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Posted 9 years agoHello everyone, there are quite a few things that I have chosen to delete from this profile. One of those being the original submissions of WWFF
To find WWFF please visit my new profile @
Kragith you will find all the pages there and much more. I will not be nuking this gallery as I promised in my last post over a year ago. But the submissions that I have deleted are more for keeping up to date. Other things missing include:
Photos of myself
Meme post
Updates regarding WWFF
Please this account is abandoned, if you want to keep up to date go to Kragith
To find WWFF please visit my new profile @
Kragith you will find all the pages there and much more. I will not be nuking this gallery as I promised in my last post over a year ago. But the submissions that I have deleted are more for keeping up to date. Other things missing include:Photos of myself
Meme post
Updates regarding WWFF
Please this account is abandoned, if you want to keep up to date go to
Kragith Its time...
Posted 10 years agoTo say goodbye to this profile, Its been a long time coming. The days neared as this profile grew too old and the name FireFox97 became even more annoying to me. As I developed both Kragith and Rkar I found the irritation of moving and losing so much in doing so, buy you, my watchers have made the moving process such a joy and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for following me, and re following me on Kragith.
The time is now, I have finished submitting everything I wanted to, watched, and faved everything I wanted. Now the last thing to do is conclude the life of this profile.
From henceforth this profile will be dormant, notes are not going to be disabled, Fav's are now hidden and submissions here will now cease. As time goes by this profile will become old and dusty. I will brush the cobwebs off to nuke my notification center.
I am not un-watching anyone as I love numbers as many of you do as well Im sure. I won't be deleting any submissions, removing favorites, nothing. It will stay as is from henceforth.
This is my last journal on this profile and again thank you all for your support. Catch you on Kragith everybody!
This is Kragith signing on as FireFox97 for the final time!
The time is now, I have finished submitting everything I wanted to, watched, and faved everything I wanted. Now the last thing to do is conclude the life of this profile.
From henceforth this profile will be dormant, notes are not going to be disabled, Fav's are now hidden and submissions here will now cease. As time goes by this profile will become old and dusty. I will brush the cobwebs off to nuke my notification center.
I am not un-watching anyone as I love numbers as many of you do as well Im sure. I won't be deleting any submissions, removing favorites, nothing. It will stay as is from henceforth.
This is my last journal on this profile and again thank you all for your support. Catch you on
Kragith everybody! This is Kragith signing on as FireFox97 for the final time!
Moving Final steps
Posted 10 years agoMoving to kragithMoving to kragithMoving to kragithSo yea Im moving on UP ladies and gents. If you want to keep everything Kragith and Rkar up to date, go follow me here
kragithI am so amazed by the feedback during re uploading my content that I have decided its time to jump on over.
I am disabling notes here in 2 months.
Fav section will be hidden in 1 month.
Content will stop here beginning today. (I will be catching up on content today so If you are rewatching look out for super uploads)
Thank you everyone for a great time here on this profile, just gotta abandon this dumb name I created many moons ago.
Rkar Super Plush Commission OUT
Posted 10 years agoSo I got a note from someone on DA that was very interested in creating Rkar for me. We are going with a clothed version and possible later the armor, but thats for later. Im super excited about this as am I my first plush out. When these are both done I will snap loads of pics, full reviews. MUHAHAHAHA!!!
If you are interested in seeing the progress of this plush I will be uploading them into my scraps folder over the corse of the next 3 months.
If you are interested in seeing the progress of this plush I will be uploading them into my scraps folder over the corse of the next 3 months.
Moving Done for the day
Posted 10 years agoSo I have transferred all the people i am watching here to my newer account @ Kragith
I have also been going through my favorites here on this account. Im not faveing everything slot by slot, my tastes for things have changed over time. But Im not unfaving things here so don't worry.
I will continue to use this account until the numbers add up on the Kragith account. I also don't want people to communicate with me on that profile just yet. Shouts and whatnot are fine! Im talking notes.
If you need to communicate with me, contact me here on this current account. I will still be facing, commenting, sending notes, and possible taking commissions here for a little while before I make the final leap to my new account.
Goal hit 2500 Page-views and 200 followers.
I want to do this before I switch over. However newer content will still be uploaded here, I won't be deleting my gallery, I don't want your fav's to suffer the dreaded "submission deleted" box.
