I feel old
Posted 15 years agoI shouldn't be complaining.
I know for a fact some of my friends would smack me for saying "I feel old".
But whatever.
My birthday is in 3 days.
Gimme a break.
I know for a fact some of my friends would smack me for saying "I feel old".
But whatever.
My birthday is in 3 days.
Gimme a break.
I Feel Accomplished
Posted 15 years ago...
Posted 15 years agoToday I walked into class and noticed a friend of mine,
a man whom I consider my brother, wasn't there.
This isn't unusual, he often skips class because he either sleeps through his alarm
or gets really bad migraines.
He wasn't there this morning because he had tried to kill himself.
I almost lost my brother.
I'm not in a good place right now.
a man whom I consider my brother, wasn't there.
This isn't unusual, he often skips class because he either sleeps through his alarm
or gets really bad migraines.
He wasn't there this morning because he had tried to kill himself.
I almost lost my brother.
I'm not in a good place right now.
So, getting close to 2K views, huh?
Posted 15 years agoWell, since I totally missed out on the 1K celebration,
I have a small contest.
First person to send me proof in a note that they caught my 2000th page view
gets a free piece of art of Lola and a character of their choice c:
LET THE SQUABBLING BEGIN.
♥
I have a small contest.
First person to send me proof in a note that they caught my 2000th page view
gets a free piece of art of Lola and a character of their choice c:
LET THE SQUABBLING BEGIN.
♥
I've got a date with a Pink Floyd fanatic
Posted 15 years agoNot really.
Her dad is the fanatic,
but he watched me like a hawk the last time I went over.
DIDN'T WANT ME TRYING ANYTHING WITH HIS DAUGHTER NO SIR'EEEEE.
I love the man though.
He's got a Dark Side of the Moon mailbox,
a DSOTM banner in his basement,
and the "man cave" (complete with bar and big screen TV) is The Wall themed.
Her house is my heaven.
And her dad isn't a total douchefuck to me.
-thumbs up-
I COULD LIVE THERE FOREVURRRRRRRRRR.
Her dad is the fanatic,
but he watched me like a hawk the last time I went over.
DIDN'T WANT ME TRYING ANYTHING WITH HIS DAUGHTER NO SIR'EEEEE.
I love the man though.
He's got a Dark Side of the Moon mailbox,
a DSOTM banner in his basement,
and the "man cave" (complete with bar and big screen TV) is The Wall themed.
Her house is my heaven.
And her dad isn't a total douchefuck to me.
-thumbs up-
I COULD LIVE THERE FOREVURRRRRRRRRR.
So... Am I back?
Posted 15 years agoI have no idea.
I've been kinda floundering these past weeks,
trying to avoid all human contact that wasn't necessary.
But a few days ago I had a revelation of sorts.
And I decided it was time to pick myself up.
As is customary after each dip in my emotional sanity,
my hair mysteriously gets shorter.
This has happened every year for about 6 years.
Shorter and shorter, at least as short as I can get it before it looks like shit.
So, new id to show off the new hair.
I'm sorry to say that in these past weeks I haven't drawn much of anything,
let alone looked at this site enough to notice the amazing artwork people have been creating.
I'll be doing all I can to get back into the swing of things,
but this furry is still licking the last of her wounds.
I'm back, lovies.
Partially, anyways.
I've been kinda floundering these past weeks,
trying to avoid all human contact that wasn't necessary.
But a few days ago I had a revelation of sorts.
And I decided it was time to pick myself up.
As is customary after each dip in my emotional sanity,
my hair mysteriously gets shorter.
This has happened every year for about 6 years.
Shorter and shorter, at least as short as I can get it before it looks like shit.
So, new id to show off the new hair.
I'm sorry to say that in these past weeks I haven't drawn much of anything,
let alone looked at this site enough to notice the amazing artwork people have been creating.
I'll be doing all I can to get back into the swing of things,
but this furry is still licking the last of her wounds.
I'm back, lovies.
Partially, anyways.
An Adventure.
Posted 15 years agoMy friends successfully got me out of the house yesterday.
And out of school I guess.
Fuck.
I'm dead.
Not exhausted.
Just dead.
I've had it.
I'm done.
Just done.
And out of school I guess.
Fuck.
I'm dead.
Not exhausted.
Just dead.
I've had it.
I'm done.
Just done.
Oblivion
Posted 15 years agoIt's nice and dark here.
Won't you come and play?
Won't you come and play?
Fuck.
Posted 15 years agoBye FA.
I'm flying out for a spin in monster land.
