update time!
Posted 12 years agoSo, here's the deal, this past week and a half or so I've been preoccupied loading my crippled ps2 with homebrew software so I can still use it to play backups and such, this has kept me busy. Today I had a job interview, a commission to design the labels for a local smoke shop's ecig fluids, and an offer of part time there. This has all been exciting and wonderful but its taken a huge chunk out of my art time. So, as soon as I get all the bits of old computer cleared off of my desk (or at least shuffled to the side) I'll be whipping the tablet right back out to work. You might think that all of this talk of jobs means less time to do art... well this is true. But it DOES mean I will get on a relatively regular schedule and have some extra capital to toss around and specifically get a new tablet, so do not despair! For ANYONE interested in trades, contact me. I don't care about skill level so long as you give it your all. For commissions... well those will be case by case, just don't be shy and ask. Also... tell your friends! I can be contacted through notes, and I always do my best to answer quickly.
Update Time!
Posted 12 years agoNow things are really flowing again, I never expected I'd be able to pick the tablet back up so quickly but its happening. My clean account
alexanderdrake is starting to fill up and when I have the time and privacy I'm working on some naughty stuff for all of you out there. Make sure to check out the journal over on my clean account to try and win some free art and get me back into practice. As far as things go on the homefront I'm getting better every day, digging myself out of a financial hole and such, on better medication and my chiropractic issues seem to be fading. Its just been a pretty nice start to the year.
For all of you who've stuck with me this long, thanks a bunch.

For all of you who've stuck with me this long, thanks a bunch.
Back in a sense... again.
Posted 12 years agoYes, yet again I feel a resurgence of need to post my random scribblings. My hand has gone stupid as far as tablet use goes but I'm relearning it every day. For now please stand by as I shuffle my art about between my two accounts, things should pick up soon. Thanks for everyone who has stuck with me so far.
Additional Note, Clearing out the clean stuff and shoving it into the other account for the sake of consistency. Sorry for any inconvenience.
Additional Note, Clearing out the clean stuff and shoving it into the other account for the sake of consistency. Sorry for any inconvenience.
No Subject
Posted 13 years agoAlright, its time to man up and get back to work. If I owe you something and it isnt noted in my commission listings below. Come forward and I'll do what I can. My hands have gotten a bit stupid with disuse but I'm back. Sorry for leaving all of you for so long, but I'm getting my ass back on track as of today.
Life updates!
got a license
got a car
Started smoking to cope with stress
moved into a new house
organized my room
started GMing pathfinder
realized just how much of a twat I've been in the past.
resolved once again to be better
now I just hope it sticks.
Life updates!
got a license
got a car
Started smoking to cope with stress
moved into a new house
organized my room
started GMing pathfinder
realized just how much of a twat I've been in the past.
resolved once again to be better
now I just hope it sticks.
Many great and terrible things
Posted 14 years agoTime for a life update!
in a good-bad-good-bad-good order!
-Tablet pen busted, no digital possible as my mouse work is horrid!
-Enrolled in a traditional media art class! plan on soaking up everything presented there!
-Right knee has arthritis, have to walk with a cane sometimes till I see a doctor!
-New pair of boots look awesome with the rest of my clothes!
-Home office is a shambles, work impossible until I re-organize it!
-New art class has given me a reason to re-organize it!
-Guy I really have been in love with for a few years is getting married in October, I'm the best man!
-He'll finally have a healthy and stable, non abusive relationship!
-Still lack a car and a full fledged license!
-Unrest about it is growing so someone might finally teach me how to drive at least!
-blog doesn't have much traffic
-I have my own blog!
*more may be added shortly*
in short, the new-year hasn't been good, or bad, its been well... both great and terrible all at once! life is like that pretty often isn't it
in a good-bad-good-bad-good order!
-Tablet pen busted, no digital possible as my mouse work is horrid!
-Enrolled in a traditional media art class! plan on soaking up everything presented there!
-Right knee has arthritis, have to walk with a cane sometimes till I see a doctor!
-New pair of boots look awesome with the rest of my clothes!
-Home office is a shambles, work impossible until I re-organize it!
