1. Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed? Open. One less step in the morning
2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? Depends on how well it works and the scent
3. Have you ever ‘done it’ in a hotel room? Use your imagination
4. Where is your next vacation? Germany
5. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? No, I almost stole one for my boss
6. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? Yes...
7. Do you have a calendar in your room? Yup. Angry Birds
8. Where are you? In my room
9. What’s your plan for the day? Woooork
10. Are you reading any books right now? A Game of Thrones
11. What fandoms are you part of? Not very many...
12. Who is your OTP? James Raynor and Sarah Kerrigan. You just can't help but root for the good guy
13. Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing? Sometimes. Depends how tired I am
14. Do you chew your pens and pencils? not really
15. What is your “Song of the Week”? No idea
16. Is it okay for guys to wear pink? If it looks ok on them
17. Do you still watch cartoons? Yup...
18. Whats your favorite love movie? Um....Wut?
19. What do you drink with dinner? Pop
20. What do you dip Chicken Nuggets in? Nothing, I like them plain
21. Something I fantasise about? Relaxing!
22. What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Lion King.
23. Last person you hugged/kissed? Grael
24. What are your favourite smells? Grael's jacket
25. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? No, and I'm sure ratings would go down at that point
26. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? My friend back in college
27. Can you change the oil on a car? Nope...
28. Ever gotten a speeding ticket? Yes...
29. What do you normally order in a bar/pub? Food.
30. Favorite kind of sandwich? Grilled cheese.
31. Best thing to eat for breakfast? Whatever the heck I'm craving
32. What is your usual bedtime? 7am
33. Post a screenshot of your tumblr dash: I don't have a tumblr
34. Post a screenshot of your facebook newsfeed: My friends wouldn't appreciate that
35. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? Nope
36. Which are better, legos or lincoln logs? LEGOS
37. Are you stubborn? No
38. What did your last text read? "Love Leonard" (Stupid fat whale cat)
39. Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex? My mom!
40. Afraid of heights? A little
41. Sing in the car? Every now and then
42. Dance in the shower? That would be dangerous
43. Dance in the car? Worse
44. Ever used a gun? Yup, it was fun
45. Do you think musicals are cheesy? I think that's the point
46. Is Christmas stressful? Yes, because I'm probably working
47. What is your sexuality? I don't know...
48. Major annoyance right now? I want a better manager!
49. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? champion show jumper
50. Do you believe in ghosts? Well there's gotta be a reason why I can't find my book
51. Ever have a deja-vu feeling? Nope
52. Do you take a vitamin daily? NOpe
53.Wear slippers? nah
54. Can I touch my nose with a tounge? nope.
55. What do you wear to bed? shirt
56. Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart? WalMart
57. Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t? No
58. Cheetos Or Fritos? cheetos
59. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? PEANUTS
60. Would you ever use a dating site? About that...I want someone to make a profile for me just to see what kinda people I end up with
61. Ever taken karate? Nope
62. Favorite season? Winter
63. Can you curl your tongue? Yes.
64. Ever won a spelling bee? Never participated, but at least I would be able to compete in one in this day and age. Can people not spell anymore? F-R-U-S-T-R-A-T-I-O-N
65. Ever cried because you were so happy? When my brother got married, then my sister
66. Own any record albums? No.
67. Are you allergic to anything? A lot of things
68. Regularly burn incense? That involves work
69. Ever been in love? Yes
70. Did you brush your teeth this morning? Yes.
71. Tea or coffee? Ice Capp
72. Favorite kind of cookie? Peanut Butter
73.Can you swim well? Nope, like a dog
74. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? My dad Jim
75. Zodiac sign? Horse
76. Ever won a contest? Yes!
77. Ever had plastic surgery? No.
78. Which are better black or green olives? I hate olives
79. Describe your dream date: First, it has to be a decent temperature, preferably raining. Winter, I would like to skate...that never happens anymore. Horseback riding would be great...if I don't nearly die near them. Hot springs would be nice. Or a day at the spa. Mmm, dinner...whatever the heck I'm craving. Then curling up and watching a movie then to bed
80. Wash room or bathroom? Washroom
81. Do you want to get married? I honestly would...
82. Who was your High School crush? Cocky guy
83. Do you like to play board games? Sometimes
84. Are you fond of romantic novels? No!
85. Last movie you saw in theatre? Iron Man 3
86. What was your favorite cartoon growing up? Pepper Ann
87. Do you miss anyone right now? Grael
88. Who do you want to see right now? Grael

1. Did you wake up cranky? I always do

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Um...hmm, it`s pushing it

3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Boys, so much easier sometimes...

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? I have to at work

5. Can you commit to one person? Sure, why not?

6. How do you look right now? Hmm...like a leper

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? My PJs

8. How often do you listen to music? On the way to work, during work

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014? Probably

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Antisocial

12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? *silence* Fangirl in me is computing something...more...savoury

13. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Depends on for what. everyone has a breaking point

14. Can you drive a stick shift? Yup

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Depends on who's talking

16. Are you going out of town soon? Nah

17. When was the last time you cried? Last week

18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Actually, yes

19. If you could change your eye color, would you? Red would be cool

20. Name something you have to do tomorrow? work

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. did they really have to overbook my day...again...to that extent?!

22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Yes

23. Are you nice to everyone? fuck no

24. What are you sitting on right now? my bed

25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Yup

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yup

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Grael

28. Do you get a lot of colds? Not as bad as my co workers

29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? I blame the dog...(seriously)

30. Does anyone hate you? yup

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? No

32. Do you like watching scary movies? Sometimes

33. Are you a jealous person? I am a woman

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? Hmm...Jr High

35. Did you have a dream last night? Yes...I forgot what it was though

36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? No

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? That's kind of a scary thought

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Everyone has feelings for me...it just depends if they're good or not

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? At this hour?!

40. Did you have a good day yesterday? Fuck no

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Yup

42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Er...no

43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Cuddling...I'm cold

44. What’s the best part about school? Peaceful lunch break

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Too many

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? Yes...many

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Sadly, yes

48. Were you single over the last summer? Nope

49. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Sleep would be nice

50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? ...Nope

A – Accidents

01. Have you ever been in a car accident? Yes
02. Do you have a lot of scars? Yes...damn cats
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? Nope, we call those cat fights
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? Hmm...not really
05. Have you ever had stitches? Where? No, staples are technically different

B – Beauty

06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? Fuck no!
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? Pfft, no. It takes too much work
08. Do you put on a lot of makeup? That takes even more work!
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? A little lipo was in consideration until I learned about fot embolisms
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful? Badassery

C – Consequences

11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for? a month
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? Abort the damn thing.
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? No...
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? Oh...there's a lot I can think of and would rather not
15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end? Hmm...well, none I can think of

D – Dealing

16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? ...I don't...until it hits a breaking point
17. Name a time when you had to be strong. To be weak is also to be strong...ain't it?
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? Any kind of abuse at home? No and yes...what do you expect? I'm fucking Asian!
19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react? I had my group of friends.
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it. I didn't...

E – Experience

21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? er...well...this is a furry site so the question is legit...
22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all? Heck no.
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? Life has been easy enough.
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? Yeah, just too lazy
25. How old do you act? *Thinks of her boss* well, not 14...

F – Family

26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why? Most of them. They don't like me, and I sure as hell don't like them.
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? Family...to an extent.
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? no
29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them? Yes and of course I'm jealous of them. I'm no lawyer, I'm no pharmacist. I haven't even graduated from university. My job is thankless at times. I get more thanks at work for my job and abilities than I do from my family.
30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members? never

G – Growing

31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were? 5'5. I wish I were at least 5'8
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? No
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? I act childish. It's better
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50? It's scaring me now thinking of the joint pains
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? I always do

H – Hope

36. Love – real or not? Real
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist? Pessimist
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? Both. Everything happens for a reason...sometimes because of our actions
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive? Nah, too much trouble
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying? My cat.

I – Issues

41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? Yes
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? Guess you could say that...
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? Not really
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? You're always alone in this world.
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? Often enough

J – Jokes

46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke) Hello Kitty
47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around? I make people laugh
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? No, I choke!
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day! Recently, probably the recent pranks I played on two vets. It involved Caina
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? Of course

K – Knowledge

51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends? To be a pain in the ass
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? Dumb
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever? 90 some...I think
54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher? I don't do this school thing anymore
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? emergency medicine

L – Love

56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before? Yeah
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? sometimes
58. Is love worth it? Yeah
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months? It's a wonderful thing called the Twilight Effect...Bring out the Shovelfaces
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? It usually takes food and commitment

M – Money

61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? Yes...
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? Average.
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to? Done that
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? Money...because I ain't getting any kids!
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? 7

N – Naughty

66. Are you a virgin? No
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with? ...No. Wait...the question just made me...and I am currently very scarred
68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that? Yes...and I think keeping my mouth shut is the better plan
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more? Mmm, if I told myself to do better in school...I totally wouldn't have.
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can’t say both! Nicer

O – Openness

71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? A long time...*Is clearly the only person in the clinic who avoids the new manager like the plague and yet the new manager insists on following her*
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? Obviously, a heck of a long time *Is STILL avoiding the manager*
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? Well, yeah!
74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually? Meh, why not?
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them? Um...what's a good analogy...*Thinks of a border patrol*

P – Positive

76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times? I'd rather blot the whole thing outta my mind
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? I think...
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be? pessimistic and pessimistic
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? No
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please exlain what it was: ...no

Q – Questions

81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? Figure it out myself.
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation? No, not really. I'm sure someone will figure out the answer
83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be? No, the government is not turthful. For the Prime Minister (as we are in Canada), lower our god damn taxes or do something useful with our money rather than go to kindergarten in a green room
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? Let it go...so much easier
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? How do I lose this belly?

R – Respect

86. How do you show respect? By not being an ass
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? Be an ass
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? Not if they're an ass
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? smack across the face
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? Mean back. (or just turn my phone on silent)

S – School

91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into? None
92. When will you graduate high school/college? Already did that
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? Already messed that up
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? I hated it until college
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? suspended...yes

T – Temptation

96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? Of course...
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? Drink...yes and boy did both of us regret it!
98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it? Yes...I was hungry dammit and the cravings!
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love? What did you end up doing? ...no eww
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? Oh, I give into temptation...

U – Unique

102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? Sometimes.
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? I'm confined to scrubs...
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? Nope
105. What makes you different from people your age? I'm furry

V – Value

106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room? It's gotta be the suit
107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people? My life
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you? Um...my cat
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? my phone because it will be in reach
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? Depends

W – Wishes

111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? More wishes, money, boss that doesn't have the mood swings of a prego 14 year old with bipolar disorder who just got ditched by her shovelface.
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones? Myself. I'm pretty miserable atm so, my loved ones can take care of themselves
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? I wish to retire now, is that going to happen?
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish? Yes...damn c-section...
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen? It's fun to dream

Y – You

121. Are you more independent or social? Independent
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? Your face
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? Fuck no.
124. Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life? A little bit of both. I'm born with nightowlism.
125. Do you think people are generally good ? Neutral

Z – Zest

126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? Obviously not.
127. Do you go on FacebookCraze.com to get facebook survey’s and quizzes like this one? surprisingly, yes
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? Scared
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? Not really
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? Sleep and food

These questions will get rather deep and personal, can you take it?
Maybe

1:Could you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
Um...no...

