Saw my little cousin on Neopets on easter, and decided to see if my account was still active there. Apparently, it is. >.> 10 years later lol...

So I DID have a flashdrive with 14 on it! :o Posting that soonish, just wanted to let you know!

OKAY! No, wait, not okay. When was the last time I did one of these?

... Six months? Wtf, seriously? And that was a dumb post too, ugh.

Okay, okay. First off, thanks for all the watches guys! And I know what you're thinking right now...

"You got some splainin to do!"

Quite right. Let's see, where to start... Oh! First off, Chapter 14! So, like, I had it typed... Was Tangi and Reb meeting up with Hazru and Tank for the windmill power-plant (I don't think that really counts as spoilers... If it does, sorry) Anyway, that was on my old laptop. What happened with that is I broke it. Hardcore. Was trying to stop my little siste from throwing her cup downstairs til I could get to it to catch it. Anyway, I had it resting on the arm of a chair and my leg clipped it. Laptop when FLYING from the chair into the banister rail at the stairs and the screen busted and the cooling fan went out. So, even though I could connect it to the TV in my room and use that as a monitor, the laptop would force shutdown itself after being used for so long; got really annoying. Until I finally made it pretty much DIE from that... ("EVERYTHING I TOUCH DIES!!!" ~Mrs. Turner; Fairly Oddparents) I got a new laptop though, but... Well, I kinda wondered about even bothering with retyping those chapters.

(opening up no jutsu!)
I don't think anyone in my life really knows about, well, this. My, uh, "interests". And, honestly, it makes me feel terrified thinking someone close to me would find out. I don't know why, it's just an irrational fear I guess... Living three lives right now lol... One's the home/RL-friend life where I'm basicly SILENT around friends and "WHY WON'T HE SHUT UP" around my family. Then I have my Final Fantasy XI life where I'm out going. Always say what comes to mind; despite if it makes sense to anyone else or if it's just plain dumb. And then, I have this site. I kinda don't talk to anyone, save mostly for Keyblademaster08.

... That, uh, kinda makes me sound like a creepier on this site, huh? >.> Anywho. Moving on.

I had to quit my Job.....................s. Way back. I needed a break from all that. Get things in order, ya know?

My family life is kinda changing. Mom has pneumonia (for the third time in 5 months...) Older sister's shoulder is bummed so she's quitting her job(which is good cause all they did was treat her like shit.) Dad still annoying, but I might actually be getting used to him. Not much to say about my little sister... She has autism. And I hate how I just say that. I don't know exactly how the describe that. I don't say "she suffers from autism" to people who give her odd looks in public should she start throwing a fuss. I say "Can I help you with something?!" or "BOO!" And, well, she's happy for the most part. She can get difficult to take care of, and I'm worried about that, if I get another job, can my mom take care of her by herself? (She's nearing 40, has Asthma plus her pnuemonia. Little sister's 13 and when she gets frustrated, she isn't afraid to hit someone. Hard.(very hard)) I've only really told my older sister about that worry, but she says I shouldn't think about that. Still, I can't help but to do just that. She's my younger sister...

Um, this is getting pretty "deep", huh... Sorry. I just kinda wanted to vent I guess. Can't talk to my family about this yet, and this other forums site I talk with people on are uh... Well, let's just say I'm more comfortable giving this information out on this site cause it's less likely people will turn it inside out on me and then I go into a rage fit and yeah. I'm scary when angered.

Last thing; and I'm really making a leap here. I really don't know who I am. Not like amnesia lol. Just... I don't know. Like "me". You know, what I like. Love. Attracted to... Yeah. I mean, yeah, the artist on this site I watch mostly do M/M. And yes, that is uh... You know. (God I feel stupid talking like this.) But in real life, I don't really notice anyone that perks my interests(lolcreepiersayingmuch?) Maybe I'm just lying to myself about real life because, somewhere in the back of my head, I know I can't really, uh... Oh, fuck it. I know that in real life, I can't ACTUALLY get with a dragon. Or w/e else I like on here. Anyway, yeah, this is getting to the psychologist in-depth shit and I'm REALLY nervous just typing just this out. (Kinda forcing myself to post this; said I'd type what comes to mind and post. No deleting.)
(omg done.)

So, yeah. Chapter 14? I think I remember how it goes. Bit of 15 too... Beyond that, I'm not sure exactly how I wrote them. This could be a blessing in disguise though! Means I can try retyping them. (I was unable to perform a data transfer between my old laptop and my new one because of the motherboard frying on the old one. Knew I should have bought a flashdrive or something.)

I'm going to try to get 14 up this month. My uncle's coming up for the weekend to visit and he's kinda had a rough time lately so here's to hoping it goes well! If I don't get on to post for an Easter wishing, Happy Easter!

And sorry for the long rambling up top. Also, in an effort to open up more, I'm changing my name on my main page from Tangi to Mizuharu. That's who I am in XI. Tangi is just someone I thought up. Mizu actually feels like me... So it feels like I'm not hiding behind someone else.

(Also, new avatar cause idk who that is but that smile is win. Okay, bed time!)

So I decided to replay some KH2 before trying to fall asleep... Anyway, I arrived at the Little Mermaid world and, well... After trying to get a perfect score so much, I kind of thought of a song... >_>

Part of Your World (Original found here - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0iPD8NWxC0A)

Look at this stuff, isn't it l33t?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the nerd...
The nerd that mods everything?
Look at this room, games unreleased.
How many systems can one man own?
Looking around here you'd think...
"F--k, he must never leave."

I got Yu-Gi-Oh and Pokémon and Digimon.
I got anime and manga and porn!
The old SEGA Saturn's?
I got Twenty.
But who cares? No big deal...
I want more!

