(FIST RISES OUT OF GRAVE)
Posted a year agoHey, all :')
I'm sorry it's been a long while now, and I haven't been on at all. Been going through a lot of ups and downs post college graduation, and was especially struggling with trying to stay afloat financially and emotionally and all. And like despite knowing how hard it is to break into an art career, it hits different when you're actually Out There sending in application after application and nothing is working out :( and y’know the bills and financial obligations just sure don't stop,
So I've been working at a Walmart to get by and have the guaranteed paycheck, which has been fine- sort of a 'it is what it is' deal, y’know :/ And unfortunately I definitely fell out of love with art for a good while there,, it was just hard to feel much passion for anything, really- and like my melodramatic ass brain was just WELL... I JUST DON'T KNOW IF I'M EVER GOING TO DRAW AGAIN like oh my god dude sit down, IT'S GOING TO BE OKAY
BUT things have gotten much better over the past two weeks. I'm about to be a whole lot less busy as well, and happiness has been far more consistent than stress and other fun emotions
...And I have been drawing again lately, and drawing A LOT- it feels so nice just being back in it after being stuck in such a bad slump :') Been doing pieces For Me just to get back in the groove, and remember why I am an artist and why I love what I do, y’know-
Now, as for outstanding commissions:
I'll be back to working on commissions either this weekend or early next week. And as an apology + gratitude for people waiting for so long on me, I'll be bringing every single outstanding commission up to a fully colored, fully shaded piece, free of charge. And if your commission is already one that was going to be fully colored + shaded, I'll do an additional inked piece for you for free- can be anything of your choosing, and for those who this applies to, we can discuss when we get there :) BUT if anyone wants refunds, I'll hold absolutely no hard feelings. I get it, and I'm not going to be upset if someone just wants out after waiting so long.
I'll be making the rounds on replying to comments, discord messages, PMs, and all that over this weekend. Once again, I'm sorry for disappearing for so long- I'm lookin forward to starting things up around here again though, and am always grateful for the continued understanding and support that yall give.
Thank you, will be regularly around again soon :)
I'm sorry it's been a long while now, and I haven't been on at all. Been going through a lot of ups and downs post college graduation, and was especially struggling with trying to stay afloat financially and emotionally and all. And like despite knowing how hard it is to break into an art career, it hits different when you're actually Out There sending in application after application and nothing is working out :( and y’know the bills and financial obligations just sure don't stop,
So I've been working at a Walmart to get by and have the guaranteed paycheck, which has been fine- sort of a 'it is what it is' deal, y’know :/ And unfortunately I definitely fell out of love with art for a good while there,, it was just hard to feel much passion for anything, really- and like my melodramatic ass brain was just WELL... I JUST DON'T KNOW IF I'M EVER GOING TO DRAW AGAIN like oh my god dude sit down, IT'S GOING TO BE OKAY
BUT things have gotten much better over the past two weeks. I'm about to be a whole lot less busy as well, and happiness has been far more consistent than stress and other fun emotions
...And I have been drawing again lately, and drawing A LOT- it feels so nice just being back in it after being stuck in such a bad slump :') Been doing pieces For Me just to get back in the groove, and remember why I am an artist and why I love what I do, y’know-
Now, as for outstanding commissions:
I'll be back to working on commissions either this weekend or early next week. And as an apology + gratitude for people waiting for so long on me, I'll be bringing every single outstanding commission up to a fully colored, fully shaded piece, free of charge. And if your commission is already one that was going to be fully colored + shaded, I'll do an additional inked piece for you for free- can be anything of your choosing, and for those who this applies to, we can discuss when we get there :) BUT if anyone wants refunds, I'll hold absolutely no hard feelings. I get it, and I'm not going to be upset if someone just wants out after waiting so long.
I'll be making the rounds on replying to comments, discord messages, PMs, and all that over this weekend. Once again, I'm sorry for disappearing for so long- I'm lookin forward to starting things up around here again though, and am always grateful for the continued understanding and support that yall give.
Thank you, will be regularly around again soon :)
FINAL DAY FOR BLACK FRIDAY SALE!
