Hi its been over 13 years since i posted a journal. A lot in my left happen. Long story short I lost my ability to draw (Car crash). When through a deep depression. I almost commented suicide. Then focused only on work. After going over my old stuff at my grandparents house I found my old flash game maker book. I used to make flash video and game before the crash. So I decided to start over leaning a new hobby. Making game. I will be using game maker studios for now. later I will move on to other programs. Once I have gone over the basics I will start my own games. Currently for prototyping I will use AI gen art then later I will commission Art for the games. I have posted 2 AI arts that i liked. Some my ask why AI? first its cheap i am using a free one. Why commission an artist. My answer is soul. when i see generated art its coping current art and it is limited by the owners of that software. With AI you have to give it many prompts and the image still wont turn out good.
Why game maker. the game maker code is similar to basic coding i took in college and i did try other but i felt more confidences in GM.

im going to be offline for 1 week i will be back on monday

about this time last year i lost my grandpa 6 months later i lost my grandma. The 6 months after my First grandma i lost my last grandma. and last month i almost lost my dad.

hive just had a great day today started as any other but when i was playing Call Of Duty 4 the first map i played i did poor i killed 5 got 2 assist and died 10 times but on the second map it was the creek the enemy and my allies all played as snipers but i had a ak47 with red dot scope and had claymores stopping power and deep inpact. well the enemy had the all there guys on a hill but the cave on the map was left alone. so i went in the cave and slarder them by the end of the match i had 45 kills 0 assist and 10 deaths that was the best match ever and o top of that i'm going to be a master dive i pass all my test. soon im going to teach people to scuba dive then i got a famly airloom a baseball that was autograph be the first all black team that old. this has been a great day.