I wanna to be where the gamers are.
I wanna see... Wanna see 'em gaming.
Playing around with those
What do you call 'em?
Oh, exclusives.

Up where they sit, up where they play,
Up where they stay away from the sun!
Gaming all day, wish I could be...
Part of that world~!

... Okay, I promise I'll do some real writing soon. >_>

So in my determination to get into a good school (and because I WANT MONEY...) I decided to pick up a 3rd shift job... so yeah... Still going to update though! Just I'm going to be putting sleep before typing; sorry.

Also, I have this idea for another story... Only two chapters though. Granted, I think two is just enough. Not sure when I'll start typing that out, but it won't be related to my current story.

That aside, Chapter 12 and 13 posted! Had time to proofread those thanks to someone asking me about them~

Indeed I do. Chapter 11 posted.
Also, I really must apologize for the long ass delay... I've been in kind of a bad rut at home... But, I'm working on it. I should probably talk with someone about it, but I don't really know anyone on the web or in real life I'd feel okay about dumping my problems on them... I just don't like burdening people with my problems is all.

So yeah, /emo off! Chapter 11! Go read it please!

Taken from mrlabrador

GIRLY MEME!

[ ] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish
[ ] You own a designer purse
[ ] You own perfume that cost over $60
[ ] You had/have fake nails
[ ] You have more hair products and body products than you can use
[ ] Your pet is a Chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier(mix)/Siamese/Shih Tzu/mini anything
[ ] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet
[x] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp
[x] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper
[ ] A pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets
Total So Far: 2

Do you:
[ ] Spend more time at the mall than you do at homework
[ ] Have had a hair color that is not natural
[ ] Have "blonde moments" at least once a day
[x] Buy stuff because it's awesome and then never wear/use it
[ ] Constantly keep your phone at your side
[x] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home
[ ] Have a name for your car
[ ] Know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week
[ ] Refuse to go out in public without makeup
[ ] Prefer to be called "princess"
Total So Far: 4

Do you love:
[ ] Makeup
[ ] Glitter
[ ] The color Pink
[ ] Jewelry
[ ] Mirrors
[ ] Chick flicks
[ ] Shoes
[ ] Rainbows
[ ] Unicorns
[x] Disney Movies
[ ] Flowers
[x] Stuffed Animals
[ ] Purses
Total So Far: 6

Do you shop at:
[ ] Coach
[ ] Forever 21
[ ] Victoria's Secret
[ ] Guess
[ ] Claire's
[ ] Express
[ ] Delia's
[ ] Hollister
[ ] American Eagle
[ ] Abercrombie Fitch
[ ] Aeropostale
Total So Far: 6

Do you say:
[x] Whatever
[x] Oh my god
[ ] Hun
[ ] Fugly
[x] That's hot
[ ] Dunzo
[ ] Darling
[ ] Bff
[ ] Cutie
[ ] Hottie
[ ] Skank
[ ] Totally
[ ] For Sure
[ ] Fabulous
Total So Far: 9

Do you read:
[ ] Cosmopolitan
[ ] Glamour
[ ] Marie Claire
[ ] Elle Girl
[ ] Teen Vogue
[ ] People
[ ] Us Weekly
[ ] Star
[ ] Self
[ ] PerezHilton.com
[ ] Dlisted.com
[ ] Seventeen
[ ] people.com
[ ] usmagazine.com
[ ] popsugar.com
[ ] Pink Is The New Blog.com
Total So Far: 9

Do you love these:
[ ] Legally Blonde
[ ] Elizabethtown
[ ] Mean Girls
[ ] Now & Then
[ ] The Notebook
[ ] A Walk to Remember
[ ] Sweet Home Alabama
[ ] Where the Heart is
[ ] Just My luck
[ ] John Tucker Must Die
[ ] Center stage
[ ] Bring it On
[ ] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[ ] Mona Lisa Smile
[ ] My Girl
[ ] The Wedding Date
[ ] 10 Things I Hate About You
Total So Far: 9

Do you really enjoy:
[ ] America's Next Top Model
[ ] Project Runway
[x] Desperate Housewives
[ ] The Simple Life
[ ] 8th & Ocean
[ ] Sex & the City
[ ] Grey's Anatomy
[ ] The O.C.
[ ] The City
[ ] Nip/Tuck
[ ] Gilmore Girls
[ ] Degrassi

Total: 10

Take your total and multiply it by 2. Then repost this as "I am #% Girly." With the number you got as the percent of course.

I am 20% Girly... Now I'm going to go watch more Desperate Housewives. It's starting in 18mins!

I just found out the last chapter of FullMetal Alchemist was out. It's a great series and I hate to see it go... It's rather quite saddening really. But also makes me want to work harder at the same time!

Chapter 4 and 5's revision is complete.

Hey, so... After re-reading all my chapters, I can see how many grammer errors I have. Thus, I'm going to go back and touch those up before I post any more. Sorry for any disappointment this might cause! But I swear, I'm belting myself down and working on them!

... When I'm not playing FFXI...

... Or watching FMA: Brotherhood...

... Okay, someone else obviously needs to belt me down! I'm obviously too f(lol4kids!-ed)king ADD to do it!

(But in all seriousness, I'll do a chapter a day for the revising bit.)

Chapter 2 and 3 have been revised and updated btw!

Yea I know I've been active for a year, but I never published anything due to nervousness. But I'm currently in such a good mood that I'm going to post! (Yes, yes. wtf@ taking a year I know. I fail. ._.;) Anyway, I'm hoping that everything goes smooth for me now that I'm publishing on here. To be honest, my biggest concern was people hating my work, but I've seen so many nice people on here from their comments they left on other people's artwork that I think all will go well. Or at least I'm hoping it will!

So, to wrap things up...

Hello Furaffinity!