Posted 2 years agoAs of posting this, there are 24 hours left for my Black Friday sale- 25% off all prices!
More info here! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54548573/
More info here! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54548573/
Moving Update !
Posted 2 years agoThings are going well, it's been a lot of work (and I think my body hates me) BUT we are getting settled in. Should be back on drawing and responding to messages real shortly here, maybe today even. Depends on how much energy I got after errands lmao
Ty for the patience! Should have some good content coming round here soon :P
Ty for the patience! Should have some good content coming round here soon :P
Short Break - I am moving !!
Posted 2 years agoNot moving accounts lol, but moving irl! It's been in the works for a while, but it is finally happening- and on the 17th I will be moving into an apartment with two of my good friends :3
So I'm going to be taking a short break, I need to focus on finishing packing + the actual move itself and setting our apartment up. And once this Moving Era is up, I can get back to regularly working on art and comms!
Will be back soon~
So I'm going to be taking a short break, I need to focus on finishing packing + the actual move itself and setting our apartment up. And once this Moving Era is up, I can get back to regularly working on art and comms!
Will be back soon~
An Apology
Posted 2 years agoWriting this to apologize for a huge lapse in my judgement, as not once have I acknowledged the fact that it is No Nut November; all while actively putting out provocative content which I have no doubt has at least influenced several individuals to fail an already grueling gauntlet of willpower.
Rest assured I am holding myself accountable for this, and will do my best to not make this mistake again.
Thank you.
Rest assured I am holding myself accountable for this, and will do my best to not make this mistake again.
Thank you.
Upcoming Things !!
Posted 2 years agoSo erm I got a lot of fun stuff coming this month, October is the time where I thrive with HALLOWEEEEEEN and I've got many things in the works right now!
To name the big ones,
-31 spooky themed adoptables
-A Halloween themed art pack with my OCs, I'm looking to do around 10 pieces!
-Finally dusting off a certain wheel on my SubscribeStar, one that likes to give out free art to lucky winners depending on what tier they're subscribed to ^^ (WHICH WILL BE SPUN ON THE 3RD, BY THE WAY !)
-My 200th piece on my Eka's account (the primary account I use for my content), I'm just FIVE AWAYY So I want to do something special for the occasion~ Throwback to the 100th piece over here since WE'RE ALMOST ALREADY TO 200 SOMEHOW, ALLEDGEDLY, https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50300221/
-Aaand gradually distributing some YCHs I've had in the works, of two distinct flavors: Sona-as-Pred, and Sona-as-Prey <3
That's all I'm gonna say on it for now but uh HONEY YOU GOT A BIG STORM COMIN!!
To name the big ones,
-31 spooky themed adoptables
-A Halloween themed art pack with my OCs, I'm looking to do around 10 pieces!
-Finally dusting off a certain wheel on my SubscribeStar, one that likes to give out free art to lucky winners depending on what tier they're subscribed to ^^ (WHICH WILL BE SPUN ON THE 3RD, BY THE WAY !)
-My 200th piece on my Eka's account (the primary account I use for my content), I'm just FIVE AWAYY So I want to do something special for the occasion~ Throwback to the 100th piece over here since WE'RE ALMOST ALREADY TO 200 SOMEHOW, ALLEDGEDLY, https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50300221/
-Aaand gradually distributing some YCHs I've had in the works, of two distinct flavors: Sona-as-Pred, and Sona-as-Prey <3
That's all I'm gonna say on it for now but uh HONEY YOU GOT A BIG STORM COMIN!!
Heavy day(s)
Posted 2 years agoJust a quick blog, but popping in to say it's gonna be pretty quiet around here for a while longer- the family/health stuff has come up again + this specific day of the year is something that is quite grief heavy for me. Not necessarily Going Through It or having a mental health crisis or anything, just need time for myself :')
I appreciate you all, will be back soon <3
I appreciate you all, will be back soon <3
Going off the grid this weekend 🫡
Posted 2 years agoNot entirely lol, I just like being dramatic.
