welcome my friend  Slywoolf he got to sign up a few minutes ago now he is on the Furry community ^_^

UUGH I HATE PEOPLE IN TOTAL THE ONLY NICE ONES ARE GOING AWAY I NO LONGER HAVE ANYONE THAT IS NICE TO ME ANYMORE UUUUUUUGH I HATE PEOPLE WHO TAKE THINGS TOO FAR THEY ACT LIKE I JSUT MURDERED SOMEONE THAT IS HOW BAD THEY TAKE THE LIGHTEST STUFF

*story of what happened*

so i am on GTA 5 better known as Grand Theft Auto 5 and i am playing with a friend i have known since i got a playstation 3 today we were trying to get on that train the game and he flipped out when i killed him he threatnd me by saying he would shove his foot up my a** i sit right there and said what did you just say to me? then i did have some fun time i killed him repeatedly XD he kinda had that coming from saying that

*back story of how i know him*

I met him on a game called call of duty sure many of you furs have heard of that game due to advrisements

and he seemed nice and he was like me a laid back gamer who only gets pissed at people who offend him

Ok shocker I KNEW HIM FOR A FEW YEARS WE HELPED EACH OTHER OUT IN ANY WAY WE COULD AND HE NOW TREATS ME LIKE I AM NOTHING I AM SICK OF THAT CRAP AND NOW I DO NOT WANT TO PLAY WITH ANYONE THAT I KNOW BECAUSE HE IS THEIR FRIEND ALSO i am in a bad spot right now

*goes to create art and sulks over loss of a good friend and not being able to play with the others*

i dont think i am cut out for art i guess i am seeing my skill on it go down REALLY badly if you do not know what my first drawing looked like if you have not seen look here:https://www.weasyl.com/submission/4.....attempt-at-art

yes i know that is on weasyl i have not moved back over here yet sooo yeah.... but i have seen my art getting crappier maybe it is because i do not put enough time into it i think i do better not careing what i draw because that one looks better then my recent ones i am sick of this crap everything i get good at i suck at right after i get better seems the only thing i will ever be good at is Video Games :(

(UPDATE) THAT ART LOOKS SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH BETTER THEN RECENT ONES

Should there be a Fur Con for 15+ year olds? i think it should be FOR MATURE PEOPLE only, as in 15 year olds who don't act like 5 year olds and whine like some i know (not to be mean to anyone) i really want to see a fur con like that so it will expand the range of people who come i REALLY want to go to a fur con but i have a few reasons i cant

Reason A. IT COSTS A ARM AND A LEG TO GO TO ONE *not really*

Reason B. It is only avalable for those who are 18+ hence why i am creating this poll

Reason C. I REALLY want to go in a fursuit but the best ones are sooo costly and i am not sure my family would approve -_-

and Reason D. just well reason A B and C ugh it makes me mad because i see all of these fur con picture gallery's and that Racoon's Den i have seen last years Anthro Con and that makes me want to go to one even more!!!!!!

I play teen rated games so some of them may be considered Mature so i guess that will end my kid friendly art spree and activaty i wanted to ask should i do it? it is unlike anyone will watch but i have seen some people do it

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13001422/ helping a fellow furry out with some trouble

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12892155/

so my friend said he will not take my account info so i guess i will stay here but he can not create an account because of a FA account creation block that the staff have got going on i guess is anyone else getting this message because i looked to see proof and this is what it said


New account registration has been temporarily disabled.

User registration temporarily disabled due to an on-going spam problem.


question What spam. i was thinking of creating me a group but i can not now and my friend can not join thanks to FA but i guess it happens so we will see. and in other news I HIT 35 WATCHERS!!!!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR WATCHING ME. :D

DETAILS IN LAST TRY READ THROUGH IT http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5486137/ DO NOT COMMENT ON IT THIS WILL BE FOR IT SO COMMENT BELOW ON THIS ONE

[UPDATE] This entry contest will be lasting until the end of this week at 8PM EST [the end of the week will be on the 21st]

MY LUCK IS NOT STOPPING YET YOU HEARD IT i found my raffle entries so i will be doing another to replace it Peacefulwolf already has 3rd place and RoxiOro has 1st but i need a 2nd place winner so i will restart the raffle in a new journal so everyone FIGHT FOR THE 2ND PLACE WINNER *not really* sacrasm i am good at it lol but really if you want 2nd place go ahead for it i will link the old journal follow those details DO NOT COMMENT ON THAT ONE comment on the new one

http://www.livestream.com/rupertstream1

he will mainly draw inflation related stuff

but feel free to join if you want

just wow people aren't mean on here as i thought thanks to Flacko for showing me.

