Life Update: Moving to Grandma's and 600 watchers!
General | Posted a year agoWell it's time for another update!
First and foremost, thank you for 600 watchers, it's been amazing seeing all the support for my art and writing! Thank you so much for your continued amazing support!
Secondly, I'm going to be moving into my grandmother's house with her this coming Tuesday to help her around the house and make sure the doesn't fall and/or hurt herself. She lives alone in the countryside farmlands of Eastern North Carolina. It's very mundane and lonely out there, and my biggest concern and worry for myself is that.
The town she lives nearby is also pretty run down and has a forlorn, desolate feeling, which is also another concern for my mental well-being, as my mind is the type that wants almost constant stimulation (yay ADHD! /s). The house my parents own is around a 2 and-a-half hour drive from my grandmother's house, so I'm gonna be visiting every now and then
Thirdly, I have gotten a new therapist, as the one I had wasn't clicking with me. My first appointment with her is next Monday, and I hope I click with her.
Lastly, I'm counting down the days to my visit with my best friend
ConsciousAfterDark and his partner
EvergreenDreams in Maine! I'm so ready to get up there and hang out with them, along with seeing the New England fall colors, it's gonna be absolutely amazing!
Thank you again for reading and all of your amazing support!
-Ren
First and foremost, thank you for 600 watchers, it's been amazing seeing all the support for my art and writing! Thank you so much for your continued amazing support!
Secondly, I'm going to be moving into my grandmother's house with her this coming Tuesday to help her around the house and make sure the doesn't fall and/or hurt herself. She lives alone in the countryside farmlands of Eastern North Carolina. It's very mundane and lonely out there, and my biggest concern and worry for myself is that.
The town she lives nearby is also pretty run down and has a forlorn, desolate feeling, which is also another concern for my mental well-being, as my mind is the type that wants almost constant stimulation (yay ADHD! /s). The house my parents own is around a 2 and-a-half hour drive from my grandmother's house, so I'm gonna be visiting every now and then
Thirdly, I have gotten a new therapist, as the one I had wasn't clicking with me. My first appointment with her is next Monday, and I hope I click with her.
Lastly, I'm counting down the days to my visit with my best friend
ConsciousAfterDark and his partner
EvergreenDreams in Maine! I'm so ready to get up there and hang out with them, along with seeing the New England fall colors, it's gonna be absolutely amazing!Thank you again for reading and all of your amazing support!
-Ren
One Year of Drawing
General | Posted a year agoAs of the 8th of this month (I know, a bit late, but I just realized LMFAO) I drew my first ever drawing of Ren 1 year ago!
I'm amazed at how far I've come in just one year of practice, from starting out with traditional sketches with pencil and paper, and moving into the realm of digital about 5-6 months ago now! I cannot thank my friends
ConsciousAfterDark and
Kalidragon for helping me along the journey (especially you Conscious for showing me how exactly to use firealpaca!)
I can't believe how much I've improved from my first sketch of Ren to this entire colored sketch sheet of Ren I did last month!
Thank you all for supporting me in my journey so far in art, and I look forward to improving more and more!
-Ren
I'm amazed at how far I've come in just one year of practice, from starting out with traditional sketches with pencil and paper, and moving into the realm of digital about 5-6 months ago now! I cannot thank my friends
ConsciousAfterDark and
Kalidragon for helping me along the journey (especially you Conscious for showing me how exactly to use firealpaca!)I can't believe how much I've improved from my first sketch of Ren to this entire colored sketch sheet of Ren I did last month!
Thank you all for supporting me in my journey so far in art, and I look forward to improving more and more!
-Ren
Two Years in the Fandom
General | Posted a year agoGlad FurAffinity is finally back
Whew... It's been two years to this day that I adopted Ren, and it has gone by fast. I remember getting my first ever commission of him from
ConsciousAfterDark (who I am still grateful to for inspiring me to start writing, I wouldn't have met any of my best friends if he hadn't pushed me to start!)
Ren has gone through many changes and iterations, but I've made him my own!
His first version: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48687267/
His current version: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56011729/
It's been one a hell of a ride so far, with many ups and downs, but it's been an amazing trip so far! I'm so glad I've met every last one of you guys, so from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being such incredible friends and supporters!!!
On another note, I'm heading back to North Carolina at the end of the month, but before that I'm going to go see one for my favorite bands live in Chicago!!! If you haven't listened to Glass Animals, I HIGHLY recommend it!!!
See y'all soon!
-Ren
Whew... It's been two years to this day that I adopted Ren, and it has gone by fast. I remember getting my first ever commission of him from
ConsciousAfterDark (who I am still grateful to for inspiring me to start writing, I wouldn't have met any of my best friends if he hadn't pushed me to start!)Ren has gone through many changes and iterations, but I've made him my own!
