My life has been crumbling around me for the past two months and now I have to move. Tomorrow is gonna be a art dump with some crap names and I'll be taking down some characters. I'm just gonna check every now and then for current commissions I have gotten. So I'm sorry everyone and hopefully see this place again

Does anyone know a artist that can do a ref for a female wolf?. Wanting to surprise a friend of mine with a gift

would anyone be interested in a raffle with my latex snake reiyu toying with them?

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48291371/

so as life seems to be going to down hill in a toboggan. im sorta feeling a bit good at the moment.
my health issues have been mounting and the doctor has had a thumb up his ass. finally has found out whats wrong with my ankle. i have arthritis which is lovely. but still cant decide on the feeling of tightness in my chest. says it could be from panic attacks and stress because of my goddamn job. but im still kinda worried because i dont wanna end up in the hospital and slapped in the face with a massive bill.

but hey another day above ground is good i guess. with doom the dark ages coming out now im looking forward to something. so im pretty sure there's gonna be alot of demons shitting themselves with a new wave of doomslayers. i hope everyone has a good day today

sorry about the previous journal. i was having a mental break down. both of my parents health had been taking a dive but luckily the two of them are recovering for now

What characters do you all like? I've been having trouble of keeping interest in alot of them. And would anyone be interested in a ask me anything about a character or something

so ive been wanting to do a image idea i had for a decent bit with one of my characters laying on a bed toying with a character they have on there belly while there in a sleep sack. my character would be the bigger one laying on the bed. would anyone have interest in a pic like that?


but onto another subject i need to get my pc repaired and its going to be running me a few hundred. so in order for it not to put a big dent into my budget and get it done sooner then later. im gonna be putting a few of my characters up for sale so yippee

does anyone have a recommendation for a tablet for trying to get into digital art?

what's funnier then 24....... 25

almost at 25 now

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/YTJy.....?feature=share

so im finally starting to feel sorta normal lately. for a while my mind just wasnt all there anymore with all the stuff happening in my life. i felt like a bad anxiety was always forming when i was talking to someone along with me losing my wording as i tried to talk too and for some damnable reason that anxiety would start to boil up fierce when i had gotten a message or call from someone. that anxiety is still there but its at least not as bad now


just wanted to get this down. i doubt anyone will read this anyways but i want to say im feeling a bit better

so life has been getting better at the moment but yet i still feel lost. so im gonna be trying to be more social as my therapist had told me.

out of my characters which one do you guys and gals enjoy the most? and is there any situation you would enjoy seeing them in?

Okay so I'm sorry about the previous journal. I have done some thinking on my fa page and life in general. I think I finally understand what is wrong with me. My own self esteem is lower then the damn blue hole making me so damn quick to depression. So in order to do something about that. I'm going to try to be more social and be on more on discord and such. I'm also going to do some profile cleaning. Taking down characters I'm not going to be using anymore and gonna be trying to post some over due stories on some picture pieces I had gotten done a long time ago. So wish me luck and I hope everyone has a good day and now i just to fix up my discord now... but ill do that after im done with work

heres to hoping its going to be a good year for everyone. hope everyone is having a good new years so far

hope everyone is having a happy Christmas and Christmas eve

so as of late ive been feeling off. like a off that makes you feel really lethargic. they have encouraged me to be more social even if it brings me discomfort to do so and i really do want to be more social i just get crippling social anxiety that makes me think i messed something up and they dont want to talk to me again. but i wanted to let everyone know that im gonna be updating this profile majorly in a effort to be more outward as well as im gonna be separating from a few of my characters as i just dont think im gonna be using anymore

I had made some updates to the journal and had sprung for a few more slots for the image
So please give it a look over
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10676182/

so as the journal reads im gonna be taking down some of my characters. there gonna be put into scraps for about a week before going away. im trying to clean up my gallery so maybe they'll just stay in scraps but i dont know right now

i really am cursed on this month. it was going well until the last three days or so. was told my grandmother has Alzheimer's, was given news that my raise isn't going to take effect for three whole months as i wait for paperwork to be finished (it was only supposed to take three weeks) and now i need to spend 200 bucks on a goddamn camera that can record 24/7 because apparently i cant catch a break from asshole neighbors...... well hooray for my 24th year in hell

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10676182/
Just want to make a reminder for it. To see what time I should be posting these for future reference
. But I am really happy with the amount of people showing interest in it so I decided to do a few more characters for it

im going to be doing a profile overhaul and a character culling as i want to narrow down as i have lost interest in a good deal of them. im also going to be giving this profile a new look and try to be more social. i have been in a funk that i cant seem to shake off lately.

but this is also a reminder for the vista picture. im thinking of adding some details to it as well. only details for the pic such as if they want to add any details along the lines of body writing, bit marks, lashes and such
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10676182/

so im planning on doing a picture with vista with her being bound to a table and having her throat fucked and or having one of her holes pounded. i wanted to see how many people had interest with this idea. if it has enough interest there's a good chance im gonna be making this a small series. the only requirement is that your character has a penis large enough to make her throat or belly bulge (any type of penis is okay as long as your alright with it being enlarged)
i already have this pic commissioned and being worked on. im gonna be posting the sketch so that people can see whats happening in it
this is vista https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51118603/

UPDATE
So I decided to update the rules on this and what is going to be happening in the pic. It will now be either end. Her mouth or one of her holes.
But I also decided to do a certain amount of slots. Two being random, two being my choice and one for one of my own characters

For the raffle ones I wanted to try something extra for it. I'm wanting to get body writing on vista as well as signs of use and abuse (she loves that stuff) I was planning on also giving one additional entry for the raffle slots to anyone with suggestions on body writing,gear or stuff like that

So I'm going to be slowing done with commissions and such as i truly need to fix a myriad of problems with me and other stuff going on in life such as my depression as it has been flaring up the last few months and I have to go to a doctor to get something for it as it's clinical from what I've been told. But I'm gonna be reaching out to the people I wanted to do the looking for a character thing soon. I can finally get that damn ball rolling.

Aside from all that I'm going to be doing a art dump soon along with dumping some art and a profile clean up in general.
But thank you to anyone that reads this

okay with the previous images being in the works. one having been commissioned and another one soon to be put into process. i think im gonna try to make these a bit more common.

for this one im looking for a feminine character with a dick or a male character to dom one of my characters. im thinking its either going to be one of these gals or maybe a upcoming character if he can be made in time. for the idea of the image i was thinking of a rough banging with the character tied up in latex though im open for ideas for it. so once again here are the rules im footing the bill for the image. no hyper characters, they gotta fit after all (though i dont mind big) and leave your character in the comments below or send them over in a note

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51753607/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51118603/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30575550/

So I wanted to ask some questions to anyone that even reads this journal.

How the hell do I be more social? Like it's hard me to start a conversation. Whenever I try I start to type up something and when I'm halfway through or done typing it up and all of a sudden my brain is telling me don't send it. You might be interrupting something important. And sometimes it's hard for me to reply. Like my brain wants to not think of something to reply with like it just draws a blank.
I guess it doesn't help that most things in life are wearing me the hell down like my job. People keep on getting pissed off at me for not being able to do something for there problem when I wasn't the cause.


How do I decide on which characters to get rid of? I've been wanting to off load some characters and I just can't decide on who to off load thinking I'm gonna use them again soon. Which just does not happen

And finally I wanted to ask about the looking for a characters journals I've done twice now. Is there any characters you would like to see for the next one? Or should I just keep doing what I've been doing also the first image has been commissioned though I'm expecting that it's gonna be a while for progress to be shown for it.

But anyways. Thank you to anyone that reads this