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General | Posted 14 years agoi totally just took a big, steamy art dump all over FA. thanks to 
legolaspanthar i have a working computer again! hope i didn't stain your computer with it. comment on them plz kthxbai
legolaspanthar i have a working computer again! hope i didn't stain your computer with it. comment on them plz kthxbaihmm...
General | Posted 15 years agosooooooo... really haven't been online in about forever. maybe i should start doing that again. *nods*
xbox live!
General | Posted 16 years agoso thanks to 
irishfox i now have an xbox live account. add me! my gamertag is FidgetFennec
irishfox i now have an xbox live account. add me! my gamertag is FidgetFennecPAY ATTENTION!!
General | Posted 16 years agodunno really what i wanted to say here other than to make sure you wish my mate 
scorchedwings a happy birthday today! do it now!!
also, happy friday the 13th.
scorchedwings a happy birthday today! do it now!! also, happy friday the 13th.
omg
General | Posted 16 years agohaven't gone through my submissions since April!!! I'm almost to 11,000 to sift through. i've got my work cut out for me!
in response to K
General | Posted 16 years agoFirst off, k, you're an idiot.
you were not disowned because of rumors. you even admitted to your wrongdoings and so did the other people involved, but after we had already found out, which was exactly why you were disowned. we tried to keep a friendship with you. the falling out in april was not primarily your fault and partly ours. you are the one who lied to our faces. i'd like to know exactly how you lying is partly our fault.
your ps2, as i understood it, was ours until you got the other one fixed up. a dvd player is only $30 and we still had cable at that time, so you bringing up the ps2 was a nice gesture, but not a necessary one and we got a new dvd player not long after you brought it up. if we were really in need of a dvd player, we had a tv and a lap top with an s video cord.
you had been sitting on that other ps2 since about the same time you brought yours up saying you were waiting on parts to come in to fix it. does it really take a year and a half to get a laser eye for a ps2? i don't think so. and if the ps2 had such sentimental value to you, then one would think you wouldn't want to leave it somewhere for A YEAR AND A HALF. this journal of yours is the very first time i'm hearing this story about your ps2 as well. also, i have only been unemployed since january. how long had your ps2 been here? do i have to say it again? a year and a half. so no, you did not bring it up to keep me occupied in my unemployed state as i was still gainfully employed at the time that you brought it up.
i was mistaken about your leash. i didn't know scorch had it tucked away in the closet, i thought you were referring to that ratty blue collar of yours that you gave to me when you promised to always be there and not ever do anything that could make me cry again. that one got thrown out the very day after you lied right to my face in that parking lot at FCN with someone else there involved to catch you in this lie. (if anyone hasn't seen, it's the journal entitled dramabomb at fcn).
no, we are not "heavy into pot" but not opposed to a smoke now and then and legal here in michigan with a perscription, and you really shouldn't be calling us unstable for doing the same exact thing that you had done with us when you were still our pet and still do with your mistress behind your master's back, should you? oops! forgot he wasn't supposed to know about that because he doesn't approve of pot. perhaps the negative tone towards it in your journal?
and saturday was a true low point when i came into my bedroom and someone that i trusted very much was looking around in my closet at your request. i know you'd asked a couple of people to do it before him, but i didn't think he would actually do it, which hurt a great deal.
you always make yourself out to be the victim, kibble. look at any of your journals and you'll see it's true, especially this most recent one. you were a "loving pet" and always wanting to keep your beloved masters happy. i suppose that was the reasons for all the lies you told us, eh? to keep us happy, while doing whatever the hell you wanted behind our backs? telling people to tell us, and telling us yourself, that all of our friends are upset at us for what WE did to YOU, and that they all talk about us behind our backs? that's real nice.
you wonder why we tell you to just fuck off? maybe it's because telling you to leave us alone just doesn't seem to sink in with you because lord knows we've said it several times and still continued to get messages from you. neither of us wants you around kibble because of stuff like this. we're tired of your drama, your lies, and your stupid emo bullshit. you hurt us a great deal, and honestly it still hurts. we just wanted you to leave us alone so that we could get over you and get on with our lives without you, and i don't think that's too much to ask with all that you've done to us.
i'm tired, kibble. tired of crying and tired of dealing with your crap. you got your goddamned ps2 back, so why you even felt the need to post that journal in the first place is beyond me. probably because of your need to start drama in any way, shape or form that you can, and i think you enjoy martyring yourself a great deal. that all being said and since you now have your ps2 back, we now have no more ties to you, so i'm looking forward to getting back to my life without you because it's so much better than dealing with the drama that comes with having you in it.
you were not disowned because of rumors. you even admitted to your wrongdoings and so did the other people involved, but after we had already found out, which was exactly why you were disowned. we tried to keep a friendship with you. the falling out in april was not primarily your fault and partly ours. you are the one who lied to our faces. i'd like to know exactly how you lying is partly our fault.
your ps2, as i understood it, was ours until you got the other one fixed up. a dvd player is only $30 and we still had cable at that time, so you bringing up the ps2 was a nice gesture, but not a necessary one and we got a new dvd player not long after you brought it up. if we were really in need of a dvd player, we had a tv and a lap top with an s video cord.
you had been sitting on that other ps2 since about the same time you brought yours up saying you were waiting on parts to come in to fix it. does it really take a year and a half to get a laser eye for a ps2? i don't think so. and if the ps2 had such sentimental value to you, then one would think you wouldn't want to leave it somewhere for A YEAR AND A HALF. this journal of yours is the very first time i'm hearing this story about your ps2 as well. also, i have only been unemployed since january. how long had your ps2 been here? do i have to say it again? a year and a half. so no, you did not bring it up to keep me occupied in my unemployed state as i was still gainfully employed at the time that you brought it up.
i was mistaken about your leash. i didn't know scorch had it tucked away in the closet, i thought you were referring to that ratty blue collar of yours that you gave to me when you promised to always be there and not ever do anything that could make me cry again. that one got thrown out the very day after you lied right to my face in that parking lot at FCN with someone else there involved to catch you in this lie. (if anyone hasn't seen, it's the journal entitled dramabomb at fcn).
no, we are not "heavy into pot" but not opposed to a smoke now and then and legal here in michigan with a perscription, and you really shouldn't be calling us unstable for doing the same exact thing that you had done with us when you were still our pet and still do with your mistress behind your master's back, should you? oops! forgot he wasn't supposed to know about that because he doesn't approve of pot. perhaps the negative tone towards it in your journal?
and saturday was a true low point when i came into my bedroom and someone that i trusted very much was looking around in my closet at your request. i know you'd asked a couple of people to do it before him, but i didn't think he would actually do it, which hurt a great deal.
you always make yourself out to be the victim, kibble. look at any of your journals and you'll see it's true, especially this most recent one. you were a "loving pet" and always wanting to keep your beloved masters happy. i suppose that was the reasons for all the lies you told us, eh? to keep us happy, while doing whatever the hell you wanted behind our backs? telling people to tell us, and telling us yourself, that all of our friends are upset at us for what WE did to YOU, and that they all talk about us behind our backs? that's real nice.
you wonder why we tell you to just fuck off? maybe it's because telling you to leave us alone just doesn't seem to sink in with you because lord knows we've said it several times and still continued to get messages from you. neither of us wants you around kibble because of stuff like this. we're tired of your drama, your lies, and your stupid emo bullshit. you hurt us a great deal, and honestly it still hurts. we just wanted you to leave us alone so that we could get over you and get on with our lives without you, and i don't think that's too much to ask with all that you've done to us.
i'm tired, kibble. tired of crying and tired of dealing with your crap. you got your goddamned ps2 back, so why you even felt the need to post that journal in the first place is beyond me. probably because of your need to start drama in any way, shape or form that you can, and i think you enjoy martyring yourself a great deal. that all being said and since you now have your ps2 back, we now have no more ties to you, so i'm looking forward to getting back to my life without you because it's so much better than dealing with the drama that comes with having you in it.
disappointing.
General | Posted 16 years agoi hate how much this fandom thinks about sex and how high a priority it is for so many. it's rediculous. half the drama in this fandom somehow originates from someone thinking with the wrong head and getting in trouble for it.
now what brings all this up? a while back, i got a random message from a fur that's going to stay unnamed. (no, it wasn't K.) we'd talked a few times, he cheered me up one night when i was feeling down, we'd rp'd a couple times, because while, yes, i do criticize this fandom for thinking with it's dick too much, i do in fact have one myself, though it's not as high a priority. so this evening, he messaged me and we were talking, he sent me some pics, and he started talking about things he would want to do to and with me and my mate if he could come visit. one of these things was topping me, even though, as anyone who know's my mate will already know, topping me is something that the two of us had agreed was a mate only thing. i told him this, and his immediate response was "sorry for wasting your time, i'll leave you be". WTF? after further questioning, i did in fact find out that the reason he was talking to me was so that he could stick it to me, and now that he knew it wouldn't happen, he was planning on slinking away because he apparently can't take the temptation and it would frustrate him too much. so basically, this guy came off as a friend, for the sole purpose of wanting to get me in the sack.
what the hell happened to friendship? i know for damn sure two people can have a happy, heathy relationship as friends without having to have sex! i've got several relationships that are like that. just friends, no sex. what's so wrong about that? i've heard from a few furs lately with stories like, "well, i know he's a disgusting slut, but i keep him around because he's an easy lay" or, "what his mate doesn't know won't hurt him" and i have to just step back and shake my head in frustration that so many people participate in crap like this and sadness because i loved this fandom when i found it, and the longer i stay in this fandom and the more involved that i get, the more i find out about things that just make me disappointed and ashamed to be a part of it. i'm not saying i'm leaving the fandom, i'm just getting a little overwhelmed by the stupidity.