But yea I'll be heading to the family cabin in a few hours, and will be there til Sunday :] There's no internet access up there so I won't be able to respond to messages n stuff, but I'll still be working on drawings! I consistently get art motivation when I'm up there so I may be going a little apeshit. Who knows though lmao.
That's all, and I hope y'all have a good weekend as well!
But yea I'll be heading to the family cabin in a few hours, and will be there til Sunday :] There's no internet access up there so I won't be able to respond to messages n stuff, but I'll still be working on drawings! I consistently get art motivation when I'm up there so I may be going a little apeshit. Who knows though lmao.
That's all, and I hope y'all have a good weekend as well!
YCH post + a little update
Posted 2 years agoSo uh not getting too deep into it, but the last two days have been pretty strenuous on me. It's family and health stuff, everything's gonna be okay but I was just y'know. SUDDENLY PULLED IN THIS DIRECTION AND THAT DIRECTION, fun stuff. I still had the mood to draw when things were more calm, but under certain levels of stress I just like really only want to draw stuff with my characters soooo I have a big ol wip that I whipped up over these last two days that is currently up on my SubsribeStar for the Icon Tier and above :)
Basically while making adoptables I inevitably would end up with designs where it was like NAH I'M KEEPING THIS ONE and the gal in this wip is an example of such! I don't have a name for her yet but it's a ref very similar to Perrill's with lots of spicy poses featuring this character as the pred, with many slots for prey YCHs. That whole thing I did with Perrill's ref was a lot of fun, and I'm giving the starting round of first come first serve dibs to my subsribers!
The featured pieces include:
-A big dedicated macro piece with many micros. There's OV, clothing entrapment, micros being sat on, a micro between cleavage, mild footplay, and some poses that just solely play into the size difference :)
-AV, only the prey's head is seen
-A pose where the pred is laying on her stomach, and there's an internal of a small prey being squished in her belly
-Some semi-facesitting with bondage
-The pred's tail wrapped around a small prey, imminent AV is implied and she's spreading one cheek open
The prices on slots range from $5-$45.
If any of those sound particularly intriguing, consider subbing over here to check it out: https://subscribestar.adult/ferristis !
On 8/23, the ref wip will be posted to Eka's for anyone to claim slots. Once again the slots will be first come first serve, I have no idea how many may be claimed before the public posting so KEEP THAT IN MIND !
And lastly I will be back on the commission queue today or tomorrow, I just had to get this out of my system and work through some stress during stressful times :')
Thank you!
Basically while making adoptables I inevitably would end up with designs where it was like NAH I'M KEEPING THIS ONE and the gal in this wip is an example of such! I don't have a name for her yet but it's a ref very similar to Perrill's with lots of spicy poses featuring this character as the pred, with many slots for prey YCHs. That whole thing I did with Perrill's ref was a lot of fun, and I'm giving the starting round of first come first serve dibs to my subsribers!
The featured pieces include:
-A big dedicated macro piece with many micros. There's OV, clothing entrapment, micros being sat on, a micro between cleavage, mild footplay, and some poses that just solely play into the size difference :)
-AV, only the prey's head is seen
-A pose where the pred is laying on her stomach, and there's an internal of a small prey being squished in her belly
-Some semi-facesitting with bondage
-The pred's tail wrapped around a small prey, imminent AV is implied and she's spreading one cheek open
The prices on slots range from $5-$45.
If any of those sound particularly intriguing, consider subbing over here to check it out: https://subscribestar.adult/ferristis !
On 8/23, the ref wip will be posted to Eka's for anyone to claim slots. Once again the slots will be first come first serve, I have no idea how many may be claimed before the public posting so KEEP THAT IN MIND !
And lastly I will be back on the commission queue today or tomorrow, I just had to get this out of my system and work through some stress during stressful times :')
Thank you!
Trying to find somone who commissioned me :0
Posted 2 years agoSo as I've been working through the commission queue, I see an entry where I fuckin forgot to put down the person's username. They had commissioned a fully shaded pose of #18 from the big YCH pack of mine (isolated pose here for ease: https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....-01_205037.png ), and over the last hour I've been combing through DMs and comments on all the sites I'm on, but no luck. If this is you, please let me know! And if this was a commission you wanted to remain private, then feel free to just DM me!