His first version: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48687267/
His current version: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56011729/
It's been one a hell of a ride so far, with many ups and downs, but it's been an amazing trip so far! I'm so glad I've met every last one of you guys, so from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being such incredible friends and supporters!!!
On another note, I'm heading back to North Carolina at the end of the month, but before that I'm going to go see one for my favorite bands live in Chicago!!! If you haven't listened to Glass Animals, I HIGHLY recommend it!!!
See y'all soon!
-Ren
Life Update!
General | Posted a year agoHeya all! I figured I'd give you guys an update on my situation currently, along with some news!
So regarding my living situation in Iowa, I'm heading back to North Carolina on the first or second week of September! I'm gonna be chilling at home for a bit before heading to my grandma's house to help her out and keep her from getting hurt, as she's getting up there in age and is pretty overweight, so I'll be there to help her!
The next thing I want to announce is that I'm going to visit my one of best friends in this entire community and his amazing partner,
ConsciousAfterDark in Maine! My father is paying for the round-trip flight tickets to visit! Me and Conscious are currently planning out what are going to be the best dates in October to visit him, and I'm so excited to finally meet him!!!!
I'm so excited to visit him, and I know we're gonna have an absolute blast! So looking forward to this!!!
So regarding my living situation in Iowa, I'm heading back to North Carolina on the first or second week of September! I'm gonna be chilling at home for a bit before heading to my grandma's house to help her out and keep her from getting hurt, as she's getting up there in age and is pretty overweight, so I'll be there to help her!
The next thing I want to announce is that I'm going to visit my one of best friends in this entire community and his amazing partner,
ConsciousAfterDark in Maine! My father is paying for the round-trip flight tickets to visit! Me and Conscious are currently planning out what are going to be the best dates in October to visit him, and I'm so excited to finally meet him!!!!I'm so excited to visit him, and I know we're gonna have an absolute blast! So looking forward to this!!!
Life Update
General | Posted a year agoWell, I guess it's time for another update!
So the move to Iowa went well, but it's very boring here if imma be honest. I am feeling very cooped up in my dad's house due to not being able to not having permission to drive his car, and the boredom and demotivation is really getting to me.
Another thing is that my therapist can't do any appointments with me due to what I believe is related to her medical/practice license not being able to practice out of North Carolina, so that's great.
Also found out my dad is transphobic, which honestly shocked me when he said some transphobic remark in the car casually... It honestly shocked me and I was in disbelief, but it's honestly expected from a hardcore trumper who believes in many conspiracy theories and doesn't think climate changes a thing...
On some lighter notes, one of my favorite bands, Glass Animals released a new album that I absolutely LOVE, ILYSFM. I honestly love each and every one of their songs, and I'll drop a list of some of my favorite albums form my favorite bands below (my music taste is all over the place, but I particularly love me some indie bands)!
Oracular Spectacular - MGMT
MGMT - MGMT
Little Dark Age - MGMT
Congratulations - MGMT
Homework - Daft Punk
Discovery - Daft Punk
Alive 2007 - Daft Punk
Get Bleak - Ducks Ltd.
Modern Fiction - Ducks Ltd.
Modjo - Modjo
Plastic Beach - Gorillaz
Demon Days - Gorillaz
Gorillaz - Gorillaz
Innerspeaker - Tame Impala
The Slow Rush - Tame Impala
How To Be A Human Being - Glass Animals
Fleet Foxes - Fleet Foxes
Helplessness Blues - Fleet Foxes
Torches - Foster The People
Miike Snow - Miike Snow
Dreamland - Glass Animals
Vampire Weekend - Vampire Weekend
Fleet Foxes - Shore
ZABA - Glass Animals
Loss Of Life - MGMT
Modern Vampires of The City - Vampire Weekend
Contra - Vampire Weekend
Crack Up - Fleet Foxes
Give Up - The Postal Service
Only God Was Above Us - Vampire Weekend
ILYSFM - Glass Animals
Father of the Bride - Vampire Weekend
On another note, I may be able to visit my first and one of (if not is) best friend in this community
ConsciousAfterDark in person this fall. Nothing is set in stone, nor confirmed for that matter, but I'll be visiting him in fall most likely if I am able to. I am genuinely looking forward to meeting him, as he is the person who honestly opened the gateway to this wonderful community, and I am so grateful for that.
I think that's about all, but I am so grateful for my amazing friends here in this community, so thank you all so much for your continued support. And to my commissioners, thank you for your patience with my mental health, it's something I'm grateful for.
See y'all soon
-Ren
So the move to Iowa went well, but it's very boring here if imma be honest. I am feeling very cooped up in my dad's house due to not being able to not having permission to drive his car, and the boredom and demotivation is really getting to me.