i need a smoke. XP
now what brings all this up? a while back, i got a random message from a fur that's going to stay unnamed. (no, it wasn't K.) we'd talked a few times, he cheered me up one night when i was feeling down, we'd rp'd a couple times, because while, yes, i do criticize this fandom for thinking with it's dick too much, i do in fact have one myself, though it's not as high a priority. so this evening, he messaged me and we were talking, he sent me some pics, and he started talking about things he would want to do to and with me and my mate if he could come visit. one of these things was topping me, even though, as anyone who know's my mate will already know, topping me is something that the two of us had agreed was a mate only thing. i told him this, and his immediate response was "sorry for wasting your time, i'll leave you be". WTF? after further questioning, i did in fact find out that the reason he was talking to me was so that he could stick it to me, and now that he knew it wouldn't happen, he was planning on slinking away because he apparently can't take the temptation and it would frustrate him too much. so basically, this guy came off as a friend, for the sole purpose of wanting to get me in the sack.
what the hell happened to friendship? i know for damn sure two people can have a happy, heathy relationship as friends without having to have sex! i've got several relationships that are like that. just friends, no sex. what's so wrong about that? i've heard from a few furs lately with stories like, "well, i know he's a disgusting slut, but i keep him around because he's an easy lay" or, "what his mate doesn't know won't hurt him" and i have to just step back and shake my head in frustration that so many people participate in crap like this and sadness because i loved this fandom when i found it, and the longer i stay in this fandom and the more involved that i get, the more i find out about things that just make me disappointed and ashamed to be a part of it. i'm not saying i'm leaving the fandom, i'm just getting a little overwhelmed by the stupidity.
i need a smoke. XP
yay for music!
General | Posted 16 years ago
lonelygabumeme time again
General | Posted 16 years agoyanked from 
blueeyedcy
Instructions:
Start with 100%. Bold everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% pure.
1. Smoked
2. Drank alcohol
3. Cried when someone died
4. Been drunk
5. Had sex
6. Been to a concert
7. Gotten/given a hand job
8. Gotten/given a blow job
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed
10.Verbally/sexually harassed somebody
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend
15. Been to prom
16. Cried at school
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store
18. Went streaking
19. Given or received a lap dance
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82%
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house
23. Kissed a stranger
24. Hugged a stranger
25. Went scuba diving
26. Driven a car
27. Gotten an x-ray
28. Hit by a car
29. Had a party
30. Done serious drugs
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 76%
31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball
32. Got paid to strip for someone
33. Run away from home
34. Broken a bone
35. Eaten sushi
36. Bought porn
37. Watched porn
38. Made porn
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
40. Been in love
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 69%
41. French kissed
42. Laughed so hard you cried
43. Cried yourself to sleep
44. Laughed yourself to sleep
45. Stabbed yourself
46. Shot a gun
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 62%
51. Watched a person die
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present
53. Pranked somebody
54. Put somebody in the hospital
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex
57. Dressed punk
58. Dressed goth
59. Dressed preppy
60. Been to a motocross race
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 54%
61. Avoided somebody
62. Been stalked
63. Stalked someone
64. Met a celebrity
65. Played an instrument
66. Ridden a horse
67. Cut yourself
68. Bungee jumped
69. Ding dong ditched somebody
70. Been to a wild party
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 48%
71. Got caught stealing something
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend
74. Gone out with your friend's crush
75. Got arrested
76. Been pregnant
77. Babysat
78. Been to another country
79. Started your house on fire
80. Had an encounter with a ghost
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 44%
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more
85. Sat on your butt all day
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself
87. Had a job
88. Gotten cut from a sports team
89. Been called a whore
90. Danced like a whore
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 36%
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity
92. Been in a car accident
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes
94. Been told you have beautiful hair
95. Raped somebody
96. Danced in the rain
97. Been rejected
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face
100. Been raped
INNOCENT % = 29
*blushes* wow. guess i'm not as innocent as i look and thought i was!
blueeyedcyInstructions:
Start with 100%. Bold everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% pure.
1. Smoked
2. Drank alcohol
3. Cried when someone died
4. Been drunk
5. Had sex
6. Been to a concert
7. Gotten/given a hand job
8. Gotten/given a blow job
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed
10.Verbally/sexually harassed somebody
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend
15. Been to prom
16. Cried at school
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store
18. Went streaking
19. Given or received a lap dance
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82%
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house
23. Kissed a stranger
24. Hugged a stranger
25. Went scuba diving
26. Driven a car
27. Gotten an x-ray
28. Hit by a car
29. Had a party
30. Done serious drugs
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 76%
31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball
32. Got paid to strip for someone
33. Run away from home
34. Broken a bone
35. Eaten sushi
36. Bought porn
37. Watched porn
38. Made porn
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
40. Been in love
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 69%
41. French kissed
42. Laughed so hard you cried
43. Cried yourself to sleep
44. Laughed yourself to sleep
45. Stabbed yourself
46. Shot a gun
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 62%
51. Watched a person die
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present
53. Pranked somebody
54. Put somebody in the hospital
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex
57. Dressed punk
58. Dressed goth
59. Dressed preppy
60. Been to a motocross race
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 54%
61. Avoided somebody
62. Been stalked
63. Stalked someone
64. Met a celebrity
65. Played an instrument
66. Ridden a horse
67. Cut yourself
68. Bungee jumped
69. Ding dong ditched somebody
70. Been to a wild party
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 48%
71. Got caught stealing something
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend
74. Gone out with your friend's crush
75. Got arrested
76. Been pregnant
77. Babysat
78. Been to another country
79. Started your house on fire
80. Had an encounter with a ghost
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 44%
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more
85. Sat on your butt all day
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself
87. Had a job
88. Gotten cut from a sports team
89. Been called a whore
90. Danced like a whore
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 36%
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity
92. Been in a car accident
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes
94. Been told you have beautiful hair
95. Raped somebody
96. Danced in the rain
97. Been rejected
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face
100. Been raped
INNOCENT % = 29
*blushes* wow. guess i'm not as innocent as i look and thought i was!
Post-AC report
General | Posted 16 years agodespite a few small hangups, i actually had a lot of fun at AC this year! would have had a lot more fun if scorchedwings coulda joined me, but there's always next year for that.
I got there wednesday night with a few friends and did the usual for most furs at a con, and got a little tipsy that night. i hadn't planned on it, of course since the con hadn't even started yet, but if someone hands you a shot of jager... X3
that night, my friend Amma won the con. if you already know the story, then good job. if not, it's funny but you're probably better off not asking.
thursday was mostly spent wandering around and visiting people in the hotel because i hadn't registered, nor was i planning to due to lack of funds. i didn't even have money to eat really! i brought all my food with me for the weekend, lol. but it worked. especially since my roomie kyte took me out for a real food a couple times so i wouldn't get sick from eating just PB&J and noodle cups all weekend. Thursday night, once again in typical furry fashion, got tipsy and wandered around from room to room visiting with people. myself and a group of friends walked down by the river in front of the convention center and hung out there for a bit, all of us pretty tipsy, but having a good time, lol. i did something i prolly wouldn't have done sober unless i really needed to, and i'm not gonna discuss that here. but do know, that it was pretty funny. i laughed at myself the whole time i was doing it. and you'll never know what it is! unless of course you were there, or i sent you a drunk text about it.
Friday was a big day. i waited in line for registration because, even though i wasn't planning on registering, my friend Irish didn't want me to just spend the whole weekend wandering around the hotel so he fronted the monies for it because he's awesome. picked up a badge from the dealer's den that i'd had commissioned at morphicon of last year... was supposed to be a connecting badge with scorch, but meh. i'd already waited over a year, she wasn't done with his yet, and i didn't feel like waiting another year for her to redo it. it's pretty anyways! i'll scan it and upload it soon. following the same theme, did some drinking that night, had fun at the hub's mixer (free booze!) it was tequila night for me. yum.
Saturday was fun as well, only caught a bit of the fursuit parade because i was helping a sick friend, but it's okay. i caught a little of it. but then my camera died so... not very many pictures of it, lol. smoked some hookah up on the roof of the convention center with some people, that was fun. then in leiu of going to see 2's show, or watch the fireworks, i went to hang out at the hub some more because there were a couple friends there i wanted to see. that was where my one snag for this convention happened. some creepy guy showed up, nobody knew from where, and he wasn't even a furry! somehow he found his way to the hub, completely trashed, and started coming on to me. very much so. it was kinda scaring me a little bit because i've got issues like that and he was getting kinda touchy feely with me. a few of my friends intervened and kept him away from me while the room's owner's called up the dorsi to get rid of him. i waited a little bit before leaving the hub, but i was still kinda freaking out a little bit, so i went back downstairs and outside to chainsmoke i think it was four cigarettes to get my hands to stop shaking while i called up scorch so that he could help calm me down. my friends all kept me occupied for the rest of the night. coming back in from outside however, the guy found me again in the lobby which kinda freaked me out again so i kinda ran away and was jumpy for a while. did a bit more drinking that night while hanging out with people in their rooms and that made me feel better.