Dunno when I'll be back.
I've either just made a really good choice,
or I've just ruined two beautiful lives.
I don't know what to do anymore..
and I don't think I realize what I've just done..
I'm flying out for a spin in monster land.
Dunno when I'll be back.
I've either just made a really good choice,
or I've just ruined two beautiful lives.
I don't know what to do anymore..
and I don't think I realize what I've just done..
HOLY FUCKING SHIT OF FAGGOTRY TRUE COLORS
Posted 15 years agoThe True Colors conference.
is.
fucking.
fantastic.
I got there at 7:47 AM, and was greeted by an extra enthusiastic group of queers jumping around screaming "WE LIKE DICKS SO GET
IT STRAIGHT WE LOVE TO BE QUEER AREN'T WE GREAT?" I just fell in love. i have never been more at home and more comfortable
in my entire life. We went to an introduction performance, where a stand up guy talked about how he fell in love in high school, got to see
a 6 foot 5 drag queen dress like Lady Gaga and dance to Poker Face (HER NAME WAS MOMMA. OH MY GOD. SHE WAS FABULOUS.),
then we got to see a macho African American fag dance to every form of hip-hop imaginable. It blew my mind. Holy shit.
Next, we went to our first session, where we got to choose one workshop, anyone that we wanted. I ended up with a friend of mine in "I
am Beautiful, DAMMIT! Exploring Body Comfort". The people in that group took my breath away. one really sweet gay guy got up and
told us about how he had been beaten almost to death by the wrestling team at his school, but one of those very same wrestlers, who
didn't take part in the beating, drove him to the hospital and stayed with him ;w; All the people there were so chill and have gone through
a lot of the things I have, and we all understood one another. EVEN THE STRAIGHT PEOPLE WERE FUCKING AMAZING.
We then had lunch. By then I had met two amazing chicks by the names of Julie and Katie. We spent the entire lunch talking about why
Katie wasn't a full blown dyke (she likes giving blowjobs too much), how Julie's religious family was reacting to her bisexuality, and then
somewhere along the mix my name was no longer Lola. It was now Butterfly. So yes. My name is now Butterfly. Katie is Tigerlily, Julie
is Coat-wrack. I was at home. Tigerlily was using me as a chair the whole time we hung out.
We then went to the second session. I was GOING to go to something called "Rubberwear", which focused mainly on the queer dudes.
But come on. THERE WAS LUBE TASTING. WE HAD TO GO. WE HAD TO TASTE THE LUBE. And people were coming out of that place
with condom balloons. All the dykes wanted to go just to see what was up. But by the time we found the place it was full, so we went to
"Love, Sex, Relationships + Dating." This was like a giant group therapy session. We spent the entire time talking about what we wanted
in relationships, what we thought intimacy was, what experiences we've had and why the world is what it is. Apparently the counselor
running it liked my use of imagery c:
Oh dear god. That's when I discovered the LGBT gift shop. I bought a fucking rainbow flag. A huge flag. Huge. it's on my ceiling now. I
also went out and bought three bumper stickers, a tone of ribbons and pins, hugged and old lady because she was so adorable, gave a
rainbow flower to a little kid who was there with his two gay dads, and spent the entire next 25 minutes giving out free hugs. This is how I
met Caitlyn and her friend Brittany. They are such cool people, I love them to death. Caitlyn's my twin personality wise; she acts like a
butch tough bitch, but she's such a softy and acts like a puppy all the time. The adorableness almost killed me. We're gonna hang out in
a week or so when she visits her mom up close to my town. It was like, instant best friend connection C:
So then Caitlyn, Tigerlily, Brittany and I went to the last session. Remember Momma? She was running it. She talked about how
everyone knew she was gay from the beginning, but she became a born again christian because everyone hated her life style. Hated
gays. But after a while, she was like "FUCK THIS, I'M FABULOUS" and away she went. She was so beautiful, oh my god. And come on.
You have to give a 6 foot 5 man dressed 100% in drag some goddamn credit. I couldn't stop screaming "I LOVE YOU MOMMA.
YOU'RE SO FABULOUS." Her response? "OH HONEY YOU KNOW IT. I'VE BEEN FABULOUS LONGER THAN YOU'VE KNOWN YOU
WERE QUEER." I fell in love with her XD <3
So then there was the closing performance. We went to watch this little show, Katie on one side of me and Caitlyn on the other. Oh my
god it was so great. But about half way through, Caitlyn had this thing with her ribs that flared up, and she couldn't breathe, so I just
gave her my hand to squeeze the whole time to ignore the pain. I felt so bad, and she literally collapsed on my shoulder after it was
over. I walked her out to the bus when she had to go to make sure she was okay, and I gave her my rainbow falg to make her feel better.
