Just in case your curious, until the proper photos arrive. :o

Hi!

So I recently found out that I won't be going to college as quickly as I thought... I have a while to wait. Won't say how long- but a while. So I will not be as busy as I thought. Still though, I will be keeping my brain pretty active. My parents are signing me up for so many college credit class... things... so I'll still be pretty burnt out. Tomorrow I have LOTS of studying to do. Poo. ;(


In other news: My Birthday is coming up soon. August 16th! Woohoo! I will be turning 18. I have already celebrated it early with my family back in July however, so no party for me. We had to celebrate before my parents returned to work. Still, I am looking forward to becoming a full fledged adult. c:


Now that I won't be as busy as I thought, I am hoping to do some Art Trades again soon. Of course not until after I finish my friend's piece I still owe her, who was kindly enough to wait for so long.


One more note, which is probably not of any interest to you; I have been working out. (Which originally was a New Year's resolution that I didn't start until around the end of this Summer...) I've dropped about five or six pounds, and I am gaining muscle. I am so proud of myself. ^-^ After I receive my drivers licence, I will be joining a gym! I'm really happy about that! I've always wanted to be part of a gym. :D

Thank ya for readin' and what not. Hope you have all been doing well. :)

I missed home. So much. c:

Had 694 new messages to look through though... wooh.


Drove all the way down from P.A to Georgia in one night. Left early the next morning for Florida. Later on drove back to Georgia. Left once again early the next day for South Carolina where I was brutally beaten by giant waves at the beach... and bitten by sand fleas. >.<

Drove home this morning, back to Georgia- after our car broke down twice, turning our five hour drive to a nine hour drive.


Hoping to get back into my routine after over a month away, starting college VERY soon. Looking forward to being around again. :)

And a big thank you to any new watchers!

Been a year since I did a ten fact thing-a-ma-jig, so it's time to do another. Enjoy!

1. My favorite smells are the smell of Musty Basements, Bleach, Cigarette Smoke, and those scented candles that are meant to smell like cupcakes, but they don’t, they are better. I need pretty strong smells. I can’t smell anything half the time because of my allergies.
2. I’m jealous of you. All of you.
3. I like to be alone- let’s do it together!
4. A few years ago, I thought being a “procurer” might be a great job for myself. Before I found out it was illegal. And it’s pretty much against my morals. And what it even really was. xD
5. I refer to men and women as “male” and “female’ in casual conversation. Future boyfriend is referred to as, “potential mate/partner.” My interest to date is comes out more during the Spring time.
6. I would love to have a traditional relationship with my husband/boyfriend; where he works a job, and I stay home (or work a minimal job) and take care of the housework, cooking, children/pets, and focus on keeping him happy. As long as he can support us rather well, that is.
7. If you are a guy with a similar haircut to my brothers’ I will end up treating you like them. *Sibling love!*
8. If you swear, a relationship between us probably won’t last long. :c
9. If I was a high school clique, I'd be that one you either hated or envied. With the jocks and cheerleaders. Yeah. I’m that clique. He, he.
10. I have a goal to earn 100,000 dollars before I move out of my parent’s house. Yeah I know… it’s a bit out there. But don’t crush my dream, it could happen, you never know. D:

My friend and I went into the woods today. We live in a golfing community, surrounded by forests. The woods are awesome and filled with little pathways where people walk with their doggies. Kinda like a makeshift trail.

I have been going there for several years, Sujie has come along with me many of times too. We like to make little fun stick forts in there.

We went in there again today to work on a fort we had started last week... sadly when we got there we held a funeral for our fort... some meany had crushed our fort with a metal baseball bat, and left the "weapon" at the of the crime! Dun, dun, duuuunnnn!!! >:(


Okay in all seriousness now. That's not the creepy thing in this story.


...Honestly it is probably not that creepy to you or most people, but I just hear too many stories.

On the way back, we found a large Machete hidden behind a tree. We thought of burying it at first, but instead we figured it was a bad idea to leave it there. So along with the metal baseball bat...

...we brought the frightening looking blade home wrapped up in Sujie's boyfriend's jacket... xD Showed them to my parents who said we did the right thing. c: You wouldn't want some little kid finding them.

My mom said some teenager probably stole it out of their Dad's garage or something.