Kragith I have also been going through my favorites here on this account. Im not faveing everything slot by slot, my tastes for things have changed over time. But Im not unfaving things here so don't worry.
I will continue to use this account until the numbers add up on the Kragith account. I also don't want people to communicate with me on that profile just yet. Shouts and whatnot are fine! Im talking notes.
If you need to communicate with me, contact me here on this current account. I will still be facing, commenting, sending notes, and possible taking commissions here for a little while before I make the final leap to my new account.
Goal hit 2500 Page-views and 200 followers.
I want to do this before I switch over. However newer content will still be uploaded here, I won't be deleting my gallery, I don't want your fav's to suffer the dreaded "submission deleted" box.
Moving To New Account SLOWLY
Posted 10 years agoSo I have ultimately decided to begin my transition from this account to my wwff account. kragith
It will take me some time to even begin using that profile. I will be focusing on transferring watches and favorites over to that profile before I move content. I will not be deleting content from this account as I don't like holes in favorites myself so I won't do that to you!
Feel free to give Kragith a watch, but just remember content won't be uploaded for a little bit there.
Or if I find this is a really stupid idea then I will keep this profile and the other will continue to stay dormant.
kragithIt will take me some time to even begin using that profile. I will be focusing on transferring watches and favorites over to that profile before I move content. I will not be deleting content from this account as I don't like holes in favorites myself so I won't do that to you!
Feel free to give
Kragith a watch, but just remember content won't be uploaded for a little bit there. Or if I find this is a really stupid idea then I will keep this profile and the other will continue to stay dormant.
R.I.P. Monty Oum
Posted 10 years agoShocking News from RoosterTeeth!!!
Posted 11 years agoBeloved animator Monty Oum is currently being hospitalized with an unknown condition and based on the statement provided by former CEO Burnie Burns Its not sounding all that good. T__T
"It is with great regret that I must inform you that our co-worker and our dear friend, Monty Oum, has had a medical emergency. He is currently hospitalized in critical care and it is not known if he will recover. He is receiving the best medical care possible and is surrounded by both family and friends who love him very much. While we wanted you to know as soon as possible, we also have the utmost respect for Monty's privacy and we hope you will understand and share in that respect.
Monty is a tremendous talent who has accomplished so much in his young life. He has an amazing creative ability and the drive to put it to use. That is a rare combination and we are proud to have shared in it. We expect that this news will be shocking to most of you and very difficult to process. It has been for many of us as well. Our hearts are with Monty, his wife Sheena and his brothers & sisters. They will need your good thoughts, your prayers, whatever kindness you have to offer."
http://roosterteeth.com/news/entry.php?id=5427280
"It is with great regret that I must inform you that our co-worker and our dear friend, Monty Oum, has had a medical emergency. He is currently hospitalized in critical care and it is not known if he will recover. He is receiving the best medical care possible and is surrounded by both family and friends who love him very much. While we wanted you to know as soon as possible, we also have the utmost respect for Monty's privacy and we hope you will understand and share in that respect.
Monty is a tremendous talent who has accomplished so much in his young life. He has an amazing creative ability and the drive to put it to use. That is a rare combination and we are proud to have shared in it. We expect that this news will be shocking to most of you and very difficult to process. It has been for many of us as well. Our hearts are with Monty, his wife Sheena and his brothers & sisters. They will need your good thoughts, your prayers, whatever kindness you have to offer."
http://roosterteeth.com/news/entry.php?id=5427280
Commissions Plans / Out~
Posted 11 years agoCommissions Out:
Roaring-Flame-Cat Kragith Plush (Paid) (Time Extension)
Completion Status:Final Assembly Stage 90%
Roaring-Flame-Cat Rkar YCH (Paid) (Time Extension)
Completion Status:Sketching
ModifiedRabbit WWFF Part 2/4 Chapter 1/5 (Paying for in parts) (Time Extension)
Completion Status: Sketching
headbangerdragon K&R Concept art (Payment Started, Stage 1/3)
Completion Status:Coloring Stage
Gunbunny-haruko Rkar Super Plush (Commission Out on DA)
Completion Status: Starting
Future Commissions:
UBA Morning subtleties (Planned out, Awaiting Opening)
Roaring-Flame-Cat Rkar Plush (On Hold)
ModifiedRabbit K&R mini comic (On Hold)
No Name Kragith Super Plush (DA Note sent, trying to grap a slot.)