2:Was the last person you hugged a male or female?
Male

3:Is your hair clean?
Yup, surprisingly

4:How many piercings do you have?
None

5:What is the last beverage you had?
Root Beer. Did you know they don't have root beer in Ireland...and apparently, root beer tastes like their toothpaste

6:What are you listening to right now?
My dad's sitcom

7:If you were upset, who is the first girl you'd go to ?
Probably Kin

8:Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Fuck no. Whoever thought it'd be a good idea to stuff legs into something the size of a ferret burrow should be shot

9:What did you do Friday night?
Work

10:What are you going to spend money on next?
Probably some pop

11:Who was the last person you talked to over IM on Facebook?
Uh...Jeff!

12:Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Oh yes...*sigh* good times

13:What does your last text say?
"Okies. good night hun. Love you"

14:If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Yes, of course

15:Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Easy peasy japanesey

16:Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
Nah

17:If you rented an apartment, would you rather be on the top or bottom floor?
top, no annoying noise from up top

18:Is the last person you hugged older than you?
Nope

19:Do you drink coffee?
If I need it

20:When you say you care do you mean it?
fuck no. I can't care about someone who's yelling their head off at me.

21:When meeting someone new, are you afraid they won't like you?
I honestly stopped caring and to save a few steps, just assume they hate me. It's so much easier

22:Do you regret anything that you’ve done in your past?
Pfft. Who doesn't

23:Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
Yes...Ok, I get life issues, I get stress but how come you get an extra hour's break to smoke and I don't get that to play on my DS?

25:Ever tasted your own tears?
Meh...could be better

26:Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
wal mart

27:Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
not really...

28:Are promises important to you?
Meh, they always end up broken anyways

29:How often do you cry?
too much

30:Are you optimistic?
You honestly need to ask this?

31:When you're getting ready for something, do you listen to music?
No...it's roll out of bed, shower, climb into bed, eat, climb into bed, go to work

32:Kissed someone whose name started with an J?
nope

34:Are you wearing any makeup?
Nope ^^

35:What are you wearing right now?
PJS

36:Has anyone told you they don't ever wanna lose you?
Yup,

37:Is it possible to be single and happy?
Why yes!

38:Are you shy?
Sometimes. Most times I'm just a bitch

39:Do you think age matters in relationships?
To an extent...

40:Do you think you've changed over the past year?
Yeah, I'm more of a grump

41:Are your fingernails painted?
Nope

42:Do you tend to make things complicated?
Well, I AM a woman!

43:Would you rather someone lie to protect you or be honest and hurt you?
Um...they both suck

44:When was the last time you completely broke down?
I forgot, recently

45:Describe your best friend of the opposite sex in one word:
*insert flatline beep*

46:Do you have enemies?
Pfft, Bitch like me, heck yeah

47:Is there anyone who will always have a place in your heart?
Of course

48: Your recent ex REALLY needs you late at night, would you go?
Oh no no no, you don't understand...>>I<< will need him at night. I mean, the nice juicy meaty melt in your mouth no commitment fling. Over a bed of rice and...fuck it...I need him...I'm making myself a steak!

49:Do you get nervous around your crush?
No

50:Do you have any chairs in your bedroom?
Just a desk chair

51:Are you close to your siblings?
Nope, age difference fixed that

53:What color shirt are you wearing?
Blue

54:What was your last mistake?
Breathing in nasty dog hair...*Vomits*

55:Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
Marty Pie!

56:If you could change the last person you kissed with anyone in the world, who would it be?
no one

57:Could things possibly get any better?
Oh god yes

58:Has there been anyone particular on your mind at all today?
Not really

59:Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Nope

60:Can you see a cat from where you're sitting?
When did he get there?! why is he sleeping? D'awwwwww

61:Is it hard to be taller then you?
Heck no. I'm ASIAN!

62:Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Oh, everyone has feelings for everyone

63:Do you feel the same?
Probably

64:Last person you shared food with?
Grael..."Shared" ie I hogged most of the popcorn

65:Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?
angry

67:Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
No

68:How late did you stay up last night?
midnight

69:Is anyone on your bad side?
A lot of people

70:Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
No

71:Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
Sure, why not?

72:Name of the last person you texted?
Ulu

73:How do you feel about your hair right now?
It's fine

75:Who was the last person to make fun of you jokingly ?
Justin

76:What are you doing tomorrow night?
Wooorking

77:What is bothering you right now?
This stomach ache

78:Lose a best friend lately?
Nah

79:Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
I always have feelings for anybody...are they good...no

79:What's on your bed right now?
blanket, sheet, pillow, lizard

80:Are you usually wide awake in the morning?
Oh fuck no...

THREE WAYS I AM STILL A KID
1. I still love my plushies
2. I do enjoy reading some kid's books
3. Those darn Angry Birds!

THREE WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD
1. *Flexes her shoulder*
2. You're as old as you feel...I feel bloody ancient
3. When your childhood memories end up in a museum or Teletoon Retro...frick

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO
1. Watch Jurassic Park 3D
2. Build something with Grael
3. Play with Lego...

THREE WAYS THAT I’M A STEREOTYPICAL “BOY”
1. *Farts*
2. *Burps*
3. *Scratch Ass*

THREE WAYS THAT I’M A STEREOTYPICAL “GIRL”
1. Drama drama drama
2. CAT FIGHT!
3. OMG! FREAK OUT!

THREE NEW THINGS I WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. Build something Lego
2. Some cool car trick
3. Ride a motorcycle

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF
1. At least I have half a brain
2. At least my grammar/spelling is decent...provided I'm not rushing through my texts
3. I can half ass prioritize

THREE THINGS I STRONGLY DISLIKE ABOUT MYSELF
1. Chronically lazy
2. Snap crackle pop goes my shoulder
3. This insomnia really sucks

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. Spiders
2. Failure
3. Being cornered by a large dog that was ready to eat my face off. Fuck, I wish that thing was euthanized

THREE OF MY EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. Phone
2. Wallet
3. Keys

THREE CHARACTERISTICS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX (OR SAME) THAT APPEAL TO ME
1. Skinny
2. Sweet
3. Cuddly

THREE THINGS I JUST CAN’T DO
1. Keep a straight face while watching these Honest Trailers
2. Fly
3. OMFG...I can't stop laughing that these videos!

THREE CAREERS I’M CONSIDERING
1. Assassin
2. Stay at home wife that mooches
3 Starving Artist

Well, I finally just got back from my first night of work after vacation. Thank god it wasn't too hectic. Vacation was fun and much needed. I was looking forward to this and heck, after the stressful few months at work and the stressful coming month, I need something.

Wednesday...Well because of a "recommended" (*Cough cough*mandatory*Cough cough*) CE lecture, it looks like I got stuck an extra day at home. Not too bad as I found out that Grael's bitch aunt and retarded little cousin was hanging out for the afternoon/evening at his place. I was quite disappointed that they weren't staying the night. Come on, revenge is a dish best served cold. After that one time they kept us up then the retarded cousin woke me up early the next morning, I was quite ready to give them a taste of their own medicine. Imagine "Another One Bites the Dust" in a voice that can make even the most tone deaf person cringe. Heck yeah.
The CE itself was good. I surprised my boss by going at she didn't notice my name on the list. After the CE it was off to the halfway point to pick up Cruger's head.
Well, I was hoping it'd be a quick detour. Go to the guy's place, get the head, toss it in the boot, continue on...Nope. I walk in, got told it would be a few minutes. Something about teeth needing to be cured...then cooled...then insert another 45 min wait. By this time I was getting quite cross as I had planned hoped to get some sleep. Turns out the guy was putting more stuffing into the head which needed a bit of time. Great...finally he comes back up, we toss the darn thing into the boot and I get going.
By this time, I'm noticing I'm rather tired. After belting out a few songs on my iPod, nothing seemed to be keeping me up. My boss texted me as I was leaving the halfway town. For once, I was glad she texted me. At least that kept me up...until she stopped and went to bed. By then, I was getting desperate so, I reached over and grabbed some American Excedrin. Took that, gulped down the remainder of my iced tea and grimaced. No sleep for me tonight, and I was 45 min away from my destination.
I arrive at Grael's place, unceremoniously toss the head in the box and attempted to sleep...which obviously didn't work.
All too soon, it was time to get up. Sadly, caffeine has a bit of a short stimulant effect before it gives you a kick in the ass. Apparently, one minute I was hyper and talking, the next, I was out like a light.

I guess this classifies as Thursday...the airport was a painful affair when you're sleep deprived. We got breakfast at the airport and went on to board the plane. Luckily, I fell asleep shortly after take off. We made it to Denver and had lunch...or everyone else did. I ordered a chicken quesadilla, had it served to me, looked at it, took a nibble and felt quite ill. The meal itself was fine, but I felt sick as a dog. We continued on where I fell asleep promptly...until I woke up with a massive headache, the sound of a loud engine and the yakking of some loudmouth chatterboxes behind me. Fortunately, Grael secured a couple of pairs of earplugs before I made it onto national news after murdering two passengers on a random flight to Atlanta. We touched down in Atlanta, got our luggage, got the rental car and went to the hotel.
Grael and I hit registration, the tail end of opening ceremonies and grabbed Shen and Nisu and went to dinner. Dinner was ok, all I really wanted was a steak to chew on. We went to wal mart after to grab some supplies. Then bed time. First, I went to the Artist Alley. Ordered myself a badge and continued on my way.

Friday...World of Coca Cola. This was actually kinda cool. While Shen kept expecting oompa loompas, I kept expecting one of the boys to get lost and find out that the secret formula for coke was indeed alien piss. The Taste it room at the end of everything was awesome. If I ever find the need to vomit something quickly, I'll remember to drink a swig of Beverly. One sip of that disgusting brew made me instantly vomit. After Shen and I drank that, we both looked at each other thinking "What the hell?! GROSS"
I explored the Artist Alley and Dealers Den as well. After a bit more shopping, dragging Grael to see the Tabletop Creatures, we were happy. I put on the suit, only lasted a few minutes in that since it was so hot and went onto dinner. Durango's Steakhouse had crappy service but good food. I give, I'd rather that than good service and crappy food. After a snarky remark to the waiter, we at least got dessert promptly. Mmm Fried Ice Cream. Once we got back, I suited up a bit more and we headed back up.

