Hey guys, I don't like writing something like this, but I needed to get this out of my chest. I just wanna say that I'm just done with joining discord servers for many reasons. First off, I'm tired of trying to branch out and then see some people who won't acknowledge my existence. If I become super active, then I end up getting myself in a world of trouble. I don't intend to, it just happens. I'm tired of inviting people in my own server then later find out they don't like it, they either silently leave, throw a fit over a character claiming we're treating them like sex dolls even though we had no intention to. I'm just done inviting people because now I have major trust issues, and I don't have interest in meeting new people. I'm just done. I'm tired of always trying to maintain peace between people. It's not worth my time nor mental health. I think the reason I made it in the first place was to escape from old drama because I wanted to be in a place I felt safe. Unfortunately, there were times I felt unsafe in my own server cause of certain people I invited in the past. If any more drama happens then I'll just delete it and never make another one. Nowadays, I just prefer dms mainly with people I now call friends. At least I have less of a chance getting myself into trouble. I'm also tired of some people contantly forcing in a server when I don't wanna be in there cause of how toxic and uncomfortable it is to the point I had to block that person. Forcing people in a server is never ok. You're just asking for trouble. I'm not gonna leave the servers I'm currently in (at least not until I have a reason), some I do talk in while most I just lurk and post my artwork. Other than that, I'm grateful for all my friends who stuck by my side and some new ones I met who actually enjoy my company. Anyways, that's all I gotta say so later Floofs.

We did manage to empty out my Bf's old apartment and got all his stuff here. Now it's just the matter of organizing and figuring out about furniture. Other then that, I'm happy to finally live with someone other then my 3 cats. Also due to all this unpacking art is gonna be a delay for a while but I'll get back into drawing eventually.

Hello my floofs, so I have some exciting news that my bf AgentCaw just found a new job so he's finally moving in with me in this house. As of rn we're still getting his stuff in here, so far just some little stuff, light furniture. But we still gotta bring in some of his heavy furniture. Other than that, I'm excited that it's finally happening. It'll be a new experience for me since I never lived with a love partner before. Anyways I'm just hoping we'll both be happy living together

I'm happy to see FA is finally back up, seeing it down was really driving me crazy because this site has been my hub since 2016. Anyways, I do have some art I'm still working on so be prepared for that

Hello my floofs, I hope you're all doing well.

Now I have a question for anyone who paid through hipolink before. So, I'm trying to commission an artist I assume they are from Russia. I tried using hipolink to pay them linked one of my debit cards and I keep getting errors. I'm not the only one having this problem, right? It says it's got a paypal option, but the problem is I don't have a paypal card. If anyone can help me out, I'd greatly appreciate it. I just wanna know if it's just me or if others are having the same issue.

Hello my floofs, I just wanna wish you all a happy valentine's day or single awareness day as some like to call it. Sadly I won't be celebrating this year due to me being so busy at work. So I had to celebrate a week early with my bf we had pizza and challenged each other in a bowling game. I lost twice lol. He sure spoiled me too with chocolate roses and chocolate covered oreos. I sadly didn't give him anything because my money has been short lately. At least I enjoyed just spending time with him in general.

Hello Floofs, I hope you all are doing well.

I do wanna say a few things about my discord friend list. If I remove you off my discord list, please don't take it personal. It's nothing you did wrong; it's just we don't talk much. Once in a while I will remove some inactive people just to make room for either close friends, new friends or artists I want to commission. For those that I'm in close contact with, don't worry, you won't go anywhere, same for favorite artists. I'm not good at starting conversations admittedly other than "hey how are you?" All that stuff. If I try to start a conversation if they don't reply for hours or even days, I feel a bit concerned if something's going on or they just plain out ignore me. If I can clearly see you online and don't bother responding, then removing would be my only option. I see no reason to keep those who don't talk to me, you know?

Anyways that's all I gotta say. Until then, later my floofs

Hello Floofs, I hope you all are doing well and happy new year. Now that this year is almost over, I have decided that I am no longer gonna be using X. Mainly because whenever I check for messages I keep getting tagged by bot accounts for no reason. It's very annoying. I won't deactivate because I wanna continue to stay in contact with certain artists I like but that's it. I'm not gonna post my art there anymore. I will post in bluesky from now on. At least I haven't seen any annoying bot accounts. Part of me wishes I never gave it a chance after leaving it the first time.

Well since X has been going downhill latley, I just wanna send a quick reminder that I have a Bluesky as well if you wanna follow me there. https://bsky.app/profile/anibustyqueen.bsky.social

I'm not gonna deactivate my x accounts, I'll still check for messages or repost stuff as usual but I will be more active on Bluesky. Hope to see you there ;)

As the title says, I haven't confirmed publically (except for that one piece I drew) but and I have been together for 3 whole months. I didn't think I was ever gonna find a new relationship since my last one was pretty rocky. He really makes me happy and I'm forever grateful to have him in my life. We're not just online but irl too, I really hope this one will last a long time. As for you Sugarpie, I love you <3

Hard to believe it but it's that time of year again. I'm just a year closer to 30. Crazy.