No Name SWF Solo or duo (Late 2015)
Roaring-Flame-Cat Kragith Plush (Paid) (Time Extension) Completion Status:Final Assembly Stage 90%
Roaring-Flame-Cat Rkar YCH (Paid) (Time Extension)Completion Status:Sketching
ModifiedRabbit WWFF Part 2/4 Chapter 1/5 (Paying for in parts) (Time Extension) Completion Status: Sketching
headbangerdragon K&R Concept art (Payment Started, Stage 1/3) Completion Status:Coloring Stage
Gunbunny-haruko Rkar Super Plush (Commission Out on DA)
Completion Status: Starting
Future Commissions:
UBA Morning subtleties (Planned out, Awaiting Opening) Roaring-Flame-Cat Rkar Plush (On Hold) ModifiedRabbit K&R mini comic (On Hold) No Name Kragith Super Plush (DA Note sent, trying to grap a slot.)
No Name SWF Solo or duo (Late 2015)
Making some adjustments~
Posted 11 years agoSo I'm making some adjustments to the way I handle things. Also have a few things planned out that WILL happen this coming Feb and April. Im talking commissions.
Yesterday Was 1 year for Kragith~
Posted 11 years agoWell as of yesterday I have had my sona Kragith for one year! Feels good I must say, let many more years come!
How bout some highlights?
Jan 16th 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12514328/ was the first time Kragith was created and introduced by
valery91thunder
Jan 24th 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12581379/ is one of two FAF requests fulfilled by
crashingrain a very generous artist that took to my request with not one but two drawings. This thread was met with negativity and ultimately I received an astonishing about of art from it. The above is a highlight from sed forum post.
Feb 23 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12817001/ drawn by
miserchild this was the very first time that we got to see my sona Kragith in any adult fashion. The decision was, at this point made by me to have adult work done of him. With some resistance from others I pledged not to reach the bounds of random adultness but yet to have meaning. This image was uploaded by mistake as the final version is here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12893653/ This was also the time WWFF was being created to back up my reasons. It turned into a full fledged script soon after.
Also on this date: I introduced the world to Rkar 'Vhorkrum (When the day comes we will look back at his legacy for the year :3)
Feb 24th 2014: Was the winnings of my very first raffle YCH! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12826632/ this was done by
VJmorales It was the second time we got to see Kragith in an adult fashion, I took to changing my views for kragith after this image. I wanted him to be more fit, as time moved forward we see this change.
March 2nd 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12873219/ by
terror-run was the first time we got a look at Kragiths armor. This was another FAF request that was met with joy when it was fulfilled. I still use this reference for his armor. You will see more of this at a later date.
March 3rd 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12875491/ Was the day Kragith and Rkar were first drawn interacting together. Many more of these commissions follow this date from UBA And many more will after this current day.
March 20th 2014: No image for this one, this project is still in the making ^__^ This was the day I decided I wanted a plush of my sona Kragith, for a while planning the ultimate looks was challenging, so look out for a plush in hopefully early 2015! Artist and friend Roaring-Flame-Cat is in charge of this lovely commission ^__^
May 2nd 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13366072/ Was the day I began releasing my Anatomy Guide done up by ModifiedRabbit Met with much likings and some disliking.
May 7th 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13404125/ was a cameo in
wolfool s piece: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13329073/ was very fun to be apart of this.
May 11th 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13438442/ was a surprising YCH that I had forgotten that i entered lol. I was browsing FA this day and found this, turns out I won! This also depicts the only time Kragith is drawn with someone other then Rkar. This was done by
bebedux
Aug 15th 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14279637/ was the day I released WWFF publicly. With page after page the release went swiftly till the end of 2014. Many more pages are to come, so stay tuned! Thanks to modifiedrabbit
December 1st 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15126828/ was the introduction of my NSFW ref by
VogelRove Followed by Rkars NSFW ref. This year met with the SFW ref releases.
Not all commissions are highlighted, just some. I met many amazing people over the duration of my time here. MR RFC and UBA Here is to another year my friends! And more friends to come!
How bout some highlights?