Saturday...Ok, maybe staying up til 2am was not a good idea. Sorry Shen! We missed the boat for the Furshoot but made it for the parade. Fortunately, they decided to have the pictures first. Unfortunately, they really...REALLY sucked at organizing that. Ok, seriously, you pack a large number of suiters like sardine cans, we're not gonna be happy. Well, that was the least of my worries as I just said screw it and took my head off. Well, I did not expect how offended people would be when I did that. Yeah, I know, not a pretty face under that head. And yes, I know I'm "ruining the magic"...What magic?! Fortunately, after I took my head off, a few people started following suit. After enough time of waiting, the parade went on...and on...and on...and on. By the time it got to my time, I was fed up and just wanted to get the thing over with so I would cool down. Ok...two people in front of me, step out of the way if you're gonna be slow and wave at the cameras, some people want to lop the head off.
After that affair was done with, I forgot what happened. I think we went out to get Chick Fil A to satisfy my craving. Yes, I know there was controversy with the thing. That's why I wanted to eat there. Not surprisingly, we did get chewed out by a furry for being in line there.
We returned to the con and looked around the Dealers Den more. Here, we got a couple's badge. I finally got someone to print the decal for Caina...kinda. He needed to take the project home because it was apparently too complicated...poor guy nearly cried.

Sunday...Up and at' em early for the Furshoot. We finished that, I cleaned myself up a bit and finally met an old friend of mine. I do have to say, it's hard to believe that a simple child's game has gotten this far. I mean, 6-7 years of talking and playing with this guy online and finally, we meet face to face at last. Scarier still, he wasn't the first of our little group for me to meet. Yup, it was a surreal experience, just thinking about this encounter and the previous one a year and a half ago, still blows my mind. We chatted for an hour before he had to leave.
Then breakfast...yeah, that soup that went with the biscuits...it wasn't actually an abnormally heavy soup...Oh god, my poor stomach.
The Aquarium was the next stop. OMG! The Stingrays were SO CUTE! I wanna take one home and keep it and cuddle it and squish it forever! And no, I had never touched a stingray before...the ones in Calgary all kicked the bucket before we had the chance. And the hammerhead was cute too but not as adorable as the stingray! Ok, we checked out the rest of the aquarium. I'm gonna have to say...it beats Vancouver's hands down. The Oceans exhibit was amazing and I could've spent hours in there. The frogs were cool, but I could not stand the screaming kids.
Afterwards, it was time to grab a hot dog and relax. While we were grabbing our drinks I couldn't help but remark at the Canada Dry ginger ale hiding in an inconspicuous spot. Then I got hushed by the vendor reminding me I was right by coke central.
Closing ceremonies was ok. Then it was time to relax then head to the Hard Rock Cafe. Good times, good music, good scenery. Out of curiosity, Grael and I discovered the 72nd floor of the hotel, the look out point. It was breath taking. I still loved that darn coke bottle that filled and emptied.

Monday...Natural History Museum. It was so cool getting to look at all the specimens, the taxiderm arts. Some of those exhibits were just so well done!
Then the flight home. That was a mess. First flight, they seemed quite intent on taking Nisu's "large" carry on. Eventually, we just gave in...bleh. First the flight itself was late, then a few other delays, that was a mess. Seriously, her thing was smaller than my backpack! The next flight was better. Good in flight movie. Mmm Life of Pi.

Only complaint about the flights other than the loud engine noise...you guys could've at least given us some complimentary airplane peanuts or snack mixes with those drinks here!

Well, since I'm working on settling my stomach after eating too much too fast (it happens when your lunch is gulp down some soup quickly and get back into surgery) I'll just do a meme

1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? What's your name?
Hey you!

2. How tall are you?
5'5

3. Natural hair color?
black

4. What about eye color?
Brown

5. What orientation are you?
Straight

6. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Taken

7. What do you do in your spare time?
Sleep and eat. Once in awhile I'll game or read.

8. What's your job?
Vet tech

9. What's one thing you like about yourself?
When I get that flash of brilliance, I'm awesome

10. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
My skin and allergies

11. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
That I'm weird

12. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
Hmm, nothing really. I do believe in karma though

13. Do you drink?
Not really. Only when I'm extremely stressed

14. Do you smoke?
No way

15. What are your fears?
Failure

16. What are your dreams/goals?
Be happy

17. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
crushes, yes

18. Who's your best bud?
no idea, I don't really hang out with people that much. Probably my cat though

19. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Chips and popcorn

20. Favorite drink?
Whatever I'm craving. Currently, it's root beer

21. Favorite color?
blue

22. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Control time. I just don't have enough to do everything

23. Favorite movie?
Up is cute

24. Least favorite food?
Most seafood.

25. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Something to get me super high.

26. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I want Golf-Falia!

27. Most disliked bug?
Spiders

28. Most hated pet peeves?
ATM, the lazy ass smokers. Seriously, we're swamped, busy, I'm running my tail off and what do I hear? "Going to go for a smoke!" Dude...I have a dying patient to deal with and you have your shit to do that you're dumping onto me because you need a bloody SMOKE?! Ok, cool, but why do you still get an hour's lunch? Fuck it, next time it's busy I'm gonna say "Going to go play on my DS for 15 minutes" and see how you like it...bitch

29. Dislike in life?
Hmm...what did I just rant about? Oh what the hell? How horrid can parents be to not notice their kids luring 4 dogs with treats just to pour boiling water on them, causing severe burns? Apparently, they exist. Now, if you don't mind, I'm gonna listen to Brocket 99

30. Most annoying?
...Well, another rant eh? Just because you're a farmer, country girl/boy, survivalist, does not mean you get mad at the city vets ripping you off when your cat/dog goes into kidney/liver failure because you decided to give it baby tylenol/advil because apparently it can't hurt the pet, right, because it's BABY!
Or, yes, I know you had cats/dogs all your life. That does not mean I'm going to suddenly switch diets from Healthy Advantage to Blue Buffalo or Whiskas. $1500 for an unblock on Whiskas. (Oh, but I've owned so many cats and never had a problem), Well, then you've been lucky, I'm still not risking it. For Blue Buffalo, "chicken by product meal? Like OMG!" Look it up, you dolts. Seriously, what the hell are you putting on the BBQ grill? Hot dog wieners?! OMFG! By product is really not much different than dim sum or hot dogs. And yay, my dog can enjoy a high protein diet like his ancestors did...along with kidney failure!
When you love them like family, you wanna feed them like family, that's why I feed them Healthy Advantage...ok that so did not work...but hey, look at my cat's floofy soft coat...purrrrfect

31. Most disliked TV show?
toddlers and tiaras. Crying kids+shallow bitches. Nuff said.


Well, that was a relief to get off my chest...

When's the last time you said you were sorry?
Yesterday, I didn't actually mean it


What do you consider a waste of time?
Those moments I'm stuck on the phone with the client who goes from talking about their pet to talking about their sister's pet, then their dad's pet then their mother in law's pet, then some distant relative's pet.


What's your current mood?
Tired


How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
8 usually, but I sleep more most of the time


What's the first thing you did when you woke up this morning?
Groan


How often do you take pain medication?
More often than I should

Do you sleep with socks on?
Nope


Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
Nope, why would I have a conversation then?


Think back to the last person you held hands with, have you kissed them?
Yep


What is something you like to do when you're down?
Game


Do you open up to a lot of people?
Nope


Who do you have texts from?
Kin, Ulu, Grael, Hida


What are you doing other than this?
I was playing Pokemon Conquest



Is your second friend on your top special to you?
Eh?


How did you sleep last night?
Decent



What is the last thing you ate?
Vietnamese Wraps


Do you believe that if you want something bad enough, you' ll get it?
No...


Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
It's before 7am now


Favorite Gatorade flavor?
Orange



Did your last outing involve the police?
Kinda. We stuffed one too many people into a Ford Fiesta. Lucky the cop was too busy focused on the Timmies. Lesson learned: next time, take the Smart Car


When was the last time you were grounded?
no idea

What kind of cookie do you like the most?
Peanut butter


What last made you laugh?
A coworker

What's the last movie you watched?

Hmm...Brave, maybe

Is it easy to make you angry?

Yup...it is nowadays.

Do you sing a lot?
Heck no


What do you wish you had more of?
$$$$$$


Don't you hate when people "typ3 liik3 diis"?
Yup


What is the BEST type of weather?
Rain...if it wasn't Alberta...We really can't drive in the rain


What's the best day of the week?
There is none


What is on your to do list today?
Work, work, ugh

Three things you're wearing?
Underwear, glasses, shirt


What is one thing you CANNOT leave home without?
phone, keys, wallet


If you had 15 beers you would be:
dead

Do you like it when it snows?
if I'm on the road alone

Are your ears pierced?
nope


Do you like your bed?
Of course


This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Still the same person


Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
Yup



Ever liked someone older than you?
Yep


Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
Nope


What are you excited about this weekend?
Finally being off work


What were you doing at 9 am this morning?
Sleeping..


Are you a jealous person?
Yup, very


Are you happy with life?
Not really


Who is usually the last person you text at night?
Grael

Last time you felt bad about something?
Seems to be the trend nowadays


Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Reasonable


What are you most looking forward to in the next 5 months?
vacation!

Who is the last person to send you a message on myspace?
who uses MySpace nowadays?

Hold hands with anyone last night?
Nope


Is anything wrong?
A lot of things


Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Yup...


If you were in the hospital on life support, would the last person you kissed come to see you?
I would hope son


Have you ever tried to break someone's heart on purpose?
No


Are you currently frustrated with anyone or anything?
Of course


Have you ever been called Prince/Princess?̴
Yup


When was the last time you slept at someone else's house?
Yup, regularly enough


Are you a bad influence?
Not really


When was the last time you went shopping?
A few days ago

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Maybe


Are you wrapped in a blanket?
Yup


Do you always answer your phone?
No way


How's your temper?
Short short short nowadays


Small or big dogs?
Medium


Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Nope


Is there someone you wish you could be spending your time with right now?
Grael


Have you been to the movies in the last five days?
Nope


How was your day?
Crappy, as always


Will tomorrow be better than today?
HECK NO!


Who was last to cook for you?
My mom


How did you wake up this morning?
damn alarm clock


What's the last pill you took?
Glucosamine


Have you ever NOT been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yup, many times


Do you hate being alone?
Nah

What did you do on your last birthday and in detail?
Work



Are you wearing a sports shirt?
Nope



How much longer until your birthday?
A long long time


So how are you?
23


Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yup, used to regularly at my old place since the door knob was broken


Morning or Night person?
Night


Do you drink enough water?
No way


What's your favorite fruit?
Hmm, none really


Ok, I am starting to get really annoyed by this idiot trying to call me (wrong number). This is the trend tonight as I've had one person send texts to me thinking I was a dude. And now I got someone from Sask. calling me constantly. You would think he'd get it after the 3rd time I didn't answer.

