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Would You...
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Have Hard Core Sex With Me?
[] Slap Me If I Asked You To?
[] Lick/Suck My Neck?
[] Let Me Lick/Suck Your Neck?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You?
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If Someone Was Being Mean to Me?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?


Do You...
[] Miss Me?
[] Love Me?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?
[] Want To Love Me?


Am I...
[] Sweet?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?


Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?
[] Thought About Fucking Me?


Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me?
[] My Friend
[] A Freak-A-Leak

Yeah well I just had the roughest night ever. Emotionally that is. First me and some friends gathered at one of my friends place to play some D&D board game. All went fine except that all night I watched the girl who I guess I love make out with an girl. (wich was hot in a way but it still hurt...) We finished the scenario and started playing "truth or dare" wich went fine. No one got hurt etc. (I got a lap dance^^) Then things started to go downwards.... First one of the three girls who were there got a huge panic attack or something like that. I mean she couldn't breath, she didn't realize where she was and it just looked really really scary. We got her to settle down after a while. Then another girl from the three got a different sort of panic attack. Atleast she could breath but she was shaking uncontrollably and mumbled something. After we got her to calm down a little bit the first girl went down again. After we got her to calm down (again) the other one went down again. After she calmed down the third girl lost feeling from her other leg. Luckily it passed quickly... The two girls kept going down for maybe 2-3 hours and in the end one of them was triening to cut herself with small scissors. Me and the first girl ( who had calmed down for good. thank god) needed to use a little bit of force to get them away from her. Also the third girl was crying hysterically at this point. When we finally got them all to calm down it was already almost seven in the morning. It was really rough to watch all this... Even though I only know one of them propely. It was just that I felt really helpless since neither of the two girls really like me (or so it seems) so I really felt that I couldn't help them in any way.

I don't really expect any comments on this one since this is just something I had to write since my mom doesen't understand the severness of the sitsuation so i really just had to get it out somewhere.

...Next week! This postponement is caused by a miscount in the financial section of my brain... So basically what I'm trieing to say I'm totally broke...

On other notices I'm looking for a jeweller or atleast someone who has a chance to work on some jeweling supplies like blue glass "crystal" maybe some silver colored metal and some leather strips. Some carpenting skills are also appreciated. If you are intrested or you know someone who might be intrested contact me.

I've been working on some plans for a jewlery line. I don't wan't this to be takne too seriously but please have atleast some seriousness involved. The schemes will be posted here when I get my hands on a scanner.




Made you look...

since I intend to stop eating candy after new years I will start reviewing different kinds of cookies. I will post a picture and a shortish review kind of thing. I will also try to finally get my hands on a scanner so I could start posting some artwork...

On another topic I'm really REALLY confused atm. I'm not sure how the girl in the previous journal acctually thinks of our relationship... First being somewhat lovey dovey with me then making out with a girl (not that I'm complaining... It was fun to watch..) but right now I'm thinking would it be OK for me to be making out with other people... I think I'll need to first observe and then ask about it. Because unlike what some people would do I won't risk it by testing.

Wich brings me to another topic where I'd like some people to comment on. It's an opinion poll. Do you think one should be a)faithful to only one person b) you can have one of both (as in you are allowed to have an gf and an bf) or c) who the hell cares? Just fuck anything that moves and has a hole or two?

I personally am somewhere between a) and b) incase anyones interested.

Wow... this is acctually quite a long journal entry for a person who has never had one... Hope I ain't babbeling too much and I just realized there is probably like 3 people at max who will acctually ever read this... Thanks Anepo. I know I can trust you to read this. Right?

Well today I finally got together with a girl I really really like. I'm on the top of the fucking world here!! Best thing is I'll be seeing her again tomorrow and she'll probably stay over... Probably nothing will happen but only time will tell.

On other topics today: my xmas vacation just started wich means no sleep tonight and very little sleep tomorrow. Also I'll be going on a FREE cruise somewhere between the dates 7.1 - 11.3.2009 (date marked european style) wich is fun since all I need to pay for is all the booze that I'll be consuming^^

What else... Oh! Yea I'm super fucking broke atm wich sucks monkey balls.

Well that's all for tonight! Merry Xmas and a Yiffy New Year! FinFox out...

Just a random journal entry today. I'm feeling fantastic because I just watched a movie me and some friends made few weeks back and boy it a fucking masterpiece... (I can say fuck right?) anyway I should start going to class in a minute or so. I'll post some artwerk when I get my hands on a scanner but don't go holding your breath now they aren't really that good but I had fun drawing them....


So... uh.... That' all for now FinFox out!

I HAVE GOT TO MOVE OUT!

Been listening today how my mom complained about me being broke, me handling my stuff, me not knowing where some books are...

Need to get money fast and then find a job and finally move out for good. When I will acctually be able to do this? I don't know it'll have to wait until next year (wich isn't that far away ^^)

Well now that I got that off my chest there is something positive too:) There's this girl I like and it seems she likes me back. Now I just gotta wait and see what happens.

Oh and if you didn't notice I'm new here so be nice will ya?