Sunday came, the last day of the con. uber sad face. spent alot of the day tracking down a few people who were leaving to say goodbye and all that, earned myself an ice cream sammich (that i didn't stay to collect on) from bushycat because she's awesome and i was one of her minions and helped carry some of her stuff up from the dealer's den to her room. Hung out with some friends the rest of the afternoon after closing ceremonies over in the doubletree, having alot of fun, came back to the westin to go to my room and finish off what little bit of booze i had left so i wouldn't have to worry about taking it home with me. i did a really good job at rationing that to last the whole weekend!
Then monday morning came and we were on the road home shortly after noon checkout. i ended up sleeping through most of the trip because i was really really tired. but i was happy to get home again! i did get a small case of PCD, mostly because i went from hanging out with people every day to almost the complete opposite, but i got over it pretty fast.
Now, i know i didn't mention too many names in my journal, but that's only because i met and hung out with sooooo many people during the con! if you're one of those people, i had a blast, lol and i can't wait to do it again next year.
*giggles* re-reading through this journal has made me realize how much of a party "girl" i was all weekend, drinking and party hopping, lol. it was fun.
in other news: i now have a twitter account! you can look me up there under fidgetfennec, same as my IM stuffs. not quite sure what i'll even use it for, but i've got one anyways! gotta find people to watch now, lol
well, that's all for now. hope everyone else is having a good summer! <333
scorchedwings coulda joined me, but there's always next year for that. I got there wednesday night with a few friends and did the usual for most furs at a con, and got a little tipsy that night. i hadn't planned on it, of course since the con hadn't even started yet, but if someone hands you a shot of jager... X3
that night, my friend Amma won the con. if you already know the story, then good job. if not, it's funny but you're probably better off not asking.
thursday was mostly spent wandering around and visiting people in the hotel because i hadn't registered, nor was i planning to due to lack of funds. i didn't even have money to eat really! i brought all my food with me for the weekend, lol. but it worked. especially since my roomie kyte took me out for a real food a couple times so i wouldn't get sick from eating just PB&J and noodle cups all weekend. Thursday night, once again in typical furry fashion, got tipsy and wandered around from room to room visiting with people. myself and a group of friends walked down by the river in front of the convention center and hung out there for a bit, all of us pretty tipsy, but having a good time, lol. i did something i prolly wouldn't have done sober unless i really needed to, and i'm not gonna discuss that here. but do know, that it was pretty funny. i laughed at myself the whole time i was doing it. and you'll never know what it is! unless of course you were there, or i sent you a drunk text about it.
Friday was a big day. i waited in line for registration because, even though i wasn't planning on registering, my friend Irish didn't want me to just spend the whole weekend wandering around the hotel so he fronted the monies for it because he's awesome. picked up a badge from the dealer's den that i'd had commissioned at morphicon of last year... was supposed to be a connecting badge with scorch, but meh. i'd already waited over a year, she wasn't done with his yet, and i didn't feel like waiting another year for her to redo it. it's pretty anyways! i'll scan it and upload it soon. following the same theme, did some drinking that night, had fun at the hub's mixer (free booze!) it was tequila night for me. yum.
Saturday was fun as well, only caught a bit of the fursuit parade because i was helping a sick friend, but it's okay. i caught a little of it. but then my camera died so... not very many pictures of it, lol. smoked some hookah up on the roof of the convention center with some people, that was fun. then in leiu of going to see 2's show, or watch the fireworks, i went to hang out at the hub some more because there were a couple friends there i wanted to see. that was where my one snag for this convention happened. some creepy guy showed up, nobody knew from where, and he wasn't even a furry! somehow he found his way to the hub, completely trashed, and started coming on to me. very much so. it was kinda scaring me a little bit because i've got issues like that and he was getting kinda touchy feely with me. a few of my friends intervened and kept him away from me while the room's owner's called up the dorsi to get rid of him. i waited a little bit before leaving the hub, but i was still kinda freaking out a little bit, so i went back downstairs and outside to chainsmoke i think it was four cigarettes to get my hands to stop shaking while i called up scorch so that he could help calm me down. my friends all kept me occupied for the rest of the night. coming back in from outside however, the guy found me again in the lobby which kinda freaked me out again so i kinda ran away and was jumpy for a while. did a bit more drinking that night while hanging out with people in their rooms and that made me feel better.
Sunday came, the last day of the con. uber sad face. spent alot of the day tracking down a few people who were leaving to say goodbye and all that, earned myself an ice cream sammich (that i didn't stay to collect on) from bushycat because she's awesome and i was one of her minions and helped carry some of her stuff up from the dealer's den to her room. Hung out with some friends the rest of the afternoon after closing ceremonies over in the doubletree, having alot of fun, came back to the westin to go to my room and finish off what little bit of booze i had left so i wouldn't have to worry about taking it home with me. i did a really good job at rationing that to last the whole weekend!
Then monday morning came and we were on the road home shortly after noon checkout. i ended up sleeping through most of the trip because i was really really tired. but i was happy to get home again! i did get a small case of PCD, mostly because i went from hanging out with people every day to almost the complete opposite, but i got over it pretty fast.
Now, i know i didn't mention too many names in my journal, but that's only because i met and hung out with sooooo many people during the con! if you're one of those people, i had a blast, lol and i can't wait to do it again next year.
*giggles* re-reading through this journal has made me realize how much of a party "girl" i was all weekend, drinking and party hopping, lol. it was fun.
in other news: i now have a twitter account! you can look me up there under fidgetfennec, same as my IM stuffs. not quite sure what i'll even use it for, but i've got one anyways! gotta find people to watch now, lol
well, that's all for now. hope everyone else is having a good summer! <333
going to ac!
General | Posted 16 years agoi'm gonna be there! who do i hafta try to track down to say hi to?
hey, listen up!
General | Posted 16 years agomy good friend 
slickwulf needs some help. i've cut and pasted his original journal entry here, as well as given a link for it!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/763208/
"Ok, so I'm trying to see if I can find some roommates to move into my place to help make things a little easier and less lonely.
Here's the info:
Location: Whitehall, PA 18052
Eastern coast of Pennsylvania (about 45-50 mins northwest of Philly)
It's a very nice neighborhood and a very large apartment.
it's 2 bedroom
2 full bath
washer/dryer in unit.
wall to wall carpetting
centrail heat/air conditioning
Electric is the ONLY utility. (electric oven, heat, ac...)
it's 2nd floor (no noisy upstairs neighbors, yay!) balcony.
Parking lot for cars, or can park on the street if you want to. it's an apartment in a complex... managed apartments. Swimming pool, gym, basketball and tennis courts.
Very close to mall, shopping and plenty of jobs.
So, that's the meat and potatoes of the place.
I've lived here for over 5 years and it's a wonderful apartment complex. Good neighborhood, lots of colleges and stuff nearby. Car insurance is cheap, as well as other things so if you are looking to save some money on that it's definitely better than some of the other states I've lived in.
So, I am trying to find someone who wants a room... possibly a couple (that would be better...make things cheaper for everyone) you would have your own bathroom, and full access to a full kitchen and everything else.
I do have some requirements and will give more info if needed.
1. NO DRUGS. Can't stress that enough... I don't have anything against people who do drugs... I've lost a lot of close friends to drugs so I have my own reasons why I don't like it around me. That and trying to get government job having that in the house especially since a lot of my friends or people I know are federal officers, just makes life easier if it's not around.
2. Be clean. I don't care if your room is a mess, as long as you don't leave the rest of the house messy, I'm fine with it.
3. Be able to pay rent and bills on time. I would appreciate if you were employed or could easily get a job. there are plenty of places to work in the area.
4. I would prefer if you were not a massive torrenter. The internet connection here is not the fastest in the world, and I would like to be able to use the internet that I pay for and be able to watch netflix and play online games on my xbox 360 without all the bandwidth being eaten up.
I do work a lot, so if you must download a billion things or play WoW or anything that eats internet like a fat kid at a cake shop... I post my work schedule on the wall near the front door so you can download the moon till your hearts content while I'm at work, but I would like to be able to use the net when I get home.
Yes, there is wireless internet...yes, it's Verizon. right now the max speed is like 760kbps (tried faster internet...it doesn't work with the lines here)
Anyway, those are the major things. I would like to have someone or a couple move in to help make things easier for everyone and I do enjoy hanging out with people and being social so it is nice to not have an empty house.
Obviously I'm gay....or at least whatever I want to call it... I like guys... so if you are gay, bi... whatever... not an issue at all.
I do own a LOT of guns. So, be comfortable with that. I've got over 10 years of training that keeps me and those around me safe, so I'm not irresponsible with them. If you do not like guns or are not comfortable with that, then I don't think it would be a good choice for you... as I have them around and people come over with guns and we go shooting and all that.
Other than that info I have if you want any more details or are interested or know someone who is looking for a place to live, then please let them know. my instant messenger contact info is on my main page here
and you can message me and I will try my best to reply as soon as I can.
otherwise, you can e-mail me at:
qualwulf[at]yahoo.com
Thanks, hope that someone out there can help or knows someone.
slickwulf needs some help. i've cut and pasted his original journal entry here, as well as given a link for it!http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/763208/
"Ok, so I'm trying to see if I can find some roommates to move into my place to help make things a little easier and less lonely.
Here's the info:
Location: Whitehall, PA 18052
Eastern coast of Pennsylvania (about 45-50 mins northwest of Philly)
It's a very nice neighborhood and a very large apartment.
it's 2 bedroom
2 full bath
washer/dryer in unit.
wall to wall carpetting
centrail heat/air conditioning
Electric is the ONLY utility. (electric oven, heat, ac...)
it's 2nd floor (no noisy upstairs neighbors, yay!) balcony.