What is the time? 3:48am
Where is your cell phone? On the floor
Your hair? Wet
Your father? Sleeping
Your favorite thing? Food
Your dream last night? Work...
Your favorite drink? depends. I have cravings and moods.
Your dream/goal? A nice peaceful week or month or some extended period of time
The room you are in? Bedroom
Your fear? Failure
Where do you want to be in 6 years? Happy
Muffins? Meh
One of your wish list items? vacation
Where you grew up? Calgary
The last thing you did? A nice bath
What are you wearing? PJs
Your TV? No idea...it functions
Your pets? A cat...who everyone says is meant for me.
Your computer? HP Laptop...It's somewhere around here...G61?
Your life? Exhausting. According to a med school student's psychiatry sheet, I'm not suicidal at least...but why would you ask "Were your attempts at suicide by lethal methods?"
Your mood? Exhausted...
Missing someone? Yes
Your car? Awesomeness
Favorite store? Walmart-one stop wonder
Your summer? Not too bad
Your favorite color(s)? Blue
When is the last time you laughed? Today
Last time you cried? Earlier today
Three people who email me? My brother, Work, Vet sites
Three of my favorite foods? Steak, potatoes, Schnitzel
Three places I would rather be right now? Eating some cheesy mashed potatoes
Three people I think will respond? No one

100 TRUTHS:
001. Real name? Awesome McCool
002. Nickname(s): Caina
003. Age: 23
004. Zodiac sign? Pieces
005. Male or female? Female
006. Elementary? It sucked...
007. Middle School? It sucked more
008. High School? It sucked less
009. College? It was fun
010. Hair color: Black
011. Long or short Hair? Medium
012. Loud or Quiet? Loud
013. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans
014. Phone or Camera? Both
015. Health freak? Heck no
016. Drink or Smoke? I drink occassionally
017. Do you have a crush on someone? My Teddy Dragon!
018. Eat or Drink? All of the things!
019. Piercings? None
020. Tattoos? None, keep thinking I'd get one but...what?
021. Work at: an emergency vet clinic
022. Single or relationship? Relationship

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing: My knees into a sharp rock
024. First best friend: A wench
025. First award: Most Improved Band Student
026. First crush: Sometime in Jr High
027. First pet: fishes or a budgie
030. First big birthday: Eh?

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating: Nothing but cooking up mashed potatoes and chicken
050. Drinking: Pepsi
052. I'm about to: Cook up that chicken
053. Listening to: the fan
054. Plans for today: Call my brother, work
055. Waiting for: Food
056. Looking forward to: Vacation time
057. Loving: Cruggy

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? No way
059. Want to get married? Thought about it...then saw the pricetag
060. Careers in mind? I'm ok now where I am, but I need some better management here

WHICH IS BETTER?
068. Lips or eyes? Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous? Both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms? Nice stomach
074. Sensitive or loud? Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship?: Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant? Hesitant
077. Skinny or muscular? Skinny

HAVE YOU EVER:
078. Been in love? Yes
079. Cheated on someone? No
080. Lost glasses/contacts? Yup...found them two days later
081. Ran away from home? Nope
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense? No
083. Killed somebody? No
084. Broken someone's heart? Maybe
085. Been arrested? No
087. Cried when someone died? Yes
088. Kissed someone when not in a relationship? Family

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself? Sometimes
090. Miracles? Yes
091. Love at first sight? with food items
092. Heaven? Yes
093. Santa Claus? That's my brother
094. Sex on the first date? No
095. Kissing on the first date? Why not?
096. Tooth fairy? that would be my mom

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? Nope
099. Do you believe in God? No

So, I could see how badly I could butcher this one too!

1. Are you single or taken?
Taken

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Chocolate. Stig will eat flowers and at least chocolate toxicity is easier to treat than lilies.

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Work a day shift...shit, I didn't do callbacks

4. Do you LIKE like someone?
You like, like asking question like a like ditz?

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Cruger and a cupcake...I made quite a mess with the cupcake

6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?
Well, pfft, I ended up spending it with my coworkers.

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
No, my birthday's next week

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Pfft, no

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Dear Cruggy,

Feed me.

Love Caina.

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
No, because that thing is bloody creepy. It's a naked flying baby into voyeurism.

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Yeah, they felt sorry for me...

12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
No...can you imagine? "Dear Kin, http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_jp-Y_pSuj.....07404.jpg";

13. Do you like candy hearts?
The gummy kinds

14. What is something you got last Valentines?
Flowers

15. Is Valentines depressing?
no...depressing isn't the word...apomorphine/emetic comes to mind.

16. How is your love life?
Meh...need sleep

17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
No, but it wouldn't be too bad...discount Valentines is in a few hours!

18. How many roses would you want to receive?
1, only to realize it would be eaten...or I'd be picking thorns out of a cat.

19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
Yup...poor bugger

20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?
Pfft, no. I'm always working. And this year they put all the night shift people on days. A black hole formed in the middle of treatment

21. Who was your last Valentine from?
I would say Cruger. However the "I appreciate you" valentine wish from Hida was appreciated.

22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
Cruger,

23. Who would you most like to receive a Valentine from?
Anyone is welcome to give me a valentine.

24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
none

25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
a few years

26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single day?
30 back in elementary school days.

27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?
Heck no

28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
It would kind of be impossible to send an anonymous one. My writing is so distinctive

29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?
No. Here's how it would go "Dear (Pensmear), I-(illegible blob) (illegible blip) (what appears to be an e or l). (Crossed out illegible scribble).
(Attempt at drawing a heart that looks like an xray image of a heart with lung metastasis everywhere)

(Random squiggly line), Ur sekret admioroer

30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
Flowers...then I fell asleep in Cruger's arms in the parking lot, at that point he dragged me back up to my apartment.

31. What was the worst?
In May, when I finally decided that those flowers were dead...they were so dead, they created their own life...

32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day?
No, we chose a more commercialized day called Boxing Day.

Alright, since my Valentines Day is going to be a flop seeing how I'm working a day shift while two coworkers are away, I decided to do this meme. I also needed to be cheered up a bit after finishing Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core. (Damn you, Square Enix, why did you do that?!) In the meantime, Dissidia will be my next challenge. It looks like I'm getting back into gaming. I guess the last few month of stress needs an outlet.

1. Are you in love?
I think so

2. What is this person’s name?
Well, we know him as Cruger or Grael

3. How long have you known this person?
Not long it seems...

4. What first attracted you to this person?
I actually don't know. Probably his commitment to his dog. Unfortunately, I don't actually know.

5. Who approached who first?
He did

6. How long did you know this person before you were “in love”?
Hmm, about a year, not even

7. Are you married to this person now?
Nah, we're both too young.

8. What physical attribute are you most attracted to on this person?
physical...physical...he's cuddly. Oh, wait, he's WARM!

9. What physical attribute on this person do you find least attractive?
He's TOO bloody warm.

10. If you could change one thing about this person, what would it be?
*Trollface* I would make him rich so I could spend his paycheque on...botox! I want him to cook more though...

11. I love when this person…
Holds me after a long and rough rotation.

12. I hate when this person…
Is an idiot.

13. Have you ever cheated on this person?
No. Oh wait, yes! Around once a week with a bowl of vietnamese noodles.

14. Has this person ever cheated on you?
I don't know...

15. Do you have any children with this person?
Hells no.

16. Who is the most dominate in this relationship?
Depends. He usually is...until I'm hungry

17. Do you argue much?
About as much as any couple

18. If so, who apologizes first?
Me

19. Which of you is the slob?
Me, hands down

20. Which of you is the smartest?
Depends on what.

21. Which of you is the breadwinner?
Him...He makes as much as me without having to do copious amounts of OT

22. Which of you is the most romantic?
Him. Me, romantic?! As if

23. Which of you would be most likely to ask for a breakup/divorce?
Hmmm...tough call. Me

24. What is this person’s favorite color?
Blue

25. What is this person’s favorite number?
No idea, numbers are number

26. What is this person’s favorite food?
I'm sure it's not mini donuts but the way he chows down on them when he gets them...

27. What is this person’s favorite thing to do?
Work on his cars

28. What is this person’s favorite restaurant?
Spring Creek BBQ

29. Is this person allergic to anything?
Cats

30. Have you and this person ever broken up?
Maybe halfway XD

31. Do you think that you and this person spend enough time together?
No...

32. When you are not together, who misses who the most?
I miss him

33. Which of you would be considered the better “catch”?
Him.

34. Which of you is more outgoing?
Him...

35. Which of you is more organized?
Usually him, sometimes me

36. Which of you is the better “homemaker”?
Me...he apparently can't cook

37. Do you see yourself with this person in 20 yrs.?
hmm...No, I'm pretty sure I'll be dead by then

38. What about you do you think this person I most attracted to?
I'm not a deadbeat mooch

39. If this person could change one thing about you, what would it be?
Be healthier

40. Here is you opportunity to tell this person how you feel about them…
I'm hungry...feed me


And well, since Valentines is not exactly my favourite holiday with all the love love pink stuff (Pink is a horrid colour that should be erased from all existence), here's a nice video I found about this sort of topic, enjoy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Ln_.....kGAflkDIhx-HUQ

Happy Chinese New Year all! Hope you guys enjoyed your year of the dragon and welcoming the year of the snake. Now to look at the prospect for my year...

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Well, that sucks...I'm going to be (essentially) a workaholic, sick scrooge. Oh, come on! That's what happened in the last year. *Angrily crumples up the internet page* Though, looking at Cruger's year...Umm...I really can't complain...Though, I swear it essentially describes last year. *burns the internet page*

Now that's out of the way at least. So, onto different matters. The week has been frustrating at best, hence this journal since I need to rant. After the recent firing of one of our techs, we have found ourselves stretched once again. So, after a very short month of a wonderful rotation schedule, we have been forced to go back to a compressed schedule. Imagine a large slice of bread and a teaspoon of jam...Yup, management did not think that through. Unfortunately, the solution to said situation is wait until April when we have one tech return from Mat leave and 3 new students. good thing February's short and I'm vacationing in March.

I have also recently ended up with a cat. Honestly, I don't know how it happened. In fact, I don't really know why I decided to keep it. All I can say is "You're welcome, cat. Least you're not going to get neutered in a rubber boot with a dirty dull razor" God, it pisses me off when something like that is said to my face. "Oh, if he was around, he would've gone to neighbour Bill's and got neutered like that. He won't bleed to death or get septic. Bill knows what he's doing. He's done it for years with pigs and calves" Ok, I don't care if he's done it 50 million times on pigs and calves, he's not doing it on my cat! Even suggesting that is actually kinda insulting. Actually...really insulting...Essentially, I got a big eff you to your ethics and legalities of your job/two years of education to get said job.

Wow...I just went from slightly irritated/frustrated to now quite ticked off...Well, I was considered "bitchy" yesterday, snappy today...wow, tomorrow's gonna be great

So, finally at the beginning of another month. Man, this month was stressful. Currently, I have a bit of a headache after my inner ear decided to turn up upon its head. Maybe I was too overzealous on that nasal flush. In the meantime as I coordinate myself, I'll just fill this meme out.

Arrival and Departure:
Thursday the 14th arrival and Monday the 18th departure.

Staying at:
Westin Peachtree Plaza

Mode of Transportation:
Flying. Gosh, that early morning is gonna suck

Room Share:
Cruger, Shen and his girl.

Major Plans at the Con:
Well, Atlanta's been on Food Network a few times. That naturally means food. World of Coke is going to be awesome and same with the aquarium.