I had fun celebrating this year, we went out to eat and a waiter said I looked 19. Nice to know I age well. :)

First off, looking at how many watchers I have so far, I wanna say thanks so much for 200+ watchers. I'm so happy the majority of you actually like my artwork. I don't feel like I deserve it but this just made me the happiest tigress alive. So I guess now it's time for another free art raffle. Hopefully I'll get more takers then last time. ^^

So it turns out it was just a false alarm. The reason why I thought the site was shutting down was because of a vc conversation I had with with a few friends and one said the site was going poof. But it turns out FA is getting rid of the forums and moving them to discord. So there's nothing to worry about. That's good because I'd hate to start all over expectually when I had this account for over a year nearly 2 years in fact.

Been hearing rumors that FA is suffering the same fate as Twitter because of the forums. That's just lovely. I'll just keep uploading my art till the site goes poof.

My DA: https://www.deviantart.com/floof-tigress
Twitter: https://twitter.com/AnimatheTigress
Telegram: AnimaTheTigress
Discord: AnimaTigoriae#7647

It pains me to say this but my bff had some problems with his phone so it's completely dead. So he's looking to get a replacement. Also his bills are overdue, so I'm doing my part by helping him pay for his bills and getting him a new phone. Also he is selling a GPU, if you're interested in buying one, you can go ahead and DM him.

I don't have a lot of money on me atm but I am offering commissions and I have a few adoptables for sale yet. If you're interested in a commission, DM me. Prices and adoptables below:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48976765/
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....pen-Adoptables

So FA+ is a thing now on here. I don't mind the banners but I'm not sure about spending money a month for a custom banner. So I guess we'll be looking at Fender from now on. What I really want for this site is username change and a blacklist, thank god that's still in development.

I don't know if this is 100% true or not but I've been hearing rumors that Twitter is self distructing. I know I've been off and on with it for a long time, but if that were true and it shuts down for good, I wouldn't really care tbh because Twitter is just a toxic website, just like Tumblr. I left, came back just cause I was encouraged. It's whatever, it's not like I'm super active there anyway. I so much prefer FA. It's not perfect either but at least it's more chill.

idk why people here on FA do this but I found out I was blocked my a person I never saw before. They watched me then blocked me for no reason. That's real mature. I never even done a thing to this person.

If you block me and not tell me what I did wrong, I'm just gonna block you right back. I don't care who you are. Blocking without reason is just childish, I'm sorry. Not sorry actually.

Oh and you can't block by accident cause you'd have to physically do it. So that's no excuse.

Due to some inconvenience in the past, I feel like I should write this journal just to clarify limitations when it comes to other people requesting art with my ocs involved.

Yes my characters are avaliable to request art with other people's characters. However, even they have limitations. Expectually when it comes to NSFW 🔞

1. While the majority of them are currently bisexual, some are either strait, lesbian, or gay. If you wanna request art of let's say my boy Steven. He's gay so he would not be avaliable for females. If you don't know a characters sexuality, just ask me.

2. Don't simply dive in without my full blessing first. Don't get me wrong, I love it when others request art for me as a gift. But if it involves something I don't improve of, I would not be happy. I would ask the artist to remove it. I'd be willing to discuss ideas for future artwork, all you gotta do is communicate with me.

3. If you already know my tastes, then you could surprise me. If you don't then ask me.

4. Only character of mine that's not available is my secondary fursona Alayna Zimmer. Because she's based off of me irl, I don't want her having sex with someone's character until I have a bf irl.

5. Don't draw my ocs with futas. I'm not full on against futas or those who are attracted to them but they are a turn off for me. So if you really want my characters with them. Make sure they're SFW.

6. Last one, don't draw them in fetishes I find distasteful. I have no actual fetish only sex in general. I'm a very limited person when it comes to fetishes.

Someone is hosting a tiger raffle so check it out here

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46292690/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46292690/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46292690/

Someone else is hosting a free art raffle so go ahead and check them out. Their art is really good <3

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46191056/

One of my good friends is hosting a free art giveaway. So check her out here. Her art is so amazing <3

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10145263/

First the drama from last year and now this. Unfortunately, I had to cut ties with another so called friend who I've known since my brony days. I won't mention his name just to avoid witch hunting. Anyways, this happened about a month ago. He was a huge Sailor Moon fan, he has recommended it to me, I watched it, it was good. I invited him into my discord server just to bring my friends together and help my group grow. For a while he seemed happy being there. He was always a sad sac, constantly depressed, I tried helping him feel better by introducing him to my other friends in the server. Things were pretty good. Until one day he just randomly left, and I was left there wondering what I did wrong.

