to them about. Or two, they are content with being they way they are and they do not want to change. Those are the two that in my own time have seen the most. So you can't blame me for anything otherwise.

I will not be taking this one down because I still think its an issue that i need to talk about, not only the god mod furs thing but the face that I think i try to be as kind as I can in my ranting journals. That I try to the best I can do type these as best as can without hurting anyone.

Been getting back into the whole art thing and i feel like i can do this now so if you want drop a trade request or ask for a commission. Don't worry im cheap, Like 5-6 bucks or so, depending on what ya want XP. Reason why im doing this is well cause...im hungry D:

Honey Badgers are not coated/filled/taste/or are made out of honey! THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE HONEY ON THE SIDE FOR DIPPING! NOTHING NADDA ZILCH! I MEAN WTF PEOPLE....This is one SEXY ENGLISH MUFFIN PISSED OFF TURKEY BACON >:/ i want my beat'n turnip

I just got done making this HUGE journal on how i love phil collins XD but as soon as i upload it fa gets in that super slow thing it does and just quits on me. Making all that i just typed gone! Anyway....

In a nut shell Phil Collins did alot of work, Just as an example my faves are You'll be in my heart" from Tarzan And "Take a look through my eyes" from Brother Bear. I know he did ALOT of awesome work, but those songs have the most times played on my playlist <3

Ive kinda lost the feel...the well...feel to do so...kinda tired of just drawing the same people the same thing, only to have them not even look at it. BUT! i will do this...Tell me to draw more if you DEMAND me to draw at least 3 things this week? and if i don't, ya'll can eat me.

THIS ISN'T A REQUEST JOURNAL! XD i just to see how many people want me to draw again

If so lets talk magic!

YAY!!!! X3 this tansky is 21 now! 83

at this point if i can have one thing, is to have nothing bad happen....