Parking lot for cars, or can park on the street if you want to. it's an apartment in a complex... managed apartments. Swimming pool, gym, basketball and tennis courts.
Very close to mall, shopping and plenty of jobs.
So, that's the meat and potatoes of the place.
I've lived here for over 5 years and it's a wonderful apartment complex. Good neighborhood, lots of colleges and stuff nearby. Car insurance is cheap, as well as other things so if you are looking to save some money on that it's definitely better than some of the other states I've lived in.
So, I am trying to find someone who wants a room... possibly a couple (that would be better...make things cheaper for everyone) you would have your own bathroom, and full access to a full kitchen and everything else.
I do have some requirements and will give more info if needed.
1. NO DRUGS. Can't stress that enough... I don't have anything against people who do drugs... I've lost a lot of close friends to drugs so I have my own reasons why I don't like it around me. That and trying to get government job having that in the house especially since a lot of my friends or people I know are federal officers, just makes life easier if it's not around.
2. Be clean. I don't care if your room is a mess, as long as you don't leave the rest of the house messy, I'm fine with it.
3. Be able to pay rent and bills on time. I would appreciate if you were employed or could easily get a job. there are plenty of places to work in the area.
4. I would prefer if you were not a massive torrenter. The internet connection here is not the fastest in the world, and I would like to be able to use the internet that I pay for and be able to watch netflix and play online games on my xbox 360 without all the bandwidth being eaten up.
I do work a lot, so if you must download a billion things or play WoW or anything that eats internet like a fat kid at a cake shop... I post my work schedule on the wall near the front door so you can download the moon till your hearts content while I'm at work, but I would like to be able to use the net when I get home.
Yes, there is wireless internet...yes, it's Verizon. right now the max speed is like 760kbps (tried faster internet...it doesn't work with the lines here)
Anyway, those are the major things. I would like to have someone or a couple move in to help make things easier for everyone and I do enjoy hanging out with people and being social so it is nice to not have an empty house.
Obviously I'm gay....or at least whatever I want to call it... I like guys... so if you are gay, bi... whatever... not an issue at all.
I do own a LOT of guns. So, be comfortable with that. I've got over 10 years of training that keeps me and those around me safe, so I'm not irresponsible with them. If you do not like guns or are not comfortable with that, then I don't think it would be a good choice for you... as I have them around and people come over with guns and we go shooting and all that.
Other than that info I have if you want any more details or are interested or know someone who is looking for a place to live, then please let them know. my instant messenger contact info is on my main page here
and you can message me and I will try my best to reply as soon as I can.
otherwise, you can e-mail me at:
qualwulf[at]yahoo.com
Thanks, hope that someone out there can help or knows someone.
I'm on YouTube!
General | Posted 16 years agoI've had a few videos that i've been thinking about posting online for a while now, so i finally made myself an account and uploaded a few vids.
Most of them are of my cat, but there's other things too! including a vid of me dancing in my fursuit at me and my mate's latest party.
find me, subscribe, and comment!
http://www.youtube.com/user/FidgetFennec
Most of them are of my cat, but there's other things too! including a vid of me dancing in my fursuit at me and my mate's latest party.
find me, subscribe, and comment!
http://www.youtube.com/user/FidgetFennec
dramabomb at fcn. [vent]
General | Posted 16 years agoPosting this because rumors are already spreading about the dramabomb yesterday that I was involved in, and I want to let people know what actually happened. that and I really wanted a chance to vent, and it’s usually easier for me to do so in writing.
Really, this all starts about a year and a half ago when we took a pet. The people who know him will know who I’m talking about, but I’m just going to refer to him as K. as I think one should with a pet, I loved him very much. So did my mate. Yes, we were a little strict as masters, but our main rule we had in regards to our pet doing things with others was that he usually could do whatever with whomever as long as he asked first, barring that he wasn’t being punished for something, and a few people that he didn’t have to ask.
That’s what made it hard when we found out the first time he cheated on us. I use the term cheated because both myself and my mate feel that pets are just a small step below boyfriend, and we trust that they remain faithful. He said he behaved himself when he went to visit a friend, but then we found out, from someone else of course, that was not the case. When confronted about it, K said that he was given permission, and didn’t remember us asking if he played or not. While trying to get that mess sorted out, another friend of ours came forward to tell us he’d played with K before, and he was under the impression that we were asked first. The friend felt bad, but we didn’t blame him. He didn’t know that we weren’t asked. My mate wanted to drop him as a pet right then. I convinced him to give K another chance. So he was just put on a probation period, even though he’d already lost my mate’s trust.
Not long after that, it was brought to my attention that K was doing something else that he wasn’t supposed to. We didn’t mind him having pets of his own, he already had one, but again, he had to ask, and we had to approve. Instead, K, and I’ll call this one L, decided to try to do this as much in secret as they could. I found out through an offhand comment that was made by K calling L a pet. I confronted him on this, and he said he didn’t see the harm in letting L call him master if he wanted to. And as I had before a couple of times, I decided to cover for him. I knew if my mate wasn’t told and he found out from someone else, K would probably no longer be a pet. I told both K and L that one of them needed to tell my mate within the next 24 hours, or I would do it myself. Did K do it? No. not until after L called my mate and told him himself because I was about to do it. Time was up. He was let off with a warning.
Over the remaining months of our relationship with K, he would come up and try to do nice things for us to make us happy, but I’d still hear about things he was doing. I’d keep my mouth shut anyways, because I didn’t want to lose him. Drama seemed to follow him everywhere, and we’d get sucked into it because he was our pet. Then, almost a month ago, I was talking with a friend on the phone. I’ll call this one O. he told me that K had been over to visit and they had played. Actually, what he said was he’d raped K’s ass and used him for BDSM practice. This was all news to me. I knew K wanted to play with O. I had just asked him a few days prior if he was going to get the chance and he told me he hadn’t yet. But apparently he had. About a week before I’d asked him. O didn’t know I didn’t know and apologized. Even said if one of his pets cheated like that, he would be gone the first time it happened. as soon as I got off the phone with O, I called K myself, told him to take off his collar because he would no longer be wearing it. He was officially disowned. I told him exactly why. Then I couldn’t handle talking to him anymore. I broke down. Went out and walked about five blocks and had my mate come pick me up to take me home.
I cried myself to sleep that night. I cried a lot following that. Especially since K kept contacting me, telling me he was sorry, he still loved me, thought of me as a mate. Promised that even though he wasn’t a pet anymore, he would still be keeping me informed, and also promised that he would not be taking another master as he was too broken up over losing us. After a couple of weeks of talking, I started to forgive him yet again. I still loved him. He would come up to visit, tell me how much he loved me still…
Then came Furry Connection North. He had told me beforehand there was only one person he might do things with at the con. Within the first hour and a half of me walking around the con on my own, I was approached by not one, not two, but three people asking if I’d seen K because he was supposed to be “hanging out” with them if you know what I mean. This pissed me off a little, but whatever. Not my problem. Then I was told by a couple of people that he’d been collared by someone and was their new pet. I decided to ask K about this, he maintained that all of it was rumors. Every last bit. I told him I didn’t really feel like talking to him about it any more because I still loved and cared for him. Of course, K kept texting me. All day. Telling me they were rumors, I could trust him, he loved me like a mate and wouldn’t lie to me. But the fact that more people kept approaching me about the same things involving K upset me. I cried myself to sleep again that night, had nightmares and woke up crying in the morning.
As the second day of the convention went on, I was enjoying myself. I was kept distracted from emo things and was really having fun. I kept avoiding K because I wasn’t sure what to think or say to him. I was hanging out in a friend’s room, and he came in to visit people too. I left to go hang out somewhere else with another friend. K texted me saying that he still hadn’t done anything with anyone at the con. But this friend, R, told me that earlier that day, he’d seen K. in fact, they’d done more than hang out. It was the kind of hanging out people do with condoms and stuff. And K had shown R his new collar, even though K was still maintaining the fact that it was only a rumor, he didn’t have a new master at all because he wanted me back as a master.
I got a little upset so I went outside to get some air. K said he wanted to talk to me because he knew I was upset over the “rumors” going around and he wanted to see me. After I’d calmed down enough, I texted him to tell him where I was outside to talk. He came out and I asked him straight out if I could see his new collar. He said he didn’t have one, that was just a rumor. I asked him if he’d done things with anyone at the con, he told me no. so I told him I knew he’d done things with R. and R had told me that the two of them had done things together when K was still our pet that I didn’t know about because just like the others, R was under the impression that we knew. He still denied everything. So I called R, put him on speaker and asked him again. Instead of telling me over the phone, he said he was coming outside to help mediate. While waiting, I asked to see his collar again and he finally admitted to having one, but it wasn’t official because he didn’t want that. That’s why he didn’t wear it. I know whose collar it was now, and that I will cover in a bit. R came out and I asked R what the two of them had done, and R admitted it. I looked K square in the face and dared him to deny it again. Instead, he turned around and said he didn’t want to talk about this anymore. I broke down again and lost control. I hit him across the face. It may have been an open palmed slap, but there was more force behind it than I would ever even use to spank someone. It knocked him back a couple steps. Then I walked away. And I kept walking. I was afraid if I would have stayed, I would have done more than that.