That lately i have been wanting a animated icon and i was looking and saw her work and i loved the cartoonish work she does to bad i didnt have anyhting to pay with so :( but the nicest thing she said in a note was she hates to see anyone sad because it makes her sad she like others i will not list because there are so many >_< have helped me through rough times and through every hurdle i have went over.

To everyone who has helped me and those to help me through this rough road ahead THANKS

So i guess why not i love RP so i thought why not create a journal so this will be my source of rp rules are below

RULES

do not go crazy on it such as mature this is ment to be non adult or anything so yeah.

what i RP

anything from well regular rp such as being a commander in a battle or something like that *TO MANY VIDEO GAMES FOR ME TONIGHT lol*

inflation do not know but why not..

anthing leading to ponies or water sports anything yiff also is NOT ALLOWED rp'ing is started by going on the comments just remember the rules

Anyone notice that all of the good artists like CCR and ACDC are pretty much gone?

FAMILY ARE SO DISRESPECTFUL TO ME THEY ACT LIKE THEY DON'T GIVE A FLIPPING CRAP ABOUT ME I AM SICK OF IT ALL BECAUSE I SAY SOMETHING ABOUT NOT DOING SOMETHING ONCE BOOHOO THAT IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY guess i will stay off of FA for a few days YET AGAIN!!!!!! my steams will be all but canceled unless i just want to. I AM STARTING TO THINK I MAY NEVER ALSO BE GOOD AT ART :( i take forever i still haven't done anything about my art raffle and the winners... just i am so sick of it all i feel like the world is out to get me and kick me down in the dirt i just feel like i am not loved by my family anymore family are supposed to love you and i just dont feel like they do.

to anyone who reads this i may quit fa i can not handle it anymore.

So i am going to be off of FA for a wile i asked the family about me going into YouTube buissness and video gameing stuff so i will be working on copyright stuff and working ON GETTING MY G.E.D HAHA hopeing i make it

also i may let my friend use this account so i will have to change the age and may have to contact FA to let them know so they do not ban my account for wrong age he may display it i do not know just to know it may not be me sooooo yeah hopeing i do not see any wierd stuff faved on my page when i get back -_- so if you see a sudden change in my favs dont worry it is him I WILL BAN HIM FROM MY ACCOUNT- AKA CHANGE THE PASSWORD IF I FIND STUFF I DO NOT APPROVE OF well bye FA

(UPDATE) oh one more thing i can't find a admin's page can someone link it to me so i can see where to go so i can tell them

UPDATE #2 i found a possable way to ask the admins if it will ban me or anything so i will wait for a responce also i will be doing a steam every day late in the day so be on the lookout for it unless my internet has other plans i plan to start one tonight

So on my "So i'm back" journal i mentioned we got pulled over by Highway Patrol.. heh i was looking for a Barber shop card from my family member's wallet and i looked at an insurance card and it snapped in my mind that we got pulled over so i asked if we had paid it my mom gave me a look like *oh **** i forgot* so i think i was blessed by god to remember that so a message to you god THANK YOU!!!!!!

And in other news Russia is still holding in Ukraine and one of the high members of NATO and i think the DOD leader along with the British president went to Ukraine and were talking about what they should do about Russia so for now it seems WW3 is yet to be announced and will take a wile longer before we know sooo.... Here's hoping we DO NOT ENTER WW3 IF WE DO GOD HELP US ALL.

so yeah i am thinking of creating a VLOG or a BLOG i don't know which one yet but i am leaning to VLOG but i need to see if it is a good idea so if you can below in the comments tell me if i should create that i am tempted to do one for my *other* life A.K.A video gaming. But i need some advice should i do it or not.