Artwork / commissions:
If you want me to draw you a stickman, sure!

Fursuit(s):
I think so!

Attending Parties:
Me, party?

How best to find me:
I'm probably chowing down somewhere...

Stage Performance:
heck no

Drink:
Just pop for me. Oooh, gotta stock up on the Mountain Dew Code Red and Blue Shock.

Smoke:
Nah.

Hugs:
If good hygiene is practised.

Talk:
Sure, don't expect me to say much in return

What is your gender?
Female.

How old are you?
22

Can I touch you?
...SURE! Why not? *reaches for the scalpel in her pocket*

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
No...

Can I give you lots of money?
Sure, why not?

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Sure...if you want to lose some organs vital to your reproductive system. (On an unrelated note: Newberry Knives are only $22.95, sweet)

How tall are you?
5'5

You look pissed off out of suit. Can I come up to you?
If I'm pissed, it means I'm hungry. If you're keeping me from getting to food, get ready to have a fist buried in your face.

Are you nice?
sometimes

Are you cliquey?
Not really

Can I stalk you?
You're probably going to get real bored, real fast if you do...

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
STEAK!

Can I take a picture of ya?
If I'm in suit

Can I steal ya away for ... ?
That's it, I'm buying a Newberry Knife!

Well, finally the end of the year. It definitely wasn't a fun one, I'll tell ya that.

Not much to it, I spent most of it working. Frankly, I'm ok with that. My sister gave birth to a little girl earlier this year. Yeah, lovely...not. Baby fever went through the house like wildfire. I couldn't even have a peaceful meal without some baby object shoved in my face. Get home from work 3 hours late, no lunch, put my head down to eat something, immediately blocked by a shirt of some variety. Cool, cool, I'M HUNGRY! My parents going on vacation to see my sister was a great break...until I woke up to a voicemail message of the damn thing crying. Thanks mom...I got off of work 4 hours late and only have 5 hours of sleep to work another 14 hour day.
That's my home life. Lucky I spend most of it away. As for Cruger, all is well. A few spats here and there, one nasty one early in the year. But hey, could've been worse, right? We had a nice vacation down in the states. I wish we managed to go camping more often. I did like the camping trip to Drumheller. We celebrated Christmas and our anniversary together. Cruger was a bit...immobilized (*Whispers* Gimpy) but...IT WAS SO ADORABLE!! It's so cute to see a guy not be all "Hey, look at me, I'm a man. Big tough, har har har" Seeing him work on cars too was quite adorable too.

Work is work. Things have finally slowed down and saw a few cool cases. I'm still so exhausted though!

Christmas is fast approaching and it's snowing outside. So, I figure it's a good time to do a Christmas Meme. That and I realized that I still haven't done one.

1. Does your family send out Christmas cards? No...Man, that makes us seem like a family of Grinches

2. How soon do you start shopping? This year...a few weeks prior

3. Who do you shop for? My boyfriend, his mum, my secret santa victim. I got something for my mom and dad too. I have to send my brother's still...ooops...

Decorations
4. Do you put up a Christmas tree? No...

5. If so, is it fake or real? No tree

6. Do you like tinsel? Heck no! You try sitting in a suite with the surgeon swearing up a storm over tinsel having a grand time in the small intestine!

7. Do you use homeade or storebought ornaments? Storebought...

8. Do you put Christmas lights outside your house? Not anymore...When we did, I wouldn't have plugged them in...

9. Do you put lights on the tree? That used to be nice

10. How about popcorn and cranberries? Popcorn...yes! Cranberries, no

11. Is there a wreath hanging on your door? No, it's still in the basement

Christmas Eve
12. Do you celebrate it? Not usually.

13. Do you hang up your stocking? I think Cruger's mum already took care of that already

14. Does your family read "Twas the night before Christmas?" No

Favorite
15. Christmas Movie none comes to mine
16. Character from any Christmas Movie Charlie Brown?
17. Christmas Song Carol of the Bells
18. Christmas Memory Mmm, None. I've blotted most of them out.

This or That
19. Give or Receive? Receive XD

20. Eggnog or Cider? Cider. Eggnog's gross

21. Red or Green? Red

22. Ham or Turkey? Ham

23. Star or Angel? Star

24. White Lights or Colored Lights? Coloured

25. Blinking Lights or Still Lights Still

26. Were you Naughty or Nice this year? Naughty...for sure

Presents
27. What do you want for Christmas this year? Cookie cutters would be cool. Remote started for my car would be way better

28. When do you open your gifts? Whenever the heck I wake up on Christmas day

29. What's the best gift you've ever gotten? Something from my brother.

30. What's the worst gift you've ever gotten? Something from my grandma

31. Who gives you the most gifts? My brother did

32. Have you ever had a secret Santa? Yes, going into Lululemon SUCKED

33. Do you like wrapping gifts? No...no no. Gift cards FTW

Random
34. Do you put change in those red buckets? Nah

35. Do you burn a yule log? No

36. Can you name all the reindeer? Nah

37. Do you bake cookies? Nope

38. Have you ever seen your mommy kissing Santa Clause? No...

39. Have you ever gotten a kiss under the mistletoe? No

40. Do you go caroling? Fuck no

41. Do you drive around and look at the Christmas lights? That would be nice...

42. Have you ever left Santa cookies? Tried to...I ate them promptly

43. Have you ever sat on Santa's lap? Yes

44. Who do you celebrate Christmas with? Usually, myself

45. Where do you celebrate Christmas? Work or home

46. Have you ever had a white Christmas? Long long time ago

47. What part of Christmas do you look most foward to? Holiday/stat pay.

48. Have you ever had your picture taken with Santa? Yes

49. Does your family always take a picture at Christmas? no

50. Have you ever heard the song "Thank God For Kids" by The Oakridge Boys? no

Ferrets are probably one of the most amazing creatures I have the pleasure to work with. At times, they can delight you to no end. Other times, you wonder why you even bother with them. They can be your friend, confidante, source of frustration, someone to make or break your day. I fallen in love with them, despise them, feared them, made it through my day with them, lost them. The people who work with them are some of the most amazing people I have met. The lessons I've learned from ferrets have been valuable.

Friendship can be eternal, with the right friends. (Benny and Bear)
If you're not in pleasurable company, screw them. (Ubi)
Sometimes it's easier not to care (Daines)
Don't be afraid to defend your friends, even if it's not the popular thing to do (Sketch, not a ferret but close enough)
Don't be afraid of your abilities, while others may not see it, they are a treasure. (Chip)

So, I'm definitely having a boring night as I couldn't make it out to Cruger's thanks to the Canadian phenomenon called snow. Ok, not just the snow but the idiocy of drivers in this city over a snowflake, let alone a mini pygmy blizzard. In my quest to get lunch and bleach I found out my city hasn't really done much to get the snow off the road. Needless to say, it was a bit unsightly on the roads (not ugly seeing how it was 2pm). I think it's safe to come to the conclusion that high schoolers seem to be getting dumber nowadays. I mean, come on, crossing the street without even so much a glance in both directions against a red. What's the matter? Do traffic lights have to be in 1337 speak for you? Well, I guess this is how the city turns.


Answer this quiz with ONE word only.

What do you like the most about earth? Meat

Name one friend you would eat for 1,000,000$? None, (I really can't think of anyone who would taste good)

Would you kill a dog for 1 million dollars? No (Depends on the dog, method, reason. In general no, since I assume with question is brutally beating a healthy dog)

What should you be doing right now? Nothing

Where do you want to be right now? Bed

What’s your goal in life? Eat

Would you like to be a taxi driver? (hells) No

Worst memory of school? Primavera (Worst teacher ever. Why is she on my Facebook? So that she can see just how wrong she was about me)

Who’s your worst enemy? Myself

Whats your worst fear? Failure

Ever laughed so hard that you wet yourself? No (but close)

Have you ever ate and then puked it out on purpose? Yes (4 year expired OJ)

Had gossip written about you on the bathroom wall? No

Do you like yourself? Kinda

Do you like men, or women? Men

Are you single? No

If not, Are you married? No

Are you secretly in love? No

Do you have a diary? No

Have you ever stayed in the shower for more than 1 hour? Yes

Do you sing in the shower? No

Do you own a laptop? Yes

Do you own a camera? Yes

What would you like to be later on in life? Happy

Do you wear glasses? Yes

Favourite song? Invincible

Last book you read? Mockingjay

Favourite TV show? House

Are you religious? No (bloody way)

How old are you? 22

Are you a man? No

If so, have you hit puberty yet? WTF

Ever fallen asleep in the shower? No

Live with your parents? Yes

Have a car? Yes

Have more than 100$ in your wallet? No

Seen someone get killed\or die infront of you? No

Have siblings? Yes

HAVE YOU EVER

Fantasised about your teacher? No (eww)

Wanted to kill someone? Yes

Stuck your gum under a table? Yes

Said I love you, and actually meant it? Yes

Called someone a slut? Yes

Been called a slut? Yes

Alright, now that summer wrap up has settled down, I finally have time to do a decent update.

So, life at the clinic is slowing down greatly now that summer's over. I've earned my little spot of main night tech. We are slowly moving towards having people work one main shift. Hopefully, once we get the newbies trained up, things will go well. My morale hasn't been great. It's the season where your bad cases start outweighing the good. I've had my share of nasties this week. Based on the cats following me around, I guess I've fallen into a bit of depression. Maybe things will start looking up soon...
With the staffing shortages fixed, I managed to start going back to this thing called socializing. It's been...awkward at best. With my older closer friends, it was refreshing. With my not so close friends, being busy kinda made things suck. With new furries, well, the only word to describe it was apprehensive. Main motivation for going was the fact I was craving wings at the time and mind as well. Worst case scenario, I could eat while people glared at me, nothing new there. Fortunately, I didn't know anyone there other than the organizer and his girlfriend. even more fortunate was the fact his girlfriend and I could actually talk about something relative. And yes people, it is work, seeing how I really don't have a life other than my job. However, I greatly enjoyed Wing Night and look forward to the next one.
Since the concept of my job (or a job in general) seems to be baffling to some people (especially furries), I will make a half ass attempt to explain it. I work in a 24hr facility. Facilities like this tends to work on a rotation system. It means that we get longer shifts, more days off and very irregular days off. In other words, I don't get a lot of weekends off. Also, the weekends I get off are very random. Further more, I didn't start getting weekends off at all until March/May. That means most events are out. "But, wait, why don't you just come after work?" I work the evening/night shift. "Just come for the first part then" You honestly think I'm actually going to drag myself awake a few hours early? Bitch, please, there are times when I work 15 hours in a day. This brings me to my next point. My days off are usually spent trying to catch up, usually on sleep. While the job isn't physically exhausting, it's emotionally exhausting. We see a lot of nasties in emergency, we get a lot of nasty, we deal with a lot of nasty. Some days, you walk away feeling like the best in the world. Other days, you want to die. when you have a bad rotation, whether it was really hectic or your favourite patient died, it wears on you. So why do this job? Because it's those successes that make the job worthwhile. "So why even have a job? Like, you have a boyfriend..." Because neither of us want to support/be a deadbeat. Besides, I like to make money and spend just the way I want. Besides, housework all day, everyday...seriously? That would only take up a quarter of a day.
The next vacation is planned for me. Furry Weekend Atlanta just needs to actually be planned and things will be golden. I can't wait. It's gonna be fun.

