Started a multiply site to keep my con photos in order. I was able to get a pic taken with Tony the Tiger (a short one anyway) at the GamEX convention last Oct 7, 2007 at Megamall.

It's annoying that both Fero and Kickstart were taken. I had to use feromcpigletron. Oh well.

feromcpigletron.multiply.com

Fooled around with a stranger with my free trial workout at a gym. And it's not my usual position too. Yikes.

email I sent. Happened July 4, 2007 Wed. Aftermath is me talking to him again on Monday, like I said.

> Quick rundown thing. Gossip stuff would be Oliver
> being all insecure and jealous that Paolo was in
> contact with me. Started on the weekend when he got
> huffy that Paolo was asking where I saw. I sorta got
> mad on a Wed because he was texting Paolo, probably
> checking if I was talking to him. I got mad and told
> him that I don't want to speak to him until Monday
> (because I was going on an all expense paid trip to
> Bacolod with my Brawn costume). Oliver started
> texting stuff. I was
> ignoring him.
>
> The next day he decided to go to my house. I let
> him but my room was messy and we stayed at the TV
> room. Fudge magazine needed to fix their Brawn
> costume interview of me so I spent time on the phone
> while he just waited. He asked if were going to stop
> seeing each other and I said it's up to him. He was
> the one being insecure and jealous over Paolo and I
> HAVEN'T EVEN DONE ANYTHING. I haven't slept with him
> or anything. Oliver might be fine if I did stuff with
> other people (like that thing with the Cybertron guy
> who's thigh I put my hand on and my fading crush in
> Ryan Ne u eziel) but for some reason, he doesn't want me
> to see Paolo. Grrr. Anyway, I just drove him to
> Makati and still said I'll talk to him on Monday. I
> hate that he passed by when I TOLD him that all will
> be well by Monday. Why couldn't he have waited?
> Grrrr.

After the Lovely Day shoot, I went to the Fitness First in Eastwood to try out the sauna and maybe met guys. Used the Auntie Anne's promo were you buy P96 2 pretzel total and get a free guest pass.

Problem is you can't wear glasses inside the sauna and I got there with only an hour to spare because I finished with the Lovely Day shoot at 6:30 then had to rugby my rubber shoes and prepare for any encounter. Plus it was Friday night traffic. Got there nearly 9 and guy there still tried to sales talk me so I only had until 10pm til it closes. Nothing happened in the sauna or steam room but it was quite hot, ouch! Talked to a hot guy with glasses about if one wears it inside the sauna or not. Haha making conversation.

Had an argument with Oliver concerning his jealousy over Paolo because Paolo texted me and Oliver's afraid I'm going to sleep with him. Sheesh.

I didn't want to put this in my journal and just wrote it to my friends in the US and Spain. I forgot I could post it here.

"The thing you probably want to hear about is about me hitting on a fellow Cyber tron PH guy and finding out he wasn't gay and us having having a talk about it.

Started out at a meeting with Cybertron at Shang concerning the Con. I was seated beside him and his leg brushed up against mine and stayed there. A normal guy would just shift and move the leg away but his leg was touching mine for a looong time (or maybe about less than 10 min) so I wondered about it. There were jokes/rumors about the guy being gay but it was because he broke up with his wife (I think) or just usual macho guy talk, putting him down. Because of that, I decided to try and sorta check. He
was a friendly guy so when arranging the toys for the con, he asked for my help and I kept trying to touch him to see if there was any reaction. Made stupid hints like 'do you like the top shelf or the bottom shelf', 'yeah, I agree, this cabinet door sucks' etc. Kept trying to be hands on with him when I saw him. On the second day of the con, he made two gay related jokes. My camera was in my pants in costume and I asked him to take it out to shoot us for the group pics. He said stuff like 'this is so wrong', 'We shouldn't be doing this, Brawn'. The other one was asking me and the Bumblebee guy to hold hands for a joke pic. Hmm...

After the con, we were eating dinner. He was opposite me and I was wondering if I should try touching his leg under the table. He mentioned he had a girlfriend though so it's good I decided not to try it. But the day was ending and I sorta wanted to know already if he was or wasn't. So I foolishly did something rash instead of asking or feeling it out some more. I helped him put a costume in his car and I went by the drivers seat. I told him first that his zipper was open (actually, it was) then I put my hand on his thigh and asked: "Does this bother you?" he said no then he drove off.

I thought, while fixing up my toys, that he WAS gay but a few min later, I got a cell call from him (the guy called another guy's cell and he gave it to me). He asked what was up with me putting my hand on his leg. He said it was weird. I made a mistake and told him a quick thing about his leg touching mine during the conference and said I'll call him later after he goes home and I finish packing. I texted him after saying 'sorry I made a mistake, talk to you later etc'. His reply text was "It was just really weird and caught me off guard. I don't like those kind of things and I'm asking you not to do that again, man.' Ouch. I replied 'don't worry, I won't, sorry dude.' Later after I got home, I texted him if I could call or shall we never speak of it to anyone ever again? He replied 'I think I pretty much said my piece. Although I don't know why you did that. I just want to make it clear that I didn't like it and it was something you shouldn't have done. Dude, I be frank here but is there something about you we should know about?' So I called him and we talked a bit.

