Heyo fellas, it's been a few months, but I'm finally set up again with a new computer and living situation. I can work on commissions again and all that jazz - apologies to everyone waiting for so long. It's been a wild ride, and frankly, this situation could also come to a quick pause as I may have to move out yet again due to another situation boiling with the family I'm staying with now. But for now I'm all ready to go - hopefully I'll be able to post a huge backlog of art and finish outstanding commissions soon so I can start accepting more.

Thanks for you guys' support and comments during this time - I haven't replied or been active on here much (the old site was horrible for mobile,) but the understanding has been a godsend for me as I went through those times.

Heyooo

It's been a long-ass time since I've posted anything, mostly because I told myself I wouldn't post unless it's my next commission. I'm moved out, and my situation is a lot better. The only major downside is that, because of the wacky family situation, I no longer have my computer. Good news though is that I have a computer now, but don't have a monitor to even use it. I have computers with monitors I can use, but the color calibration on them isn't good at all, and I have no confidence that if I was to actually complete art on them, the colors would turn out even remotely accurate or acceptable. So I'm waiting until I get my monitor to finally finish them - all I can do is sketches and lineart rn.

I want to work on them again since everyone at this point has waited a really long time for them. They've all been on my mind over all of what's happened, and I do hope that soon I'll have a setup where I can do them again.

Anyway, hope you guys had an epic Thanksgiving, mine was rather swell, and now I will go mix the leftovers in a bowl and shove it into my mouth.

Hello good friends and colleagues.

I want to apologize yet again for not posting anything or getting done with commissions. I know a lot of people have been waiting an unacceptable amount of time to get them, but things have kind of exploded with my family. There's a lot to explain, but put simply, they do not agree with my decisions to do certain things. They have continually put down my dreams (except the ones that they personally see as potentially successful, such as working to join the Navy and quitting my shit retail job to work on art.) and discouraged me, even tried to force me, to not follow things I believe would be extremely beneficial to my mental health. I've been battling a very prolonged bout of depression for a few years now. I finally figured out something that I believe would make me feel much better, gave me hope for the day and year I have dwelled on the possibility of, and they view it as disgusting, unacceptable, and even manipulative. They believe that if I should go through with what I want, I will be destroying the person they thought of me as. They are very religious. I no longer believe what they do, and it's been causing a lot of emotional strain on everyone.

I'll be moving out soon, as the entire reason I live in my brother's house rent-free was my efforts to join the service. Unfortunately, I realized that's not something I can do without getting my mental health sorted first. That will also, by its nature and recent push backs by the government, immediately disqualify me from military service. I understand waivers exist - but if I go through with what I need to do, my chances are extremely slim if not impossible, and at the current point in time, would certainly bar me from being a pilot in the service. I'll be moving in with friends who support my decision, and instead work towards a commercial pilot's license. If things change in the political climate, I may still be able to join, though in a few years. I hope it's not too late, but I am content in my decision even if it ends up being a pipe dream. It's just the way things are right now.

On a lighter note, thanks to everyone who has supported me and watched me on here. It's very appreciated, and I hope to get more art posted soon for you guys. There's just a bit I need to get done here. I may be without my computer for a while due to the moving process, and I'm not sure how long this is all going to take to settle. I'm a bit strapped for cash right now, and haven't been in a place where I can pump out art like I was before. Things are tight, but will be ok.

Good wishes to everyone dealing with their own struggles. There's always hope at the end of the tunnel, no matter for how long it goes.

Have a great day everyone, and godspeed.

Hufh.

Heyo cool guys - I've been a bit slow with my artwork and commissions recently, and just wanna apologize to everyone waiting. I've just had a bit of a wacky week and been art blocked for the first time in a while. Hopefully very soon it'll come back to me, been trying to draw something every day still hgnhgagn