This feels weird to write a journal about :'(

I guess this is a way to clear my mind and give it a place to rest so that I can make room for new memories and move on.

My bf and I been together for 8 years that is a long ass fucking time. I spend most of my 20's together with him and we had fun. It was a real rollercoaster for both of us but we fought through strong.

Fast forward 8 years later I'm 31 years old now we had a talk 3 weeks ago. We talked about that we were growing apart. It felt that we became more of roommates in the last years then boyfriends.

The spark was dying between us :'(

A lot happend and this last 3 weeks our rollercoaster came to the final drop where things sped up so fast for us. We had so many talks about things we found out that started to clash with each other. We knew that we 're coming to an end. Last Sunday it finally happend.

How do I feel know?

Heartbroken

Lonely

Feeling that everything is slipping away under your feet

Well I guess also a bit stronger than before but still really scared for what's to come.

I still care about him. There is no bad blood between us there never was but we grew apart. He wanted things I couldn't give him but also he couldn't give things back that I wanted. So we broke up. We shook hands and decided it was beter for us to stay friends.

Going our separate ways now. Hopefully the right chose?

I normally don't vent at all but I wanted to clear my mind.

I love u all <3

Fingo

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- ANNOUNCEMENT -
I made a new NSFW Twitter Artpage Fingo AD, so that I can separate my normal art and
twitter stuff from my other Twitter FingoFox the more AD stuff.
- WHAT DOES THIS MEAN FOR YOU? -
- The Normal page will be cleant from everything NSFW.
- I will most likely unfollow NSFW pages and follow them back on the new page :)
- All NSFW related stuff will be moved to the new page.
- NOTE: Feel free to follow but beware it's 18+ ;P
- F I N G O -
"The Dreamy Fox
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- HEY GUYS -
I want to let you know that i'm still open for icon commissions similar to my post below.
If you are interest in one of these or like to know more about it, feel free to contact me.
- [APRIL/MAY] ICON COMMISSIONS 2020 -
The "SINGLE" icons cost €25,- and in "COUPLE" form €35,- (Extra addings may cost extra)
You will get:
- A full version and a cropped version.
- Design in custom colors, shades and highlights.
More information?
Message on:
FingoFox @Twitter and FingoFox @ Discord
Or offcourse here on FA in a DM
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- ICONS SIMILAR TO: -
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35813461/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35692168/
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- F I N G O -
"The Dreamy Fox
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So yesterday my bf and I were checking out some of our old art and found out that DeviantArt has changed to a new website design.

We thought, Lets try it again. :P

So for those who are on DA or like to "Collect them all'' social and artpages you can now watch me at:

Fingo [At] DeviantArt

Today is my birthday :D I got a awesome gift from my bf  replic-tuanione a m2 ssd stick. My computer is a lot faster now ;)

Hey Guys,

I made some new art pages on some other websites where you can follow me.

SO FURRY
Fingo @ SoFurry

INK BUNNY
Fingo @ InkBunny

And I also started to use Google+ so for those who like to follow me there. Link below.

Google+
Fingo Fox @ Google+

So for those that are interest and wish to follow me can follow me on these websites now ^^

- Fingo -

i'm going to U2 in the Ziggo Dome Amsterdam tomorrow i'm so excited it's been a long time since they played here :D

- Fingo -

My bf just broke up with me, don't know how to feel right now :( sitting here in the dark, itunes is playing "The Last Goodbye" by Billy Boyd. Thinking about everything that just happend. On one side I wanna cry on the other I feel to strong for that.

So yeah, guess i'm single again don't know if i'm happy about that mostly because I been alone for so long and he was the first guy in my life that wanted to be more than just a friend to me. Oh well.

I guess that's goodbye then...

- Fingo -

For those who like can add me on my new facebook page ^^

www.facebook.com/FingoFox