Has anyone got the weird feeling that they like to talk and analyze stuff more than actually doing/enjoying the stuff in question. Like i like to talk about this movie but not really enjoying watching it...
Is just a crazy feeling i got now that i am full in midlife crisis?

Sometimes...I feel Like i expect too much from the entertaiment I consume. I like it, and at first i enjoy it wholeheartedly.
But, expecially if features some character or some situation i particulary like, I start thinking about what could be a way for it go further, and hope it would be the way things goes(I know kind of naive).
Tropes of the genre(that i have nothign against but sometimes they create a goddamn box the character can't escape), that particular entertaiment thing popularity that make so that the majority of fandom dictate the path...generally the less..risky...one, author intention going in unexpected way.
the latter is not always a bad thing. Some suprises really took me on a good trip. But other times i just rage quit the whole thing and stuck myself on good memories(example the Simpson, Guyver...two things i have gave up. It was good till it lasted...but can't go behind them anymore).
Often i feel like...emotionally cockblocked after a teasing of things, deep important things to come, only for things to either blow off in unsatsfying way, or reset in the most blunt way possible....
Don't know...
Is jsut this anxiety, this sense of emptiness..
Have you ever had the feeling that you just have to cut it out with everything?
Sorry for this rant...
I felt just like some of the stuff i like, is either not that entertaining or itneresting anymore, or is going in place i cannot follow it.
I am between an a emotional rock and an intellective hard place
I just wnated to talk about it...and this is the best place i could think of(go figure...)
Since this is the source of lot of my entertaiment in latest 10 years or so(since furnation crumbled and WWOEC has simply...ceased ot exist)

-checked the manga
https://mangarock.com/manga/mrs-serie-100057603
JUST
READ
IT!
DO IT !!
Is , my god is awesome so good it gave me chills! Is so damn good.
Dark version of zootopia is fitting and wrong at same time. Is more an exploration of the theme of zootopia that in the movie were just suggested or hinted. But here go full throttle!!
And heck ther eis a freaking triangle between a tragic bishonen stag, a bishonened grey wolf(secretely badass), and a cute rabbit that is apparently a slut but hide more that she let be seen. There are drugs, prey blood used as stimulant by large predators, tense relation between predators and prey, a murder mistery, the issue of being different seen by different perspective and importantly how rpedators see being predator in different way(in the movie we got only Nick perspective, really...but here with more space..)

IS very very good, and I'll do my best to spread it around here. Need definitely more love on FA, otherwise it would be goddamne REAL shame.

https://youtu.be/H3iMhwak1d0

The video is right...wtf i have to learn about this from you tube! And not from FA?
I am seriosly disappointed .
A manga that is prett much a darker version of zootopia? Why i have not be told before!??

OH...MY....

https://io9.gizmodo.com/animaniacs-.....ulu-1821785648

Hmm seem i've to manage to see hulu for 2020...(wait if Hulu become tightly part of Disney...as part of the Fox deal...)

Now there two way it could go:
1) will be good as the Duck Tales Reboot, and all will rejoice(well almost all I'm not naive)
2) I will be as Powerpuff reboot....god help us all in this case....

I wonder if the other fans of Animaniacs around here think about this

Sup to all guy tha ti've wathced and that for some reason watch me, that I faved and that faved me.
Happy new year, let'sn hope this 2018 don't hurt us too much.
As for a sort of proposal of new i'm posting...somm sketches? Nahh someof those barely qualify as doodles....still is somethign new, i think, that were laying on different notebooks, papers and sometimes even onf stick notes...really i am not the most organized person around. I mostly have the itch to draw and draw on whatever surface i found.
Don't be too harsh on those, since i started to work i had less and less time to devote to drawing so, yeah...
Still happy new year

http://www.nydailynews.com/entertai.....icle-1.3209558

Will there be still space for Minerva, the Hip Hippoes and Chicken Boo?
And the drawing style?

http://io9.gizmodo.com/cult-cartoon.....com-1795666773

I...I don't know how to process it in any way or form!

Boy I feel guilty in not posting (or evne prducing) more art nor following everything tha tgoes aroudn ehre at any time...but my life had become hectic and very busy....aaaaannd that's all really.

So apart for this how's life is going on for each and any people watching me or reading this kind -of-lame attempt at a journal?

Well, I know is been ages since i posted anything here. So for the new year(and new decade), I pray for the time, the strength and the will to post some pics that at east a few would like, to reply politely to all the journals and threads of my friends and people I would Like to call friend, and to be a much better and responsive person than I'm now.
In a word, stop being such lazy ass and give myself a shock, as a way can always be found.

Happy New 2011 all of you who watch my FA pages. :)

just to let people know
today 14 march 2010 is my 30 plus something birthday.
nothing else to say about the argument.

What going on in furdom these times? Expecially on FA.
Recently many good artist, simply dropped, erasing all their stuff form their pages and give the imprssion to completely drop then entire drawing thing, and i puzzle what happened? Ok this is more a rant than aquestion, yet, I would like to know what's the problem was, as they did not exactyl clear things off. Is trend that worry me a lot, as when in an arc of two months three amongst the artist I watch simply quit.
Just quite weirded out and forecasting a grim period for furdom.

