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Posted 13 years agoI've been gone so long, I'm sorry! I got side tracked by tumblr and life. Ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh. I'm really sorry guys. How are you all? I'm rusty as hell, time to sketch and shizz.
I wont be INCREDIBLY active, cuz I just wont be, but I'll post sketches now and then. Sorry!
I wont be INCREDIBLY active, cuz I just wont be, but I'll post sketches now and then. Sorry!
No im not dead
Posted 14 years agoWell, first off. I have news!
I'm back to college to study art! YAY!!!! Im so excited about it. For those who dont know, I've suffered from severe depression since I was 12, and I barely ever go outside. But today, I went to a art school-thingy and well... loved it. I begin classes in January and I'm super excited about it!! I cried a little HAH silly me.
thank you for all the kind words, comments, faves and shouts. And Chells beautiful gift of course!
I do still draw Turians now and then, I just dont post them cuz Im super lazy! But I want to thank you all. So yes. Thank you <3
I'll reply to notes soon. I have a Gotham to save right now! *Dons cowl and flees in to the night*
I'm back to college to study art! YAY!!!! Im so excited about it. For those who dont know, I've suffered from severe depression since I was 12, and I barely ever go outside. But today, I went to a art school-thingy and well... loved it. I begin classes in January and I'm super excited about it!! I cried a little HAH silly me.
thank you for all the kind words, comments, faves and shouts. And Chells beautiful gift of course!
I do still draw Turians now and then, I just dont post them cuz Im super lazy! But I want to thank you all. So yes. Thank you <3
I'll reply to notes soon. I have a Gotham to save right now! *Dons cowl and flees in to the night*
Skyrim
Posted 14 years agojust finished it Q^Q
AND NOW REPLAYING IT.
Had my big gay argonian wedding to Scout.
Now its time to be male Khajit and pimp myself a human man, maybe an orc. We'll see. :B
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scratch that, khajit boy will still be pimping, but I'll aim for the stars on my "finished" save slot, simply because I love my argonian too much to stop playing with him. Even if its just when I play with the games physics and run around holding bread ]:
AND NOW REPLAYING IT.
Had my big gay argonian wedding to Scout.
Now its time to be male Khajit and pimp myself a human man, maybe an orc. We'll see. :B
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scratch that, khajit boy will still be pimping, but I'll aim for the stars on my "finished" save slot, simply because I love my argonian too much to stop playing with him. Even if its just when I play with the games physics and run around holding bread ]:
Identity crisis
Posted 14 years agoI guess this is a weird place to put it, but hell I'll say it anyway.
For a long time, I guess since I was a kid.. I've always wondered what English people were.
Now, I bet I sound crazy. But, we've always had the celts/britons (Welsh, Irish, Scottish) and then the Vikings (Danish, Swedish, Norwegians, Icelandic, Finnish etc.).
So I would often think to myself "what are we then?"
We arent considered Viking or Celtic. I knew Anglo saxons (old Germanic tribes) were behind a big part of the English population after the Romans left, and a lot of Britons were chased to the countries borders and shores, populating mainly Wales and Scotland. But that still left me clueless. I come from a family that's been 100% "english" for.. well.. seems like forever.
But I feel like I have no kind of cultural history once you get past the more modern happenings. No roots to embrace, I guess.
Wow, I sound crazy. But yeah. I love and adore history, always have done, always will do. So I'm always eager to learn about other peoples cultures (ESPECIALLY GODS. Nordic gods, Greek gods~ etc~)
Love to the crazy vikings. *bricked by
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For a long time, I guess since I was a kid.. I've always wondered what English people were.
Now, I bet I sound crazy. But, we've always had the celts/britons (Welsh, Irish, Scottish) and then the Vikings (Danish, Swedish, Norwegians, Icelandic, Finnish etc.).
So I would often think to myself "what are we then?"
We arent considered Viking or Celtic. I knew Anglo saxons (old Germanic tribes) were behind a big part of the English population after the Romans left, and a lot of Britons were chased to the countries borders and shores, populating mainly Wales and Scotland. But that still left me clueless. I come from a family that's been 100% "english" for.. well.. seems like forever.
