When I think of you i get all happy but seeing you sad destroys me if you ever left i don't know what i would do. But im sitting here in my blue room wishing you were still her sleeping next to me or that i came with you but if i wait till tomorrow you will be all mine again but im feeling needy and clingy xD thats just me. P.s Sarah I love you

Today has to be one most shit days in a while today i lost two people I trusted today none which will be named for reasons either way lets just say one wants to fight a friend ive known for about 5 years over some old grudge cause he can't grow up and another is a girl who chirped me on my bday over a delay on her bike and told me and my mate she was going to do some art way back and now there fighting and i can't do much too much cattyness but i can't complain to much atm i have a new job starting tomorrow gonna be rolling in the green so fuck em all i need is my mate but i have a feeling im going to be dealing with some drama in the next while so well burn those bridges when they come cause this is not some fucking jersey shore fucking show take or leave it.




ONE IN THE CHAMBER :D

Fuck I needed a day off and today worth all the work got to sleep till 2 pm (was supposed to meet my mate -.-) staggered around for a bit till i had a shower then had my mate over shes sleeping right now as i type xD but we got to go for dinner with my family and had alot of fun even though the service sucked :(
but anyways thats that just gonna wake my mate and walk her home just wished she could stay : /

well today was like any other day except now im done work till friday and im thankful was invited out for beer at local pup chilled around with my co worker till 3 am was kinda bored and was not sure if i was being followed by two skinny whites guys was hit on at the pub said hell no im dating the girl of my dreams but today was a good day just wished i could sleep beside my mate i miss her warming embrace and how its seems shes the only one who understands me but signing off it almost 5 am nini everyone stay safe

Was kinda bored so i thought i would start writing a bit any who. Tonight i worked my ass off at a dead end job i don't like was only suppose to work till 12 but my manger kinda had a breakdown and asked me to stay a bit later and i like always I was kind to agree.

It seems the more i think of my other half I wonder if she thinks of me I'm just hoping i can live long enough to make her happy and love her lots often think of how the future is gonna be ^^

So back to the work deal it seems a certain how you say "Dickhead" thinks it's funny to call me beef tits but i fixed that by telling him to stick a dick in his mouth and shut his face and kinda funny cause last month he was manger and now hes nothing but a another crew member and he fucked up all his friends by becoming one I just hope I can find some new work i need a change of pace If there is a god please fucking help me : /