Jan 16th 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12514328/ was the first time Kragith was created and introduced by
valery91thunder Jan 24th 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12581379/ is one of two FAF requests fulfilled by
crashingrain a very generous artist that took to my request with not one but two drawings. This thread was met with negativity and ultimately I received an astonishing about of art from it. The above is a highlight from sed forum post. Feb 23 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12817001/ drawn by
miserchild this was the very first time that we got to see my sona Kragith in any adult fashion. The decision was, at this point made by me to have adult work done of him. With some resistance from others I pledged not to reach the bounds of random adultness but yet to have meaning. This image was uploaded by mistake as the final version is here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12893653/ This was also the time WWFF was being created to back up my reasons. It turned into a full fledged script soon after. Also on this date: I introduced the world to Rkar 'Vhorkrum (When the day comes we will look back at his legacy for the year :3)
Feb 24th 2014: Was the winnings of my very first raffle YCH! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12826632/ this was done by
VJmorales It was the second time we got to see Kragith in an adult fashion, I took to changing my views for kragith after this image. I wanted him to be more fit, as time moved forward we see this change. March 2nd 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12873219/ by
terror-run was the first time we got a look at Kragiths armor. This was another FAF request that was met with joy when it was fulfilled. I still use this reference for his armor. You will see more of this at a later date. March 3rd 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12875491/ Was the day Kragith and Rkar were first drawn interacting together. Many more of these commissions follow this date from
UBA And many more will after this current day. March 20th 2014: No image for this one, this project is still in the making ^__^ This was the day I decided I wanted a plush of my sona Kragith, for a while planning the ultimate looks was challenging, so look out for a plush in hopefully early 2015! Artist and friend
Roaring-Flame-Cat is in charge of this lovely commission ^__^May 2nd 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13366072/ Was the day I began releasing my Anatomy Guide done up by
ModifiedRabbit Met with much likings and some disliking. May 7th 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13404125/ was a cameo in
wolfool s piece: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13329073/ was very fun to be apart of this. May 11th 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13438442/ was a surprising YCH that I had forgotten that i entered lol. I was browsing FA this day and found this, turns out I won! This also depicts the only time Kragith is drawn with someone other then Rkar. This was done by
bebeduxAug 15th 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14279637/ was the day I released WWFF publicly. With page after page the release went swiftly till the end of 2014. Many more pages are to come, so stay tuned! Thanks to
modifiedrabbitDecember 1st 2014: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15126828/ was the introduction of my NSFW ref by
VogelRove Followed by Rkars NSFW ref. This year met with the SFW ref releases. Not all commissions are highlighted, just some. I met many amazing people over the duration of my time here. MR RFC and UBA Here is to another year my friends! And more friends to come!
Goverment regulated DDOS Prevention?
Posted 11 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmdTtHAZqis so this is a bit interesting. Shutting down bonnet distributors seems to be the best decision here. Check it out.
Super Update Time!!!
Posted 11 years agoSo yea, I defeated a couple of journals a few days ago. Things have been rough. With our car dieing, and being taken away, it left me in a sorrowing mood. The bad luck doesn't seem to stop, but I keep trucking anyway.
In other news I might have peumonia so that's nice. Could have had it the entire time of recovery. Or I just have a really bad cold. I see my surgeon tomorrow and my nurse so I have a few questions for both. I'm also experiencing randome pain in places I shouldn't, so it worries me.
Commission wise, a few things have been on hold for reasonable surcumstances. But are now being put to top priority. As well as a new commission I have out. I'm really excited for thuis new commission. Going to have it printed on a poster so I can hang it on my wall ^__^.
The next part of WWFF is underway we are moving as switly as we can to get this part done for a mid March, April release. But I will keep you updated. This is a guess so it could be earlier or later.
In other news I might have peumonia so that's nice. Could have had it the entire time of recovery. Or I just have a really bad cold. I see my surgeon tomorrow and my nurse so I have a few questions for both. I'm also experiencing randome pain in places I shouldn't, so it worries me.
Commission wise, a few things have been on hold for reasonable surcumstances. But are now being put to top priority. As well as a new commission I have out. I'm really excited for thuis new commission. Going to have it printed on a poster so I can hang it on my wall ^__^.
The next part of WWFF is underway we are moving as switly as we can to get this part done for a mid March, April release. But I will keep you updated. This is a guess so it could be earlier or later.