Another thing is that my therapist can't do any appointments with me due to what I believe is related to her medical/practice license not being able to practice out of North Carolina, so that's great.
Also found out my dad is transphobic, which honestly shocked me when he said some transphobic remark in the car casually... It honestly shocked me and I was in disbelief, but it's honestly expected from a hardcore trumper who believes in many conspiracy theories and doesn't think climate changes a thing...
On some lighter notes, one of my favorite bands, Glass Animals released a new album that I absolutely LOVE, ILYSFM. I honestly love each and every one of their songs, and I'll drop a list of some of my favorite albums form my favorite bands below (my music taste is all over the place, but I particularly love me some indie bands)!
Oracular Spectacular - MGMT
MGMT - MGMT
Little Dark Age - MGMT
Congratulations - MGMT
Homework - Daft Punk
Discovery - Daft Punk
Alive 2007 - Daft Punk
Get Bleak - Ducks Ltd.
Modern Fiction - Ducks Ltd.
Modjo - Modjo
Plastic Beach - Gorillaz
Demon Days - Gorillaz
Gorillaz - Gorillaz
Innerspeaker - Tame Impala
The Slow Rush - Tame Impala
How To Be A Human Being - Glass Animals
Fleet Foxes - Fleet Foxes
Helplessness Blues - Fleet Foxes
Torches - Foster The People
Miike Snow - Miike Snow
Dreamland - Glass Animals
Vampire Weekend - Vampire Weekend
Fleet Foxes - Shore
ZABA - Glass Animals
Loss Of Life - MGMT
Modern Vampires of The City - Vampire Weekend
Contra - Vampire Weekend
Crack Up - Fleet Foxes
Give Up - The Postal Service
Only God Was Above Us - Vampire Weekend
ILYSFM - Glass Animals
Father of the Bride - Vampire Weekend
On another note, I may be able to visit my first and one of (if not is) best friend in this community
ConsciousAfterDark in person this fall. Nothing is set in stone, nor confirmed for that matter, but I'll be visiting him in fall most likely if I am able to. I am genuinely looking forward to meeting him, as he is the person who honestly opened the gateway to this wonderful community, and I am so grateful for that.I think that's about all, but I am so grateful for my amazing friends here in this community, so thank you all so much for your continued support. And to my commissioners, thank you for your patience with my mental health, it's something I'm grateful for.
See y'all soon
-Ren
Life Update: Moving to Iowa!
General | Posted a year agoThe title says the main thing I wanna talk about today! I'm making the move (for a unknown temporary amount of time) to Iowa in a day and a half as of this journal's posting! It's exciting, yet I'm gonna miss the familiarity of North Carolina, along with it's diverse natural beauty. Iowa is very flat... corn here, soybeans there, crops and farmland EVERYWHERE (and the occasional town/city).
The second thing I wanna talk about is me really starting to delve into the world of digital art! I wanna give some BIG shout-outs to my amazing friends
ConsciousAfterDark for showing me the ropes of the art program he uses, Firealpaca! And
Kalidragon for giving me tips and tricks (along with stuff to practice coloring LMFAO). It's been absolutely amazing delving into digital art, and I look forward to improving more and more!
Last but not least, I wanna thank my amazing friends for all their INCREDIBLE support, whether you know it or not, you have all been lights in my life!!!
See y'all soon!
-Ren
The second thing I wanna talk about is me really starting to delve into the world of digital art! I wanna give some BIG shout-outs to my amazing friends
ConsciousAfterDark for showing me the ropes of the art program he uses, Firealpaca! And
Kalidragon for giving me tips and tricks (along with stuff to practice coloring LMFAO). It's been absolutely amazing delving into digital art, and I look forward to improving more and more!Last but not least, I wanna thank my amazing friends for all their INCREDIBLE support, whether you know it or not, you have all been lights in my life!!!
See y'all soon!
-Ren
Life Update
General | Posted a year agoHeya all
So I've been going through a really dark time in my life, and I'm realizing how cruddy of human beings my mom and stepdad (who I currently live with) are... It turns out my mom cheated on my dad with my stepfather, and my stepfather cheated on his ex-wife with my mom... I had a mental breakdown the other day when I realized all that they had done to me and my siblings, but some of those things are:
I spent my 21st birthday this year all alone while they were in NYC for a New Year's vacation... It honestly turned me off from celebrating my birthday to be honest. And when they got back from NYC, my mom told me she got me a gift, and not to sound ungrateful, but all she brought back was a map... a map of New York City... literally all they brought home for me. Meanwhile my sisters got some decent gifts, but that's it.
The cheating situation described above was what finally sent me into a mental breakdown, and I honestly cried my eyes out realizing all this shit they had done to me and my siblings.