He said stuff like he was 100% heterosexual, he had gay friends but what I did was wrong and I explained the leg thing (he didn't feel that at all) and the two jokes (it was just to tease you). He asked how long have I known and I said college and he said 'good job of hiding it' which was cool. Said if I wasn't a friend, he would have punched me. Asked if others should know and I said that it doesn't have anything to do with Transformers, so no. I said I haven't hit on anyone else in the group except him. He didn't sound mad but he still did say the 'punch' thing. Now at least he knows and he knows how to treat me the next time we meet (though that's a bad thing since I'd rather it be back to normal since I'm not different from anyone else and I won't act any different from before).

Anyway, that's it. He's not gay and I shouldn't have tried that forward thing to do. I really should have tried to feel it out. Makes me weird about my plan to tell Ryan that I have a man-crush on him but oh well."

Oh and I gave the missing Nightwatcher chain weapon to Ryan at Toycon day 1.

Oli ver's kinda down due to stuff that happened with the other person but I don't think it's affecting him now so that's good.

Away post is going to Mall of Asia for the local furry meet. Gruff22 arranged and contacted most of the guys. He's the one who knows and chats with them plus he's got net. Was suppose to be Till, Lightning, Kai and Gruff but a Dominic decided to go too. Lightning was coming early since he hadn't been to Mall of Asia and since he didn't have cellphone, it was essential that Gruff meets him since the rest of us don't know what he looks like and we don't be able to coordinate if we missed him at the meeting spot. Kai had a class at 1:30 at Makati but I asked him to go in the morning and I'll bring him back on time. I picked him up at Shang at 9:35am and we reached MOA at 10ish.

We got to the meeting spot, the ice skating rink, at 10:20-ish, or maybe that was when we saw Gruff walking by? I can my Psigns of the Season original pages and I wanted to photocopy them so I left Gruff with Kai so they could talk. I came back nearly 11 and Lightning was there. We moved upstairs to the food court and just started chatting. Lightning's character's name is actually something else (close to Kalpex) but I keep referring to him as Lightning, not even using his real name.

After a while, Gruff got a text that Till was around. We waited and he was there. We started introductions. I asked questions like how'd you find out about the furry fandom or are you a gamer, writer, artist, into anime, comics etc. I forgot the others stuff but we were just chatting. Dominic arrived just as we were finished with the introductions. It was around 12 and the food court was filling and a guard told us to buy or leave. We could have bought and stayed but someone said Kentucky so we left. Spent some time roaming, not deciding on a place to eat. We decided on Jollibee and we lost Lightning for a while. Would have been hard since we couldn't text him but he was at Jollibee. At that point, it was 12:30 and I had to drive Kai to Makati. I left my notebook with Gruff and asked him to get pig sketches from the others. I also gave the others the CSI fur and loathing and ghost warrior plus music videos VCDs.

Reached Kai's buildingw with time to spare but he hadn't eaten so had to pass by McDonald's so he could have lunch. We reached his class by 1:35 but I guess that's fine. Got back to MOA by 2 and found the others at Pizza Hut. Then it's the same as the other journal except Gruff, Till, Dominic and Lightning all contributed in my pig sketch book and only two from the Manga holix. Till had to leave to go to a kite event then Lightning and Dominic left to visit the con while I stayed with Gruff while he finished his sketch. When they came back, we all left. I was meeting Br yan Uy by then.

Was a GREAT fur meet! Just chatting and sharing :) Only Gruff and Dominic were in the south area and the rest of us are north so maybe the next time we meet, it would be in Megamall or so. We also need a place to stay since the food court is too open and what if we're not eating? We probably could have used more time actually since there are stuff we would probably want to talk to the other guys that we don't want the others to hear. But then Gruff is connected and chatted with all of them except Kai so they're probably fine. Anyway it was really cool and I hope we can do it again :) Except now summer is ending plus we're going to busy and all that. Oh well, let's just see...

away post. Going to meet with Gruff/Nasr, Kai, Tillwolf, Dom and Lightnining on Mall of Asia as a local furry meet on Sat. There's a Mangaholix convention there and that's what we'll distract ourselves with if the meet gets bnoring. Oh I burned them furry vcds, with CDI's Fur and Loathing and Ghost Warrior as a freebie. Gruff's been the one contacting the other guys since I only know of Kai and Rommel Tiger and Rommel can't go since he has a business excursion. Kai has class at 1:30 so he has to leave early.

Oliver doesn't know that I met up with R yan aka Ne u eziel already. I pmed him before and he responded. I met him that Friday May 4 at Galleria. I gave him the Nightwatcher for a low price of P600 (regular TMNT movie toy is P500) since I told him the other chain was still missing so it was a loose and incomplete toy. Was thinking that I'd say the chain was found (yup, lost by the person who delivered it) later so I'd have an excuse to meet up with him again. Yeah, sneaky.

Was to meet him at 1-3 and I was just arriving when he texted he was there at Galleria already. At 1! How prompt :P I went to the bookstore since he didn't reply at once when I said I was there too and he had to call me on his cell to meet him outside. Gave him the toy and I needed an excuse to hang out with him. Asked him if he ate. He did. Asked him if he watched Spider-Man 3. He did. Oh well, I asked him what he was going to do next and he said buy plaster for his diorama in the upcoming convention Tagcom. I asked if I could go with him and I went.

We just talked. Nice guy. Can't tell if gay. Went to National Bookstore then Mercury Drug. No plaster. At that point he asked me if I wanted to go with him to Toys R Us and I said sure! :D We stayed there for a bit then he had to leave already so that's when I played Altered Beast for the second time. It was awkward but I touched his shoulder as a good bye. Yikes! Hope it didn't freak him out :)

Gonna meet him again on the Tagcom convention and I still have to give him the second missing chain weapon.