Mainly what i am going to do on it if i do create a VLOG is like regular stuff of the furry community and talk about stuff that is going on in the world and where i live sorta like creating my journals and another question if i do create a VLOG i might do it video wise AKA showing me but i do not know if i should it took me forever to get used to using a microphone on my livestreams but i don't know.

Oh and speaking of livestreams i might do one on that game i found since i was that stupid not to start the steam >_< or i might start on some new stuff i hope it goes good either way.

oh also if i get my other computer working again i might do an adpotion or just give it to someone that might want it it is for a ref and i will need to change some stuff to make it diffrent since the owner that wanted it never did contact me back sooo yeah that is all of the update for today i guess.

In fact i might start a steam on art in a few minutes so watch for that.

So Ukraine went to war with Russia or it was the other way around I can not tell right now. Just a few days back Russia did a surprise invasion on Ukraine and went for "supposedly" Pro-Russian military bases and stuff. And now the U.N and NATO are talking about fighting Ukraine's fight after they said they were in quote "Going into Chaos."


So I want to ask from all of you furries what do you think of this crap.

So i was seeing this new flash game on here well not new it was made over 2 years ago but... i was going to stream it until i saw I DID NOT EVEN HIT BROADCAST WHEN I WAS PLAYING IT *FACEPALM* so that steam went in smoke fast so i will try again tomorrow i guess.

I have a secret i have kept most people from knowing exept my family and it is something most of you would not expect. So i was wondering what you think of people having a *diffrence* from other people.


