I'm learning how to cook!

Something I will definitely need in my future! So far I got eggs, French toast, grilled cheese, egg in the hole, hash and eggs and omelettes down easy!

But I can't ruin breakfast by having it all the time!!! >:(

So I am learning how to cook meats as well as prepare simple yet affective and yummy meals!

Meals I wanna learn how to make!:
- jambalaya
- pork tenderloins
- fried chicken
- beef stew
- hamburgers
- porkchops
- polish sausage
- tacos

Some you'd think would be simple... Hell I think so too! But I also have no idea what goes into any of those...

So here's hoping I don't lose any fingers!!

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I watched up to the last two episodes two years ago. Now I got it for xmas and almost forgotten the whole thing.

Now I gotta watch the whole series again, because I really want the full experience of emotionally invested in the last two episodes. Its kind of a pain but I just love this anime so damn much!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3WAwc6s-E2g

Mike Patton has an amazing damn voice and is scary and heart warming at the same damn time!

Show this motha fucka some love!

watchin' some 'how i met your mother' gunna watch the whole series this break.

Btw i noticed my watch list has gone down, to those of you that remain sorry i haven't been around lately. I haven't exactly been as involved in this fandom as I was the last two years I've known about it. What I'd like to say is that I'm havin' some artist's block. I can't think of anything or any reason to draw like before. Music, family, and vid games have taken precedence over this fandom, which for me is actually a lot of work. My family issues are getting sorted out and this semester has turned out great for my report card.

There are a few things that I've learned and come to acceptance with as well and I hope to be moving on from the slump I have been in by next semester. Oh and I've also gotten two job offerings for the summer, I am pretty sure I will be an RA next year and I have basically sorted out all the issues I had since senior year of high school. So yeah everything is coming up me!

- DARY!!

Rotties don't look like Doberman I will fight everyone until everyone knows the difference!!! >:(

Im a very sick rotty... and I got work all weekend...

fucking bronchitis...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=aSO-0-R0d5E


so yeah... fucking awesome!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=Pz3cJWEmug0

BAM! most adorable thing ever!

if you asked me for free art of a character ima draw some fatties sooooooooo yeah be prepared to see your character fat soooooooooorry i wanted to draw some chubby

also ima draw them outta order :S

THEY ARE HOT DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!11


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qDAat_UanE&feature=feedrec_grec_index

IT'S A WRITING ASSIGNMENT FOR CLASS I'm just posting it for S's and G's

also very interested in seeing what you all think

Yo just ask me for a drawing and I'll draw it I'm not busy at all and like drawing for pple so please feel FREE to ask me


See what I did there

Not instead of pants!!!!!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4FC85vgHCmM

Name the band that made that song and you get a cookie made by yours truly!

Anyway I freaking got a wisdom tooth coming in... And that's the first of four that I know of aaaaaand I hate it. Lol lots of rotty hate these days. :p

I guess if I had to say I was feeling anything it'd be fear. I am afraid of the pain I'll feel. Of the surgery I'll need and of the fact im still growing up even though I'm fighting it the whole Time!! I freakin hate the idea that I won't be able to do the things I do now because it'll hurt to do anything active. I hate that I loose half my friends every 7 years and just move on. I am kind of scared of being too old for this even.

I figure I'll grow out of the fandom like so many others do and I have even been tired of it now even though I've only been in it for two years. Idk I really freakin hate the idea of me old... Or even grown up. To be an adult is scary and sounds tough. And if I could get some respect or recognition by acting immature or just acting like a kid I would do it all the time. I know that's not he way that life works so I grow up just like everyone else and I do stupid adult things like everyone else.

Anyway the main point to this whole journal is fuck wisdom teeth!

So yeah!

NOOOOOOOT!!!



lol yall punks who be going without me best have fun! or i'ma beat you up >:(

for anyone who didn't know I'm working the saturday of mff and won't be able to make it. So live it up without me. I will be here possibly getting tipsy so i will be giving out personal information like i always do when I get a little too much in me. lol

So yeah No mff

#is the saddest rotty ever

I use internets to vent. I know its not the smartest thing to do but I look at it as shooting a shotgun into a flock of doves. you are gunna hit something, and all I want to do is clear them out a bit at a time.

I'm not a whiner, at least... I hope im not O.o And I don't look for peoples comments or anything to try and make me feel better. lol most of you probably don't even read these journals. But knowing they are out there and taking the time to write them makes me feel at least a little better.