1. When was the last time you swam in a pool?
Sometime in August

2. Do you like to party?
Not really. At this age, the emphasis is on drinking. Not a good idea

3. If your ex suddenly kissed you right now, what would you do?
Eat him

4. Are you a virgin?
No

5. What are your parents views on sex?
As conservative as possible

6. If you ran into your current boyfriend/crush in 10 years would you marry them?
I would hope so

7. Is your best friend dating anyone?
nope

8. Describe the shirt you’re wearing.
Light blue

9. Do people who wear Hollister and Abrerbrombie every day bother you?
No, their loss

10. Could you go out in public without wearing make-up?
Do it everyday

11. What is one feature that you don’t like?
Feature in what? Leather seats for cars...They make my butt sweat

12. Would people describe you as happy?
Some people would

13. Are you single?
Nope

14. Does it bother you that pretty much every survey you take asks if you’re single?
Nope

15. Do you have Tumblr?
No

16. What about Xanga?
No

17. Have you ever babysat before?
Hells no

18. Is there a teacher who you absolutely hate?
I had a few of those

19. Ever shopped at Sephora?
Nope...

20. If your current boyfriend/crush suddenly moved away what would you do?
Depends on where...

21. Do you have any university plans?
Nope, not anymore

22. If your best friend revealed she was a homosexual, what would you do?
...that wasn't expected

23. What are your views on sex?
Over 18 to start...keep private things private. *shudders*

24. Do sexual questions bother you?
No.

25. Would you rather have sex with your boyfriend or break up?
...The former.

26. Have you ever dreamed about your wedding?
I got everything planned! Expandable wedding dress (or whatever I wear) so I could eat eat eat. Make your own sundae bar instead of a cake. Though, that is to be decided. Popcorn during the wedding...

27. Does it bother you when people TYpe 1yk dis’? Nd stuff?
No one does

28. Do you delete pictures of you and your exes off of Facebook?
Never had to deal with it

29. Would you ever date a friends Ex?
If we're compatible, why not?

30. What’s the last book you read?
Mockingjay

31. Ready for 10 simple questions?
No

32. What is your last name?
Common Chinese name

33. What grade are you in?
Done school

34. What school do you go to?
Don't go to school anymore

35. Summer, Fall, Winter or Spring?
Fall

36. Favorite Color?
Blue

37. Are your parents together?
Yeah

38. Any siblings?
Yeah

39. Favorite subject?
Clinics 4

40. Least favorite subject?
Large Animal Health

41. Favorite song?
It varies

42. Okay. Simple questions are over. Happy?
Meh

43. How many friends do you have on Facebook?
148

44. Ever been requested by some old guy from another country?
nope

45. Have you ever googled yourself?
yup

46. Have a Formspring?
no

47. You’re offered free tickets to a Justin Bieber concert. What do you do?
Sell them

48. Would you rather spend the day at an amusement park or a water park?
WATER!

49. Been to Disney world?
Yes

50. If someone posts their status “9 Inches :(” do you know what they mean?
Yes

51. Ever had a boyfriend?
Yes

52. Ever had a huge crush on someone who still doesn’t know?
Nope

53. Have you done something in the last week that you regret?
Of course

54. Ever drank alcohol?
Yes

55. Know anyone who’s currently doing drugs?
Yeah

56. Ever watched The Hills?
Yes. One episode

57. What about Jersey Shore?
Hell no

58. Ever called someone a slut?
Nope. Sadly, people throw that term around

59. What do you think of short shorts?
Ugly

60. Does it bother you if people swear around you?
Not anymore

61. Have you ever gotten an A in a subject?
Yes

62. What about a B?
Yes

63. And a C?
Yes

64. How about a D?
Oh yeah

65. Ever plagiarised?
Not technically

66. Would you consider yourself popular and outcast or somewhere in the middle?
Outcast

67. Are most of your friends older or younger than you?
Either or

68. Ever been stabbed In the back by a close friend?
Not a close friend

69. Do you think it’s immature when people laugh at the number 69?
Totally don't notice

70. Ever watched Porn?
Yes, bleh

71. How many laws do you think you’ve broken in the past month?
2

72. Do you wake up with an alarm clock?
Yeah

73. Do you prefer Wednesdays or Thursdays?
Wednesdays

74. If your school had a Glee Club would you join?
Hells no

75. Ever performed in a talent show?
no

76. Have you ever cried in public?
yes

77. Do you have a favorite between your Mom and your Dad?
my mom

78. Would you audition for a reality talent competition?
no way

79. How many celebrity crushes have you had?
none

80. How many non-celebrity crushes have you had?
5

81. Name 5 male celebrities who you think are attractive.
Robert Sean Leonard
Jesse Spencer
Matthew McConaughey (Frick, he's WAY too hot to be a lawyer)
Eddie Cahill
Sharlto Copley (that guy had me drooling through the A Team)

82. Name 5 female celebrities who you think are attractive.
Sandra Bullock
Olivia Wilde
Jennifer Lawrence
Isabelle Fuhrman
Jennifer Morrison before she went blonde

83. Ever been compared to a celebrity?
no

84. Have any embarrassing pictures on Facebook?
yes

85. Do you think spending 20$ on Lip Gloss is a waste of money?
yeah

86. Ever used Opinionated?
no

87. Do you have a favorite store?
not really

88. Would you ever wear Flare Jeans?
sure, why not?

89. Do you own jeans that aren’t skinny?
Yes...whoever decided it was trendy to stuff their legs into the smallest space possible should be shot

90. Have you ever worn the same outfit twice in one week?
Yes

91. What’s the longest period of time you’ve been away from school?
A week

92. Do you google abbreviations you don’t understand?
Yup

93. Does it bother you when people have cats as their profile picture?
No

94. Own a pair of converse?
No

95. Is there a teacher at your school who has obvious favorites?
Had a few teachers like that.

96. If yes, are you one of them?
Hells no. Quite the opposite.

97. Do you text in class?
Used to.

98. What brand of jeans do you wear the most?
walmart

99. At what point do you think sizes are “Plus Sized?” Most magazines say 10. Do you agree?
.....................Is the world calling me fat?!

100. Do you want to lose weight?
no

101. Ever seen a therapist?
Yeah, physio, massage.

102. Ever watched porn?
Yeah.

103. Ever purposely ignored a text?
Yes

104. A facebook message?
Yes

105. A poke?
No

106. A friend request?
Yes

107. Would you say you read into things too much?
sometimes

108. Is your best friend more likely to be the one suggesting something stupid or refusing to do something stupid?
Both

109. Do you have a “fun friend?” (A friend who you have tons of fun with but you never really have deep conversations?)
Yup

110. Ever been called a bully?
Yup

111. Ever purposely hurt yourself?
Nope

112. Ever gone to church?
In a church...

113. Would you call either or your parents screw ups?
Not really...

114. If you turned out exactly like your Dad would you be pleased?
Nope

115. What about your Mom?
Nope

116. Let me guess… You have brown hair?
Nope

117. Already know what you’re being for Halloween?
Nothing

118. Do you still go Trick or Treating?
That would be fun actually

119. Ever liked someone WAY older than you?
Nope

120. Does it bother you when people have really loud conversations on the bus?
Nope

121. When you have sunglasses on, do you stare at people?
Nope

122. Ever had a credit card denied?
No

123. What’s the last movie you watched?
Watching Twilight: Breaking Dawn. It sucks.

124. Last TV Show?
Breaking Amish

125. You see your Ex making out with one of your friends. What do you do?
Hey, that's my steak!

126. Ever been called a whore?
Yeah

127. Ever sang the national anthem?
Yes

128. Ever made yourself throw up?
Yup. 4 year old orange juice needed to come out

129. Have you ever kissed someone who wasn’t your boyfriend.
My dad

130. Are you Cute or Gross?
Gross!

131. Does it bother you when people say “LOOK HOW MUCH YOU’VE GROWN!”
Nope

132. Can you say intelligent things around the guy you like?
Yup

133. Ever had the lead in a play?
No

134. What about a solo in a concert?
No

135. What kind of a student are you?
Average

136. Worst grade you’ve ever gotten with a Letter?
C-

137. Worst grade you’ve ever gotten with a number?
0 (Yes, they DID exist)

138. Ever had a crush on a teacher?
Kind of

139. Would it bother you if you found out that your mother was pregnant?
...In a different way...She had a hysterectomy

140. How late do you sleep in?
2pm.

141. Do you edit your profile pictures before posting them?
Nope

142. Be 100% honest. Do you have any friends who are uglier than you?
Yes

143. Do you believe in all that inner beauty crap?
Yes

144. Would you consider yourself a good student?
Depends on the subject

145. Does it bother you when Surveys ask “Did you like this survey?”
No. It's a quick answer

146. Salty, Sweet, Sour or Spicy?
Sweet and Salty

147. Are you going into High School this year?
Finished that

148. What about Junior High?
Finished that

149. What is one thing someone could say to you right now that would make you cry?
No idea

150. Where did you find this note?
Searched for it

151. Last question. How many unread messages are in your phone?
None


Well that was fun. Now to snuggle back into bed

So, after that somewhat messy week. I guess I'll update things here. So, our clinic lost another resident ferret exactly a week after the last one. For some odd reason, probably because I don't tend to get attached to any of the animals here, I was in charge of the case. The vet asked me to check on the ferrets upon her arrival. I found the little one dragging himself back into bed after I woke him up. I scooped him up and showed him to the vet who began to start really worrying. I got xrays on him and sure enough, it was lymphoma. We knew his life was going to end soon. I thought he had a few months, but then, it just kept getting worse and I knew that he would be lucky to make the end of the month. A few days later, he went so far downhill, we had to euthanize him. It was for the best, those two were always together. Life and death could not pull those two apart for long, it seems