I privately DMed him asking him if I did something in the server that upset him. Then I saw his tagline saying he was tired of seeing furry art. That really upset me. I can understand a lot of people don't like furries, but that shouldn't be a reason to leave. He was into Sonic the Hedgehog, so I assumed he was already into that cause Sonic characters are furries. He told me he was feeling left out and wanted to talk about Sailor Moon. If I'd known he was feeling left out, I would've slowed down on posting so much furry art. I didn't know it, because he didn't tell me.

I thought about cutting ties with him from there, because I didn't wanna hurt him anymore then I already have. But he kept begging me to stay so I gave him another chance. Unfortunately, he kept getting all depressed and whining about how someone is "bashing" him for liking SM. It was getting to the point where it was becoming very repetitive. I had enough, so I had to be honest with him that I was getting tired of hearing about this so called "bashing" him over SM. The anime itself is not the problem, it's him constantly whining about his issues was the problem. I tried to sound as calm as possible, I guess he saw it as a personal attack, so he removed me without a single word, I didn't find out until a few days later.

That really made me angry. Instead of communicating with me like an adult, he ran away like a coward. Removing someone just because they're annoyed with your repetitiveness is just very childish. I said my final words to him in a DA note. I told him I was done with his shit, he had an opportunity to make new friends and threw it away. I will admit I did F bomb him and called him a cunt, only because he handled it in a very childish way. I'm usually not that harsh, but his attitude left me no choice. After I sent that final note, I blocked him and this time, we're never being friends again. I gave him one too many chances and now it's too late.

About a day or two later, I was informed he posted a screenshot of my note in public, even mentioned me by name. He plays the victim card acting like I treated him badly when he himself dug his own grave, even saying my artwork sucks. Wow, shaming somebody's art just because you don't like the person. Very mature. He's no professional either so he has no room to talk. He mentioned he removed me because I made him uncomfortable. I don't know how I did, I assume it's cause I told him I was tired of hearing about SM and lost interest. I was. He could've told me, it's not like I was gonna lash out.

In the note I did say he was being fake. It's not just because he left the server, it's the lack of communication that made him fake. Real friends would communicate with each other, fake friends would not say shit and go behind your backs. That's exactly what he did. I loved the part where he said, "I bet that's why Dawn isn't with you anymore!" He makes it sound like my ex dumped and cut ties with me but in reality, it was the other way around. I dumped and cut ties with Dawn because he made me unhappy and lashed out at me. His logic sucks.

He also makes it sound like I "forced" him to be a furry. Again, due to him being a Sonic fan, I thought he was already one. He must have some screws loose or something. I get he wants to find other SM fans, but someone not liking the anime is nothing to get depressed over. I love furries and do I get depressed over someone hating it? No. This guy is just a man-child. He's a grown ass adult who whines and complains about SM bashing. I'm beginning to wonder of those people who "bashed" him were just as annoyed as I was. I tried to be nice to him, but he made his choice and now he's got no friends left.

Even manipulated his followers against me because they only got one side of the story. Even got one calling me a whore. Good job. What are my final thoughts? He's just as manipulative as my ex-friends from last year, and that's saying a lot. At least they don't mention people by name, but all that he did was just beyond childish. All I can say about him now is I am disgusted and disappointed. I'm just done playing therapist with someone who doesn't even listen, talking to him is like talking to a brick wall. It's not worth my time associating with people like this. If they refuse to cooperate, why be around him? Last thing I wanna say about him is good riddance and goodbye.

After doing so much on improving my skills on art, I've looked back on my old commission sheet I had for years now. I think it's time I raise the prices a little. As always I charge cheap but not too cheap, I don't like going too expensive either. My skills are not that professional. I'll have to decide on new prices now that my skills are slowly rising up.

I didn't wanna have to write this journal, but there are some things I want to address. I've had two people add me on Discord who I never even met on this site. I won't mention any names and I'm not here to shame someone, but this is just in general.

If I not once spoken to you and you add me on Discord without asking me first, I'm sorry but I'm just gonna reject your friend request. The reason for this is because those who just added me out of the blue get all creepy asking for yiff conversations or even show off inappropriate photos. It just makes me feel uneasy and suspicious. That goes to those who are not linked to my other friends or even servers I'm in. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't like talking with new people, I just don't wanna feel like I'm being stalked, you know?

So please, if I never met you before, don't just add me on Discord. Make sure you ask me first just so I know who you are. While I do appreciate you loving my art or my characters, don't be a creep. Just because I draw NSFW doesn't mean I wanna talk dirty, expectually with someone I don't know. Respect boundaries, that's all I ask.

Another thing I wanna point out, if I find out you are under 18 and you have an account here, I will block you. It's not out of spite, I just don't want my NSFW art exposed to a minor or potentially get in trouble. I put mature filters up for a good reason. If you wanna watch me then watch me on DA. At least that site allows 13+.

That's all I gotta say. You all take care.