I'm fine with it. A number of people recently have been making efforts to come to me and apologize for the way they treated me/spoke about me publicly in the past.

I have no hard feelings or beef with anyone. I only mutual block just to make sure I don't accidentally invade people's spaces who don't want me there. I also just want a safe and comfortable space online so I try my best to respect boundaries. I have put the past in the past.

If I have you or your friends are blocked, feel free to reach out to me and ask to unblock "username" @ "website". Don't even have to say anything else either.


My discord: A2J #0800

Hope you are all doing well and are safe.

i'm so happy, after an entire month of stressful phone calls and tears we finally got appointments for vaccine shots! All three of us in the household. We'll be getting the 1-shot so phew at least I don't have to jump through a million hoops for a second appointment.

Just so happy, I've been in very strict home quarantine since feb 2020 so it'll be amazing to be allowed outside again and see my doctors in person. Might be able to restart my treatments soon too if everything goes well! Just yippie, yay!! I'm so happy!! I can't walk or dance really but in spirit I'm practically flying! o(≧∇≦o)

i was just thinking about how i don't blog much anymore since i deleted tumblr way back when and i honestly miss it. being able to post and update about my day and chit chat with messages/comments. it was a lot of fun when it all didn't cause me anxiety.

just wanted to kick back and giggle at the current FA image outage. I took a moment to look through recent submissions and reply back to comments! Mostly just ty's but it was super nice to read all the messages again and make my heart flutter. real good feels.

was thinking i'll just post a generic fa journal and wish you all some good vibes and to let you all know I'm grateful you follow my artwork, give me favorites, and even go to the trouble of leaving me comments occasionally! It really brightens my day to log into FA and look at new art or upload my backlog. And I always feel excited to see a new comment here on FA. So thanks for always being so kind and supportive here, it's been a tremendous help lately.

>what's going on with you AJ?

not a lot, there's a nasty cold spike IRL here and it's affecting my health pretty badly. i can hardly walk around my house without great pain in my legs/hips. my hands now look like... well you know what lego people hands look like? Just a C shape? That's pretty much all i got left on my hands. No grip strength, immense pain if you apply pressure anywhere on them. just been a real downer of a time. >:C keeps me from writing or drawing as much as i'd like too. I am doing stretches, resting everyday, and treating myself. But only so much you can do with chronic illness that's unmedicated. I hope I can get that darn vaccine soon so I can see my doctors again TT 0TT; i'm so sick of being re-crippled.

ignoring the bad health shit, i've been enjoying finding my confidence and love in my own artwork and self made items. I've been really trying hard to focus on the love of making artwork and discovering each new character/art piece as they happen. it's been kinda magical each time i get to draw lately since i have so little spoons! Even if it's bad artwork it doesn't matter im just giddy to play on the tablet and make lines/colors. i can just make bad shit to redo later when im physically well again and be okay with that. and im just excited to work on it more and get more ideas for it instead of guilting and shaming myself into a burnout. so that's all been really amazing and i'm enjoying my art so much <3

i think when quarantine is over i am going to start running a local art jam meet and just push people to make stuff during that session ^ w^ it would make me so happy to share this creative joy with people and hang out while we draw/write/craft/whatever! I'd love to start art jams online but just physically not well enough to manage anything atm, so i'll just have to drool and dream about it in the mean time.

recent stuff i'm working on lately is PMD au for my own pokemon characters and stories! C:
- https://toyhou.se/9177938.golem-guild
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39581270/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39581232/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39768730/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40566792/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40566822/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40566870/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40566899/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40566932/

I am having soooooo much fun, i still have a bundle of NPCs i gotta draft up but my hands withered up before i got to finish sketching. >:/ hmph. but next spoons i get imma try to draw a couple more~ all this background / world building really helps me think about the ocs in existence and make up stories or headcanons of them on the fly!

What are you all up too, what are you working on or recently completed? Show it off in comments! SFW/NSFW all fine with me here.

I made a curious cat for funzies, I'm just feeling chatty for once haha. So let's make use of it!

https://curiouscat.qa/DankDook
https://curiouscat.qa/DankDook
https://curiouscat.qa/DankDook

Feel free to shoot me any questions you might have for me, my artwork, or even just direct questions to my OCs!

https://twitter.com/DankDook
https://twitter.com/DankDook
https://twitter.com/DankDook

for those who are interested, it's a very nsfw twitter no minors please.

just thinking about how much i love potatoes

yum

https://toyhou.se/~bulletins/164600.....-journal-open-

check it out on TH! C:

Let me know if you need an invite code for joining. I got a ton.

heyyy my hands are pretty messed up with swelling. but i want to practice doing just sketches of characters.

stuff i like drawing:
furry
nsfw
pkmn
mlp
animal crossing villagers
ferals
humanoids
even if i'm not good at something I usually will try winging it. gotta learn somehow right.

rules -
be chill
let's have fun
and let me wing it.

i can't do very many, but please link me a ref of your ocs. c: (no written descriptions at this time please)

if you like my work, consider tossing me a kofi! (or subscribe to my sfw patreon!)