They're quite neglectful behind closed doors, but I'm just trying to bear through it... So to all my commissioners, I genuinely appreciate your patience with me as I navigate through this extremely rough time in my life.
And a giant thank you to all my friends who are supporting me in this period of my life, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.
So I've been going through a really dark time in my life, and I'm realizing how cruddy of human beings my mom and stepdad (who I currently live with) are... It turns out my mom cheated on my dad with my stepfather, and my stepfather cheated on his ex-wife with my mom... I had a mental breakdown the other day when I realized all that they had done to me and my siblings, but some of those things are:
I spent my 21st birthday this year all alone while they were in NYC for a New Year's vacation... It honestly turned me off from celebrating my birthday to be honest. And when they got back from NYC, my mom told me she got me a gift, and not to sound ungrateful, but all she brought back was a map... a map of New York City... literally all they brought home for me. Meanwhile my sisters got some decent gifts, but that's it.
The cheating situation described above was what finally sent me into a mental breakdown, and I honestly cried my eyes out realizing all this shit they had done to me and my siblings.
They're quite neglectful behind closed doors, but I'm just trying to bear through it... So to all my commissioners, I genuinely appreciate your patience with me as I navigate through this extremely rough time in my life.
And a giant thank you to all my friends who are supporting me in this period of my life, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.
Life update!
General | Posted a year agoHeya all, it's been a bit since I did one of these, so let's get started!
My mental health situation is doing a bit better, but many days I feel pretty low. The situation has improved with me starting therapy about three weeks ago now, I have weekly sessions with my therapist, and it gives me relief knowing I'm working on improving myself, and I cannot thank my friends enough for their amazing, continued support for me, anf I couldn't ask for more incredible friends!
Some of the biggest shout-outs go to (And there's many more I can't remember off the top of my head!)
ConsciousAfterDark
CorruptedChampionStories
KaliDragon
AzaelDragon
Microshill
Puzzle_Maniac
BlazeyBoi
Now the next thing I wanna discuss is my writing. I'm sure you've noticed I'm getting off my hiatus, but I am taking it easy with my mental health currently, but I can't thank my friend
CorruptedChampionStories for helping me ease back into writing and helping me sharpen my edge slowly but surely with writing stories! It's been hella fun writing stories with you, and I'm looking forward to the camping trip coming up later this month!
And last but not least, my living situation may be changing for a bit, as I am moving up to Iowa to live with my dad (temporarily) to get a breath of fresh air and a change of scenery. It will definitely help my mental health I think too, but I will definitely miss the diverse natural beauty of my home state, especially the mountains and ocean at either end... Iowa is very flat, but hopefully it'll be a good time!
Thank you all for your continued support!!!
-Ren 🧡
My mental health situation is doing a bit better, but many days I feel pretty low. The situation has improved with me starting therapy about three weeks ago now, I have weekly sessions with my therapist, and it gives me relief knowing I'm working on improving myself, and I cannot thank my friends enough for their amazing, continued support for me, anf I couldn't ask for more incredible friends!
Some of the biggest shout-outs go to (And there's many more I can't remember off the top of my head!)
ConsciousAfterDark
CorruptedChampionStories
KaliDragon
AzaelDragon
Microshill
Puzzle_Maniac
BlazeyBoiNow the next thing I wanna discuss is my writing. I'm sure you've noticed I'm getting off my hiatus, but I am taking it easy with my mental health currently, but I can't thank my friend
CorruptedChampionStories for helping me ease back into writing and helping me sharpen my edge slowly but surely with writing stories! It's been hella fun writing stories with you, and I'm looking forward to the camping trip coming up later this month!And last but not least, my living situation may be changing for a bit, as I am moving up to Iowa to live with my dad (temporarily) to get a breath of fresh air and a change of scenery. It will definitely help my mental health I think too, but I will definitely miss the diverse natural beauty of my home state, especially the mountains and ocean at either end... Iowa is very flat, but hopefully it'll be a good time!
Thank you all for your continued support!!!
-Ren 🧡
TRADITIONAL SKETCH ART COMMS ARE OPEN!!!
General | Posted 2 years agoHeya all! I'm sure you've been seeing my sketches, and have decided it open up for sketch comissions!!!
I plan on having 3 slots open at a time, and when those slots are completed, I'll open 3 additional slots!
These will be traditional pencil and paper sketches, and I will send you updates and progress when I'm done!
Examples of my art!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....Noodle-Doodles
So here are my prices! (These will change as my skill increases, just as a note!)
PAYMENT IS VIA PAYPAL ONLY
PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN A SLOT!!!
ONE CHARACTER:
$20 base price for one character!
Weapons/NSFW alt: additional $3 - $5
Character complexity: additional $3 - $5
TWO CHARACTERS:
$20 base price and $10 per additional character! (Up to 4 characters per piece!)