-New art class has given me a reason to re-organize it!
-Guy I really have been in love with for a few years is getting married in October, I'm the best man!
-He'll finally have a healthy and stable, non abusive relationship!
-Still lack a car and a full fledged license!
-Unrest about it is growing so someone might finally teach me how to drive at least!
-blog doesn't have much traffic
-I have my own blog!
*more may be added shortly*
in short, the new-year hasn't been good, or bad, its been well... both great and terrible all at once! life is like that pretty often isn't it
Life Level Up~ Class change to...
Posted 15 years agoEntrepreneur, thats right folks, gonna be working on starting a business, you'll still see art, and for the most part this is under wraps, but I'll sneak in a little update every now and then, I'm in the early stages.
in addition I've got an ear piercing, and a bit more art resolve, gonna try and finish one piece a day, no matter how big or small
in addition I've got an ear piercing, and a bit more art resolve, gonna try and finish one piece a day, no matter how big or small
No Subject
Posted 15 years ago01) [x] You own tools that you use regularly
02) [x] You carry a wallet (generally in your back pocket). [front right pocket for me, harder to snatch]
03) [x] You prefer movies or shows where there is more action than romance
04) [x] You spit on the ground when not in a building (it can be mucus or something else).
05) [x] You scratch where it itches when it itches
06) [ ] Your idea of good footwear is boots or tough tennis.
07) [ ] Your wardrobe only changes if you gain weight or the clothes fall apart.
08) [ ] You don't count calories when eating.
09) [ ] You have deodorant strong enough to make you socially acceptable but not strong enough to make you smell like it.
10) [x] You tend to wipe your hands on your clothes instead of a napkin.
Total So Far: 5
Do you love:
11) [x] Video games
12) [x] Working on mechanical items.
13) [x] Building things. [Steampunk~]
14) [x] Working out at a gym machines
15) [ ] Getting in and out of stores as quickly as possible.
16) [ ] Football (American)
17) [ ] Baseball
18) [ ] Wrestling
19) [ ] Boxing
20) [x] Hunting and/or fishing [I love to catch and cook my own fish]
Total So Far: 10
Do you shop at:
21) [x] Home Depot
22) [x] Lowe's
23) [ ] Big and Tall men's stores
24) [ ] Hunting and Fishing supply shops
25) [ ] Auto supply stores or other mechanic shops
26) [x] Hobby shops
27) [x] Comic book stores
28) [ ] Sports supply stores
29) [x] Video game stores
30) [x] Electronic supply stores
Total So Far: 16
Do you say:
31) [x] Son (when the person is not your biological child or even younger than you)
32) [x] I can fix it. [usually after I break it...]
33) [ ] Man-up
34) [x] When I was your age - followed by how far you had to walk and in what weather conditions.
35) [ ] Don't be a wuss.
36) [x] It's just a scratch
37) [ ] Take it like a man.
38) [ ] That's not how you do it.
39) [x] (insert profanity here)
40) [x] Here's your (insert profanity and what the person just said).
Total So Far: 22
Do you read:
41) [ ] Field and Stream.
42) [ ] Bear Magazine
43) [ ] Playboy
44) [ ] Sports Illustrated
45) [ ] Pro Football Weekly
46) [x] Comic books
47) [ ] Men's Health
48) [ ] Men's Fitness
49) [ ] Men's Journal
50) [ ] Private Media Group, Inc.
Grand Total: 23
Multiply by 2 for your percentage: 46
02) [x] You carry a wallet (generally in your back pocket). [front right pocket for me, harder to snatch]
03) [x] You prefer movies or shows where there is more action than romance
04) [x] You spit on the ground when not in a building (it can be mucus or something else).
05) [x] You scratch where it itches when it itches
06) [ ] Your idea of good footwear is boots or tough tennis.
07) [ ] Your wardrobe only changes if you gain weight or the clothes fall apart.
08) [ ] You don't count calories when eating.
09) [ ] You have deodorant strong enough to make you socially acceptable but not strong enough to make you smell like it.
10) [x] You tend to wipe your hands on your clothes instead of a napkin.