Took a small break :]
Posted 2 years agoHEY Just wanted to say that I've been a lil busy ever since the 4th of July, between the holiday itself and then my birthday on the 7th (and various celebrations that followed over the next days) I've just been occupied with stuff- but things should be clearing up again within this next day or so :)
I'm going to for sure have a stretch of free time starting on the 15th and into the end of July (I'll be on a week-long vacation in early August), so I'm aiming to have a good amount of content and comms done and posted!
That's all~
I'm going to for sure have a stretch of free time starting on the 15th and into the end of July (I'll be on a week-long vacation in early August), so I'm aiming to have a good amount of content and comms done and posted!
That's all~
Tiny post lol
Posted 2 years agoSo Uh I generally try to reply to comments and stuff, I've just been neglecting to do so lately- so if you get a notification of me replying to a message from like a month ago DON'T MIND ME HRKGKG I just really appreciate people taking time to share their thoughts on my stuff, so I want to return the favor :)
I'll try to stay more on top of it, I'm very much a person of habit so I just gotta get back into that habit lmao. Aight that's all HSGKGK just wanted to make a little post addressing that :P
I'll try to stay more on top of it, I'm very much a person of habit so I just gotta get back into that habit lmao. Aight that's all HSGKGK just wanted to make a little post addressing that :P
THE GRADUATION UPDATE.
Posted 2 years agoSOO Last week I did indeed graduate from college :P Over that past week I've just been decompressing and catching up on a lot of sleep because my god that last semester was. A Lot on me, to say the least.
But I'm steadily regaining energy and drawing motivation lmao. I also finally broke down and got a Cintiq so messing around with that has been super fun!! Haven't done any degenerate drawings on it yet but soon HEKGEKGKS
I'm gonna rest for another week or so, maybe do some non-commissioned work to have some content to post (and so I can continue to get a feel for the Cintiq since it is a new Beast). It's just a deal where I want to put my best foot forward when it comes to making art that people have paid for, so I'll be back on the commission grind soon! Like omg who could have guessed. Pushing myself during finals and regularly getting little to no sleep really has a toll on the human body. WHO COULD HAVE EVER GUESSED
So yuhh now that I have that huge obligation out of my life, I'm really eager to devote a lot more time over here. Maybe do some more elaborate projects, maybe even open animated commissions~ I've also been thinking up some fun character designs to make into adoptables so I think that'd be a nice way to get back into the groove of drawing without all THE COLLEGE PRESSURES...
All that said, I will be back soon- just want to rest up for a little bit longer!! <3
But I'm steadily regaining energy and drawing motivation lmao. I also finally broke down and got a Cintiq so messing around with that has been super fun!! Haven't done any degenerate drawings on it yet but soon HEKGEKGKS
I'm gonna rest for another week or so, maybe do some non-commissioned work to have some content to post (and so I can continue to get a feel for the Cintiq since it is a new Beast). It's just a deal where I want to put my best foot forward when it comes to making art that people have paid for, so I'll be back on the commission grind soon! Like omg who could have guessed. Pushing myself during finals and regularly getting little to no sleep really has a toll on the human body. WHO COULD HAVE EVER GUESSED
So yuhh now that I have that huge obligation out of my life, I'm really eager to devote a lot more time over here. Maybe do some more elaborate projects, maybe even open animated commissions~ I've also been thinking up some fun character designs to make into adoptables so I think that'd be a nice way to get back into the groove of drawing without all THE COLLEGE PRESSURES...
All that said, I will be back soon- just want to rest up for a little bit longer!! <3
WAHOO !!
Posted 2 years agoSo yesterday I finished and turned in my big ol senior project! Two minutes and twenty seconds of animation that was all done by my hand throughout this school year, and I'm extremely proud of being able to get it done.
My school obligations certainly aren't done since I still have finals for four other classes, but THE BIG BOY is done and it honestly feels surreal. I'm still going to have to be on hiatus until at least mid May, so thank you for sticking with me during this EXTREMELY busy part of my life! Graduation is just around the corner, and I'm super looking forward to getting things rolling again around here!