But I feel like I have no kind of cultural history once you get past the more modern happenings. No roots to embrace, I guess.
Wow, I sound crazy. But yeah. I love and adore history, always have done, always will do. So I'm always eager to learn about other peoples cultures (ESPECIALLY GODS. Nordic gods, Greek gods~ etc~)
Love to the crazy vikings. *bricked by


Wont be digital arting for a while.. soon. & something else.
Posted 14 years agoMy tablets dying, barely responding to any flicks or pressure so its becoming hard to draw. 아이구...
But I will try my hand back at traditional art if so. But right now.. Im just not in the mood to do much. I'm feeling better than I did yesterday though. Thank you everyone for your comments.
Also, getting Skyrim tomorrow. yay. never played this kinda game series, but the lizard/reptile men look cool.
But I will try my hand back at traditional art if so. But right now.. Im just not in the mood to do much. I'm feeling better than I did yesterday though. Thank you everyone for your comments.
Also, getting Skyrim tomorrow. yay. never played this kinda game series, but the lizard/reptile men look cool.
art block.
Posted 14 years agoI haz it.
Down, down, we gotta get down.
Posted 14 years ago니가 제일 좋아
Posted 14 years agoHay guys!
Sorry for not submitting much lately!
I've been sick and just not in the mood to draw.
I have some ideas for my tribes (re-designing the leaders outfits and gears.. and such ^^)
and also planning out a comic for them whilst trying to practice and improve every day. Dia needs a reference sheet too, of both his tribal outfit (basically nekkid) and his casual wear for when hes off palaven.
I'm sorry for some inactivity and such. Hope you guys are doing well!
As for commissions? Right now, Paypal wont verify my bank account for some dumbass reason, so I don't know when I'll ever be able to take them. If not, Oh well!
Sorry for not submitting much lately!
I've been sick and just not in the mood to draw.
I have some ideas for my tribes (re-designing the leaders outfits and gears.. and such ^^)
and also planning out a comic for them whilst trying to practice and improve every day. Dia needs a reference sheet too, of both his tribal outfit (basically nekkid) and his casual wear for when hes off palaven.
I'm sorry for some inactivity and such. Hope you guys are doing well!
As for commissions? Right now, Paypal wont verify my bank account for some dumbass reason, so I don't know when I'll ever be able to take them. If not, Oh well!
Will be taking commissions soon
Posted 14 years agoNot sure as to what kind yet (full bodies, refs, icons, busts, character creation etc)! or for what prices (dont worry, Im not going to be expensive, Im finding it hard to charge people in the first place). Im new to this commission bizznuzz, so any tips would be much appreciated!
Vampire: the masquerade bloodlines
Posted 14 years agoSuch a good game that I never got the chance to finish. Its now only £3 on steam! BUY IT!
xbox live is a go
Posted 14 years agomy tag is Diasaurus.
I DONT want random adds right now, I tried to add tags from friends that I can remember, just send me a request if you want this yellow penored turian on your friends list. I havent got many games right now but I'll be getting some sooner or later. All I have so far is the beloved Mass effect 1 (thanks again to phsyco and dutch )
I DONT want random adds right now, I tried to add tags from friends that I can remember, just send me a request if you want this yellow penored turian on your friends list. I havent got many games right now but I'll be getting some sooner or later. All I have so far is the beloved Mass effect 1 (thanks again to phsyco and dutch )
Thank you
Posted 14 years agopower went out
Posted 14 years agoI just lost my drawings that I was working on.
Wont be here for most of the day.
Posted 14 years agoTrades opening soon.
Posted 14 years agoI'm pretty insistent on improving on how I draw. But I regularly have no idea what / who to draw, so I'll be more than happy make art trades with some of you, very soon. 4 slots, if you have interest let me know please!
Gonna be one of those days.
Posted 14 years agoSevere Depression sucks.
Gender bender.
Posted 14 years agoSorry guys, but I'm a girl. XD
I appreciate all the nice comments and such, I'm not offended in any way that anyone thinks I'm a guy.
In fact, I find it funny, I get called a guy a lot so I figured I might as well straighten things out for ya'll before things get complicated and confusing. <3
I appreciate all the nice comments and such, I'm not offended in any way that anyone thinks I'm a guy.