Still, it is scary to be walking leisurely through the woods, and see a sharp medal object sticking out of the ground. Could've belonged to some murderer or somethin'... You should have seen my face when I pulled it out from behind the tree. Sujie laughed at me.

*directed towards Sujie* Don't laugh at people holding giant machetes! XD

Just to clarify...

Megalophiba: Fear of large objects...
Numerophobia: Fear of numbers...

I don't think this has a name, so I just mixed two already existing fears.

Okay so I need your help. Has this ever happened to you or someone you know? Or do you just happen to know what it is?

When I was little, and even still to this present day, I had this weird fear of... something I'm not sure. I just mixed two fears together, as you see above, until I could think of something better to call it, other then crazyness. Ha, ha. Anyhoo, here is what would happen:

This happened maybe twice every year when I was younger, (until I was 12 or 13?) and once a year now that I am older. (I'm 17 now) Last time it happened was just a few weeks before this last Christmas. Despite the lengthy dates inbetween each event, everyone is as clear as the last.
When I would wake up, at anytime, *from day naps, sleeping at night, falling into a half sleep daydream* I would be in a panic attack, *Heavy or fast breathing, hot, crying* seeing very large numbers floating around the room I fell asleep in. NOT large in quanity. But large in stature. In fact, most of the time the numbers never got past 10. The highest I think was 23. However they would try to multiply and become larger anyway.

They terrfied me. These numbers, for whatever reason, were like a... I don't know. Just plain frightening.

Sometimes objects were involved, but this was rare. The object was normally something weird, like a set of large wooden stairs, or giant pieces of pink floating taffy, or a bunch of big multi-colored husky plushies that people were forcing me to make for them. I would be crying to my parents trying best to explain it, but it would just come out as gibberish. "The taffy was floating there and the numbers kept getting larger!" I'd say something along the lines of that, but with more blubbering. When I think about seeing those numbers again, I still freak out a bit. I can feel my face heat up and I may breath faster. But it doesn't bother me so much because I can choose to stop thinking about them when I need to. Obviously. *Thank goodness! :)* Unlike the panic attacks which last a while...

My family and friends had no idea what it was, and neither did I. We couldn't place it. :/

I used to think maybe it was because I had a fever or was overheating, because the first I remember it happening to me was when I was sick. (I believe I was about 6 or 7 years old when it first started) I also tend to have nightmares when I overheat. I ruled this out though because when it happens, I am always AWAKE! And even when I was feeling perfectly fine, it still happened. At the strangest of times too. Like when I returned from a Theme Park one night with my friend, (I was 16) I had to get up at night, wonder into their kitchen and get some water. Then practice some breathing in their bathroom and assure myself the numbers *and the plushie huskies, this is when I saw those* weren't there. I went back to bed with my Ipod on very quitely to help calm myself down. I didn't have my Mother or Father with me, so it was even more scary.

It even happened when I was at Disney World once too. :c


Today with my free time in hand, decided to look it up. Now I've done this before, last time it happened, since then I realized that I could try and look it up. I found nothing then. Today however, I found this, and ONLY this. A Yahoo Answers question by a man that sounds very familiar to my situation.

Here it is:

Panic attacks during sleep, fear of large numbers?

When I was younger I used to wake up late at night in a panic (breathing very fast, shaking, etc.) and I would wake my parents up and be saying strange things to them that wouldn't make sense. All I would remember from these panic attacks were seeing very uncompromisably big numbers scrolling across the room and being very freaked out about them. Still when I think of huge numbers I get an uneasy, kinda freaked out feeling.

This was brought up in a conversation with my friend the other day and he said he used to have the exact same issue too including the fear of large numbers! It made me think that it could be more common than I thought! Has anyone heard of this or is their a name for it? Especially the big numbers part? Or am I crazy..


See?

Now most people I am sure would rule this out as Numerophobia, fear of numbers. But I'm not afraid of numbers. Heck, I have a key board right here in front of me! See? 78378882134376873110332! Numbers! Weeee! I'm fine at Math, count sheep when I'm sleepy, you know, ect...