My school obligations certainly aren't done since I still have finals for four other classes, but THE BIG BOY is done and it honestly feels surreal. I'm still going to have to be on hiatus until at least mid May, so thank you for sticking with me during this EXTREMELY busy part of my life! Graduation is just around the corner, and I'm super looking forward to getting things rolling again around here!
Oop lmao
Posted 2 years agoBruh lmao I was posting pages from the Instant Tat-Two comic to my Deviantart since I hadn't put it up there yet and like. I GUESS MY ASS DIDN'T REALIZE I ALSO HIT THE FURAFFINITY TAB IN THE POSTYBIRB AS I WAS UPLOADING PAGE 3. I fuckin went on autopilot I guess HSGKGK
So that page has been deleted. Apologies for my absentminded negligence lol
So that page has been deleted. Apologies for my absentminded negligence lol
Interest Check lol
Posted 2 years agoSO as I'm entering my final semester of college I've also just been trying to think of what types of content I could be putting out. I'm covered on the Personal Fetish Art side of things, but I'm trying to think more along the lines of YCHs and commission work and all that becauseee I gotta eat too lmao
I guess I just wanted to get a general sense of what people may be interested in? Like I could of course do a big variety of things but if there's anything I could be leaning harder into, I'd love to hear it! Off the top of my head there's the completely blank YCHs (as in my characters aren't drawn into the image as the pred or prey), the ones where there IS involvement from my characters, or I'd even be down to do stuff likeee HEY I'll draw a fully rendered icon of your character(s) for $15 and absolutely feel free to use those icons around social media :)
AND OTHER SUCH RELATED THINGS. I have been itching to do traditional art again, I love using dip pens and watercolors~ and that stuff could potentially be physically sent to those who commission em! The only thing is then addresses have to get involved and I certainly don't blame anyone for not wanting to give that information over lol. But uhh still just throwing that idea out there :]
I'd be super appreciative of any thoughts or ideas, I maybe have just grown a little fuzzy on what I could be doing more of y’know. I'd love to hear from people!
I guess I just wanted to get a general sense of what people may be interested in? Like I could of course do a big variety of things but if there's anything I could be leaning harder into, I'd love to hear it! Off the top of my head there's the completely blank YCHs (as in my characters aren't drawn into the image as the pred or prey), the ones where there IS involvement from my characters, or I'd even be down to do stuff likeee HEY I'll draw a fully rendered icon of your character(s) for $15 and absolutely feel free to use those icons around social media :)
AND OTHER SUCH RELATED THINGS. I have been itching to do traditional art again, I love using dip pens and watercolors~ and that stuff could potentially be physically sent to those who commission em! The only thing is then addresses have to get involved and I certainly don't blame anyone for not wanting to give that information over lol. But uhh still just throwing that idea out there :]
I'd be super appreciative of any thoughts or ideas, I maybe have just grown a little fuzzy on what I could be doing more of y’know. I'd love to hear from people!
Small SubscribeStar update !
Posted 2 years agoUhh so I've opened up seeing the behind-the-scenes content as well as early access to the ART PACKS to my $1 tier lol. I'm not sure why I wasn't doing that in the first place but I just wanted to let y'all know that every one of those posts have now been opened up to my Tip Jar tier!
And PSST the whole page of finished sketches for my upcoming pack are currently up ;PP
That's about all, just a small yet kinda big change lol
And PSST the whole page of finished sketches for my upcoming pack are currently up ;PP
That's about all, just a small yet kinda big change lol
Cookin something up.........
Posted 2 years agoNow I'm not saying I'm going to try and get another pack of themed pieces done before this winter break is done, but...
That may or may not be a thing that's happening. And it may or may not be bigger than the Christmas pack and may or may not involve a certain couple and a certain blue epic gamer slimegirl. Absolutely nothing at all to see here..........
Smiles :)
That may or may not be a thing that's happening. And it may or may not be bigger than the Christmas pack and may or may not involve a certain couple and a certain blue epic gamer slimegirl. Absolutely nothing at all to see here..........