Happy 2008, I wish for us all to get all the happiness we could manage to get, to reach at least 70% of the targets we aimed for, to find someone who could love us and that we coul love without hiding our true nature, to overcme our fears, to not have money problems; and in my personal case , to draw better so i won0't be ashamed compared to people like Asthenxialcat, Annie Mae, Mel-the-hybrid, Mariano, BBMBBF, 8Horn, Fern/14bis, Lizarman, not forgetting DOug Winger, Karno, J-Bernal and many many many many many others.....
But is likely that this point willr emian just a sweet dream

Guys I hope you like my latest pics, becaus ei dont' know how oftne i could send them, is not that I'm not drawing...no...simply my life is biting me back. lemme tell to all yougn peple around...ADULT LIFE SUCKS....all the cool things you think you could do as adult...well are mostly crap not worthy the immense effort to get them. For the smot part is just pain the ass.
Whining apart, this simple means i have not all that free time to devote to refining my drawings, (i am a compulsive drawer, for me is like smoking) , but i think once i organize my time better i could improve my results in all the fields.
Wish me good luck fellas
with honor and respect
a damn busy fez the baron

Fro thos puzzling about why i'm missing online. My connection gone nuts, after years of loyal service, it crashed. I was told that due some work will be, hmm fuzzy and unstable for sometimes, said it in blunt words, it won't work till we repair it, so every minute of connection is miracle. this hurt me, mostly because I've lot of things to do online. Now i'm chekcing stuff fomr my mother's comp. Sigh
I aks only one thing in life, well two if we count also hot sexy women drooling after me, a stable no problematic fast conneciton. But noooo fate is conspiring against me...
Shit.
Cya later fella
I hope...

I don't draw males, I dont like drawing them, ya know. But there are also many "don't" in my life. If someone has some hint how to overcome or come to term wiht them please fell free. Even if you just wanna say, "you're a dumb asshole"
I don't like voraphily, because I don't understand it, I mean what's the sense in depicting devouring someone . It made no sense, you end up wiht nothiign to fuck, ki8ss caress, touch. What's so fun in digestion?
I don't like gore for similar reason, albeit I can udnerstadnthat for a purely adist point of view can be entertaining, and horror movei live upon this, so is oddly more acceptable
(on off sidenote, had anyone noticed how many fetish widely known in many chan of the net had led to an horror/thriller movie? who'll be next Furry? Plushophile?)
I don't like soft food, nor alchol taste. albeit to be social I drink it, I don't like its taste
I don't like fat people. And like males I dont knnow why.
I don't like being looked while i'm working on something. It disturb me
I don't like putting way to much effort in doing stuff, or better I don't like wasting too much time on it. Life is short I can't waste 4 hours just typing a thesis.
I don't like people too fond of something, zealot, fans, whatever you call them, be it of religion or of a TV serial. They disturb me and I don't know why(again
I don't like being confused, but by paradox i'm ALMOST always confused. Sometimes i don't know what i'm doing , why, and what i'm thinking in doing it
...
ohh well is over for now, sheesh thank for listening my whining, but hey that's what journal are for too.

And it was damn cool. REALLY. It is irnoic enough and pakced wiht action to entertain people. And won't disappoint fans, unless they are mentally stuck in 1985. The first part is funny as hell.
Only few complains. Megatron appear only in second part of the movie and get too few lines. The entire secret agency hiding aline stuff from govern reminded me Indipendence day, proabbly a a Michael Bay tag. OPh well minor things in a great movie. Raised my mood.

As you've noticed i draw very few males, and never naked or with their genitals showing. Now , is embarassing to admit, but i 've some problem drawing males.
I dont like it. And this is starting to be a problem. How you can draw a sex scen without drawing a male? Lesbian sex is good, but at some poitn straight sex is needed. But i've some repulsion to do so. Everytime i've to draw a male , naked, i found myself stopped, a metallic feeling arise in bakc of my mouth, roughyl were the tongue connect to the jaw. Like i've ate somethign foul tasting, and i've to splut it out(and sometimes I splut for true). Heck ssendas told me I'm even more homophobe than him! And it could be true because in my case is truly a phobia. But this si stopping my development as artist. Is like paralyzed i half of my body!
So my question is: Does Anyone had suggestion how to overcome this innnate disgust, this body repulsion, this paranoid phobia to draw males?
Please is serious shit here. So avoid cheap jokes, in most case i won't get them or take them for serious.
With honor and respect
Fez the baron

You watcher made me happy. Is nice seeing tha tosmehting i did is appreciated.

I'm angst ridden. all this mess with ssendas. Why? Why people is so mena towar dhim. Sur ehe did and said stupid things, but he apologized and I think he deserve to be forgiven. I wish he had told me what he wanted to do. I would hav eotld him tha tperhaps he shoudlhav ekept things private, involving as less epople as possible. But the games are made, and he can't go back.
Me neither. Wha t I dont get is why poepl who had nothign to do witht he problem between Kandlin and SSendas decide to get involved. I mean i understand sidieng your friend. but somethings are just ridiculous reaction fellas. Simply excessive for the "sin" ssendas did. An overrreaction. It was not the reaction i expected from a lot of artist I admire , this si what made me angry, Why you reacted like you did? Explain me please. Why you can'tf rogive Ssendas? He is not a bad guy. I know for sure!

I dont have the time to than you all personally, so i do a big general thank on my journal. Even if i'm unsure about FA(don't know why), I decided to post something, and happen what will happen.
I hope you enjoy and don't get disappointed by my limited drawing skills.
With honor and respect
Fez the Baron