Well Well Well~
Posted 11 years agoMe: Someone has been eating all my cookies... RKAR! (Points at Rkar standing in the kitchen eating all the cookies)
Rkar: (Mouth full) "Don't look at me I'm hideous." NOM NOM NOM
Rkar: (Mouth full) "Don't look at me I'm hideous." NOM NOM NOM
2014 highlights, and many thanks!
Posted 11 years ago2014 wow, what a year. I mean seriously. I began 2014 by telling 2013 to go fuck itself. Ahem, I began by really utilizing furaffinity in 2014, prior years my account was bare. I sent off a commission to Valery to help me create a black and red dragon sona. I was extremely happy to finally get these feelings off of my chest. I'm very expressive through what I commission. And me being apart of fa has further helped me along the path. I feel more complete having this gateway.
I also met a few awesome people as I began my true days here on fa. Modified Rabbit, Roaring Flame Cat, and UBA. My three go to artists for many assortments of things. Then I met some super cool people both on the forums and watchers here on the main site. Too many to list, if you watch me or even just gave and or comment, seriously you rock big time. The support and positive feedback from you all have made this experience just fantastic. I thank you from the bottom of my heart, you have all made 2014 awesome!
Here is too 2015 lets kick its ass people!
I also met a few awesome people as I began my true days here on fa. Modified Rabbit, Roaring Flame Cat, and UBA. My three go to artists for many assortments of things. Then I met some super cool people both on the forums and watchers here on the main site. Too many to list, if you watch me or even just gave and or comment, seriously you rock big time. The support and positive feedback from you all have made this experience just fantastic. I thank you from the bottom of my heart, you have all made 2014 awesome!
Here is too 2015 lets kick its ass people!
Happy New Year's!
Posted 11 years agoHope everyone is having a good one today. Been having a cold one over here. Got snow near us and it snowed at my grandfathers house and in Tucson. Super odd lol.
Post Op Day 10-13
Posted 11 years agoAlright so things immediately started to pick up. I started feeling really good, being able to walk was and still is a task. Im slouching often, but its becoming easier to stand straight. LOL I'm standing on my toes like my sona xP.
The microwave is ruined the fire fried it. Im also really sorry we didn't post the final page of part 1 on friday. The holidays got to all of us. I should be posting tomorrow at some point. So look out for that.
Also really planning out my commissions for next year. Gong to be searching for some new artists, trying some new things AND get some sort of animated SFW or GIF of my sonas. Not sure what yet but if I can afford it at some point in the year I wanna try it. Also looking to get them both 3D printed and painted. But more on that stuff when the time comes.
The microwave is ruined the fire fried it. Im also really sorry we didn't post the final page of part 1 on friday. The holidays got to all of us. I should be posting tomorrow at some point. So look out for that.
Also really planning out my commissions for next year. Gong to be searching for some new artists, trying some new things AND get some sort of animated SFW or GIF of my sonas. Not sure what yet but if I can afford it at some point in the year I wanna try it. Also looking to get them both 3D printed and painted. But more on that stuff when the time comes.
WWFF Posting Delay
Posted 11 years agoDue to the holidays we were not able to complete the final page, I will post hopefully this weekend. I appoligise for the delay everyone!
Post Op Day 9 Merry Christmas
Posted 11 years agoWell last night sucked, my microwave caught on fire, like it blew up... The timer was on and it just KABOOM! Melting the only plastic things inside the microwave. It's rendered useless and we cannot place it for three months. We rent so telling our landlords isn't an option. There is no gi damage at all. We are going to replace it with the same thing or better.
Today, however was alright I guess. I hate making Christmas lists and no one paying attention to what I say. Like why do I even lol.
In other news I'm starting to feel concerning pain, like the pain when this all started to become noticeable. The same starting pain that resulted in Kaiser Perminente throwing bullshit in my face, "you don't have a hernia, you have growing pains" three people couldn't see the huge bulging hernia in front of their faces. Fuck Kaiser. Ahem lol tangent sorry. But yea I'm feeling that again, like pressure. I'm thinking it's because I'm not standing straight at all. I'm slouching because of the pressure. I'm forcing myself to stand straight but fuck it feels super odd.