If you use one of my OCs, they're completely free to use, just with limitations depending on them!
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery...../Ren-s-OC-Refs
Weapons/NSFW alt: additional $3 - $5 per character!
Character complexity: additional $3 - $5 per character!
SLOT ONE TAKEN BY
MrSpaceMonkey COMPLETE
SLOT TWO TAKEN BY
Bradenthehorsemen (PAID, 0/3)
SLOT THREE TAKEN BY AVAILABLE
I plan on having 3 slots open at a time, and when those slots are completed, I'll open 3 additional slots!
These will be traditional pencil and paper sketches, and I will send you updates and progress when I'm done!
Examples of my art!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....Noodle-Doodles
So here are my prices! (These will change as my skill increases, just as a note!)
PAYMENT IS VIA PAYPAL ONLY
PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN A SLOT!!!
ONE CHARACTER:
$20 base price for one character!
Weapons/NSFW alt: additional $3 - $5
Character complexity: additional $3 - $5
TWO CHARACTERS:
$20 base price and $10 per additional character! (Up to 4 characters per piece!)
If you use one of my OCs, they're completely free to use, just with limitations depending on them!
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery...../Ren-s-OC-Refs
Weapons/NSFW alt: additional $3 - $5 per character!
Character complexity: additional $3 - $5 per character!
SLOT ONE TAKEN BY
MrSpaceMonkey COMPLETESLOT TWO TAKEN BY
Bradenthehorsemen (PAID, 0/3)SLOT THREE TAKEN BY AVAILABLE
One Year of Writing
General | Posted 2 years agoAs of today, my first story I ever wrote that plunged me into this amazing community turned one year old... And it's incredible how far I've come and how many friends I've met along the way, but the one friend I cannot thank enough is my incredible friend,
ConsciousAfterDark , who pushed me to start writing... I genuinely can't thank him enough for it, you changed my life! You led me down a hidden path to a hidden kingdom I genuinely treasure, and if it wasn't for you, I don't know what I'd be doing or where I would be in this crazy world we live in.
And now, him and many others are pushing and supporting me in my journey to improving my art!
Other amazing shout-outs go to these incredible people!
kalidragon
blazeyboi
microshill
corruptedchampionstories
sirthdakir
And all the other amazing people I've met in this incredible community, it's been a rollercoaster, but a damn good one so far!!!
Thank you all so much for everything so far, you all are some of the most genuine people I've ever met, and I can't thank you all enough
Here's to many, many more years in this incredible community!!!
Than you so much,
-Ren 🧡
ConsciousAfterDark , who pushed me to start writing... I genuinely can't thank him enough for it, you changed my life! You led me down a hidden path to a hidden kingdom I genuinely treasure, and if it wasn't for you, I don't know what I'd be doing or where I would be in this crazy world we live in.And now, him and many others are pushing and supporting me in my journey to improving my art!
Other amazing shout-outs go to these incredible people!
kalidragon
blazeyboi
microshill
corruptedchampionstories
sirthdakirAnd all the other amazing people I've met in this incredible community, it's been a rollercoaster, but a damn good one so far!!!
Thank you all so much for everything so far, you all are some of the most genuine people I've ever met, and I can't thank you all enough
Here's to many, many more years in this incredible community!!!
Than you so much,
-Ren 🧡
Life Update: 21st Birthday and Personal Vacation
General | Posted 2 years agoHeya all!
I'm gonna be celebrating my 21st birthday on January 13th, and will likely be going on a small trip to the beach with a very close friend, and I'm gonna be going from January 13th-14th most likely, and will be taking a small break to relax and get away. I've been debating on what I want to do for my birthday for a little while, and finally landed on something I want to do.
For my close friends on discord, these days I'm gonna be a bit scarce from discord, as I will likely be shutting off notifications for discord during this time to focus on myself. I will look sometimes at discord and reply to messages and stuff, but even these will be spaced most likely
Thank you all so much, and have a happy new year!
-Ren 🧡
I'm gonna be celebrating my 21st birthday on January 13th, and will likely be going on a small trip to the beach with a very close friend, and I'm gonna be going from January 13th-14th most likely, and will be taking a small break to relax and get away. I've been debating on what I want to do for my birthday for a little while, and finally landed on something I want to do.
For my close friends on discord, these days I'm gonna be a bit scarce from discord, as I will likely be shutting off notifications for discord during this time to focus on myself. I will look sometimes at discord and reply to messages and stuff, but even these will be spaced most likely
Thank you all so much, and have a happy new year!
-Ren 🧡
Ren's Year in Review
General | Posted 2 years agoThis year has been an absolute rollercoaster, many highs and lows, it's been a decent year, but I couldn't have made it though without my wonderful friends, who I will be giving shout-outs to, but for now I'll talk about myself.