Or maybe they would say Megalophobia, fear of large objects, *Namely objects that are larger then they should be... like oversized pencils or coffee cups, animals, ect* because the numbers were so large. They were very cartoony, kind of like bubble text. Occasionally the size of my head to the size of a TV, or larger. But... I don't think this is the case either.

Basically the help I need is this. Has this ever happened, or still happen, to you or someone you know? Or do you just know what this may be? I'd very much like to find out what it is.

Hello! Yes, I am looking for a safe site that sells faux fur with very long piles. Where do I go? I've never bought super long piles before, and I need some for a tail.

I'm looking for white faux fur, with at least a 3 - 4 inch pile. Preferably 4.

I'm currently looking around right now myself through out the internet, but have yet to find anything that looks decent.


I was planning on making the tail from yarn, but for this I needed bulky yellow yarn... which doesn't seem to be anywhere I look. I found this darker color yellow... but it just looks all neon and gross after it is brushed out.

Thank you for the help!

1) Are you really ready for 125 questions?
I’m on lunch break. So I have some time. :)

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
Well you need to be in one in the first place to have a “last” relationship.

3) Do you believe in God?
Yes! *I be sharing the blessings for y’all!*

4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
My Mommy. :3

5) Do you regret it?
Why should I? I love my Mother.

6) Have you ever been depressed?
Once, when I became very lonely, but it only lasted for about two weeks or so. :)

7) Have a best friend?
Best of the best. :)

8) Are you a boy or girl?
Girly, girly~ femme fatale here.❤

9) What is your relationship status?
Single. :c But I can wait. c:

10) How do you want to die?
Doing something amazing… I probably won’t remember how I died anyway. I’ll be “frolicking” in Heaven with my dead goldfish. xD

11) What did you last eat?
My Daddy’s home made chili. Nom, noms!

12) Played any sports?
Not professionally, but for fun. :) Tennis and Golf.

13) Do you have a phone?
Nope. If I need to talk I’ll write a letter and send it by carrier pigeon. :D

14) When was your last physical fight?
I honestly don’t remember ever being in a real fight like that.

15) Do you have an attitude?
Never.

17) What is your real name?
Anna N. My intitals spell Amen. *Yup! Sharing the blessings again! Arr, arr.*

19) Are you gonna get high later?
Wha?

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
I can never hate anyone. :)

21) Do you miss someone?
Yes.

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
I pretend I am a dinosaur and have it hang down off my fork like they are vines, then wrap my tongue around it to pull it into my mouth.

…Just… not in public.

23) Do you tan a lot?
Just burn. X3

24) Have any pets?
One female, Egyptian Mau mix cat, named Whisper, and one female, tall Beagle dog named Candy.

25) How exactly are you feeling?
…like I have to use the restroom. But happy none the less.

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Lots of times.

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
I’ve never made out anywhere, let alone the restroom. O.o

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
Don’t have any.

29) Are you scared of spiders?
Sometimes. Depends on the type… I had a very large, creepy, one inch long spider in the shower with me once… I smashed it with the shampoo bottle.

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
If I didn’t have to worry about destroying the future, sure!

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Nah.

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Being with for a bit I believe. Then reading.

33) Do you want to have kids?
Yes! c: A little boy… then maybe a set of girl triplets. c: I know you can’t really decide on what you get… but you can dream. Can’t you?

34) Ever kissed somebody that name starts with an M?
My Sister. :)

35) Do you type fast?
Pretty quickly I would think. :)

36) Do you have piercings? How many?
No piercings. I’ll never have any.

37) Want any more?
N/A

38) Can you spell well?
Better then I used to.

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yes.

40) What are you craving right now?
Nothing. Well- maybe some water. I need to flush all the soda out of my system.

41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
Yupper.

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
Yup. Lots of fun.

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
Maybe the back of my Daddy’s head while he was driving?

45) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Not that I know of. :3

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Never had someone with me to start with. :)

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
You know this answer’s not changing anytime soon…

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
If we were just close friends, or it was a roommate. If we were in a relationship however, I would certainly start to push marriage.

50) What should you be doing?
Reading.

51) What's irritating you right now?
My stomach hurts a bit.

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
No.

53) Does somebody love you?
I’m pretty sure my family and friends do. :3

54) What is your favorite color?
Pink~❤

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes.