I was a ways away, walking through a parking lot and crying, trying to get ahold of any friend I knew that I could trust to come out with me because I really didn’t want to be alone. Then it started to rain. I walked back in the rain, still crying, until I found my car and I sat in that. Around then I started getting calls and text messages from people. I didn’t answer the calls unless it was someone I knew I could trust, and I was also selective about what text messages I responded to. It was then I got one from O.
Here’s one of the things that pissed me off and upset me even more. K’s new master was O. the very person he had cheated with last and the one who’d helped me make the final decision to disown him who said he would do the same thing. He said that they didn’t want to tell me because they wanted to wait until they thought I could handle it. So even though I’d already found out, they decided to deny it, even though they were telling everyone else. O said it was more his decision than K’s. so I told him to go to hell, too. I cried for four hours that night. I cried until no more tears would come, and then I cried some more. The thing that’s hardest for me to understand is how could K, or anyone for that matter, tell someone they love them like a mate and then lie straight to their face, looking them straight in the eyes, and when the truth comes out, just decide to run away. That’s what hurt the most. After covering for him so many times, helping him out and giving him my love, he lied and betrayed me.
Yes, I feel bad for the drama I caused at the con. Yes I’ll feel bad if this causes some drama as well, but do I feel bad for hitting K and telling him I never want to see or hear him again? No. not at all. Do I feel bad for telling O to go to hell for helping hide things from me? No. not sure I want to see him or his mate anymore either.
I skipped the last day of the con today so I could think things over and have time to myself, as well as avoid questions from people. Might go back tonight for a room party to hangout with some friends, I haven’t decided. I am thankful for my friends who were there for me to help me out, trying to make me feel better. Stupid stuff like this always helps you figure out who your true friends are.
Now time to go get a pack of cigarettes, because I could really use one right now.
/vent
Really, this all starts about a year and a half ago when we took a pet. The people who know him will know who I’m talking about, but I’m just going to refer to him as K. as I think one should with a pet, I loved him very much. So did my mate. Yes, we were a little strict as masters, but our main rule we had in regards to our pet doing things with others was that he usually could do whatever with whomever as long as he asked first, barring that he wasn’t being punished for something, and a few people that he didn’t have to ask.
That’s what made it hard when we found out the first time he cheated on us. I use the term cheated because both myself and my mate feel that pets are just a small step below boyfriend, and we trust that they remain faithful. He said he behaved himself when he went to visit a friend, but then we found out, from someone else of course, that was not the case. When confronted about it, K said that he was given permission, and didn’t remember us asking if he played or not. While trying to get that mess sorted out, another friend of ours came forward to tell us he’d played with K before, and he was under the impression that we were asked first. The friend felt bad, but we didn’t blame him. He didn’t know that we weren’t asked. My mate wanted to drop him as a pet right then. I convinced him to give K another chance. So he was just put on a probation period, even though he’d already lost my mate’s trust.
Not long after that, it was brought to my attention that K was doing something else that he wasn’t supposed to. We didn’t mind him having pets of his own, he already had one, but again, he had to ask, and we had to approve. Instead, K, and I’ll call this one L, decided to try to do this as much in secret as they could. I found out through an offhand comment that was made by K calling L a pet. I confronted him on this, and he said he didn’t see the harm in letting L call him master if he wanted to. And as I had before a couple of times, I decided to cover for him. I knew if my mate wasn’t told and he found out from someone else, K would probably no longer be a pet. I told both K and L that one of them needed to tell my mate within the next 24 hours, or I would do it myself. Did K do it? No. not until after L called my mate and told him himself because I was about to do it. Time was up. He was let off with a warning.
Over the remaining months of our relationship with K, he would come up and try to do nice things for us to make us happy, but I’d still hear about things he was doing. I’d keep my mouth shut anyways, because I didn’t want to lose him. Drama seemed to follow him everywhere, and we’d get sucked into it because he was our pet. Then, almost a month ago, I was talking with a friend on the phone. I’ll call this one O. he told me that K had been over to visit and they had played. Actually, what he said was he’d raped K’s ass and used him for BDSM practice. This was all news to me. I knew K wanted to play with O. I had just asked him a few days prior if he was going to get the chance and he told me he hadn’t yet. But apparently he had. About a week before I’d asked him. O didn’t know I didn’t know and apologized. Even said if one of his pets cheated like that, he would be gone the first time it happened. as soon as I got off the phone with O, I called K myself, told him to take off his collar because he would no longer be wearing it. He was officially disowned. I told him exactly why. Then I couldn’t handle talking to him anymore. I broke down. Went out and walked about five blocks and had my mate come pick me up to take me home.
I cried myself to sleep that night. I cried a lot following that. Especially since K kept contacting me, telling me he was sorry, he still loved me, thought of me as a mate. Promised that even though he wasn’t a pet anymore, he would still be keeping me informed, and also promised that he would not be taking another master as he was too broken up over losing us. After a couple of weeks of talking, I started to forgive him yet again. I still loved him. He would come up to visit, tell me how much he loved me still…
Then came Furry Connection North. He had told me beforehand there was only one person he might do things with at the con. Within the first hour and a half of me walking around the con on my own, I was approached by not one, not two, but three people asking if I’d seen K because he was supposed to be “hanging out” with them if you know what I mean. This pissed me off a little, but whatever. Not my problem. Then I was told by a couple of people that he’d been collared by someone and was their new pet. I decided to ask K about this, he maintained that all of it was rumors. Every last bit. I told him I didn’t really feel like talking to him about it any more because I still loved and cared for him. Of course, K kept texting me. All day. Telling me they were rumors, I could trust him, he loved me like a mate and wouldn’t lie to me. But the fact that more people kept approaching me about the same things involving K upset me. I cried myself to sleep again that night, had nightmares and woke up crying in the morning.
As the second day of the convention went on, I was enjoying myself. I was kept distracted from emo things and was really having fun. I kept avoiding K because I wasn’t sure what to think or say to him. I was hanging out in a friend’s room, and he came in to visit people too. I left to go hang out somewhere else with another friend. K texted me saying that he still hadn’t done anything with anyone at the con. But this friend, R, told me that earlier that day, he’d seen K. in fact, they’d done more than hang out. It was the kind of hanging out people do with condoms and stuff. And K had shown R his new collar, even though K was still maintaining the fact that it was only a rumor, he didn’t have a new master at all because he wanted me back as a master.
I got a little upset so I went outside to get some air. K said he wanted to talk to me because he knew I was upset over the “rumors” going around and he wanted to see me. After I’d calmed down enough, I texted him to tell him where I was outside to talk. He came out and I asked him straight out if I could see his new collar. He said he didn’t have one, that was just a rumor. I asked him if he’d done things with anyone at the con, he told me no. so I told him I knew he’d done things with R. and R had told me that the two of them had done things together when K was still our pet that I didn’t know about because just like the others, R was under the impression that we knew. He still denied everything. So I called R, put him on speaker and asked him again. Instead of telling me over the phone, he said he was coming outside to help mediate. While waiting, I asked to see his collar again and he finally admitted to having one, but it wasn’t official because he didn’t want that. That’s why he didn’t wear it. I know whose collar it was now, and that I will cover in a bit. R came out and I asked R what the two of them had done, and R admitted it. I looked K square in the face and dared him to deny it again. Instead, he turned around and said he didn’t want to talk about this anymore. I broke down again and lost control. I hit him across the face. It may have been an open palmed slap, but there was more force behind it than I would ever even use to spank someone. It knocked him back a couple steps. Then I walked away. And I kept walking. I was afraid if I would have stayed, I would have done more than that.
I was a ways away, walking through a parking lot and crying, trying to get ahold of any friend I knew that I could trust to come out with me because I really didn’t want to be alone. Then it started to rain. I walked back in the rain, still crying, until I found my car and I sat in that. Around then I started getting calls and text messages from people. I didn’t answer the calls unless it was someone I knew I could trust, and I was also selective about what text messages I responded to. It was then I got one from O.
Here’s one of the things that pissed me off and upset me even more. K’s new master was O. the very person he had cheated with last and the one who’d helped me make the final decision to disown him who said he would do the same thing. He said that they didn’t want to tell me because they wanted to wait until they thought I could handle it. So even though I’d already found out, they decided to deny it, even though they were telling everyone else. O said it was more his decision than K’s. so I told him to go to hell, too. I cried for four hours that night. I cried until no more tears would come, and then I cried some more. The thing that’s hardest for me to understand is how could K, or anyone for that matter, tell someone they love them like a mate and then lie straight to their face, looking them straight in the eyes, and when the truth comes out, just decide to run away. That’s what hurt the most. After covering for him so many times, helping him out and giving him my love, he lied and betrayed me.
Yes, I feel bad for the drama I caused at the con. Yes I’ll feel bad if this causes some drama as well, but do I feel bad for hitting K and telling him I never want to see or hear him again? No. not at all. Do I feel bad for telling O to go to hell for helping hide things from me? No. not sure I want to see him or his mate anymore either.
I skipped the last day of the con today so I could think things over and have time to myself, as well as avoid questions from people. Might go back tonight for a room party to hangout with some friends, I haven’t decided. I am thankful for my friends who were there for me to help me out, trying to make me feel better. Stupid stuff like this always helps you figure out who your true friends are.
Now time to go get a pack of cigarettes, because I could really use one right now.