Also damn DDoS attack on Xbox One, fuck you script kiddies and your inability to masterbate. Lol = D I'm one of the many that doesn't believe that Lizard Squad or Fineist Squad. Here is why, their twitter posts are all the same, sugessting they are the same people. Also wtf would someone post on twitter "I did it" if they are both real meh.
Today, however was alright I guess. I hate making Christmas lists and no one paying attention to what I say. Like why do I even lol.
In other news I'm starting to feel concerning pain, like the pain when this all started to become noticeable. The same starting pain that resulted in Kaiser Perminente throwing bullshit in my face, "you don't have a hernia, you have growing pains" three people couldn't see the huge bulging hernia in front of their faces. Fuck Kaiser. Ahem lol tangent sorry. But yea I'm feeling that again, like pressure. I'm thinking it's because I'm not standing straight at all. I'm slouching because of the pressure. I'm forcing myself to stand straight but fuck it feels super odd.
Also damn DDoS attack on Xbox One, fuck you script kiddies and your inability to masterbate. Lol = D I'm one of the many that doesn't believe that Lizard Squad or Fineist Squad. Here is why, their twitter posts are all the same, sugessting they are the same people. Also wtf would someone post on twitter "I did it" if they are both real meh.
Post Op Day 8 Merry Christmas
Posted 11 years agoDay 8 well I'm sure my incisions are healed. Having the bandages changed so I get to see the wounds. Blehhh... Good day so far, got a lot of things done. Like my closet completely organized and gifts all wrapped.
Merry Christmas everyone! Have a safe one!
Lovely new news everyone, the bad luck continues!!!
My microwave cought on fire from having its timer on, how fun am I right. *sigh*
Merry Christmas everyone! Have a safe one!
Lovely new news everyone, the bad luck continues!!!
My microwave cought on fire from having its timer on, how fun am I right. *sigh*
Post Op Day 7
Posted 11 years agoOk so I wake up, I'm fucking sick now too, can't stop sneezing (a major issue) coughing is minimum but not too bad. Im not allowed to sneeze because of where the hernia was located. It makes me more susceptible to a recursion. Now I'm nothing but sore on that side of my body. I have to check every single sneeze I have...
Then I get the wonderful news that my grandfather might of had a stroke... but the good news... well.. its Bell's Palsy. Unfortunately the effects might be permeant. : (
Can this recovery process / holiday, get any more fucked up?
EDIT: YUP IT DID
So the car we have been working on, because it won't stop overheating, the bottom radiator hose blew up... literally. Car wasn't moving at the time so nothing was damaged. Just another thing...
Then I get the wonderful news that my grandfather might of had a stroke... but the good news... well.. its Bell's Palsy. Unfortunately the effects might be permeant. : (
Can this recovery process / holiday, get any more fucked up?
EDIT: YUP IT DID
So the car we have been working on, because it won't stop overheating, the bottom radiator hose blew up... literally. Car wasn't moving at the time so nothing was damaged. Just another thing...
Post OP Day 5 and 6
Posted 11 years agoOk so yesterday I felt really good, I mean really good. I walked a lot yesterday. Went out and about and was able to do things. Then I got super scared. Well where the intestine sat began to turn into a scabby color. It also stung like a bitch.
Today was OK, and at just that. I woke up feeling about the same as the prior day. But something was wrong. No one seemed to give a fuck about me today. I wasn't helped out of bed, had to stumble to grab things and whatnot as I cannot bend or even lift things on my own (doctors orders, and it fucking hurts to do so) Then I was rode all day shopping for stuff so I could walk. The night came quickly then my mother fucked my day over even more. Pestering me for my medication I said NO and got shit hailed at me. Here is the messed... no FUCKED UP part. Before I said NO to her she came in snatched my pill bottle and grabbed one pill and tried to walk off... I said NO PUT IT BACK. She got angry with me, threw the pill at the wall trying to break it I guess and then told ME to pick it up. (I can't bend over people) I eventually yelled at her then she set the pill as far away from my reach as she could then stared at me wanting me to lean over and pick it up. The entire time belittling me. I yelled at her again because I knew the game she was playing, pill for someone else, fuck you not with that kind of reaction. Then she left in a huff only to return to belittle me more. I spoke up only for her to grab my mouth to shut me up. I swear If any more shit came out of her mouth Im walking out that door on christmas day. Merry Christmas to you Im done. She wrote me a letter asking me to apologize, its so fucked up I'm so done. Don't give a rats ass who the medication was intended for, its my prescription. Was I wrong to say no, cause I sure as hell don't feel like I was. Everything Im saying here is truth. Sure she would manipulate it If she wrote it.
