Cause I'm not doing ponies or much of other animals
Pretty much just humans right now
I mean would that be alright to post?
Cause nobody is on here for humans lets be honest and most of you followed me for ponies
So i mean idk

yall are gonna b totally interested in this aight
thats a lie no you wont be but
this is just so hilarious to me
im now taking
lithium
pramipexole
N-Acetyl cysteine
magnesium oxide

i take .25 mg of pramipexole, 600mg of n-ace, and 250 mg of magnesium in the morning
then another 600mg and 250 mg of n-ace and mag at noon
then 600mg of lithium, .5 mg of pram, 600mg of n-ace, and 250mg of mag after dinner

theres
so many pills
my mom bought me one of those pills-for-the-week thing except its for twice a day
and my hands have been shaking like crazy
and it's just
so
funny

holy shit i just opened the magnesium bottle and these shits are huge
I JUST OPENED THE N-ACE AND FORGETABOUTIT these smell like BO too damn
fCUK I just held it to my nose and god i nearly threw up fucking HELL
this isn't funny anymore end me

cant tell if im getting worse or getting better
or if the stomach pain is from hunger or the pills?
never really feel like eating tho
ehhhhh-nyway
i'll probably maybe upload one of the things i've drawn soonish


lmao this wasnt important enough for a journal i just got tired of seeing my last one on my page

'Ey so I haven't really been drawing lately except for some stuff when I was feeling particularly anxious, so still going to be like, a long time on those requests and gifts (I don't think I owe any to anybody on here?). I've started going to therapy and have been for the past month once a week and today I've started medication. So much medications. I am drugged up. Woo!
So yes, requests gonna take a long time
prolly going to post some anxiety drawings every so often
i think i've forgotten how to draw ponies a bit?
i've just been doing like humanoids lately but whatever i'll still get those ponies to y'all eventually

hahah i just took something that could cause lasting damage to my skin this is fun i have sleeping pills literally this big [..........................]

I'm closing requests to catch up on all the drawings I have to do
which is
9 to 11 right now

And I'll be opening commissions afterward probably.

Hey, so I'm gonna be doing a livestream in an hour if you guys want to check it out. It's gonna be all ponies. .3.

apologies if i'm boring to watch
cause

i know i am :'D

doin' it here: https://picarto.tv/live/channel.php?watch=Edit

I GOT A HAMSTER A LITTLE HAMMIE A HAM HAM A LITTLE NIBBLE OH MY GOSH SHE IS ADORABLE
AN ADORABLE DWARF
SHE FRIKKIN RUNS TO MY HAND ALREADY
AND SHE LOVES THIS LITTLE FLOWERPOT THAT I HAVE THAT I'VE BEEN USING TO MOVE HER BETWEEN CAGE AND PLAYPEN LIKE SERIOUSLY SHE JUST GOES RIGHT INTO IT EVERY TIME ND IT'S ADORABLE AND SHE'S ADORABLE JUST OH MY GOSH
SO TINY
SO CUTE
JUST A LITTLE BALL
SHE SITS IN HER FOOD DISH TO EAT
AND CLIMBS HER CAGE
AND TUNNELS IN HER BEDDING
I KNOW THIS IS ALL TYPICAL BEHAVIOR EXCEPT THE HAND PART BUT SHE'S MINE SO IT'S SPECIAL
ALL OTHER HAMSTERS ARE NOW BASIC BITCHES COMPARED TO SCOUT OKAY

Well, I just got dumped Saturday night and the guy that dumped me was super supportive of my art and I drew a lot for him, so drawing bums me out a little now, so that's why I haven't finished any requests since then. Might take me a while, sorry.

Been kinda busy/lazy
So haven't been on FA
Turned eighteen
Started college
Been Minecrafting
Got a boyfriend
Dad moved to Seattle
Have not done requests I promised and now I don't remember them and the people that asked for them probably don't remember so I'unno I still feel lazy but I might be starting to post again and BLAAAGH.

Okay, done nonsensically rambling.
All the pending requests I have, sorry, but I'm cancelling them unless I get a message with the information for it saying you still want it done. I think that's kinda fair, if bitchy of me. Sorry. I think I might still be accepting requests? But I'unno, I think it'd have to be something I'd want to do.