Alright, welcome back FA, I've been busy working. So, I thought it was probably not over but hopefully over after my last few rotations. Apparently not, as work actually begins to attempt to invade my days off Yeah, here I am sitting in Red Robin's waiting for my soup to arrive. My phone starts ringing and I see my work place flashing on caller ID. Well, I'm curious and maybe they needed something fast and important. Nope, I got a desperate call asking me to come in. Of course, once I mention I'm 4 hours away, it was a quick "That...is not going to work" So, I continue on my dinner rather happily. Naturally, I assumed that my favourite co worker decided to go home early because she was sick and they needed a cover.
Well, was I wrong about that. I walk in the next day and well, the mood was sombre at best. I bluntly ask why everyone seems to be in a sour mood. I then get an awkward silence then a blunt "You didn't hear...Benny died last night. his spleen ruptured." Ok, that explains a lot...Benny is one of the favourite clinic ferrets around. So I continue on my merry little way because I'm just that boring. I then start asking around what happened exactly. Things were very heavy, understandably so, but a lot of people just seemed...pissed off. I found out that with our head vet in Texas for a conference, and our other experienced vet in Halifax, we were left with only our new grads. They had tried and tried to call someone with the know how to come in and do the surgery but with no success. Eventually, they knew they were the only ones left. Though, I'm pretty sure they're not the only ones who stalled. A few months ago, our head vet pulled us techs aside for a meeting. She asked us to work hard to be leaders and advisors for the new vets. Being a new grad is hard and we had more experience in the industry than they do. Their minds are too full of information and everything is overwelming. Even though, I haven't been the best mentor being 2 years out of school, I've generally tried my best to be a role model. Based on the history of this particular tech, I was inclined to think that she had stalled in hopes she did not have to do the anesthesia. My thought is with her silver tongue, she could've gotten the vets to do the surgery sooner. But she was too busy waiting/hoping I would show up so she could pawn it off on me. It's not a good notion, she has years on me and has way more experience than I do. But in the end, not much she could really/would be willing to do.
My first night back was quiet. My vet and I sat in the office doing files. She finally told me what had happened. I listened closely. She blamed herself for Benny's death. Rightly so, but, I can't help but think it's not entirely her fault. The symptoms didn't call for drastic action. She did everything by the book how she was taught. In any other circumstances, all would've been well. this was just one of those cases. I tried to get that through to her but it wasn't working. I guess, it is fortunate I wasn't as attached to this ferret as everybody else. I'm mainly angry my dinner was interrupted and I had to come back to a sour mood.
The next couple of days were torture. My vet's confidence had been shot. Even though, she still kept going and still did her job well, It was like she needed me to be there. I had been told by a few vets that one of the greatest things about me is that I don't panic during an emergency. More or less, I look bored. I was asked to stay overtime just as reassurance and back up. The second day, I was about to ask that she call the morning tech. I was just staying to see if it was an emergency that needed surgery. We looked on the schedule to see who was the morning tech. It was the one I had mentioned earlier. The vet told me she really didn't want to call her in. She had almost walked out on Sunday. I decided to stay and fortunately it wasn't an emergency. I honestly don't know if it would have been possible for her to handle an emergency surgery. Out of all the new vets, I could most see how much her confidence had gone down since starting. It's sad, she's smart, she knows what she's doing. I remember talking to her one night. I talk endlessly about "The British Vet" I never really realized how obvious it was until she asked "How long did he last?" 3-4 months. I could tell she wanted to ask why he left. I told her that I never knew, it was suddenly announced at a meeting that he had turned in his notice of resignation. But, I told her about or Colorado vet that was very outspoken as to why she left. I told her the reasons and I heard her mutter "That sounds familiar" I didn't know what to say. I feel like I should intervene. I feel like I should say something to the head vet. But then I remember the last time I said something along those lines about another new vet. I was met with offence to my words. ever since then, that vet and I haven't worked together, despite the new vet almost constantly requesting we do since "I make her laugh and it cheers her up". So, I really don't know what I should be doing, if anything.
I had found out during my manager's small controlled rant that one of the techs had called in sick on Sunday. This tech had broken her foot. She's one of our newer techs but just recently trained up. The night tech was described as livid. She had angrily gone at the manager about how badly understaffed we are. Of how we should be able to call in more people. Of course, the manager's thoughts were "Didn't you call in sick two days ago, and once almost every month?" That and the manager did attempt to have someone called in. But with two of our techs out of the country, there wasn't a lot of option. I was actually the only viable option. But they managed to find someone this time and had her pull an almost double shift. Well, that explains the scowling from the night tech. I wish I had been part of that conversation. I would've loved to asked her "What about that time you called in sick on May Long? Everyone was out of town, one tech had to work 18 hours before they found out I was indeed in town. At that point they had to BEG me to come in. I got screwed over both days you called in sick. You know what, it's about time you got a taste of your own medicine." Yeah, needless to say, I'm amazed I can work with this tech on civil terms. I guess I'm that good at biting my tongue.
Still that is how my work keeps crashing. Naturally, if the tech does quit, I'm more than ok with that.

So, here I am dead tired and at the end of my wits. Work ever since I got back has been nothing short of a disaster. The first rotation I got back to work was a 5er. Not too bad, I am used to them. What I'm not used to is almost every veterinary emergency for me to deal with in a course of 5 days. Day 4 had me thrown into my first ferret anesthesia on my own. Now here's some background information. My first ever ferret anesthesia was not exactly ideal.

I walk into the door to see everyone gathered around this kennel. The manager says "You have 15 minutes, you two meet up, and plan this" I'm here going "What? Are you joking?" Well, next 15 minutes sucked balls. The other tech that was SUPPOSED to be helping me out here, well, she's not exactly helpful. We've had a few ferrets come in for surgery. I asked everytime if she could show me the ropes. Every single time I got "Oh, it's a bit busy. I'll show you when it's slower" Yeah, good fucking job. So, great, 15 minutes. Well, forget a "meeting" It was "Oh, So, I have to go. I have plans. Watch jaw tone, temperature, I'm intubating for you so that I don't have to wait around, this is what you do, stop freaking out, BYE!" So, here I am left with a ferret getting cut open...great.

And that is my first ever ferret anesthesia. My first one on my own...well, after that one time, I became expert apparently. Great, no support and everything is all mine. Surprisingly, I managed through it. Albeit I missed a few things but come on, considering my experiences, at least the thing's alive.

The next day to that rotation didn't fare much better, I had of all things, a blocked ferret. FML.
So Day 5 finished. I was finally tucking into bed at around 5am. Finally, rest. That is until the damn phone rang. So, my sister just had to pick the worst time for me to go into labour. Needless to say, 3-4 hours total of sleep was not fun. I quickly bailed to stay with my boyfriend for a couple of days. That evening sucked more. I alled my mom to tell her I arrive but got a busy tone. When I finally got her before bed, she started yammering away telling me to send pictures, help her get on Facebook, etc. For pity's sake, I want sleep.

The rotation after that was ok. I mean, let's finish up the emergency list and stuff them all into this week. I think I nearly killed my boss when she's like "Oh, this dog needs a blood transfusion" I of course looked at her stunned and said "tonight?!" She nods like it's nothing. Normally, I'd be all up for it, if I wasn't the only tech and already having problems keeping up with everything else. YIKES.

This rotation...well. I think broke records. Not too busy, but everyone has decided to get sick. Blargh.

So, I think I need some serious sleep.

Hello there,

I write this now, a year after the fact in hopes to gain some closure. That and no one really reads my journals and no one really cares about the incident being a year old. I now present my side of the story asking those reading this "What would you do?"

More than a year ago, my boyfriend and I were planning our trip to Rainfurrest 2011 with a bunch of friends. We were rooming with another couple and I was quick to put in the "No sex" rule. It was met with a protest. The protest was ignored at the time.
A few months later, a friend of mine mentioned that she had received a text from the male of the couple we were rooming with. My friend was jokingly reminding him about our no sex rule. He then retorts with something a long the lines of "they're just as bad. I saw Caina giving Cruger a blow job while at Tiggs'" Now, for the question most of you are asking...did I actually give Cruger a blowjob while visiting Tiggs? The answer is no, I did not.
I'm not really sure if pissed off is quite the term for what I was feeling. Considering what I did next time I saw him...well, I was beyond pissed off. The next time I saw him was at a local event. I marched upto him and attempted to kick him in the nads. Unfortunately, I missed. So, I went back and punched him and made sure I got it. I've had a few questions about why I punched him at a public event. Now the reason, I actually didn't think of the public event part. I just thought next time I see him. It was just bad luck it was at a public event.
Now let's summarize, shall we? He spreads a false inappropriate rumour, I get mad and punch him in the nads.
Ok, let's continue onto the after effects. I end up with a harassing email with tons of spelling and grammatical errors. I then end up with his mate going insane on MSN, lucky she was easy to shut up. Afterwards, I get a phone call starting with "I did not fucking start shit you fucking -" Hung up on that. Wow, this is turning into a lovely night, eh? Now, fortunately, me working 11-14 hour days means I'm unavailable at best. Sadly though, Cruger got a lot of crap flung his way. He got texts along the lines of being called a "pussy whipped cunt" and my personal favourite "Kiss RF plans goodbye, keep your cunt on a leash"
Now, I have a question, why do I have to be on a leash? Last I heard, we're in Canada, women have equal rights. And last I saw, I'm not a dog, leashes are for dogs generally. Alright, that sums up the after effects since I'm too darn lazy to write a novel.
In conclusion, do I regret my actions? Initially, yes, I did. However, as time went on, the drama kept going, not just from him, but from his mate as well. None of it was direct, I am a workaholic and they were too cowardly to confront me. So, now, no, I do not regret my actions. In fact, I have grown proud of them. And now, I conclude with this: He got beaten by a girl (ie a cunt that belongs on a leash) that he thought was a doormat. But hey, Karma bites and it bites hard.

Well, it was a long 14 days. I have to say, despite the exhaustion it was worth it.