Im out left me know.
This day has added so much stress to my system I about passed out trying to get back on my chair.
Today was OK, and at just that. I woke up feeling about the same as the prior day. But something was wrong. No one seemed to give a fuck about me today. I wasn't helped out of bed, had to stumble to grab things and whatnot as I cannot bend or even lift things on my own (doctors orders, and it fucking hurts to do so) Then I was rode all day shopping for stuff so I could walk. The night came quickly then my mother fucked my day over even more. Pestering me for my medication I said NO and got shit hailed at me. Here is the messed... no FUCKED UP part. Before I said NO to her she came in snatched my pill bottle and grabbed one pill and tried to walk off... I said NO PUT IT BACK. She got angry with me, threw the pill at the wall trying to break it I guess and then told ME to pick it up. (I can't bend over people) I eventually yelled at her then she set the pill as far away from my reach as she could then stared at me wanting me to lean over and pick it up. The entire time belittling me. I yelled at her again because I knew the game she was playing, pill for someone else, fuck you not with that kind of reaction. Then she left in a huff only to return to belittle me more. I spoke up only for her to grab my mouth to shut me up. I swear If any more shit came out of her mouth Im walking out that door on christmas day. Merry Christmas to you Im done. She wrote me a letter asking me to apologize, its so fucked up I'm so done. Don't give a rats ass who the medication was intended for, its my prescription. Was I wrong to say no, cause I sure as hell don't feel like I was. Everything Im saying here is truth. Sure she would manipulate it If she wrote it.
Im out left me know.
This day has added so much stress to my system I about passed out trying to get back on my chair.
Post Op Day 2-4
Posted 11 years agoOk so where to start...
Day two was incredibly hard. From not breathing properly, and having to call 911 it was an overall horrible day for me. On top of this we got stolen from so we have to deal with that. My uncles card was stolen with two blank checks. Oh joy...
Day three was me basically sleeping on and off. I was able to get In and out of bed, and finally got to shower.
Today, is great, though I'm turning blue where the organ use to sit. So I'm a bit tender, I'm slouching a lot and walking a lot because of the itchy stingy swelling on my bits per say.
Just a smaller update from my usually longer updates. Thanks everyone for everything.
Also I said earlier I wanted to share the images, but I don't know if people want to see that so if so let me know. I'm fine with sharing them.
Day two was incredibly hard. From not breathing properly, and having to call 911 it was an overall horrible day for me. On top of this we got stolen from so we have to deal with that. My uncles card was stolen with two blank checks. Oh joy...
Day three was me basically sleeping on and off. I was able to get In and out of bed, and finally got to shower.
Today, is great, though I'm turning blue where the organ use to sit. So I'm a bit tender, I'm slouching a lot and walking a lot because of the itchy stingy swelling on my bits per say.
Just a smaller update from my usually longer updates. Thanks everyone for everything.
Also I said earlier I wanted to share the images, but I don't know if people want to see that so if so let me know. I'm fine with sharing them.
Post Op Day 1
Posted 11 years agoAlright, so I will drop more details here. So going into surgery I was very nervious, the process took some time in post op, with getting into the gown, getting the IV... But after this I got carted off, I got to see my family in post op and after. I had to talk the entire time while I was carted to the operation table, and while on the table, or I would have gone into a super panic attack. Before I could ask them to record the surgery I was out. But they took pictures. Man I was fucked up inside. So much so that the surgeon was very shocked in how much of the small intestine when inside my scrotum. I m normal now, little different that it's not so big, but I'm greatful nothing was effected. The nurse blessed me befor ether started, which immediately calmed me down. Almost enough to cry.
It took about 3 or so hours, a lot longer then expected, I had tubes all over the place to keep me breathing, and in other areas and whatnot Dx. I woke up, felt like a few min but I had a very bad nightmare and this worke me up almost immediately after being in the recovery room. I was very loud, crying in terror, I went right into a huge panic attack, I came too when just about everyone there supported me and helped me out of it. They were so helpful it ended as soon as it started.