Total So Far: 5
Do you love:
11) [x] Video games
12) [x] Working on mechanical items.
13) [x] Building things. [Steampunk~]
14) [x] Working out at a gym machines
15) [ ] Getting in and out of stores as quickly as possible.
16) [ ] Football (American)
17) [ ] Baseball
18) [ ] Wrestling
19) [ ] Boxing
20) [x] Hunting and/or fishing [I love to catch and cook my own fish]
Total So Far: 10
Do you shop at:
21) [x] Home Depot
22) [x] Lowe's
23) [ ] Big and Tall men's stores
24) [ ] Hunting and Fishing supply shops
25) [ ] Auto supply stores or other mechanic shops
26) [x] Hobby shops
27) [x] Comic book stores
28) [ ] Sports supply stores
29) [x] Video game stores
30) [x] Electronic supply stores
Total So Far: 16
Do you say:
31) [x] Son (when the person is not your biological child or even younger than you)
32) [x] I can fix it. [usually after I break it...]
33) [ ] Man-up
34) [x] When I was your age - followed by how far you had to walk and in what weather conditions.
35) [ ] Don't be a wuss.
36) [x] It's just a scratch
37) [ ] Take it like a man.
38) [ ] That's not how you do it.
39) [x] (insert profanity here)
40) [x] Here's your (insert profanity and what the person just said).
Total So Far: 22
Do you read:
41) [ ] Field and Stream.
42) [ ] Bear Magazine
43) [ ] Playboy
44) [ ] Sports Illustrated
45) [ ] Pro Football Weekly
46) [x] Comic books
47) [ ] Men's Health
48) [ ] Men's Fitness
49) [ ] Men's Journal
50) [ ] Private Media Group, Inc.
Grand Total: 23
Multiply by 2 for your percentage: 46
;~; my netbook died
Posted 15 years agoThis time, a different hardware failure, one more unexpected... my dog knocked it off the couch and the screen spiderwebbed... I need moneys now for a new one for college...
hey everyone!
Posted 15 years ago COMMENT AND I'LL:
1. Tell you something I'll learn about you from looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you what color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what Pokemon you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname.
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal.
got from
lorelli
1. Tell you something I'll learn about you from looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you what color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what Pokemon you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname.
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal.
got from

I HAVE RETURNED!
Posted 15 years agoI'm back and ready to work, got some new skills, new equipment, and a new home to boot, expect to see much more of me now that I've gotten settled in at my new house, a few new things too, not just digital and pencil+paper work, but... thats a surprise
;~; *sniffle*
Posted 15 years agoMy computer mia died... her screen fell off, all digital pending commissions are on hold, they will be done traditionally and then mailed out
FREEDOM!!!!
Posted 15 years agoThe biggest summer of my life has arrived, I have graduated highschool and as such will be able to devote more time than ever to my art!
Digital Commissions
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3321341/ Sketchy/Messy Uncolored 1$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3421657/ Sketchy/Messy Colored 3$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3273263/ - Linework Uncolored 5$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3173254/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3178065/ - Linework Colored 8-10$ depending on character specs
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3499716/ - Painted Simple 10-12$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3188510/ - Painted Detailed 15-20$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3471968/ Character Front and back 10$ sketch/15$ linework/20$ Color
Traditional Commissions
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3680419 Pencil Sketch - Uncolored 2$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3497518/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3502708/ Pencil/charcoal - (Actual will be larger) Shaded 4$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3701946/ Linework-Uncolored 5$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3685491/ - Linework - Pencil Colored 6.50$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664578/ - Linework Marker Colored (actual will be larger) 8$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664541/ Conbadge Pencil colored 5$**
Conbadge Marker colored 6$**
Conbadge Painted Acrylic/Watercolor 8-10$**
Notecard art in nearly any media 3-8$ depending on chosen media, just ask
*Items marked with an asterisk will have the added charge of shipping if the finished piece will not fit and ship safely in a standard envelope through the United states postal system, there is no out of US shipping sadly for now