She gave me 10 bucks to go buy a new one cuz she felt bad, but God, the people guys. The people there made my world. I fell in love
with True Colors.
I fell in love with myself.
With my sexuality.
I fell in love with us.
You have no idea.
"Your life will be miserable, your way of life is a sin."
Honey, if those people are sinners, then let me be the biggest fucking sinner of them all.
AND I GET TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN TOMORROW.
COMPLETE WITH A MIDNIGHT DANCE AND DRAG SHOW.
FUCK YES.
**EDIT: The only bad thing about this all? I ran into my ex. The really bitchy and detrimental one to my health. She made me have a panic attack right at the beginning of the conference. True Colors Conference Friday + Saturdayyy!!!
Posted 15 years agoSo, being that I was the founder and am now a rigorous participant of my school's GSA,
we're all taking a trip out to the True Colors Conference. C:
It's a conference with tons of workshops of gay rights and whatnot,
and they have limitless amounts of homosexual paraphernalia.
I'm excited.
Very excited.
You can feel it through your computer monitors, can't you?
we're all taking a trip out to the True Colors Conference. C:
It's a conference with tons of workshops of gay rights and whatnot,
and they have limitless amounts of homosexual paraphernalia.
I'm excited.
Very excited.
You can feel it through your computer monitors, can't you?
So. Great kick ass movie.
Posted 15 years agoI've been watching/listen to La Vie en Rose for the past couple days.
I cannot get enough of this woman's pipes.
I don't speak a lick of French,
but damn. Her music puts me to sleep like a baby each night,
calms me down and whatnot.
I recommend you all rent it.
Or buy it.
If not for the plot,
then for the astounding music.
I cannot get enough of this woman's pipes.
I don't speak a lick of French,
but damn. Her music puts me to sleep like a baby each night,
calms me down and whatnot.
I recommend you all rent it.
Or buy it.
If not for the plot,
then for the astounding music.
HAY DER PEEPS GOT QUESTIONS?
Posted 15 years agoAge Meme
Posted 15 years ago[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[] You own a credit card.
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
[] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
TOTAL SO FAR: 10
[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning.
TOTAL SO FAR: 23
[ ] You have filed a tax return
[x] You have used a pay phone
[ ] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[x] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[ ] You have purchased a lottery ticket
[x] You still have and use a VCR
TOTAL: 26
I highly doubt this has any true validity to it.
But hey, you never know.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[] You own a credit card.
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
[] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
TOTAL SO FAR: 10
[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning.
TOTAL SO FAR: 23
[ ] You have filed a tax return
[x] You have used a pay phone
[ ] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[x] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[ ] You have purchased a lottery ticket
[x] You still have and use a VCR
TOTAL: 26
I highly doubt this has any true validity to it.
But hey, you never know.
An Awakening for All
Posted 15 years agoI've been so close to snapping, I can feel the strain on my skin and in my bones as it eats away and bends the branches of my morale.
Yet in the previous weeks I have been working, slipping and sliding over greased floors in absolute darkness. I've been trying to find a
mop to clean the goddamn floor of my mind, and get some replacement bulbs for the ones that have blown.
I want to share with you a little story if I may. Imagine your life is a shower. It's fairly small, neat, clean, smells nice. Now, imagine
your problems, your stresses and anxieties, take the form of vomit. You are vomiting in your shower. With just one person it's relatively
fine, it goes down easy and the drain feels no pressure. But you see, the process is different for me. I've long been the one to hold out
my hand, be a listening ear, give other people the attention they need before I even think of looking towards myself. The problem of this
is that I have a slight issue with just letting this information slip in one ear and out the other. The easiest explanation is simply that
whenever someone tells me of their failing family, a relationship gone wrong, a test that maybe was a bit too hard that I have the next
day, I don't get rid of these thoughts, I ABSORB them. Their problems become by own. Let's go back to the shower.
Suddenly, it's like thousands upon thousands of people have all run into my bathroom at the same time and are now simultaneously
puking in my shower. The drain gets clogged, and your shower/life is fucked beyond hope.