I am truly grateful for this incredible community, as I have met some of my best friends in the whole world here, and I mainly have my first friend in this wonderful and amazing community, ConsciousAfterDark for giving me the push to start writing, without it, I would have never met so many caring and kind friends in this wonderful community!
Some of my incredibly talented artist friends include that I highly recommend in no particular order
ConsciousAfterDark
kalidragon
gummixfrog
TheAlicornArtist
puzzle_maniac
darkcakekingcz
vicpagani
sammyhawk
BruinofRuin
My awesome boyfriend,
galacta4! I love you so much hun!
My incredible friends would not have gotten through this year without in no particular order:
sirthdakir
big_skye_wolf
blazeyboi
corruptedchampionstories
Microshill
drakinhydra
cyris_c
mastalf
resonantstatic
And so, so many more!
Thank you all for such an incredible year, and I cannot thank you all enough for enjoying my writing and my amazing friends art!!!
-Ren 🧡
I am truly grateful for this incredible community, as I have met some of my best friends in the whole world here, and I mainly have my first friend in this wonderful and amazing community, ConsciousAfterDark for giving me the push to start writing, without it, I would have never met so many caring and kind friends in this wonderful community!
Some of my incredibly talented artist friends include that I highly recommend in no particular order
ConsciousAfterDark
kalidragon
gummixfrog
TheAlicornArtist
puzzle_maniac
darkcakekingcz
vicpagani
sammyhawkBruinofRuin
My awesome boyfriend,
galacta4! I love you so much hun!My incredible friends would not have gotten through this year without in no particular order:
sirthdakir
big_skye_wolf
blazeyboi
corruptedchampionstories
Microshill
drakinhydra
cyris_c
mastalf
resonantstaticAnd so, so many more!
Thank you all for such an incredible year, and I cannot thank you all enough for enjoying my writing and my amazing friends art!!!
-Ren 🧡
Discord Server is Fully up and running!
General | Posted 2 years agoPlease follow the instructions on the post below to get in!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54910859/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54910859/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54910859/
-Ren
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54910859/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54910859/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54910859/
-Ren
ANNOUNCEMENT! Discord server coming soon!
General | Posted 2 years agoHeya all! I'm in the process of making a discord server with friends, and once it's all all set up, I'll be sharing it here! I'm genuinely excited to make this server and meet new people!
Now then, to get back to writing!
-Your local fire noodle,
Ren 🧡
Now then, to get back to writing!
-Your local fire noodle,
Ren 🧡
Life update: Hospitals, Friends, and Holidays
General | Posted 2 years agoHeya all! It's been a bit since I posted a life update on myself! I figured now would be a good time to do so!
To start off, my job at the hospital is going quite well! I truly enjoy being on my feet and chatting with patients as I take them to and from their destinations in the hospital!
Secondly, I am truly grateful to all my friends in the community, some special shout outs go to:
ConsciousAfterDark who has been making amazing art for me and so many others!
CorruptedChampionStories who has been helping me quite a bit with my storywriting, and even featured me in their INCREDIBLE Journal of a Captured Hero story that I know is going to do AMAZINGLY!!! Please go check it out if you haven't, you'll particularly love it if you love transformation!
KaliDragon who has just been such a supportive friend and an amazing artist!
galacta4 who has been an amazing boyfriend! I love you hun!
And some others who I am truly grateful for:
Microshill
BlazeyBoi
DrakinHydra
ResonantStatic
Gummixfrog
Sirthdakir
Third, I'm turning 21 in a few weeks, and am unsure of what I'm gonna do on my birthday when it comes on the 13th, hopefully I'll figure something out soon
Last but not least, I am wanting to share a big personal project I'm doing!
I'm gonna start a continuous series of stories called "Band of Dragons" that will feature 5-6 of my friends and their dragons!
It'll be a party of draconic adventurers on a journey around the world, and possibly saving it! There are the five dergs in the party currently, but I'll introduce them all in standalone stories before we get into the real plot of the story!
I'm really excited to do this, and of course I'll be working on my queue as I go! I'm really excited to see how much more my writing skills improve, as I have noticed a significant improvement in my skills recently!
Thank you all for reading this, and be on the lookout for more stories from me! Happy holidays!
-Ren 🧡
To start off, my job at the hospital is going quite well! I truly enjoy being on my feet and chatting with patients as I take them to and from their destinations in the hospital!
Secondly, I am truly grateful to all my friends in the community, some special shout outs go to:
ConsciousAfterDark who has been making amazing art for me and so many others!