**all conbadges will be mailed pre laminated and ready for holepunching at your convenience so they can be worn on lanyards
Digital Commissions
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3321341/ Sketchy/Messy Uncolored 1$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3421657/ Sketchy/Messy Colored 3$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3273263/ - Linework Uncolored 5$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3173254/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3178065/ - Linework Colored 8-10$ depending on character specs
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3499716/ - Painted Simple 10-12$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3188510/ - Painted Detailed 15-20$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3471968/ Character Front and back 10$ sketch/15$ linework/20$ Color
Traditional Commissions
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3680419 Pencil Sketch - Uncolored 2$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3497518/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3502708/ Pencil/charcoal - (Actual will be larger) Shaded 4$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3701946/ Linework-Uncolored 5$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3685491/ - Linework - Pencil Colored 6.50$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664578/ - Linework Marker Colored (actual will be larger) 8$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664541/ Conbadge Pencil colored 5$**
Conbadge Marker colored 6$**
Conbadge Painted Acrylic/Watercolor 8-10$**
Notecard art in nearly any media 3-8$ depending on chosen media, just ask
*Items marked with an asterisk will have the added charge of shipping if the finished piece will not fit and ship safely in a standard envelope through the United states postal system, there is no out of US shipping sadly for now
**all conbadges will be mailed pre laminated and ready for holepunching at your convenience so they can be worn on lanyards
It broke...
Posted 15 years agoMy laptop is officially held together by duct tape, and its power charging port is barely working, I am now trying to finish digital commissions before Mia Bella finally gives up the ghost, but I am taking traditional commissions to try and save up to fix Mia, or god forbid get a new computer, so if anyone is so inclined take a look at my commission prices
Traditional Commissions
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3680419 Pencil Sketch - Uncolored 2$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3497518/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3502708/ Pencil/charcoal - (Actual will be larger) Shaded 4$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3701946/ Linework-Uncolored 5$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3685491/ - Linework - Pencil Colored 6.50$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664578/ - Linework Marker Colored (actual will be larger) 8$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664541/ Conbadge Pencil colored 5$**
Conbadge Marker colored 6$**
Conbadge Painted Acrylic/Watercolor 8-10$** </strike>
Notecard art in nearly any media 3-8$ depending on chosen media, just ask
*Items marked with an asterisk will have the added charge of shipping if the finished piece will not fit and ship safely in a standard envelope through the United states postal system, there is no out of US shipping sadly for now
**all conbadges will be mailed pre laminated and ready for holepunching at your convenience so they can be worn on lanyards
Traditional Commissions
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3680419 Pencil Sketch - Uncolored 2$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3497518/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3502708/ Pencil/charcoal - (Actual will be larger) Shaded 4$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3701946/ Linework-Uncolored 5$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3685491/ - Linework - Pencil Colored 6.50$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664578/ - Linework Marker Colored (actual will be larger) 8$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664541/ Conbadge Pencil colored 5$**
Conbadge Marker colored 6$**
Conbadge Painted Acrylic/Watercolor 8-10$** </strike>
Notecard art in nearly any media 3-8$ depending on chosen media, just ask
*Items marked with an asterisk will have the added charge of shipping if the finished piece will not fit and ship safely in a standard envelope through the United states postal system, there is no out of US shipping sadly for now
**all conbadges will be mailed pre laminated and ready for holepunching at your convenience so they can be worn on lanyards
Officially dapper for prom!
Posted 15 years agocommission prices...