I am about to do what I've never done before. I am cutting ties. I am eliminating the stresses in my life, one by one. It is a strange
feeling I get, to verbally and physically push someone away after I've held onto them so long. All my exes, several of my friends... It' a
hard business, yet it's in the best interest of my recovery. I need this to be healthy. For once I am standing up for me and only me,
tossing out the bullshit I've taken in, shoved all the people out of my shower so I can use some fucking drain-o. This will take time. You
can't clean up a shower filled with regurgitated pizza and burgers in a few days. This will take months, even years to correct. I need to
help myself before I can help anyone anymore.
This does not mean, however, that I'm completely off-limits to being an open ear. If you have something troubling you, bring it up, feel
free. I am here for you, all of you. That is my nature, and it is something very hard for me to eliminate. I will always be an open arms for
those who need them, and I will always be the ear you need to whisper in. The only difference is that 1) I have distanced myself from
major stress sources, and 2) I will simply tell you if the conversation is too much for me, which I doubt it will be.
I am still here for you lovies. Always will be. It's just that now, my health is at the top of my to-do list, instead of buried at the bottom
under all the piles and years of junkmail and spam. I am still here.
-Lola A. GeneOh dear god...
Posted 15 years agoSo my dad just flicked on the news and called me out to come see the TV.
There was an 8.8 earthquake in Chile.
That's about 100 times stronger than the one in Haiti (And think of how destructive THAT one was).
And now they're warning that Hawaii could get a tsunami.
Jesus.
Mother nature is truly PMSing these days.
I may not be religious,
but I pray for the lives of those in Chile and for those in Hawaii.
I hope with all my heart that lives can be saved.
**Edit: Make that 1000 times stronger.
They just said so on the news.
There was an 8.8 earthquake in Chile.
That's about 100 times stronger than the one in Haiti (And think of how destructive THAT one was).
And now they're warning that Hawaii could get a tsunami.
Jesus.
Mother nature is truly PMSing these days.
I may not be religious,
but I pray for the lives of those in Chile and for those in Hawaii.
I hope with all my heart that lives can be saved.
**Edit: Make that 1000 times stronger.
They just said so on the news.
FEARS
Posted 15 years ago[x] public speaking
[ ] staying single forever
[x] Rejection
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy...(SOMEONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME I DON'T EVEN)
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure (Thanks Mom.)
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[~] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad (Of my ex, I am legitimately terrified. He sat in the living room with a shot gun in his lap every time I came over)
[~] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom (Again, of my ex)
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[~] doctors, including dentists (I was terrified of white lab coats because I was in and out of hospital rooms a lot as a baby)
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[x] the welcome mat (IT'S ONLY WELCOMING YOU TO IT'S STOMACH AND HOUSE OF DOOM.)
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[x] falling in love
[ ] staying single forever
[x] Rejection
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy...(SOMEONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME I DON'T EVEN)
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure (Thanks Mom.)
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[~] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad (Of my ex, I am legitimately terrified. He sat in the living room with a shot gun in his lap every time I came over)
[~] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom (Again, of my ex)
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[~] doctors, including dentists (I was terrified of white lab coats because I was in and out of hospital rooms a lot as a baby)
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[x] the welcome mat (IT'S ONLY WELCOMING YOU TO IT'S STOMACH AND HOUSE OF DOOM.)
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[x] falling in love
Coinstar is a pain in my ass
Posted 15 years agoSo yeah.
I took all the coins I collected so far
to get my butt and
to Anthrocon 10.
I walk into the grocery store to go to the Coinstar they have there,
and it was like
I'MA TAKE 10 CENTS FOR EVERY DOLLAR YOU GET HURRR
Fuck that.
I drove the extra mile or so to the bank.
I have an account there.
which means using the Coinstar is FREE.
After that, I then proceeded to the post office and bought stamps,
so I can send all my letters out to all my lovely little pen pals.
EXPECT THEM SOON, SNUGGLEBUTTS.
Until next time, Americuh.
Don't fuck things up too much.
♥
I took all the coins I collected so far
to get my butt and
to Anthrocon 10.I walk into the grocery store to go to the Coinstar they have there,
and it was like
I'MA TAKE 10 CENTS FOR EVERY DOLLAR YOU GET HURRR
Fuck that.
I drove the extra mile or so to the bank.
I have an account there.
which means using the Coinstar is FREE.
After that, I then proceeded to the post office and bought stamps,
so I can send all my letters out to all my lovely little pen pals.
EXPECT THEM SOON, SNUGGLEBUTTS.
Until next time, Americuh.
Don't fuck things up too much.
♥
I've been up and down recently, anyone wanna cheer me up? C:
Posted 15 years agoANSWER THIS SHIT, FAGGOTS.