CorruptedChampionStories who has been helping me quite a bit with my storywriting, and even featured me in their INCREDIBLE Journal of a Captured Hero story that I know is going to do AMAZINGLY!!! Please go check it out if you haven't, you'll particularly love it if you love transformation!
KaliDragon who has just been such a supportive friend and an amazing artist!
galacta4 who has been an amazing boyfriend! I love you hun!And some others who I am truly grateful for:
Microshill
BlazeyBoi
DrakinHydra
ResonantStatic
Gummixfrog
SirthdakirThird, I'm turning 21 in a few weeks, and am unsure of what I'm gonna do on my birthday when it comes on the 13th, hopefully I'll figure something out soon
Last but not least, I am wanting to share a big personal project I'm doing!
I'm gonna start a continuous series of stories called "Band of Dragons" that will feature 5-6 of my friends and their dragons!
It'll be a party of draconic adventurers on a journey around the world, and possibly saving it! There are the five dergs in the party currently, but I'll introduce them all in standalone stories before we get into the real plot of the story!
I'm really excited to do this, and of course I'll be working on my queue as I go! I'm really excited to see how much more my writing skills improve, as I have noticed a significant improvement in my skills recently!
Thank you all for reading this, and be on the lookout for more stories from me! Happy holidays!
-Ren 🧡
My friend Clover is having raffle!!!
General | Posted 2 years agoPlease go check them out!!! They're super talented!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10755961/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10755961/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10755961/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10755961/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10755961/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10755961/
Update on Life
General | Posted 2 years agoHey all! I wanted to provide an update on what's been going on with the derg!
So as some of you may know, I started working at a hospital as a patient transporter (called "porters" in some countries) and I have really been enjoying it. I'm getting paid $17/hr for pushing patients around the hospital in wheelchairs, beds, and stretchers! The only thing I dislike really is coming home tired, but it's helping me fix my sleep schedule LOL.
I'm doing my best to work on the commissions, but with this new job and coming home tired I can only work on them in small bits and pieces, and I am truly grateful for your patience
I want to thank some of my closest friends for being pillars of support in my daily life in no particular order!
galacta4
microshill
sirthdakir
consciousafterdark
kalidragon
blazeyboi
eden-67
cyris_c
resonantstatic
corruptedchampionstories
And all the others in my friend group!
Thank you all so much for your continued support!!
-Ren 🧡
So as some of you may know, I started working at a hospital as a patient transporter (called "porters" in some countries) and I have really been enjoying it. I'm getting paid $17/hr for pushing patients around the hospital in wheelchairs, beds, and stretchers! The only thing I dislike really is coming home tired, but it's helping me fix my sleep schedule LOL.
I'm doing my best to work on the commissions, but with this new job and coming home tired I can only work on them in small bits and pieces, and I am truly grateful for your patience
I want to thank some of my closest friends for being pillars of support in my daily life in no particular order!
galacta4
microshill
sirthdakir
consciousafterdark
kalidragon
blazeyboi
eden-67
cyris_c
resonantstatic
corruptedchampionstoriesAnd all the others in my friend group!
Thank you all so much for your continued support!!
-Ren 🧡
Going on hiatus (CW: Suicidal ideations)
General | Posted 2 years agoI need to get something off my chest...
This morning on my drive to work, I honestly considered driving into one of the trees on the side of the road... I have so fucking much going on in life, and I just can't handle comissions right now.
I know I'm a light in so many people's lives, and I don't want that light to go out. Especially if I am the only light in their lives. I'd hate to be the one that put them in darkness...
I'm gonna be seeking out a therapist.
I asked my manager at the hospital I started working at about my benefits, and if they include therapy. They gave me a packet with all the info about it, and I'm going to look into it later today
For now, I'm going to be taking a break from writing commissions and focusing on my mental health. Maybe writing some personal stories while I'm on break...
This morning on my drive to work, I honestly considered driving into one of the trees on the side of the road... I have so fucking much going on in life, and I just can't handle comissions right now.
I know I'm a light in so many people's lives, and I don't want that light to go out. Especially if I am the only light in their lives. I'd hate to be the one that put them in darkness...
I'm gonna be seeking out a therapist.
I asked my manager at the hospital I started working at about my benefits, and if they include therapy. They gave me a packet with all the info about it, and I'm going to look into it later today
For now, I'm going to be taking a break from writing commissions and focusing on my mental health. Maybe writing some personal stories while I'm on break...
New job!
General | Posted 2 years agoHey all, I'm going to be starting a new job at Duke hospital tomorrow morning as of posting this, and I'm so excited for it! It's gonna be paying 17/hr with amazing benefits included.
I'll be a patient transporter pushing patients in the hospital from point A to point B in the hospital! I also got some comfortable shoes for walking, as I'm gonna be walking... alot.