Digital Commissions
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3321341/ Sketchy/Messy Uncolored 1$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3421657/ Sketchy/Messy Colored 3$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3273263/ - Linework Uncolored 5$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3173254/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3178065/ - Linework Colored 8-10$ depending on character specs
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3499716/ - Painted Simple 10-12$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3188510/ - Painted Detailed 15-20$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3471968/ Character Front and back 10$ sketch/15$ linework/20$ Color
Traditional Commissions
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3680419 Pencil Sketch - Uncolored 2$*
In an interesting turn of events I have obtained the full amount, and my cane and boots are now on the way, this however doesn't mean that commissions are gone by any means, only that the slots are down to five instead of ten
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3497518/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3502708/ Pencil/charcoal - (Actual will be larger) Shaded 4$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3701946/ Linework-Uncolored 5$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3685491/ - Linework - Pencil Colored 6.50$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664578/ - Linework Marker Colored (actual will be larger) 8$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664541/ Conbadge Pencil colored 5$**
Conbadge Marker colored 6$**
Conbadge Painted Acrylic/Watercolor 8-10$**
Notecard art in nearly any media 3-8$ depending on chosen media, just ask
*Items marked with an asterisk will have the added charge of shipping if the finished piece will not fit and ship safely in a standard envelope through the United states postal system, there is no out of US shipping sadly for now
**all conbadges will be mailed pre laminated and ready for holepunching at your convenience so they can be worn on lanyards
Help Itzal be dapper for prom?
Posted 15 years agowell, its almost here, and while my coat is ordered and on its way, I still am trying to get a cane, and a nice pair of boots to wear along with it.
$37.95 for the cane
$90.00 for the boots
commission prices...
Digital Commissions
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3321341/ Sketchy/Messy Uncolored 1$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3421657/ Sketchy/Messy Colored 3$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3273263/ - Linework Uncolored 5$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3173254/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3178065/ - Linework Colored 8-10$ depending on character specs
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3499716/ - Painted Simple 10-12$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3188510/ - Painted Detailed 15-20$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3471968/ Character Front and back 10$ sketch/15$ linework/20$ Color
Traditional Commissions
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3680419 Pencil Sketch - Uncolored 2$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3497518/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3502708/ Pencil/charcoal - (Actual will be larger) Shaded 4$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3701946/ Linework-Uncolored 5$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3685491/ - Linework - Pencil Colored 6.50$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664578/ - Linework Marker Colored (actual will be larger) 8$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664541/ Conbadge Pencil colored 5$**
Conbadge Marker colored 6$**
Conbadge Painted Acrylic/Watercolor 8-10$**
Notecard art in nearly any media 3-8$ depending on chosen media, just ask
*Items marked with an asterisk will have the added charge of shipping if the finished piece will not fit and ship safely in a standard envelope through the United states postal system, there is no out of US shipping sadly for now
**all conbadges will be mailed pre laminated and ready for holepunching at your convenience so they can be worn on lanyards
$37.95 for the cane
$90.00 for the boots
commission prices...
Digital Commissions
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3321341/ Sketchy/Messy Uncolored 1$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3421657/ Sketchy/Messy Colored 3$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3273263/ - Linework Uncolored 5$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3173254/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3178065/ - Linework Colored 8-10$ depending on character specs
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3499716/ - Painted Simple 10-12$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3188510/ - Painted Detailed 15-20$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3471968/ Character Front and back 10$ sketch/15$ linework/20$ Color
Traditional Commissions
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3680419 Pencil Sketch - Uncolored 2$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3497518/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3502708/ Pencil/charcoal - (Actual will be larger) Shaded 4$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3701946/ Linework-Uncolored 5$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3685491/ - Linework - Pencil Colored 6.50$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664578/ - Linework Marker Colored (actual will be larger) 8$*
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3664541/ Conbadge Pencil colored 5$**
Conbadge Marker colored 6$**
Conbadge Painted Acrylic/Watercolor 8-10$**
Notecard art in nearly any media 3-8$ depending on chosen media, just ask
*Items marked with an asterisk will have the added charge of shipping if the finished piece will not fit and ship safely in a standard envelope through the United states postal system, there is no out of US shipping sadly for now
**all conbadges will be mailed pre laminated and ready for holepunching at your convenience so they can be worn on lanyards
And we've found it!
Posted 15 years agoTablet pen located, scanner nearly beat into oblivion but its working now, expect flood of my little note card arts and owed art very soon
Moaning and gnashing of teeth
Posted 15 years agowell... this just takes the cake... my tablet pen... is nowhere to be seen, I do plan to keep searching but for this reason I can only do traditional works...
