I Don't know what to do I dont't know where to go I am lost and I feall alone and depressed I am sorry

http://www.neurosky.com/necomimi/Default.aspx

Post the symbol, let me know what you think about me.
You can do more than one.

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o/

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

:l - I don't know you well enough to have an opinion

it is an ornge and whit fox. he has a black paw print on his right face cheak the pinky pad is in line with his mouth. and another on his left butt cheak that is angled.his eyes are two difirent shades one is dark blue and the other is a varry light blue. he has a patch of hair on his hed that stretches almost to his eyes but not quite and it is ornge fade to black the white is on his front that starts coming from his neck and continuse down gets wide at the chest and slims near the stomic and gets wide again arond the hips and the white continues down and under him and then it stops just under the tail. His feet are black and that stops just at his knees. the tail is a normal fox tail but the tip is coverd in black he also has a patch of hair in betwen his legs.

i think that is every thing on what he looks like.

one of his ears are black one of them is a whitish coller

Well this part I know, I am a furry because we are amazing people that are not only fun to hang around with, we also try to help people whenever we can. I think when I became a furry i was watching lion king when i was about 8 years old, and then in school there was a girl that always wore her tail and it was amazing. so many people made fun of her for it and I was alredy the outcast trying to fit in that I just had to egnor my need to talk to her to find out well if we could be frinds I was also afrade of getting rejected.


I onistly didnt find the fandom till i guese two years ago I still halft to go to a convention but i plan on doing so soon.

I finaly told sombudy that I was furry and the funny thing is that he used to dis furrys, and I was afrade of loosing a good friend and all. when I told him I was so nurvus I could of colapsed. the reson for this is that he was bashing alitle on furrys at that point and I tride to defnd us alitle terning all of his resons down, and eventualy he sead was why are you defending them so mutch and then I told him I was one. I almost collapst but I didnt and now his idia is changed and he might be gouing with me to my first con so I think we have become closer frinds becaus of this.

My parents are deciding to split witch woldent be so bad if thay would have descused this with me first. it just hapend out of the blue. I acsept there wishes on doing so it's just thay should have talked to me when they started thinking of it, that way I would be reddy for it when the time comes that thay actualy do split up. I relly wish that they wouldnt split but if they feal that is best I will honer what thay say.


All I needed was a place to vent this out and i thought why not tell it to a bunch of furrys that i dont know but hope to know someday.