UPDATE: i mainly wanted to ask will you think i am wierd if i tell any of you

so someone i watch did it (Name will remain hidden) sooo why not do it lol

Natural Hair Color

[ ] Redhead – $80

[ ] Brunette – $75

[ ] Blonde – $50

[X] Black – $15

[ ] Bald – $5

[ ] Other – $0

Total So Far: $15



Eye Color

[ ] Blue – $100

[ ] Green – $75

[ ] Brown – $50

[ ] Hazel – $25

[X] Other – $15

Total So Far: $30



Height

[ ] Over 7′ – $200

[ ] 6'8? to 7′ – $175

[ ] 6'0? to 6'7? – $150

[X] 5'5? to 5'11? – $75

[ ] 5'0? to 5'4? – $45

[ ] Under 5′ – $25

Total So Far: $105


Age

[ ] 30 to 40 – $100

[ ] 25 to 30 – $75

[ ] 20 to 25 – $50

[ ] 18 to 20 – $25

[X] 0 to 18 – $15

Total So Far: $120



Phone

[X] Touch screen – $200

[ ] Touch & slide-flip – $175

[ ] Slide – $150

[ ] Flip – $100

[ ] None – $ 75

Total so far: $320



Current Education

[ ] PhD – $500

[ ] Masters – $450

[ ] Business Owner – $800

[ ] Bachelors – $400

[ ] Associates – $350

[ ] In College – $300

[ ] High School Graduate – $250

[ ] In High School – $200

[ ] High School Dropout – $100

[ ] Jr. High – $50

[ ] What is School – $Bankrupt$




Birth Order

[ ] Twins or more than twins – $300

[ ] Only Child – $250

[ ] First Born – $200

[X] Second born-$150

[ ] Middle Child – $100

[ ] Last Born – $50

[ ] Other – $40

Total So Far: $370




Drink

[X] Never – $300

[ ] Only Holidays – $250

[ ] Sometimes – $200

[ ] Every other week – $150

[ ] Every other day – $50

[ ] Once a day – $15

Total So Far: $670



Vision

[X] No correction $75

[ ] Glasses $50

[ ] Contacts $25

[ ] Surgical correction $10

Total So Far: $745



Car Color(s) {That your household owns}

[ ] Gold – $525

[ ] Blue – $500

[X] White – $475

[ ] Black – $450

[X] Red – $400

[ ] Maroon – $400

[ ] Green- $350

[ ] Silver – $300

[ ] Purple- $250

[X] Metallic – $200

[ ] Yellow – $100

[ ] Primer – $75

[ ] Rusted – $15

[ ] No Car – $5

Total So Far: $1,820



Shoe Size

[ ] 13+ – $300

[X] 11 to 12 – $200

[ ] 8 to 10 – $100

[ ] Under 7 – $50

Total So Far: $2,020



Sock Color You're Wearing

[ ] Rainbow – $600

[ ] Black – $550

[ ] Argyle – $ 500

[ ] Blue – $450

[ ] Orange – $400

[ ] Yellow – $350

[ ] Green – $300

[ ] Striped – $250

[ ] Pink – $200

[ ] Purple– $150

[X] White – $100

[ ] None – $50

Total so far: $2,120



Living Space

[X] House – $200

[ ] Apartment – $175

[ ] Condo – $150

[ ] Mansion – $100

[ ] Box – $75

[ ] Other – $50

Total so far: $2,320



Room Color

[ ] Black – $500

[ ] Blue – $475

[ ] Brown – $450

[ ] Purple – $425

[ ] White – $400

[ ] Green – $350

[X] Orange – $300

[ ] Yellow – $200

[ ] Pink – $100

[ ] Other – $ 50

Total: $2,620



Pet(s)

[X] Cat – $300

[X] Dog – $250 (times 3 = about hmm 750 O_O i have too many animals)

[ ] Fish – $200

[ ] Bird – $150

[ ] Reptile– $100

[ ] Sea Creature – $50

[ ] None – $10

Total so far: $3,670



Love

[ ]Married – $300

[ ]Engaged – $250

[ ]In a Relationship – $150

[ ]Crush – $100

[X]Single – $50

[ ]Divorced – $10


so this is it my total is:$3,720 the questions i skipped did not have an answer for me soooo LOL but anyway that is it. :/ the person who did this made over 4,000 i ALMOST MADE IT

So my internet finally decided to be good to me for a few days and i was able to get on and see quite a few new things and after looking at my profile again i was shocked at this

"Watched By"

Full List (30)

wow thanks everyone for all the watches :D i am AMAZED at this i never thought i would hit 30 watchers.

but in other news :( one of the people i watched recently announced a fox AND IT IS THE CUTEIST FOX I EVER SEEN it's name (Vader) was put down for no reason for more info check this link http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12818137/

i never seen such hate before and such stupidity in people. but that is another story

and also my back has been killing me (figure of speach (sorry if i spelt that wrong ugh i am sleepy))

It has been hurting for the past two days and i do not know what i did to make it hurt like this IT HURTS SO BAD RIGHT NOW < _ >

Anyway A BIG THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR HELPING ME HIT 30 WATCHERS ^_^ i will be doing more livestreams this coming week hopefully

night everyone ^_^
*curls into a corner and goes to sleep for the night*

AND MY INTERNET IS STILL ACTING UP GAH I HATE IT ALL storms keep knocking it out and my freaking house breaker keeps flipping and it is connected with the entire computer GOD I HATE THIS so until i get this fixed (possably over a month god knows) i will no longer be able to do any art i got lucky to get on and make this journal GOD CABLE ONE SUCKS AT&T SUCKS WORSE THERE IS NOT MIDDLE TO THEM so until then i will have to cancel all art that i was pending to do ranging from my friends art for when he first signed up to my art raffle which REALLY SUCKS so until then sorry everyone your art will have to wait.

so i decided that i will try TMI again also to see if anyone really looks at my stuff anymore *feels quiet here hmm* so i will try it again this time i will do it like one of the people i watch hence  ysARupert so fire away below what you want me to answer oh before i forget i have rules to it this is what i will NOT respond to.

WILL NOT RESPOND TO and reasons why.

anything adult such as sex anything leading to that ect: um if you look at my art and favs they arent ANY AT ALL ADULT

Ponies: just....why.....

ANYTHING RACEIST WILL BE DELETED AND BROUGHT TO FA MANAGEMENT FOR A ACCOUNT BAN OR WARNING: do not say what African Americans say to us white people or you will be spammed with hate messages for it

other then that FIRE AWAY THE QUESTIONS