Smiles :)
Small break + A QUESTION
Posted 2 years agoHeya! Just wanted to let y'all know that I'm taking a little break from doing anything on this account, I should be back to it in a few days :) I just had four Christmas days in a row so I'm needing a little recovery time from the busy holidays lol. OH and I do still want to go through and reply to all the really kind comments I've gotten over the last few days, I did want to say though that I've been reading them all as they come in and I super appreciate them!!
And then as for my question, what would people think about me making ych bases but largely taking from poses that I've already done in pieces? There are a few Emrick + Marie poses that I just think would be fun to reuse is all~
Like I guess I just wanna get a feel on if that'd be fine and good or if it'd be like YOU ALREADY DID THIS POSE. NEXT
If you have thoughts feel free to post em!
And I'll see you all once my Holiday Exhaustion has worn off x'D
And then as for my question, what would people think about me making ych bases but largely taking from poses that I've already done in pieces? There are a few Emrick + Marie poses that I just think would be fun to reuse is all~
Like I guess I just wanna get a feel on if that'd be fine and good or if it'd be like YOU ALREADY DID THIS POSE. NEXT
If you have thoughts feel free to post em!
And I'll see you all once my Holiday Exhaustion has worn off x'D
TOMORROW !!
Posted 2 years agoMy Christmas pack of seven spicy images will be publicly dropping here >:D
And I will be so real it's been so hard to not just post all of it over this past week because I'm so excited to do so LMAOO
But soon. Tomorrow, even
And I will be so real it's been so hard to not just post all of it over this past week because I'm so excited to do so LMAOO
But soon. Tomorrow, even
Update on various things!
Posted 3 years agoHeya!
Just three more days and this fall semester will he done for me! I'll be on winter break until January 16th so plenty of time for art heheheeee
Hope yallmst have been enjoying all the recent pieces, it has been nice to just do some Personal Fetish Content ™ to wind down after homework and you can certainly expect to see a lot more, I have lots of sketches ready to be finished with more being regularly added so there's not gonna be a shortage anytime soon LOL
And also in this lil update, I'll just tease at the fact that I may or may not have Character.AI stuff to share soon-ish :3cc I WONDER WHAT IT COULD BEEEEE
Hm and then I've also thought about opening character asks for funsies, I'll make a dedicated post to it when the time comes but if you want to get in on it early that is a perk with the ink tier on my subscribestar! That tier also just generally allows you to throw art suggestions my way~
I think that's about it for now, just a quick lil blog for y'all!
Just three more days and this fall semester will he done for me! I'll be on winter break until January 16th so plenty of time for art heheheeee
Hope yallmst have been enjoying all the recent pieces, it has been nice to just do some Personal Fetish Content ™ to wind down after homework and you can certainly expect to see a lot more, I have lots of sketches ready to be finished with more being regularly added so there's not gonna be a shortage anytime soon LOL
And also in this lil update, I'll just tease at the fact that I may or may not have Character.AI stuff to share soon-ish :3cc I WONDER WHAT IT COULD BEEEEE
Hm and then I've also thought about opening character asks for funsies, I'll make a dedicated post to it when the time comes but if you want to get in on it early that is a perk with the ink tier on my subscribestar! That tier also just generally allows you to throw art suggestions my way~
I think that's about it for now, just a quick lil blog for y'all!
Awooga lol
Posted 3 years agoNot me at work thinkin of some horny ass (emphasis on ass lol) YCHs and some new characters toooo....... Maybe this weekend I could get some of those ideas out :P
Hello !
Posted 3 years agoAdmittedly this is my first time using this site for posting art. But I'm excited nonetheless~
I'll be putting info to see on my main profile page- but just right off the gate, know that this is a mature account that will be used for adult content. If you are a minor, do not interact with this account.
As for everyone else, I'm eager to post and interact :)
I'll be putting info to see on my main profile page- but just right off the gate, know that this is a mature account that will be used for adult content. If you are a minor, do not interact with this account.
As for everyone else, I'm eager to post and interact :)