I hope you're all doing okay. 🎔

Keep surviving, please wear a mask, & wash your hands often. ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

I'm still being openly harassed, can anyone please report these tweets inciting it? https://twitter.com/DurianChop/stat.....598641664?s=20

Thank you for your time and energy. I have sent in a report to twitter, but I can not directly report the action.

I don't support zoo's. I don't support pedo's. My only arguments have been that fanfiction and shipping is not legitimate child pornography (content made from actual children in actual situations) and it's a disservice to all victims to claim it is. I'm sorry it's poorly stated. I don't know what else to do, the harassment has never stopped.

https://artfight.net/~CloverCoin
https://artfight.net/~CloverCoin
https://artfight.net/~CloverCoin

This is my artfight profile!! I got team SPICE. oot oot.

Are you on artfight? Got a team yet? Link your profiles below!!

Let's FIGHT! /pokemon battle music starts up.

https://www.pillowfort.social/a2j
https://www.pillowfort.social/a2j
https://www.pillowfort.social/a2j

it's not a business account or anything. just a personal blogging space for me and my living. lotta chronic illness and mental illness venting. oc world building and some art/photo sharing.

personal account, lot of nsfw and adult works. minors shouldn't follow.

Do you have a pillowfort account? comment and link yourself below! C:

im really sick of the continued harassment over literally nothing for months. I am pro women. I am pro queer people. I am pro creativity.

Get the FUCK out if you are a puritian/fandom police/anti whatever you call yourselves. Get the FUCK out of my spaces. GET OUT.

get the fuck off my yard. unfollow me. block me if you don't want me to interact with you/your work.

https://subscribestar.adult/flipside

Okay I am super happy to share it now, all cleaned up. Just a personal blog, world building (sfw and kinkverse), erotic fiction/fanfic, and of course drawn smut by yours truly.

It's a pure self indulgence blog and marked +18 obviously So if anyone ever wanted to check that out for a while I'd be thrilled. /thumbsup

https://subscribestar.adult/flipside

good luck out there everyone

Posting on behalf of AJ who isn't well enough to come online right now.

https://www.deviantart.com/queerly/.....ersy-821469192

A lot of people make rude assumptions about me and the content I like to make and make accusations based on fiction. Pokemon ferals or Pony NSFW.

I wanted to be very clear and this thread helps give some insight. I support fiction, I support boundaries, I support people finding their comfortable places online. But we all must work together to coexist better and not clash so often.

https://twitter.com/tailsideup/stat.....546923008?s=09

Hey all, I've finally decided to move my personal tweeting and shares off clovercoin account and keep it just sfw artwork, patreon updates, and pillowings pile updates. So more formal.

I'll be active on tailsideup account with personal blogging, doodles, and NSFW content! Please consider giving me a follow if you use Twitter?

https://twitter.com/tailsideup/stat.....637596672?s=19

Thank you for your support! - AJ

https://www.deviantart.com/cloverco.....ease-804261303

https://www.deviantart.com/cloverco.....ease-804261303

https://www.deviantart.com/cloverco.....ease-804261303

https://www.deviantart.com/cloverco.....ease-804261303

all same link, just my big for sale center on DA.

lot of you saw on twitter our little vet back and forth with our eldest dog Candy. We put all of the bills on my credit cards, filled it to the brim. Uhm, I'd.. honestly just like to try my hardest to make some sales to clear that debt as soon as possible... just for the sake of my mental health. It was a really really hard weekend, we racked up about 3k between vet services, medications that we didn't get to use, and memorial/cremation services.

so.. hard goal is to start from 0 and earn my way up. Lots of stuff I have available for sale/offers, please consider purchasing a pillowing or a myo slot now if you've ever considered it. I'd really just want to be open and ask for help this time. I want to remember candy as nothing but happy memories. Getting the debt/stress of it all handled will be really helpful to me and my family.

thank you for reading. thank you everyone for your kind messages and good vibes, i read all of your support and know that candy really appreciated it all. <3

here is my ko-fi page for anyone interested in that:
https://ko-fi.com/clovercoin

(Clickable links in the patreon post, I really don't want to reformat all the links here to bbcode ;; it's too much work for my stiff hands and spoonies.)

[public patreon post]

Hey all, I wanted to practice more blogging but my stiff hands and fatigue have really taken over. So I've been focusing on a lot of doodling for my mental health, cleaning with my friends Choco and Cinnri, and taking care of Prov.

Sadly for Prov and I have gotten some bad news about our family, (my in-laws/prov's parents) Our dad seems to have taken a bad turn for the worst health wise. It's been a pretty big up and down battle, however lately it sure feels like any ground gained is immediately taken away twice as much... 1 step forward and 3 steps back?

We are having our own problems and troubles that have prevented us from traveling and visiting his disabled family. Now with how poor the health is, I know Prov is very scared and worried about running out of time with his father.