My vacation started out a day early as work already gave it off. I took advantage of it to...well, do an interview. Unfortunately, it really did not work out. I think after nearly a year here, I was starting to enjoy the perks of being a senior-ish tech. So it was on with my vacation...kind of. My favourite co worker of course had to text me asking me to cover part of her shift...again. Seeing how I was already on the road, I said "no" The next few days was spent getting ready for the trip. Due to Cruger's work, we couldn't leave until the Friday. Friday, we had a really delayed departure. It pissed me off at first seeing how I didn't know what was so important about the "go faster parts" he mentioned. After that was explained I was fine and dandy. Border crossing was interesting as I mention to a guard we were going to a fur con. The next 5 minutes was spent explaining to him what a "Fur" is without just bursting out "Ever watch CSI?" The guy was definitely trying to be a bit of an ass, but unfortunately I was a bit too weird for him to keep it up.
We made it to Grand Falls, MO that night. I had to drive a stretch because as per usual, my scratching and fidgeting kept him up. We stayed the night and headed out in the morning where he drove to Colorado. Wyoming and Montana were abnormally boring to drive though. However, I was excited I got to see my first pronghorn in the wild.
We finally rolled into Colorado. We checked out the hotel and for some odd reason, pictures of cookies were everywhere. We found out why as we get a couple free cookies upon check in. They were DELICIOUS! Warm, chewy, melty and omg! We went to the room and it was paradise, pretty good for the price. We explored the con and went back to the room to sleep. The next day was the last day of con. I woke up bright and earlier for registration. Cruger thought I was sick seeing how I was actually up at a decent time. I went down, registered and went back up to the hotel room. I was very perplexed as to why I got a bottle cap. It was a nice bottle cap...just why a bottle cap? Cruger mentioned it was a Fallout reference...but they could've turned it into a pin. We enjoyed the con. It was pretty chill so we got to meet tons of new people. In the evening, I took advantage of the pool and swam around like a dog. Afterwards, we hung out with some people. At one point, we noticed another male singing in a very wonderful voice. Most of us enjoyed the voice until one person in our group pointed out he was singing about flatulence. Needless to say, we all tuned into the words. Unfortunately, I was drinking water at the time and heard the word "Penis" pop out. We all know what happened which caused everyone to break down laughing. The night ended and off to bed.
Next destination was Pike's Peak. Climbing that altitude at that speed sucked, but it was nice to see winter again. But still...blargh
I forgot where we stopped that night. We made it to Vegas the next afternoon. With the lack of parking+the fact there was no way in hell I'm walking that heat+everything too busy, we did not stay long. Holy CRAP it was bloody hot. How the hell does anyone survive in that heat?! Everytime we open a window, it felt like you were standing in front of the heater...pity's sake! ARGH! We stopped in a small town afterwards.
The next day was off to LA where we were to pick up a friend for Power Morphicon. After we picked him up, we headed over to our first hotel. Things were lovely there and we chilled for awhile. Well, they did, they decided to take a nap while I decided to swim. It was decided by the top of my head that the pool was too small, but I'm not complaining too much. At least this hotel had beach balls and other fun toys for me to play with. Finally, I went back into the room and someone was at least up. We went around the sights of LA, which was chaotic at best. I thought Calgary drivers were bad, try LA. Cutting people off was a leisurely sport, signalling was optional, and the roads were a convoluted mess. But we at least had fun at our sights. Well, I had fun at the beach.
Next few days were Power Morphicon. Organization for registration at this event SUCKED. Due to the fact work tends to like to screw me over every now and then, I elected to buy reg at the door. Well, that denied me a whole day. Now, here's where things gets worse. The reg for the pre orders were done inside. The ones buying at the door...well, we got stuck in the California sun/heat for nearly an hour. Here's the real kicker, the reason we were stuck outside for an hour was because they delayed reg to allow those who have pre reg to buy tickets for a later event first...which was done inside. As if that wasn't enough, the selling of those tickets were supposed to open an hour AFTER registration for everyone else. by this time, I was starting to get rather light headed and dizzy. So, I tottle into the convention centre to get water only to be stopped by an attendant demanding where's my ticket. I say I don't have one and she starts insisting that I go back outside and wait in line. Finally after she yammers on I just scream "I need water...I'm standing outside there in the sun, I'm dizzy, I'm going to get water..." She grudgingly lets me pass...ok, I shove pass. Of course, 10 minutes later, I get a little light headed again. And there was a little girl standing in front of me who kept asking her dad for water. Anyone could tell she was definitely not feeling so good. So, once again, I go into the convention center and get more water. The fight this time was easier, I didn't get the same attendant. The girl perked up when I gave her a cup and she looked a lot better. Finally, we registered, told our pre reged friend who was still in bed that they started selling tickets an hour early and went to the panel. The poor guy probably had the biggest heart attack ever. We did a bit more after the panel then got together with everyone else and suited up.
I was stuck as the usual pack mule. Crap, least furries are a little nicer to their handlers, or their fans are. I mean, we walk through the door, instant cheer. Everyone's going nuts about the costumes and...well, I get shoved and cornered into a garbage can. I couldn't move because everytime I did, I would get into someone's shot resulting in a very cross "Move out of the way!" I would move another direction and would get the same response but a shove included. Geez, can I have at least a 3 ft diameter? The rangers are getting a 6ft radius here! Finally, after awhile, I went to get some water...after the douchey crowd died down. That pattern continued until day 2 where finally after being shoved one last time. I learned my elbows are wonderful weapons and I finally ditched my pleases and thank yous. In other words "MOVE" and "OUTTA MY WAY" were my words. At this point, I also ditched the handling duties to someone else. Honestly, I had enough. Advice to everyone. We handlers and pack mules keep your heroes hydrated and taken care of. The more you shove and turn into an asshat to me, the less likely I'll come back, thus leaving you with either pissed off heroes or no heroes at all.
Other than that, Morphicon was decently alright. I obviously did not care for the fans. We did meet a lot of awesome people. I got two very nice massages. My shoulder's nicely loosened up and relaxed again. The team I handled for was very appreciative, there wasn't much they could do about the insane fans. But, guys, can you get me some elbow guards with spurs at the end and a megaphone? And while some of the fans are nice, some where abnormally scary. I was talking to a dealer about why they didn't have a Putty sticker or Alpha and the nerd beside me started screaming off Alpha quotes...A LOT OF THEM! All I could do was smile and nod while Cruger paid for his stuff. We bailed and he was STILL going on!
We finished off the con by going to Dave and Buster's with our new found friends. I didn't realize how hungry I was until I finished half a large appetizer and my meal before everyone else. The games were fun and I'm reassured I'm not the only one who screams at zombies while shooting them.
Finally, it was time to leave Pasadena and the heat! We stopped at Mt Shasta for the night. Dinner was DELICIOUS. That was one of the best pork chops ever! I wish I wasn't so tired, I would've loved to steal Cruger's fries too, but I was too tired to be that hungry, but it was so good.
We finally kept going after staying the night. By then, we were both exhausted and burnt out. Finally after one more stop we made it back.

The vacation was great. RMFC showed me that a fur con can be fun and that not everyone is an asshole. Power Morphicon, I met tons of great friends and I look forward to watching the newer seasons of Power Rangers. Good timing, I'm almost done watching all the episodes of Sweet Genius.

1: Let's start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?
It's me...I'm always confused

2: Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
No, I don't do mornings

3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
It's not cool, but...could be worse

4: Do you find it easy to trust others?
Hells no

5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?
Working

6: You're drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
I would hope that wouldn't happen.

7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
Hmmm...Insert hysterical crying and nut kicking

8: Are you close with your dad?
Nope

9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
No, I was working

10: What are you listening to? \
Olympic show jumping.

11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
Water

12. Do you like hickeys?
No, it was awkward enough having an eczema patch on my neck

13: What time do you go to bed?
6am usually

14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down? \
yes

15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
No way in hell

16: Do you always answer your texts?
No

17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
Nope ^^ Love him

18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Earlier today

19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
Cruggy Pie

20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
Ugh...work

21: Is anyone else in the room with you?
Nope

22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?
Yes...It always does. And when it does, it is quite satisfying

23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
Much happier

24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
...No, not at all

25: In the past week, have you cried?
yes, just yesterday

26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
Light blue

27: Do people ever call you by your last name?
No

28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?
Maybe

29: Do you have a best friend?
Maybe. all my friends are friends

30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
Depends...If it was his mom kissing him, that's cute.

31: Who was your last call from?
Telemarketer

32: Are you mad at anyone?
No really

33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
My family

34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
22

35: How many more days until your birthday?
a lot

36: Do you have any summer plans yet?
they're just beginning...OMG OMG OMG!

37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
Kinda

38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
Of course

39: Do you have a secret that you've never told anyone?
Yup

40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
No

41: Do you think age matters in relationships?
Depends

42: Are you available?
No

43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?
Around 2

44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
...None

45: Do you believe exes can be friends?
yes

46: Do you regret anything?
yes, who doesn't?

47: Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
my interview in a few hours

48: Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yup

49: Was your last kiss a mistake?
Nope

50: Why aren't you pursuing the person you like?
I'm with him

51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
Many times

52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
Of course

53: What was the last thing you ate?
Prime rib and rice

54: Did you get any compliments today?
no

55: Where are you going on your next vacation?
Colorado, Las Vegas, Pasadena

56: Do you own anything from other countries?
Of course

57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?
girls

58: Where have you lived most of your life?
Calgary\

59: When was the last time you took a long drive?
Define long drive

60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
nope

61: Have you ever TPd someone's house?
No, unfortunately

62: Who do you text the most?
Ulu or Cruger

63: What was the last movie you saw?
Captain America

64: What's preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
No idea

65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2010?
1

66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
Yup

67: Do you curse around your parents?
yes

68: Are you happy with where you live?
no. drivers suck

69: Do you collect anything?
Thoroughbred Books

70: What's your favourite colour?
blue

71: Does the last song you listened to remind you of anyone?
Nope

72: Has anyone ever cheated on you?
Nope

73: What are your plans for tomorrow?
Get bob omb, farmer's market, interview, vacation!

74: Do you have siblings over the age of twenty-one?
Oh yes

75: Does your last ex have a job?
an ex?

76: What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was in a relationship?
*Shrugs*

77: Where is your cellphone?
To my right

78: What colour is your cellphone?
black

79: What did you dream of last night?
Nothing

80: Are you atheist?
Agnostic

81: Will you change your name when you get married?
I might

82: Are you ready for autumn weather?
Heck yeah

83: Have you had any big storms recently?
No

84: What kind of bottoms are you wearing?
White panties

1. What is your best friends name?

I'd say Kin, who else can I talk to about work?

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?

- White

3. What are you listening to right now?

Olympic Show Jumping.

4. Whats your favorite number?

- 4

5. What was the last thing you ate?

Kettle popcorn


6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?

Grey

7. How is the weather right now?

Hot.

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

Someone with a dog with an ear infection.

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

Voice

10. Do you have a significant other?

Maybe. Hoping

11. Favorite TV show?

It used to be House.

12. Siblings?

Old brother and sis

13. Height?

- 5”5

14. Hair color?

black

15. Eye Color?

Brown

16. Do you wear contacts?

Nope

17. Favorite Holiday?

Used to be Christmas, but I always end up working

18. Month?

February

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?

- Sure, it’s called PMS.

20. What was the last movie you watched?

Captain America, frick, my kind of superhero

21. Favorite Day of the Year?

o.O They all suck

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?

Yes...

23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?

- Nope.

24. Hugs or Kisses?

- Hugs.

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Chocolate

26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?

Yeah, but they never do XD

27. Who is most likely to respond to a text from you?

At this moment? No one! It's 5am!

28. Who is least likely to respond to a text from you?

Everyone at this time

29. What books are you reading?

Dylan's Choice. Hey! I like my Thoroughbred series, TYVM.

30. Piercings?

- None.

31. Favorite movies?

Shawshank for the longest time.

32. Favorite football Team?

Screw football

33. What are you doing right now?

Watching Olympic Show Jumping...Go Lamaze and Millar!

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?

Butter

37. Dogs or cats?

Cats. Have a rotti nearly bite your hand off and you'll think twice about dogs. Have a chihuahua take a chunk out of your hand after you save its life and it'll seal the deal.

38. Favorite flower?

Whichever one I can eat

39. Been caught doing something you weren’t supposed to do?

Reading under a flashlight

40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?

Meh, sure

41. Have you ever loved someone?

- Yeah.

42. Who would you like to see right now?

Cruger

43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?

I don't even remember then

44. Have you ever fired a gun?

Yup.

45. Do you like to travel by plane?

No, cramped seats, babies crying, no thank you.

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?

- Right.

47. How many pillows do you sleep with?

1

48. Are you missing someone?

- A little.

49. Do you have a tattoo?

- Nope.

50. What's a childhood dream you had?

I wanted to be a show jumper since grade 4. That obviously did not work out...more or less the opposite. I don't like horses anymore after college.