In fact, I find it funny, I get called a guy a lot so I figured I might as well straighten things out for ya'll before things get complicated and confusing. <3
Dead island for PS3
Posted 14 years agoI now haz it C:
Zombies <3
though Im starting to wish I had an xbox D:>
Once I've been to therapy today, I'll work on the requests, Dutch I still need your desc of Vior to draw him
Zombies <3
though Im starting to wish I had an xbox D:>
Once I've been to therapy today, I'll work on the requests, Dutch I still need your desc of Vior to draw him
Trades and requests are OPEN.
Posted 14 years ago3 slots. I only draw Turians, sorry. >: for now anyway. I prefer headshots / busts, since Im not confident with bodies still but eh, lets see what you guys say : D
1. Hazard for Grush
2. Valus and Mirrodin for Noxior
3. Vior for Dutch
1. Hazard for Grush
2. Valus and Mirrodin for Noxior
3. Vior for Dutch
The surprise.. revealed?
Posted 14 years agoI bet you all thought it was naked sexy peacock-face turian boy who I still cant name yet XD
WELL NOPE. NOT YET, but thats coming soon <3
What have I been making for you? Well... I was chatting with Physco2 and well.. he told me of the FB rping some of you do. and well, FB rping can be slightly bland and what not..
So...
I made you guys an RP forum, for your Mass Effect characters to roam.
Please check it out, I spent 4 hours on it tonight and yep.. put a lot of effort in to it. I'm not perfect, so I will not take offence and such if people point out any mistakes.
http://z13.invisionfree.com/omegach.....les/index.php?
WELL NOPE. NOT YET, but thats coming soon <3
What have I been making for you? Well... I was chatting with Physco2 and well.. he told me of the FB rping some of you do. and well, FB rping can be slightly bland and what not..
So...
I made you guys an RP forum, for your Mass Effect characters to roam.
Please check it out, I spent 4 hours on it tonight and yep.. put a lot of effort in to it. I'm not perfect, so I will not take offence and such if people point out any mistakes.
http://z13.invisionfree.com/omegach.....les/index.php?
Working on something you all might like...
Posted 14 years agoyes...
but will I tell you yet?
oh oh ho ho maybe c:
I just hope you DO like it in the end. x___x
but will I tell you yet?
oh oh ho ho maybe c:
I just hope you DO like it in the end. x___x
The unamed turian
Posted 14 years agoI'm still kinda contemplating a name, but Phsyco2 gave me "Florian Tiigo" as a nice suggestion so far. Kinda vibrant, like his markings. ^^
Here's a bio I've compiled for him so far:
name: still looking
age: 22 (he looks feminine because hes young)
originates from: the Dakelh tribe, deep in the heart of Palaven, the tribe is very cut off from the larger Turian cities and territories. They have a long history of being military-esque though, technology is also used by the tribe / settlement, but they're more adept and in touch with nature / the spirits than most modern day Turians.
sexuality: homosexual
personality: rather tender, soft hearted, genuine, understanding, thoughtful
skills: Tracking, dextro-herbal medicine and sniping (yes, he tastes leafs and sticks to track XD)
Here's a bio I've compiled for him so far:
name: still looking
age: 22 (he looks feminine because hes young)
originates from: the Dakelh tribe, deep in the heart of Palaven, the tribe is very cut off from the larger Turian cities and territories. They have a long history of being military-esque though, technology is also used by the tribe / settlement, but they're more adept and in touch with nature / the spirits than most modern day Turians.
sexuality: homosexual
personality: rather tender, soft hearted, genuine, understanding, thoughtful
skills: Tracking, dextro-herbal medicine and sniping (yes, he tastes leafs and sticks to track XD)
Traditional media
Posted 14 years agoWhats your favourite material to work with?
I'm currently in the process of writing out a mock-comic chapter for Ferrus, explaining some of his background. I'm not sure if I'll go through with it, but I would like to. I'm better with a pencil than with a tablet, so I'm considering making it a traditional comic, then maybe overlaying some colour in photoshop later on, maybe ink it too.. not sure hm. so much to think about. though I'd rather bethinking about this stuff than the shit thats lately been bothering me.