I personally had a very bad relationship with my father and most of my family, I don't entirely know how to feel. I only recently just found this new family, a mother and father who welcomed me with open arms and never hesitated to tell me they love me. It feels like teeth grinding in my throat just thinking about it. I have never left loved by my family. Fear and hurt keep me from trying to mend bridges, frankly thought.. I think those bridges sometimes are best burnt. But now I struggle with a flurry of emotions, anger and guilt. For a lot of things, not just him getting sick or me being too sick blah blah blah. Just.. at all of it, at how hard everything is. I'm just so angry and bitter at how difficult life is and how... we feel like we're never going to catch a break. We're just struggling until we die and...that's it.

I'm just so angry... But being angry won't help. It won't solve anything. It won't process my emotions. Prov and I have made plans, we continue to speak with our parents and try to motivate them to keep getting treatment. To please keep trying. Something that helped us a lot when we were too sick to get around or stuck in a hospital for daaaaaaaaays waiting for various test results, we both agreed to get his parents/father his own switch! Pack it up with a nice pro controller and a few games we feel he would be interested in. Even if you can't move around too much, the mental stability and practice of playing with video games can help SO much in so many little ways. Even if we end up just giving him our own personal switch and games, we can replace them at a later date. I'm going to make this work no matter what....

We have been working really hard and saving up some cash for emergencies, so I think we can maybe.. maybe afford it. But oof it's a stretch considering you all saw us literally begging for financial aid in 2017. It's now 2019 and we've recovered somewhat all thanks to Prov's job that has wonderful health insurance for me to go where ever I want/specialists and such. And now we, as a household, even had local friends move from their states to Madison WI to come to our house and help us. Cleaning up the house, helping me get laundry done, cooking with me so we can meal prep so I stop accidentally starving prov and I. It's been a lot of sudden changes this June since they moved here to help me with so much. I can not even begin to thank Choco and Cinnri enough for all of their efforts and dedication to listening to us... It's been a huge difference already and I'm incredibly grateful. A lot of people do not have tolerance for disability and how it takes over every single second of every single day for us. We literally can not escape on our own. Please give the "Spoon Theory by Christine Miserandino" a read if you'd like to have a better idea of how we speak about disability, energy, and what's possible in our lives.

The best news about having 2 new helpers locally, we hope to get the CloverCoin household cleaned, unpacked, and officially get Clover Coin Designs back online. Streaming art and games, doing pokemon snap photography again, and having lots of fun planning to make merch for patrons, etsy shop, and future convention runs! We plan to unpack and clean my office so it can be set up in an L shape desk, microphone, and camera equipment for streaming. We also hope to get a comforted couch for guests to chill behind me (Prov/Cinnri/Choco or anyone who visits) while I have my sched streams. <3 It's still a lot of work, so please bare with us as we slowly work on uncluttering the business! I'm also hoping to try planning to visit 2 conventions this year near Madison WI. I'm hoping to check out Aquatifur October 11th-13th in Wisconsin Dells and Ponyville Ciderfest November 1st-3rd in Milwaukee WI. I was very very interested in trying to make it to Midwest FurFest in Rosemont IL but hearing about the dealer's den not getting any help from the con staff.. I am disabled and can not risk finances on a convention that doesn't care much for their creatives? So that's a huge bummer since so many peeps I'd love to meet attend. :C

So that's a bunch of... mixed bag of nuts? Lot of bad news for us personally/emotionally. But we also have a lot of... really wonderful and amazing things ahead of us. So we can't back down. We can't give up. We have to keep pushing!!!

OH, one last thing. My birthday is June 17th. Guess what? JUNIOR'S BIRTHDAY IS ALSO JUNE 17TH!! We're so excited to celebrate our birthdays together!! I know a lot of peeps ask me for amazon/WL kinda stuff so here ya go! NEVER THOUGHT I'D MAKE IT TO AGE 29 BUT WOOO NOW TO PARTY!!
So.. that's everything going on. Still cleaning, still unpacking the house, still helping Cinnri/Choco move into their own place (mostly collecting furniture at this point?), and hopefully we'll have some creative updates for you all very soon.

OH last thing, we'll be hosting a pillowing sale Friday (Patrons), and Saturday (Public on DA)! Keep your eyes peeled~ You def can check them out in discord for them sneaky views~

Thank you everyone for taking the time to read through and continue to cheer us on. We wouldn't be here without you peeps. <3


NEVER BE AFRAID TO DRAW BADLY. (ノ^∇^)

[public patreon post]

das all. please remember to practice patience and kindness to your fellow peeps.

Hey I’m seeking some advice and info from other mobile tablet (ipad pro/apple pencil or anything else) users! Please check out my DA journal!!

https://www.deviantart.com/cloverco.....vice-776205395

My Toyhouse: https://toyhou.se/CloverCoin

i have a shit ton, comment if ya need one.

Everyone is posting updates since tumblr lit itself on fire, figured I'll get in on that possible-new watcher action haha.

where to find my work or social media~
https://twitter.com/clovercoin
https://www.deviantart.com/clovercoin
https://www.instagram.com/clovercoin/
http://toyhou.se/CloverCoin
https://ko-fi.com/clovercoin
https://www.twitch.tv/clovercoin
https://www.patreon.com/CloverCoin

nsfw work:
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/flipside/
https://picarto.tv/CloverCoin
https://archiveofourown.org/users/A.....seuds/Flipside