After I came too they had me dress, me being a bit shy, even though about all of them saw me naked, I dressed myself... Btw it's a stupid idea, I bout fell over, but got it done. My surgeon came by and I thanked him a million times over for fixing my body. He told me that what this hernia is was a birth defect. Anyone in my family has the chance of getting this. He advised everyone keep an eve out for this. It will slip in the sack if your not careful. Also unfortunatly I have a very good chance of getting this back during my recovery process just from getting up and down in an odd way. I can also get it back in 1-10 years. So let's just say, never again will I lift things too too heavy. I know my limit and will abide by it. I don't want to do this again. Even ten years from now. Why, it will be worse. He guaranteed it.
Coming home was an absolute nightmare as well. Aside from not being able to move very well (surgeon asked that I get up and down, walk every day to the bathroom by myself) it's almost impossible with out my father basically picking me up and down. I use the momentum laws to get in and out of bed. I feel very broken and very uncomfrtrabol.
Now today, I woke up at 6ish AM to a little bit of pain, as my body awoke I just about froze to the point where I shivered so bad I couldn't breath at all. I had to stand or I was going to pass out from lack of oxygen,. As I mentioned before I'm having issues breathing. I'm really close in asking if we get an oxygen tank and mask for when this happens to me for just today and tomorrow. Anyway I took my medication but have to now sit in my desk chair, I cannot lie in my bed, it's just too hard right now. Maybe in a few hours when my insides stop hurting enought to breath properly.
Sorry it's lengthy everyone, wanted to post this last night but with the pain I just couldn't. I also said I wanted to chitchat. This isn't as much of the case, I'm very nauseous, but I needed to type this. I keep going in and out. But I promise I will talk with peeps soon, just once I'm better. Also If I said things to you about commissions, know that I never back down whim as serious as this. Unless I cannot afford. Kinda wish I was on trusted commissioners.
Thanks for reading everyone!
It took about 3 or so hours, a lot longer then expected, I had tubes all over the place to keep me breathing, and in other areas and whatnot Dx. I woke up, felt like a few min but I had a very bad nightmare and this worke me up almost immediately after being in the recovery room. I was very loud, crying in terror, I went right into a huge panic attack, I came too when just about everyone there supported me and helped me out of it. They were so helpful it ended as soon as it started.
After I came too they had me dress, me being a bit shy, even though about all of them saw me naked, I dressed myself... Btw it's a stupid idea, I bout fell over, but got it done. My surgeon came by and I thanked him a million times over for fixing my body. He told me that what this hernia is was a birth defect. Anyone in my family has the chance of getting this. He advised everyone keep an eve out for this. It will slip in the sack if your not careful. Also unfortunatly I have a very good chance of getting this back during my recovery process just from getting up and down in an odd way. I can also get it back in 1-10 years. So let's just say, never again will I lift things too too heavy. I know my limit and will abide by it. I don't want to do this again. Even ten years from now. Why, it will be worse. He guaranteed it.
Coming home was an absolute nightmare as well. Aside from not being able to move very well (surgeon asked that I get up and down, walk every day to the bathroom by myself) it's almost impossible with out my father basically picking me up and down. I use the momentum laws to get in and out of bed. I feel very broken and very uncomfrtrabol.
Now today, I woke up at 6ish AM to a little bit of pain, as my body awoke I just about froze to the point where I shivered so bad I couldn't breath at all. I had to stand or I was going to pass out from lack of oxygen,. As I mentioned before I'm having issues breathing. I'm really close in asking if we get an oxygen tank and mask for when this happens to me for just today and tomorrow. Anyway I took my medication but have to now sit in my desk chair, I cannot lie in my bed, it's just too hard right now. Maybe in a few hours when my insides stop hurting enought to breath properly.
Sorry it's lengthy everyone, wanted to post this last night but with the pain I just couldn't. I also said I wanted to chitchat. This isn't as much of the case, I'm very nauseous, but I needed to type this. I keep going in and out. But I promise I will talk with peeps soon, just once I'm better. Also If I said things to you about commissions, know that I never back down whim as serious as this. Unless I cannot afford. Kinda wish I was on trusted commissioners.
Thanks for reading everyone!
Surgery Compleate~
Posted 11 years agoIt's all done. I'm in a bit of pain but I'm taking some KO drugs to go to bed. Wanted to let everyone know I'm alright and on the road to recovery.