What if?~
● I died
● I kissed you
● I fell
● I lived next door to you
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly
● I stole something
● I was murdered
● I cried
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized
~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my hand?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Have sex with me?
~More ~
● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?
● Could you see us together forever?
● Whens the last time you saw me?
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?
What if?~
● I died
● I kissed you
● I fell
● I lived next door to you
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly
● I stole something
● I was murdered
● I cried
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized
~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my hand?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Have sex with me?
~More ~
● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?
● Could you see us together forever?
● Whens the last time you saw me?
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?
Because I'm a faggot who likes stealing memes
Posted 15 years agoStolen from
Naomikitten
1.Are you single or taken?
Taken ♥
2. Chocolate or flowers?
Chocolate roses?
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Probably spend the entire day writing a huge love letter to send to her.
4.Do you like anyone?
Of course of course, but what kind of like are we talkin' here? :P
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Nope.
6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
To be honest, anything that involved being in her presence. Doesn't matter where. The beach, the movies, the moon or the stars. As long as I'm in her arms and our love can be shown I'll be just fine. ♥
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
Well, I didn't used to, but as time has gone on it's kinda been one of those "I always wish I could have a perfect..." kinda days.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
A few, but they were men. If you know me, you can see how that would be a problem.
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
I do it more often than I think anyone realizes.
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
You mean the baby that isn't a baby and likes to shoot people in the butt? Nah. (<--- I p. much agree)
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Ummm, more often than not I'm giving them presents. Specifically my dad. It's his birthday. That's why I've never had a single date on Valentines day. Because my grandmother was too superstitious to give birth to her son on Friday the 13th, so she fuckin held back the contractions until six minutes after midnight. THANKS, GRANDMA.
12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
To my really good friends I give cards and candy, and to everyone else I just chuck lolipops at their faces... Oh yeah.
? Expect me to show up at your house with a little black box >:3
13. Do you like candy hearts?
I like to root through all of the boxes until I find the exact heart that I want to give to each person. Do I eat them? God no. Those things are like chalk in heart form.
15. Is Valentines day depressing?
It is when people shove how depressed they are down your throat x.x (<-- That's why I make the depression go away by smothering them with hugs and shoving candy down THEIR throats)
16. How do you feel about PDA?
Okay in my book. Just be sneaky and inconspicuous if you decide to freak around in public XD
17. How is your love life?
Far better than I ever could have dreamed possible.
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Thankfully no, though getting dumped in general is quite the bitch.
19. How many roses would you want?
Personally, if I had the choice, I'd ask for something like lilies. Or carnations. Or something a little less cliche. But regardless, the number wouldn't matter. To have her here would be all the flower I'd need.
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I should hope so.
♥
Naomikitten1.Are you single or taken?
Taken ♥
2. Chocolate or flowers?
Chocolate roses?
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Probably spend the entire day writing a huge love letter to send to her.
4.Do you like anyone?
Of course of course, but what kind of like are we talkin' here? :P
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Nope.
6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
To be honest, anything that involved being in her presence. Doesn't matter where. The beach, the movies, the moon or the stars. As long as I'm in her arms and our love can be shown I'll be just fine. ♥
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
Well, I didn't used to, but as time has gone on it's kinda been one of those "I always wish I could have a perfect..." kinda days.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
A few, but they were men. If you know me, you can see how that would be a problem.
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
I do it more often than I think anyone realizes.
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
You mean the baby that isn't a baby and likes to shoot people in the butt? Nah. (<--- I p. much agree)
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Ummm, more often than not I'm giving them presents. Specifically my dad. It's his birthday. That's why I've never had a single date on Valentines day. Because my grandmother was too superstitious to give birth to her son on Friday the 13th, so she fuckin held back the contractions until six minutes after midnight. THANKS, GRANDMA.
12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
To my really good friends I give cards and candy, and to everyone else I just chuck lolipops at their faces... Oh yeah.
? Expect me to show up at your house with a little black box >:3 13. Do you like candy hearts?
I like to root through all of the boxes until I find the exact heart that I want to give to each person. Do I eat them? God no. Those things are like chalk in heart form.
15. Is Valentines day depressing?
It is when people shove how depressed they are down your throat x.x (<-- That's why I make the depression go away by smothering them with hugs and shoving candy down THEIR throats)
16. How do you feel about PDA?
Okay in my book. Just be sneaky and inconspicuous if you decide to freak around in public XD
17. How is your love life?
Far better than I ever could have dreamed possible.
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Thankfully no, though getting dumped in general is quite the bitch.
