I don't think I ever came into this expecting to get big, but between a lack of drive and inability to really afford attention or criticism I'm really lost for what to do. I just sorta have manic spurts of activity and then lose it for what honestly seems to be months on end.

I just kinda wanted to confront that out loud. I don't want any pity, I just don't want to pretend like I'll start making content just because I feel like I'm supposed to even when I'm not inspired or willing to. This isn't like an "i quit" thing either. For anyone out there who might be seeing this, thanks for sticking around or stumbling upon me. Thanks to anyone still checking in for your time and patience, and I hope maybe one day when I get my personal life dealt with, or figure out whatever my deal is I'll be a better content creator.

Until then, I guess things will trickle in when they happen, I don't wanna make any lofty promises.

Seeya around.