/vent
fursuit, fcn, and getting old
General | Posted 16 years agookay, so Furry Connection North is next weekend, and i'm really hoping to have my fursuit done by then. I'm making wonderful progress! I've already got the tail and both footpaws done, i'll have both handpaws done by this evening, leaving the two most crucial and laborious parts, the head and the body suit. I've already got the head carved out of foam, so that's out of the way, just waiting for a friend to come and help me with the furring and stuffs. the bodysuit shouldn't be too difficult (hopefully) just will probably take me quite a while since i'm hand sewing the whole thing. I've got a week though, so yay!
but yes. FCN last year was my favorite of the three cons that i attended with AC being a very close second. i'm looking forward to both and hopefully i can get things in order to go to AC!
And tomorrow... I turn 22. :P
meh, nothing much to say on the subject. scorchedwings wanted to throw me a birthday party, but i told him if he were to do so, he'd be on his own! so yeah. last minute planning from him prolly.
hopefully I'll have pics up of my fursuit progress very soon, possibly tonight or even tomorrow! Yay!
but yes. FCN last year was my favorite of the three cons that i attended with AC being a very close second. i'm looking forward to both and hopefully i can get things in order to go to AC!
And tomorrow... I turn 22. :P
meh, nothing much to say on the subject.
scorchedwings wanted to throw me a birthday party, but i told him if he were to do so, he'd be on his own! so yeah. last minute planning from him prolly.hopefully I'll have pics up of my fursuit progress very soon, possibly tonight or even tomorrow! Yay!
Surprise!
General | Posted 16 years agoI'ma workin on my murr-suit! hehe, i'm pretty happy with how things are coming along with it right now, and i'm hoping to have it ready to debut at fcn coming up here. so far, i've got the head carved, the tail is finished, and the footpaws are very close to being finished. I'll probably be posting pictures of my progress later on.
new aim!
General | Posted 16 years agoSince i've been trying to get things a little bit more organized in my life, now i've got a new aim screen name! feel free to add me there. it's fidgetfennec, same as my yahoo
rawr
General | Posted 16 years agostolen from 
seonbarzard
- Available: for talking? of course.
- Age: 21
- Annoyance: stupidity
- Animal: Cats
- Actor: no idea
B
- Birthday/Birthplace: April 16, 1987. Battle Creek, MI
- Best Online Friends:
redmonkey 
sasho 
gryffins 
thelapdragon
- Body Part on opposite/same sex: approriate answer: eyes. inappropriate? cock. :3
- Best feeling in the world: being cared for
- Blind or Deaf: no idea. this would cause me to choose between my two greatest loves, art and music.
- Best weather: sunny and warm, high 70s with a light breeze
- Been in Love: a few times
- Been on stage?: even more
- Believe in yourself?: rarely
- Believe in life on other planets: Possibly.
- Believe in miracles: used to.
- Believe in Magic: why not?
- Believe in Santa: when i was little.
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: sure thing.
C
- Car: first one was a 93 ford tempo. now I'm in a 2000 ford escort.
- Candy: Reeses cups!
- Color: Blue.
- Cried in school: a few times. I was a baby.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: depends. if plain: chocolate. if toppings are allowed, definitely vanilla.
- Chinese/Mexican: mexican
- Cake or pie: cake!
- Country to visit: somewhere in europe.
D
- Day or Night: daytime for me!
- Dream vehicle: don't really know, I'm not a car person. prolly a convertible.
- Danced: of course! I love to dance
- Dance in the rain?: probably.
- Do the splits?: used to be able to.
E
- Eggs: scrambled with cheese.
- Eyes: Brown.
- Everyone has a Heart: sure, but some people don't know how to use it and ruin them for everyone else.
- Ever failed a class?: nope, but almost, once.
F
- First Internet Crush?: former boyfriend. Kipsy/flash. he's now straight and not a furry. i broke him! T-T
- Full name: you only get the first two. Travis Michael
- First thoughts waking up: fuck getting out of bed.
- Food: iunno. salad? italian? cheesecake?
G
- Greatest Fear: rejection
- Giver or taker: Giver as a person, taker usually in bed, hehe
- Goals: get my life turned around
- Get along with your parents?: most of the time
- Good luck charm: a crystal i wear around my neck
H
- Holiday: Halloween!
- How do you want to die: quickly. unless i'm feeling bad.
- Health freak?: sometimes.
- Hate: stupid drama, and people who lie
- Hair Color: Brown currently.
- Height: 6'1"
I
- Ice Cream: mint chocolate chip!
- Instrument: I used to play the french horn
J
- Jewelry: usually wearing three rings, two necklaces and my watch. and 3 earrings!
- Job: don't have one right now
K
- Kids: i dunno
- Kickboxing or karate: Karate. used to do a little of that waaaaay back when.
- Keep a journal?: used to try, always failed.
L
- Longest Car Ride: Michigan to florida with a stopover in north carolina to visit relatives.
- Love: happens, but often leads to heartbreak.
- Letter: Q
- Laughed so hard you cried: yup!
- Love at first sight: prolly not. but lust? of course.
M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate.
- Movie: iunno.
- Mooned anyone?: lol, long time ago
- Marriage: maybe someday
- Motion sickness?: sometimes
- McD’s or BK: McD. McDonalds ftw!
N
- Number of Siblings: 2
- Number of Piercings: 3
- Number: 50
O
- Overused Phrases: iunno
- One wish: things going the way i want them to every once in a while
- One phobia: Spiders.
P
- Place you’d like to live: somewhere warm like hawaii, or florida
- Perfect Pizza: meat lovers with extra cheese
- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi
Q
- Quail: what?
- Questionnaires: are gay
R
- Reason to cry: broken heart.
- Reality: sucks
- Radio Station: usually a pop station
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: yup!
S
- Song: no idea
- Shoe size: 11
- Salad Dressing: Ranch
- Sushi: no thanks
- Skipped school: of course.
- Slept outside: in a tent. ^^
- Seen a dead body?: at funerals
- Smoked?: sometimes
- Skinny dipped?: almost but not quite
- Shower daily?: of course
- Sing well?: I don't think so, but i've been told that i do.
- Sing in the shower?: when nobody is around to hear it
- Swear?: sure
- Stuffed Animals?: definitely
- Single/Group dates: probably group because there's more people to start conversation so i don't have to
- Strawberries/Blueberries: blueberries
- Scientists need to invent: cures for diseases
T
- Time for bed: depends.
- Thunderstorms: Are fun
- TV: I miss it!
- Touch your tongue to your nose: nopers
U
- Unpredictable: sometimes
V
- Vegetable you hate: brussels sprouts.
- Vegetable you love: Carrots.
- Vacation spot: beach!
W
- Weakness: musical ability on a guy
- When you grow up: stuff!
- Which one of your online friends acts the most like you: thelapdragon emo drama magnets we are.
- Who makes you laugh the most: irishfox
- Worst feeling: broken heart
- Wanted to be a model?: had offers before
- Where do we go when we die: somewhere!
X
-X-Rays: nothing to em!
Y
-Year it is now: 2009
Z
- Zoo animal: Birds. i love going to the aviary! and the aquarium as well.
- Zodiac sign: Aries
LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you? scorchedwings
2. Last person to see you cry? scorchedwings
3. Went to the movies with you? scorchedwings
4. You went to the mall with? don't even remember the last time i went
5. You went to dinner with? good question.
6. You talked to on the phone? My mom
seonbarzard- Available: for talking? of course.
- Age: 21
- Annoyance: stupidity
- Animal: Cats
- Actor: no idea
B
- Birthday/Birthplace: April 16, 1987. Battle Creek, MI
- Best Online Friends:
redmonkey 
sasho 
gryffins 
thelapdragon- Body Part on opposite/same sex: approriate answer: eyes. inappropriate? cock. :3
- Best feeling in the world: being cared for
- Blind or Deaf: no idea. this would cause me to choose between my two greatest loves, art and music.
- Best weather: sunny and warm, high 70s with a light breeze
- Been in Love: a few times
- Been on stage?: even more
- Believe in yourself?: rarely
- Believe in life on other planets: Possibly.
- Believe in miracles: used to.
- Believe in Magic: why not?
- Believe in Santa: when i was little.
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: sure thing.
C
- Car: first one was a 93 ford tempo. now I'm in a 2000 ford escort.
- Candy: Reeses cups!
- Color: Blue.
- Cried in school: a few times. I was a baby.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: depends. if plain: chocolate. if toppings are allowed, definitely vanilla.
- Chinese/Mexican: mexican
- Cake or pie: cake!
- Country to visit: somewhere in europe.
D
- Day or Night: daytime for me!
- Dream vehicle: don't really know, I'm not a car person. prolly a convertible.
- Danced: of course! I love to dance
- Dance in the rain?: probably.
- Do the splits?: used to be able to.
E
- Eggs: scrambled with cheese.
- Eyes: Brown.
- Everyone has a Heart: sure, but some people don't know how to use it and ruin them for everyone else.
- Ever failed a class?: nope, but almost, once.
F
- First Internet Crush?: former boyfriend. Kipsy/flash. he's now straight and not a furry. i broke him! T-T
- Full name: you only get the first two. Travis Michael
- First thoughts waking up: fuck getting out of bed.
- Food: iunno. salad? italian? cheesecake?
G
- Greatest Fear: rejection
- Giver or taker: Giver as a person, taker usually in bed, hehe
- Goals: get my life turned around
- Get along with your parents?: most of the time
- Good luck charm: a crystal i wear around my neck
H
- Holiday: Halloween!
- How do you want to die: quickly. unless i'm feeling bad.