57) Do you have trust issues?
“Why ‘ello there Mr. Stranger! Why yes! I would love to have a ride in your car.”

Ha, ha… I really only distrust someone if they are in my own home.

59) Have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink?
Nope.

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
I couldn’t ask for a better relationship. My life is perfect and only getting better as I age. ^^

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
One of my friends up at camp last Summer. I was missing my Dad. :c

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
*Pushover* *Pushover* *Pushover*

Not as bad as I used to be. But I could stand to be a little tougher.

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive. I never forget things.

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
Like I said, ever year, only getting better. :)

67) What was your childhood nickname?
Lumpy. Anne.

Actually, I’m still referred to as Lumpy. It is my family nick name. ^^

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
No.

69) Do you think you' re a good person?
Of course!

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yes. :) Everything man does causes a chain reaction; and it’s always rewarded or punished.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Took off my robe.

72) Is there anyone you wish was still in your life? Who?
Old family members and friends I suppose.

73) What is bothering you?
The fact that I’ve yet to finish the Christmas Group Photo and it’s only two days until Christmas.

74) Have you ever been out of town?
Yes… most people on this site probably have.

75) Do you play the Wii?
Do not own one.

76) Are you listening to music right now?
Yes.

77) Do you like chinese food?
The chicken is okay.

78) Do you know your fathers b- day?
Yes. :) It is very close to my own.

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
Sometimes.

80) Is cheating ever okay?
Nope.

81) Are you mean?
Never!

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
When I want to.

83) Have you noticed this survey stopped getting personal?
I never really felt it was personal in the first place.

84) Do you believe in true love?
Yes. :)

85) Are you proud of the person you've become?
Well I’ve still got a long way to go in my life. I’m still pretty young, so far though I’d say I’m satisfied with myself. :)

88) Do you like the outside?
Yes. It’s beautiful out there. :)

89) Are you currently bored?
Nah. Just tired of coding all this…

90) Do you wanna get married?
Very much so. :c

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Well it has never happened to me, but I suppose it depends on his tone of voice. ”Hey baby…” in a low seductive voice doesn’t sound very cute.

92) Are you hungry?
No.

93) Do you have a bank account?
Yes.

94) What makes you happy?
Love, peace, and fun?

I like flower bouquets. ^^

95) Would you change your name?
Nah.

96) Ever been to Alaska?
No.

98) Do you watch the news?
I try not to. The Media hardly ever reports anything good about the world. :(

99) What' s your zodiac sign?
Leo. :3

100) Do you like Subway?
Had some just the other day.

101)
No Meme question was put here, so I decided for you to comment below with your own question! :D Go ahead!

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
All my real life friends are females.

103) Do you talk like your friends
Nope.

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
Yes. They were mean people. :c

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Only have female friends.

107) Who is the last guy you talked to?
My Daddy.

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
I wouldn’t mind. I kinda like the smell of the smoke. ^^

109) Do you go to church?
Every week. Holy Days. Holidays too… we have a drummer and a saxophone player at our church. Yeah. We’re cool. M’hmm.

110) What's going on between you and your best friend?
I’m talking with her on FA as I continue to type this up…

111) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My Mother and Father.

112) Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
I don’t know. I don’t think I ever had anyone to start with.

113) Do you enjoy piercings & tattoos?
Piercings? No. Tatoos? Yes, but only on men. :) Though they shouldn’t be tacky. :X I like them to show your manliness… not how drunk you were last Tuesday night.

114) What do you wear more: jeans, sweats, pants, or shorts?
Shorts.

115) You're a Sharpie marker, what color are you?
Hot Pink.

116) Where do you go if you are butt naked and locked out of your house?
My backyard.

117) Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
Morning.

118) Have you ever said you'd never love again?
No.

119) Do you want to please everyone?
Yes. I know I can’t but I’ll still continue to try.

120) Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
No.

121) Has someone ever made you a promise & broken it?
Yes. I do not blame them though, it can be hard to keep promises.

122) Are you alone?
No, my whole family is at home with me. :)

123) Do you have any older siblings?
Two older Brothers, and one older Sister. I am the youngest.

124) Fave film you seen lately?
None really.

125) How many months until your birthday?
August 16th, about 7 ½ more months. :)

I spent about two or more hours coding this… gah.