So yeah I want to just let it be known that I don't need attention I am just doing the things it takes for me to be happy in the long run.

Also I'm not quite sure what I'm doing here any more lol, I see a few of you on a regular basis and you are the only ones I plan on really taking the time to get to know on a personal level, and the other few of you who take the time out to comment on things i post haven't really had anything to comment on. So Idk why I'm even doing things on this site when facebook works much better because I'd be telling the people I know and love the problems I have rather than strangers on the internet.

So I think this pup is getting a little sick of the fandom on a personal level this time, rather than a social level.

I don't have a problem with anything or anyone. I guess I'm just bored. And the more I look at stuff that doesn't make me happy anymore or get upset over some trivial thing that really shouldn't matter I see this fandom more as a chore rather than something fun I want to do.

My drawings kept me going for a while but I stopped seeing improvement somewhere around September and I've posted at least 30 drawings since then i am not happy with. But I don't care enough to try any harder for stuff i don't get any attention for anyway. Idk I feel like they put baby in the corner and I'm baby. LOL you don't put baby in the corner!

but i digress, I like being in the fandom and being a derp and shit but I just can't find something that makes me happy any more. about wraps it up :/

gimme a while i'll find something that takes all of this back lol I just needed to say it

well I just got back and i lost my expensive flash drive on the bus -.-

It just had some music I could easily get back onto my comp if i ever went home again so im not pissed about losing what was in it. just the fact i lost it...

also my comp has been fixed and right now I am recovering all of my stuff back onto it so I will be able to start drawing again :D

on a less positive note i don't have microsoft office on my comp because the disc got warped D: and now I have to fight for position in the computer labs here :(

this semester is really bumming me out.

Ima be busy tomorrow and sunday so Idk if I'll say it ever and right now is the best time yo!

So happy halloween go to the best parties and eat the most candy!! I know I will :3

The time for epic Tom foolery is now!! Take the chance!

Bowled a turkey during practice today. It was my first turkey ever... And it didn't count...
Le sigh

AHHHHHH SO FUCKING GOOD!!! WATCH IT!!!! I ORDER YOU!

season 2 so far....

Fucking amazing
holy SHIT!!
fucking amazing
Shut the hell up bitch
Fucking amazing
FUCKING AMAZING!

ahhhhh so many things that are just dark and terrible but I fucking love it!!!

waaaaaaaatch iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit

 Alkali <--- this mutha fucka is my room mate and he still hasn't seen episode two...

WATCH IT DUUUUUDE i will watch it with you! You gotta catch up this weekend while I'm gone!!

My lil bro put up a story on Facebook about the shenanigans that he and my dad got up to last night.

"True story: Tonight i was really hungry and my dad says he was making roast chicken. I love chicken. he called for dinner and i got excited and went to go sit down. To my dismay, my dad got drunk and tried to handle the chicken without hot pads and forgot how to let go. He threw the chicken and now there's chicken and grease all over the floor. My dad picked up the chicken and served it to me. I guess i wont be eating tonight. FML"


this hasn't been the first time this happened lol

<3 you guys!!! :D

This pup is going back to his dog house this weekend. Just a heads up! I get to see mama and papa rotty :3

I can't wait to see my family again it seems like forever!! It's funny how much you miss the people that made you the crazy person that you are. :p

Btw update of awesome!

Things I've added to my list of things you need to hear see or taste before you die goes thusly

Tv
Breaking bad
Walking dead
The tenth kingdom

Bands/albums
The 88 - not only... but also
Lit - a place in the sun
Soundgarden - super unknown
Morgan Lawrence

Books
Silverwing series
Dexter series
Sandman comic series
Walking dead comic series
30 days of night comic series
On a white horse series

Yuuuuup

Just do it

When a couple of guys that were up to no good started makin trouble in my neighborhood.
:p

I was asked yesterday to show up at work today and now I'm sitting on my ass watching the basketball players running drills and getting crushed by my camera which weighs 50+ pounds. I think my boss wants me around more which is really freakin awesome! I'll get more work which means more money which means I won't charge for my scribbles anymore. :p


I am praying to some supernatural omniscient being that this game goes well for me and I can work more this semester and next. Not a lot Mind you, but if I can get like a game a week and it doesn't get in my way than that would be fantastic.

I know ima regret it tomorrow but I'm so stressed and tired and hungry it just ... Has to happen I'm listening to epic walking music as I march my keester to t bell for what will prolly be the end of me :3 it's been a good life I'll post pics later ;p