- Health freak?: sometimes.
- Hate: stupid drama, and people who lie
- Hair Color: Brown currently.
- Height: 6'1"
I
- Ice Cream: mint chocolate chip!
- Instrument: I used to play the french horn
J
- Jewelry: usually wearing three rings, two necklaces and my watch. and 3 earrings!
- Job: don't have one right now
K
- Kids: i dunno
- Kickboxing or karate: Karate. used to do a little of that waaaaay back when.
- Keep a journal?: used to try, always failed.
L
- Longest Car Ride: Michigan to florida with a stopover in north carolina to visit relatives.
- Love: happens, but often leads to heartbreak.
- Letter: Q
- Laughed so hard you cried: yup!
- Love at first sight: prolly not. but lust? of course.
M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate.
- Movie: iunno.
- Mooned anyone?: lol, long time ago
- Marriage: maybe someday
- Motion sickness?: sometimes
- McD’s or BK: McD. McDonalds ftw!
N
- Number of Siblings: 2
- Number of Piercings: 3
- Number: 50
O
- Overused Phrases: iunno
- One wish: things going the way i want them to every once in a while
- One phobia: Spiders.
P
- Place you’d like to live: somewhere warm like hawaii, or florida
- Perfect Pizza: meat lovers with extra cheese
- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi
Q
- Quail: what?
- Questionnaires: are gay
R
- Reason to cry: broken heart.
- Reality: sucks
- Radio Station: usually a pop station
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: yup!
S
- Song: no idea
- Shoe size: 11
- Salad Dressing: Ranch
- Sushi: no thanks
- Skipped school: of course.
- Slept outside: in a tent. ^^
- Seen a dead body?: at funerals
- Smoked?: sometimes
- Skinny dipped?: almost but not quite
- Shower daily?: of course
- Sing well?: I don't think so, but i've been told that i do.
- Sing in the shower?: when nobody is around to hear it
- Swear?: sure
- Stuffed Animals?: definitely
- Single/Group dates: probably group because there's more people to start conversation so i don't have to
- Strawberries/Blueberries: blueberries
- Scientists need to invent: cures for diseases
T
- Time for bed: depends.
- Thunderstorms: Are fun
- TV: I miss it!
- Touch your tongue to your nose: nopers
U
- Unpredictable: sometimes
V
- Vegetable you hate: brussels sprouts.
- Vegetable you love: Carrots.
- Vacation spot: beach!
W
- Weakness: musical ability on a guy
- When you grow up: stuff!
- Which one of your online friends acts the most like you:
thelapdragon emo drama magnets we are.- Who makes you laugh the most:
irishfox- Worst feeling: broken heart
- Wanted to be a model?: had offers before
- Where do we go when we die: somewhere!
X
-X-Rays: nothing to em!
Y
-Year it is now: 2009
Z
- Zoo animal: Birds. i love going to the aviary! and the aquarium as well.
- Zodiac sign: Aries
LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?
scorchedwings2. Last person to see you cry?
scorchedwings3. Went to the movies with you?
scorchedwings4. You went to the mall with? don't even remember the last time i went
5. You went to dinner with? good question.
6. You talked to on the phone? My mom
About Me
General | Posted 16 years agoStolen from 
sweetwater
HUMAN QUESTIONS
-What's your real name?
Travis
-Gender?
Male
-Orientation?
ghey
-Race?
White
-What's your favorite genre of music.
pop/bubblegum pop/techno. I couldn't decide, lol
-What's your favorite band/musical artist?
Panic at the Disco
-What's your worst peeve?
hmm... good question. I'll say people with bad table manners. chew with your goddamn mouths closed!
-Are you doing well in school?
When i was in school i did, but i'm not at the moment
-Do you have a religion?
Pagan
-What turns you on?
Dominant guys, hehe
-Do you consider yourself a whore?
sometimes, but only for people i trust, so I'll just say i'm a tad playful
-Do you have a favorite movie?
not really.
-Funniest thing you've ever said?
good question. i say a lot of stupid things.
-What do you eat?
lots of junk food. I'm not really picky
-Are you flexible?
yes, but not as flexible as when i used to dance
-What's your favorite video game?
The Sims 2
-Do you have a crush on anyone?
quite possibly.
-What's the most embarrassing moment you can remember?
once again, i do a lot of stupid things.
-Are you a (gulp) myspace whore?
used to be! now i'm hardly ever on there.
FURRY QUESTIONS
-What's your furry name?
Fidget
-Species?
Fennec Fox
-If you could describe your furry in one word, what would it be?
caring
-Does your fur have a side-story?
I've come up with a couple of them, but none of them i like enough for them to stick
-Is your fur a whore?
he can be
-Does your fur have any traits that resemble yourself?
he is extremely similar to me in personality
-What's your fur's favorite outfit?
girly clothes like skirts!
-Describe your furs overall personality in a few words.
He's playful and naiive to a fault. he cares for a lot of people and that tends to get him taken advantage of.
-How often do you RP using your fur?
all the time
-Does your fur have any weapons?
nopers
-How does your fur where his/her hair?
the same way i have mine styled, so it changes alot. usually kinda emo styled and with either a pink or purple tint
sweetwaterHUMAN QUESTIONS
-What's your real name?
Travis
-Gender?
Male
-Orientation?
ghey
-Race?
White
-What's your favorite genre of music.
pop/bubblegum pop/techno. I couldn't decide, lol
-What's your favorite band/musical artist?
Panic at the Disco
-What's your worst peeve?
hmm... good question. I'll say people with bad table manners. chew with your goddamn mouths closed!
-Are you doing well in school?
When i was in school i did, but i'm not at the moment
-Do you have a religion?
Pagan
-What turns you on?
Dominant guys, hehe
-Do you consider yourself a whore?
sometimes, but only for people i trust, so I'll just say i'm a tad playful
-Do you have a favorite movie?
not really.
-Funniest thing you've ever said?
good question. i say a lot of stupid things.
-What do you eat?
lots of junk food. I'm not really picky
-Are you flexible?
yes, but not as flexible as when i used to dance
-What's your favorite video game?
The Sims 2
-Do you have a crush on anyone?
quite possibly.
-What's the most embarrassing moment you can remember?
once again, i do a lot of stupid things.
-Are you a (gulp) myspace whore?
used to be! now i'm hardly ever on there.
FURRY QUESTIONS
-What's your furry name?
Fidget
-Species?
Fennec Fox
-If you could describe your furry in one word, what would it be?
caring
-Does your fur have a side-story?
I've come up with a couple of them, but none of them i like enough for them to stick
-Is your fur a whore?
he can be
-Does your fur have any traits that resemble yourself?
he is extremely similar to me in personality
-What's your fur's favorite outfit?
girly clothes like skirts!
-Describe your furs overall personality in a few words.
He's playful and naiive to a fault. he cares for a lot of people and that tends to get him taken advantage of.
-How often do you RP using your fur?
all the time
-Does your fur have any weapons?
nopers
-How does your fur where his/her hair?
the same way i have mine styled, so it changes alot. usually kinda emo styled and with either a pink or purple tint
sorry
General | Posted 16 years agoSo, I wanted to apologize for my last journal and it's emo nature. I'd had a horrible couple of weeks and was really stressed out and depressed and sick for part of it, and the drama kept coming so... yeah. but anyways... those who know what happened know, and those that don't, not sure i want to talk about it, because there's quite a bit to say. thanks to those who were concerned, and those who gave me support, you are all amazing friends and i'm lucky to have you. I'm still pretty down about various goings on, but i'm moving through slowly. anyways... i should be at fcn next month for those who are going, and should be at ac as well
bye.
General | Posted 16 years agoso yeah. whatever. I'm sorry if this is going to cause people to be upset or to worry, but i'm gone. too much too fast. in alot of pain, and i need to go away for a while. sorry.
new stuff! yay!
General | Posted 17 years agoso I still don't have internet, right now I'm leeching off the wireless at the publc library. but I wanted to make a post to let everyone know a few things! first off, i got myself a new phone number. I sent out a mass text to people but apparently only half of them got it. so if you'd like my new number, note me and it's yours!
secondly. I've got me a new yahoo screen name! hopefully once i can get on more often this will be easier, and I will not be invisible all the time anymore. my new yahoo is fidgetfennec@yahoo.com. feel free to add me, just let me know who you are!
other than that.. nothing new. still no cable either, and i'm out of movies to watch at home. i actually went through all that I cared to watch! so right now the only thing keeping me from going crazy in that regard is blockbuster total acess, that online dealie-do they've got going on. got myself all caught up on a couple tv shows now! yay!
but anyways... if you'd like my new number, go ahead and note me for it! I'm always glad for more people to text me and keep me company.
secondly. I've got me a new yahoo screen name! hopefully once i can get on more often this will be easier, and I will not be invisible all the time anymore. my new yahoo is fidgetfennec@yahoo.com. feel free to add me, just let me know who you are!
other than that.. nothing new. still no cable either, and i'm out of movies to watch at home. i actually went through all that I cared to watch! so right now the only thing keeping me from going crazy in that regard is blockbuster total acess, that online dealie-do they've got going on. got myself all caught up on a couple tv shows now! yay!
but anyways... if you'd like my new number, go ahead and note me for it! I'm always glad for more people to text me and keep me company.
sadness!
General | Posted 17 years agoso... not having internet sucks. as does not having cable. but at least I have a phone now! but still no job for me. because walmart sucks like that. but anyways... stealing a friend's internet to submit something and update people to why i'm not responding to comments or online as much. hope to be back soon!