19. How many roses would you want?
Personally, if I had the choice, I'd ask for something like lilies. Or carnations. Or something a little less cliche. But regardless, the number wouldn't matter. To have her here would be all the flower I'd need.
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I should hope so.
♥
AVATAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR WAS THE SHIT
Posted 15 years agoAKHALSDUFGLAHSDBGF.
I FINALLY SAW AVATAR.
HOLYSHIT.
THE COLORS.
THE ANIMALS.
THE NA'VIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
Damn furries.
I loved it so much.
As soon as it comes out on DVD I'm getting it.
No Questions Asked.
I FINALLY SAW AVATAR.
HOLYSHIT.
THE COLORS.
THE ANIMALS.
THE NA'VIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
Damn furries.
I loved it so much.
As soon as it comes out on DVD I'm getting it.
No Questions Asked.
Haiti Relief Efforts
Posted 16 years ago>>>> www.unicefusa.org/haitiquake <<<<
Hey there gang!
Just figured I'd let you all know,
is doing free badge and bust commissions for anyone
who donates 5 bucks to the Haiti relief efforts with UNICEF.
Just send her some proof and she'll gladly get to working :3
Every little bit helps, so please do what you can! <3
>>>> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1144497/ <<<<
Hey there gang!
Just figured I'd let you all know,
is doing free badge and bust commissions for anyonewho donates 5 bucks to the Haiti relief efforts with UNICEF.
Just send her some proof and she'll gladly get to working :3
Every little bit helps, so please do what you can! <3
>>>> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1144497/ <<<<
Anthrocon 2010
Posted 16 years agoAlright, so I'm now embarking on a new project.
It's something I'll be working on from now until some time in June.
My goal?
To get me and
to Anthrocon this year.
I have family there, so it shouldn't be too much fo a problem for me,
I can just sleep at my grandparent's house.
But Sae needs a plane ticket, a place to stay, and some general funding.
SO.
I'll be looking into setting up a Paypal account soon,
and I'll be doing commissions for kids in the local area to get her on that plane <3
If I disappear for weeks at a time, it's because I'm busy drawing and saving up cash XD
But I wonder...
if I was to open up commissions...
Would anyone commission me? o:
It's something I'll be working on from now until some time in June.
My goal?
To get me and
to Anthrocon this year.I have family there, so it shouldn't be too much fo a problem for me,
I can just sleep at my grandparent's house.
But Sae needs a plane ticket, a place to stay, and some general funding.
SO.
I'll be looking into setting up a Paypal account soon,
and I'll be doing commissions for kids in the local area to get her on that plane <3
If I disappear for weeks at a time, it's because I'm busy drawing and saving up cash XD
But I wonder...
if I was to open up commissions...
Would anyone commission me? o:
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-
Posted 16 years agoI WENT OUT TO GO GROCERY SHOPPING.
I WALKED INTO BARNES N NOBLE TO GET A DRINK.
GUESS WHAT I CAME FACE TO FACE WITH?
That's right.
Inglorious Basterds.
I now own it.
TIEM TO KILL SUM NAZIS.
I WALKED INTO BARNES N NOBLE TO GET A DRINK.
GUESS WHAT I CAME FACE TO FACE WITH?
That's right.
Inglorious Basterds.
I now own it.
TIEM TO KILL SUM NAZIS.
What I got for Xmas
Posted 16 years agoWell hell.
Everyone else seems to be flashin' their presents around.
Why don't I?
-Intuos4 Medium Tablet
-KH DS game
-Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack/Chowder shirt + pin
-Black+Purple striped sweatshirt
-Mario PJ pants
-a shit load of candy
-$50 from my grandmother
-$25 certificate to Barnes n Noble
-More fuzzy pjs
-New mouse pad
-Rainbow stud belt
-Some jewelry (earrings+necklace)
-A key chain for my set of keys <3
-FUZZY SOOOOOOCKS <3333
-kick ass messenger bag from American Eagle
Everyone else seems to be flashin' their presents around.
Why don't I?
-Intuos4 Medium Tablet
-KH DS game
-Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack/Chowder shirt + pin
-Black+Purple striped sweatshirt
-Mario PJ pants
-a shit load of candy
-$50 from my grandmother
-$25 certificate to Barnes n Noble
-More fuzzy pjs
-New mouse pad
-Rainbow stud belt
-Some jewelry (earrings+necklace)
-A key chain for my set of keys <3
-FUZZY SOOOOOOCKS <3333
-kick ass messenger bag from American Eagle
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