Fwee :3

I didn't know you personally, but I've been aware of you and existed on the internet with you for a long, long time, and absolutely feel your loss. What you've given the community can't be overstated, and it's awful how you went. Sorry to see you go. Thanks for everything. Rest well, and sweet dreams.

Dumped some draws in my gallery very belatedly. There's other things to upload but now I'm lazy and don't wanna do more! But a lot of things I love have finally been posted. <3

I haven't used this site in a billion years but figured I should get that more depressing journal off my frontpage and maybe upload some newer stuff here sometime? Life stuff has been bluh and busy but better than when I posted that last thing now. I guess I never posted an update to it but things stayed really scary for a while but eventually went well I don't really wanna yap about it here but. <3

And you can help? I know I'm not very talkative on here (boy should I post some new feri art someday), but things have gone super bad with life junk lately and uh. I wrote about it a lot more over here:
https://www.gofundme.com/fix-a-mom-save-a-life

Anything is super appreciated. Spreading, looking, whatever. I'm sorry for bothering but I just need to work up enough to put this everywhere I have any presence, just one time, to get it places. Thanks for peeking. <3

I should really get around to uploading the bits and pieces of art I've received but I'm like. REALLY lazy you guys. It's the worst. Journal for the year~

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/20565943/

A really really good friend of mine is doing their first YCH/actuallygetmoneyforhisart sort of deal! He does cute draws and is really nice and also a dragon and rawr so you should totally go look at it maybe. Or he'll eat you. Probably. Just wanted to raise some awareness.~

 Maxximizer is hosting a free art rafflethingie bein' drawn by  Monamoo! Lookie! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17102078/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6845583/
 Took is offering a sketchbook dealie raffle! Go lookie. :3

Why are all my journal notifications about IMVU and drama? I can't take it anymore, I'm leaving furever! D: D: D:

Your favorite author dies.

"No one is actually dead until the ripples they cause in the world die away." RIP, Sir Terry.

Everything is eternal misery.

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So like, gimme things. Like cakes. And games. And tribute. Yes. @.@

But I do not understand Pokémon. Sceptile's special attack is larger than its attack, but it doesn't learn a special grass attack that isn't Absorb or Mega Drain for the ENTIRE GAME until Leaf Storm in the high-60s if the move progression is the same as it was in the last game. Mega Sceptile becomes a Grass/Dragon, both of which resist electric attacks. But its ability changes to Lightning Rod, because it's so vulnerable to lightning and people are going to use it on a Grass/Dragon I guess?

I love Pokémon but design decisions baffle me.

it's too much to go into the whole story but live with mom and brother and we're all very close and we're losing the house and we don't have the income to get another place realistically and this is the worst thing that's ever happened and everything is on fire and my life is over and i hate life so much and everything is terrible to me and if we had a few hundred dollars more per month maybe we could maybe find a place but we don't and we can't and every plan is so terrible and there's nothing i can do or anyone is able or willing to do and i'm shaking and crying and going to curl up and fall asleep now and wake up with more than i can ever accomplish to do and so many impossible things to figure out and have to get rid of all the pets i love and there's nothing and nobody in the entire world that can save me and i hate my life so much so fucking much...

Not like 3DS friend codes (those are nice!) but like. People with Pokémon characters. So I can Leafeon around all the time with them on fabulous adventures. Also need more Pokéart. But I spent 100% of all of my money on preordering Civilization: Beyond Earth. :(

And possibly more Pokémon characters. Hm. Pokéstuff rawr. @.@

Rawrawrawr. Rwawwwwwwr. Ruwaaawr. Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawr.

Can't sleep. Hate life too much. Everything always ends up terrible and suck. Ugh.

It's not even because I don't like horror things anymore. Seeing FNAF stuff is just starting to get annoying. Internet needs to stop shoving it down everyone's throat. :(

I can't go anywhere on the internet without seeing animatronic horrorgore porn. Please. This has to stop. It's been weeks. Make it go away.

I hate my life so much everything is always so fucking terrible. Situation at home is the stupidest thing ever, family can't do anything for themselves and I have been doing everything for them for like at least 3 years now, have been waiting for over a third of a year to find out if any of us are eligible for medicaid health insurance stuff and they just say that they're "still processing" it since like March 31st or something, constantly worried about us having enough money to stay in this house, a million and a half games I want but can't have, lawnmower broke in the middle of mowing the lawn yesterday, everything I do always ends up so terribly and now my collar's just missing. Always put it in the same place as the matching cuffs and foxhat and rainbowstockings and gloves and stuff but it's just gone, nothing else has even been disturbed. I haven't ever ever put it anywhere but there, or around my neck, but nope it's just gone for good I have spent hours looking for it and the only possible explanation is that it has now blunk out of existence because my life is a miserable fucking curse in which nothing good ever happens. I am just so stressed and upset and unhappy and everything is always terrible and rawr. Sorry for throwing this on all your journal feeds and I'm sure the title alone will dissuade people from actually reading it anyway but just fuck I am so unhappy.

http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1058673.html
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1058674.html
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1058675.html

NSFW stuffs.  monkeycarlo is selling some stuff off, and I'm boosting the signal, and such. :3

So yeah, remember that thing about  maskedpuppy and her sudden dental costs? They made a mistake.

It's like $15,000 more expensive than she was told before.

I don't know what to say, it's really really really terrible and I hope the best for her and even though I don't think it'll have any impact or anything, maybe spreading the word somehow will make some crazy miracle happen and we're in some ludicrous universe in which this journal is the catalyst or something. :(

You can see the details here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5692106/
And can help her here: http://www.gofundme.com/85n0s0

I know it's asking a lot, and if somehow this happens, everyone is amazing. Everyone is amazing for even looking at this, anyway. That's all, I guess... >w<

So a friend of mine,  MaskedPuppy just found out that she has big dental issues, and could really use some help. :( Giving it a signal boost.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5653193/