Bar Tab: $3165
General | Posted 17 years agoThis is real fun to do!
The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it!
Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine.
Title your response "My Bar Tab is$........"
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.
Smoked pot -- $10
Did acid -- $5
Did some X -- $15
Did cocaine -- $20
Did meth -- $25
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Had sex with members of the same family -- $50
Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Crossed dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15
Ever drive drunk -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend --$50
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a car while it was moving-- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $100
Spit in someones food --$25
Made a nasty home video -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in the wild -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex -- $25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars -- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time -- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work --$25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good --$25
Been raped -- $500
Have raped -- $200
Had sex with some one under 16 -- $300
Had sex with a dog -- $25
Had sex with a horse -- $50
Had sex with a cat -- $75 (extra points $50 if you tied it up so you didn't get scratched)
have you ever has sex in a fursuit -- $100
Have you ever had sex wile your partner where a fursuit -- $100
Been spanked by a lover -- $50
Been wiped by a lover -- $ 100
Been fisted -- $150
If you know what "CBT" stands for -- $250
Used whip cream in bed -- $25
Used handcuffs in bed -- $50
Used a whip or pattal in bed -- $75
Ever imagined the person you where having sex with was some one else -- $100
If you have had a butt plug in for more then an hour -- $75
If you ever used any vacuum cleaner attachments -- $100
Had some one come climb in your bedroom window for sex so your parents would not find out -- $100
Used a blow up doll -- $50
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Cut your self on purpose -- $100
Cut some one else on purpose -- $150
Pissed on some one $10 Add $10 if they drank it
Been pissed on $15 add $20 if you drank it
Shit on some one $20 add $25 if they ate it
Been shit on $25 add $50 if you ate it
If you have ever been shot -- $300
Dyed your hair -- $10
Dyed your pubes -- $20
If you ever ate your own cum (vaginal fluids for females)-- $20
Smoked wile having sex -- $20
Ate a sandwich wile having sex -- $50
Slapped some one across the face wile fucking them-- $100
If ever shoved a candle up some ones ass and lit it-- $200
Fucked some one wile they where crying-- $300
If you have ever fucked a girl on the rag -- $100
If you ate her out after -- $200
If you have sucked you're own cum out of a guys ass -- $200
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Didn't use a condom -- $50
Got an STD -- $ 25
Have an STD -- $ 100
Planed to kill some one -- $50
Killed somebody -- $1,000
Add $5 for each tattoo and piercing you have
Add $10 for each scar over an inch long that you have
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Did meth -- $25
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Had sex in a pool -- $20
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Masturbated -- $10
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Have raped -- $200
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Ever imagined the person you where having sex with was some one else -- $100
If you have had a butt plug in for more then an hour -- $75
If you ever used any vacuum cleaner attachments -- $100
Had some one come climb in your bedroom window for sex so your parents would not find out -- $100
Used a blow up doll -- $50
Drove away from a car accident you caused -- $500
Cut your self on purpose -- $100
Cut some one else on purpose -- $150
Pissed on some one $10 Add $10 if they drank it
Been pissed on $15 add $20 if you drank it
Shit on some one $20 add $25 if they ate it
Been shit on $25 add $50 if you ate it
If you have ever been shot -- $300
Dyed your hair -- $10
Dyed your pubes -- $20
If you ever ate your own cum (vaginal fluids for females)-- $20
Smoked wile having sex -- $20
Ate a sandwich wile having sex -- $50
Slapped some one across the face wile fucking them-- $100
If ever shoved a candle up some ones ass and lit it-- $200
Fucked some one wile they where crying-- $300
If you have ever fucked a girl on the rag -- $100
If you ate her out after -- $200
If you have sucked you're own cum out of a guys ass -- $200
If you took this test and where completely honest add -- $500
Didn't use a condom -- $50
Got an STD -- $ 25
Have an STD -- $ 100
Planed to kill some one -- $50
Killed somebody -- $1,000
Add $5 for each tattoo and piercing you have
Add $10 for each scar over an inch long that you have
Tally it up and title it..."My Bar Tab Is $...."
yay! Rockband Live Concert!
General | Posted 17 years agoSo last Thursday was a happy good day. my mate decided to surprise me with concert tickets to go see one of my favorite bands, Panic at the Disco! I had really wanted to go, but I couldn't afford to get the tickets, hehe so he bought them for me! YAY!
I skipped work so that we could line up outside in the cold an hour before the show to get a good spot because we had floor tickets. we ended up standing just a few rows of people back, right in front of the stage! the concert was amazing. the bands that performed were The Cab, Plain White T's, Dashboard Confessional, and of course, my Panic.
Towards the end, I was getting a little anxious to see Panic, and the fact that I was crushed in with a whole bunch of people didn't really help things. but when they finally came out I was all crazy and yay!
Of course, there were dumbasses at the concert trying to ruin it for everyone else though. this stupid boy was right there with this stupid girl, and she decided she wanted to try crowd surfing. and she failed. she got up... and fell! In the process kicking me in the back of the head and the girl next to me, as well. then she tried again, and since she was pissing everyone around her off, we all pushed her to the front, right to security to get rid of her.
then the boy decided that he wanted to mosh. at a panic concert. during a pretty slow and mellow song. dumbass. I was getting really tired of getting bumped into and I didn't want to give up my spot and move somewhere else, so the next tim he almost knocked me over, I elbowed him as hard as I could in the back. hehe, that made him go away... at least for a little while.
He came back with another stupid guy and they started moshing together. again, right next to me. the first kid ended up knocking over some young girl who was there with her dad, and damn was that one pissed off dad. he grabbed the kid by the neck and started cursing at him until the kid's friend stepped in and pulled them apart. but they still kept at it! and they started knocking into me again, which really pissed me off because I was trying to enjoy the concert! so the next time he bumped into me, I kinda hauled off and punched him right between the shoulder blades and started bitching him out. once again, his stupid friend stepped in and they kept going. now I couldn't do much after that because Scorch stepped between us and wouldn't let me. I really wanted to kick the kid in the nuts, but he was bumping into people with his back to them so I couldn't.
then this loudmouthed girl who, until then was also upsetting me because she was tipsy and loud, got pissed too and grabbed the kid by his scraggly emo hair and dropped him to the floor and started screaming at him, too. I took this opportunity to take the gum from my mouth and reach over to squash it into his hair, hehe. I'm just vindictive like that. also aimed a kick to him, but I'm sure that it wasn't that painful, because when you're in the floor, there's not much room for a good windup. after that, he finally decided, hmm... maybe he should stop. fucktard.
other than that, the concert was awesome, I had a blast and no voice the rest of that night, when I was finally able to move from my spot it felt so weird to walk and be able to move my arms again, hehe. stairs were difficult to go up, and once I sat in the car, I didn't want to get up at all. seriously. best concert evar. but then, it was my first, and I love panic, so I'm biased like that.
I skipped work so that we could line up outside in the cold an hour before the show to get a good spot because we had floor tickets. we ended up standing just a few rows of people back, right in front of the stage! the concert was amazing. the bands that performed were The Cab, Plain White T's, Dashboard Confessional, and of course, my Panic.
Towards the end, I was getting a little anxious to see Panic, and the fact that I was crushed in with a whole bunch of people didn't really help things. but when they finally came out I was all crazy and yay!
Of course, there were dumbasses at the concert trying to ruin it for everyone else though. this stupid boy was right there with this stupid girl, and she decided she wanted to try crowd surfing. and she failed. she got up... and fell! In the process kicking me in the back of the head and the girl next to me, as well. then she tried again, and since she was pissing everyone around her off, we all pushed her to the front, right to security to get rid of her.
then the boy decided that he wanted to mosh. at a panic concert. during a pretty slow and mellow song. dumbass. I was getting really tired of getting bumped into and I didn't want to give up my spot and move somewhere else, so the next tim he almost knocked me over, I elbowed him as hard as I could in the back. hehe, that made him go away... at least for a little while.
He came back with another stupid guy and they started moshing together. again, right next to me. the first kid ended up knocking over some young girl who was there with her dad, and damn was that one pissed off dad. he grabbed the kid by the neck and started cursing at him until the kid's friend stepped in and pulled them apart. but they still kept at it! and they started knocking into me again, which really pissed me off because I was trying to enjoy the concert! so the next time he bumped into me, I kinda hauled off and punched him right between the shoulder blades and started bitching him out. once again, his stupid friend stepped in and they kept going. now I couldn't do much after that because Scorch stepped between us and wouldn't let me. I really wanted to kick the kid in the nuts, but he was bumping into people with his back to them so I couldn't.
then this loudmouthed girl who, until then was also upsetting me because she was tipsy and loud, got pissed too and grabbed the kid by his scraggly emo hair and dropped him to the floor and started screaming at him, too. I took this opportunity to take the gum from my mouth and reach over to squash it into his hair, hehe. I'm just vindictive like that. also aimed a kick to him, but I'm sure that it wasn't that painful, because when you're in the floor, there's not much room for a good windup. after that, he finally decided, hmm... maybe he should stop. fucktard.
other than that, the concert was awesome, I had a blast and no voice the rest of that night, when I was finally able to move from my spot it felt so weird to walk and be able to move my arms again, hehe. stairs were difficult to go up, and once I sat in the car, I didn't want to get up at all. seriously. best concert evar. but then, it was my first, and I love panic, so I'm biased like that.