Thankfully my art class has gotten me up to par in that area... now the problem is with the scanner, if it works you shall hopefully see some of what I've been fooling around drawing
Thankfully my art class has gotten me up to par in that area... now the problem is with the scanner, if it works you shall hopefully see some of what I've been fooling around drawing
Pain.. oh lord the pain
Posted 15 years agoso today I learned a few lessons in physics through application, namely acceleration, inertia, and the effect of kinetic energy on my freaking elbows, at about 8:15 this morning I slipped, fell and cracked my left elbow, which is now a lovely shade of purple, this was painful but I thought to myself "no biggie I'm right handed"... well every time I went to write I set down my left arm in a way that sends shooting pain up it... so I went home... well about 10 minutes ago in the shower, I slipped, fell and cracked my right elbow... needless to say drawing is now out of the question...
a man wearing perfume
Posted 15 years agoRecently I bought a fragrance called 'poe's tobacco' a blend of tobacco, tea leaves, amberwood, and autumn apple by Tokyomilk, thinking it was a cologne... well it turns out its a perfume, and I really don't care, I kinda realized... it doesnt matter as long as it smells good on you, which this one I really like, its like a mix of old leather, old books, and sweet pipe tobacco. It reminds me of my grandfathers, both of them used sweet tobacco, either for chewing or smoking in a pipe...
well back on topic, I'm a man, that wears perfume, because it smells good, and it makes me happy, I'm also far from effeminate, and dont 'seem' gay to most, but thats a whole different story
well back on topic, I'm a man, that wears perfume, because it smells good, and it makes me happy, I'm also far from effeminate, and dont 'seem' gay to most, but thats a whole different story
My Fears
Posted 15 years ago[ ] public speaking
[X] staying single forever
[X] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[X] being myself in front of others
[X] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[X] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[X] clowns
[ ] dolls
[X] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[X] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[X] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
funny how simple things can change the way you see a person
[X] staying single forever
[X] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[X] being myself in front of others
[X] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[X] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[X] clowns
[ ] dolls
[X] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[X] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[X] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
funny how simple things can change the way you see a person
Rain check on page three
Posted 15 years agodue to a terrible stomach flu I've kinda been bedridden with a bucket at arms reach for obvious reasons... and this makes it hard to draw... I'm sorry but I gotta get a raincheck on arts for a bit
The Blackula's adventures with DJ in the 39th century
Posted 15 years agoI received
TheBlackula 's permission to use his funky fresh likeness in an upcoming comic project the title of which is listed above, I decided I needed to give a comic project another try and this seems to be a better topic to work with than any of the other options I came up with

My doodles
Posted 15 years agoIt's recently dawned on me that I've not been showing most of the world my random little works and concepts, well... thats all about to change, prepare yourselves for a massive art dump!
What/Who should I draw more of?
Posted 15 years agoWhich of my characters/concepts/fictional universes would everyone like to see more of?
Well, its official... Nothing will work to stop it
Posted 15 years agoI was hit on at the mall, by a pair of girls from my school while wearing a hat covered with gay pride buttons, 6 pieces of rainbow paraphernalia...
I just wonder if they were unobservant or just doing it for the hell of it... but they wouldn't let me leave without their phone numbers... also... they were wearing pink leopard print... everything...
that has nothing to do with the being hit on bit.... but still what the hell is up with that? Can I not eat a freaking sandwich without some random cheerleader (no offense to any cheerleaders) coming up and forcing her number on me? Do the rainbow keychains and pins (one pin in particular which spells out "Yay For Gay" in bright rainbow letters) not send a clear enough message? do I give off an odor which attracts them and repels gay men? Just some questions which have come to mind...
...
is it the beard?
I just wonder if they were unobservant or just doing it for the hell of it... but they wouldn't let me leave without their phone numbers... also... they were wearing pink leopard print... everything...
that has nothing to do with the being hit on bit.... but still what the hell is up with that? Can I not eat a freaking sandwich without some random cheerleader (no offense to any cheerleaders) coming up and forcing her number on me? Do the rainbow keychains and pins (one pin in particular which spells out "Yay For Gay" in bright rainbow letters) not send a clear enough message? do I give off an odor which attracts them and repels gay men? Just some questions which have come to mind...
...
is it the beard?