This also means story commissions will be slowing down, but I'll be working on them in my free time as much as I can. Thank you so much for your continued patience... I cannot thank you enough for being so patient with me.
Anyways, this derg is excited for whatever bright things awaiting me on the horizon!
Thank you so much for all of your continued support!!!
-Ren 🧡
I'll be a patient transporter pushing patients in the hospital from point A to point B in the hospital! I also got some comfortable shoes for walking, as I'm gonna be walking... alot.
This also means story commissions will be slowing down, but I'll be working on them in my free time as much as I can. Thank you so much for your continued patience... I cannot thank you enough for being so patient with me.
Anyways, this derg is excited for whatever bright things awaiting me on the horizon!
Thank you so much for all of your continued support!!!
-Ren 🧡
Woke up to 300 watchers... Holy fuck
General | Posted 2 years agoI still can't believe I woke up to this... 300 watchers... I cannot thank you enough for your support and especially your patience! It's truly amazing.
I would like to thank all my wonderful friends, but some special shoutouts go to these wonderful people:
ConsciousAfterDark for being my first friend and person I ever commissioned, and for being the person to give me the final push me to start my writing journey!
kalidragon for being such an amazing friend and rock of support! (And putting up with me comissioning so much art from them LMFAO)
blazeyboi for being another amazing support bird/derg. You are a truly wonderful friend, I just don't have the words to describe how glad I am to have you as a friend!
And to all my other friends, artists I've comissioned, and followers, THANK YOU for being so supportive!!
-Ren
I would like to thank all my wonderful friends, but some special shoutouts go to these wonderful people:
ConsciousAfterDark for being my first friend and person I ever commissioned, and for being the person to give me the final push me to start my writing journey!
kalidragon for being such an amazing friend and rock of support! (And putting up with me comissioning so much art from them LMFAO)
blazeyboi for being another amazing support bird/derg. You are a truly wonderful friend, I just don't have the words to describe how glad I am to have you as a friend!And to all my other friends, artists I've comissioned, and followers, THANK YOU for being so supportive!!
-Ren
New job!
General | Posted 2 years agoHey all! I got a interesting job, and my first day was today! I'm gonna be making automatic transmissions for $17/hr, and it's gonna be honestly grueling work, but hopefully worth the... 10-12 hour shifts 4-5 days per week... commissions will be slowing down significantly due to this I'm afraid...
I feel like shit for making people wait, but I'm gonna be exhausted after every day...
I hope you understand.
-a very exhausted dragon
I feel like shit for making people wait, but I'm gonna be exhausted after every day...
I hope you understand.
-a very exhausted dragon
Kalidragon and Gloom Raffle!!
General | Posted 2 years agoGo check out my good friend
kalidragon 's raffle!! There's four slots!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53598729/
kalidragon 's raffle!! There's four slots!!!https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53598729/
Comission Que!
General | Posted 2 years agoRens Story Roulette and Ask Ren Anything!
General | Posted 2 years agoSo! I'm currently in a slump with story writing still, and my good friends
CorruptedChampionStories &
ConsciousAfterDark thought up some awesome ideas to help me out!
CorruptedChampionStories came up with the awesome idea of a story Roulette, where my watchers get to decide what happens to Ren by setting a vote for kinks to be used on my dragon, and sometimes even the chance of your sona being featured in a story! I'll start one soon, but I need kink ideas for my dragon to start with! please feel free to comment ideas below!
As for Ask Ren Anything, my friend
ConsciousAfterDark suggested this idea to me, and will be starting it in the near future! My watchers can ask questions to me about Ren, and it could even help me build up lore for him too!!!
Thank you so much for your continued support, and hopefully I can dig myself out of this hole!
- Fire 🧡
CorruptedChampionStories &
ConsciousAfterDark thought up some awesome ideas to help me out!
CorruptedChampionStories came up with the awesome idea of a story Roulette, where my watchers get to decide what happens to Ren by setting a vote for kinks to be used on my dragon, and sometimes even the chance of your sona being featured in a story! I'll start one soon, but I need kink ideas for my dragon to start with! please feel free to comment ideas below!As for Ask Ren Anything, my friend
ConsciousAfterDark suggested this idea to me, and will be starting it in the near future! My watchers can ask questions to me about Ren, and it could even help me build up lore for him too!!!Thank you so much for your continued support, and hopefully I can dig myself out of this hole!
- Fire 🧡
I have a bluesky!!!
General | Posted 2 years agoFeel free to give me a follow over there!!
https://bsky.app/profile/fir3dragon.....13.bsky.social
As always thank you for your support, and I'll be back to writing more hopefully soon!!!
-Fire 🧡
https://bsky.app/profile/fir3dragon.....13.bsky.social
As always thank you for your support, and I'll be back to writing more hopefully soon!!!
-Fire 🧡
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