I'm currently in the process of writing out a mock-comic chapter for Ferrus, explaining some of his background. I'm not sure if I'll go through with it, but I would like to. I'm better with a pencil than with a tablet, so I'm considering making it a traditional comic, then maybe overlaying some colour in photoshop later on, maybe ink it too.. not sure hm. so much to think about. though I'd rather bethinking about this stuff than the shit thats lately been bothering me.
I'm not really used to posting in a journal..
Posted 14 years agoI always feel like, if I display something like sadness in public, then I am automatically an attention whore. I'm not saying people who do actually do it are attention whores, no no no! It's just a stupid rule I apply to me and myself only. I have many rules like that.. People say I'm too hard on myself, I think I'm nowhere near hard enough.
I guess it's better than bottling it up though, right? I've done that for many years..
I recently got news that my little cousin (who is basically the sister I never had) might be sectioned soon. She has anorexia, shes like.. 40 pounds / 4 stone right now. I went to see her the other week and when I hugged her, it was like holding on to a skeleton..
On top of that, I found my mother crying to herself, apparently my great aunt bitched at her. Because of me. What did I do? Nothing, really.
I've had severe depression for a very long time. I was about.. 12/13 when it all started. But to cut a story short, I'm a recluse, anti-social, ex-self harmer, my confidence is rock bottom and yeah.. I barely leave the house once a month.
I feel bad for my mother.
I don't wallow in self pity - there's no point to doing that. But its hard.. hard to wake up in the morning and force yourself to live out another day; when all the energy you once had vaporised along with the happiness you once felt.
Regardless, I'm worried about my cousin, I'm scared she'll die and how it'll affect my family.
Meh, I'm blabbering again. I hope everyone elses day is going well and such, hopefully I can finish Ferrus' reference sheet soon (both nude and armored yay).
I guess it's better than bottling it up though, right? I've done that for many years..
I recently got news that my little cousin (who is basically the sister I never had) might be sectioned soon. She has anorexia, shes like.. 40 pounds / 4 stone right now. I went to see her the other week and when I hugged her, it was like holding on to a skeleton..
On top of that, I found my mother crying to herself, apparently my great aunt bitched at her. Because of me. What did I do? Nothing, really.
I've had severe depression for a very long time. I was about.. 12/13 when it all started. But to cut a story short, I'm a recluse, anti-social, ex-self harmer, my confidence is rock bottom and yeah.. I barely leave the house once a month.
I feel bad for my mother.
I don't wallow in self pity - there's no point to doing that. But its hard.. hard to wake up in the morning and force yourself to live out another day; when all the energy you once had vaporised along with the happiness you once felt.
Regardless, I'm worried about my cousin, I'm scared she'll die and how it'll affect my family.
Meh, I'm blabbering again. I hope everyone elses day is going well and such, hopefully I can finish Ferrus' reference sheet soon (both nude and armored yay).
A bit of a introduction.
Posted 14 years agoI guess since I dived in to this knowing more about some people than they know about me, that I should introduce myself.
I'm a gamer, obviously XD My real name I'll disclose in private if you want to know it. I'm 21, British and lousy at math. >: I have a big issue with confidence, but I blabber / talk too much for my own good in order to distract myself from the fact I'm a nervous wreck.
I'm a grade A spazz, I like watching funny game play throughs <-- no life. I like most games, I own a PS3 and a desktop. I listen to a wide variety of music, like metal, korean indie, japanese visual kei etc etc.
I dunno what else to say, feel free to ask me something though ^n^;; kbai. /flees
I'm a gamer, obviously XD My real name I'll disclose in private if you want to know it. I'm 21, British and lousy at math. >: I have a big issue with confidence, but I blabber / talk too much for my own good in order to distract myself from the fact I'm a nervous wreck.
I'm a grade A spazz, I like watching funny game play throughs <-- no life. I like most games, I own a PS3 and a desktop. I listen to a wide variety of music, like metal, korean indie, japanese visual kei etc etc.
I dunno what else to say, feel free to ask me something though ^n^;; kbai. /flees