Leaving here for good. C:
Pointless to stay went the one person who helped you join is a totally itch on my ass.
Sooo, yes, goodbye guys! fine me on DA C:

http://www.livestream.com/cheycheysdoodles

Come watch me doodle junk!

Okay firstttt, i'm hit whiny 'itch mode.
WHINY 'ITCH MODE ACTIVATE!!

....welp, i'm stressed to the limit. TOO MUCH PRESSURE!
I'm not drawing fast enough for people whom i'm doing art trades with, so they are pissed. I DON'T wanna draw right now, more stuff on my freakin' mind.
Whats on my mind you say? this:

1: For a week now i've been having dreams of my first ex...Zach. I have no idea why but he just crawled his way back into my mind and now my friend Megan is trying to get him to like me again, which i'm not sure if I want him to or not. I hurt him, bad. I just wouldn't be bale to handle that....I don't think.
2: 4 more days 'til I have to drag myself miles away just to watch my sister get her college stuff...
I'm really upset over that, but i'm making it. I've learned what to do when shes gone to kept myself from crying...hide in the dark listening to the songs she would laugh at me for singing like "Daydream Believer" and "Hello, Goodbye" Remember the good times and just know she'll be back...thats all I can do
3: Me and Megan might go to the mall Saturday...I won't hold my breath. She changes her mind A LOT. ((I would know, I dated her)) Hopefully we do because I really need a friend right now...and a hug.
4: I think theres something wrong with...just my whole body period. PAINNNSSS everywhere! Its killing me!
5:Nothing really makes me happy anymore...I can smile and laugh but then its right back into a dark state of mind. Only time i'm really happy? re-reading The Darkest Powers books for like...the 5th time.

*sighs* But, besides that I have good news:
SOME FANART I MADE FOR THE DARKEST POWERS, OF CHLOE SANDERS, WILL BE POSTED UP ON THEIR WEBSITE!
Yuppp, this little one right here: http://cheyannechan.deviantart.com/#/d2urbr6 will be posted up on the darkest powers website! how exciting is that? pretty damn exciting if I say so myself! C:

Anyways, theres an update on my life. Now, i'ma go back to reading.

EDIT: LOOK!! LOOK!! SHE DID UPLOAD IT!!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/kelley.....7623958670821/
AHHHH!! I'M SO HONORED!! <3

Oh, what can it mean to a daydream believer and a home coming queen~
I've had this song stuck in my head for awhile now. x___x
COPY & PASTE TIME FROM MY DA JOURNAL!
I haven't been on enough, right?
Its weird, right??
Even I agree i've been neglecting my lovely online friends...
welp, I guess I should explain myself, so here it goes:

▪ I've been sick. Stomach problems, the norm.
▪ Reading, Reading, Reading!! As I've told you guys i'm hooked on reading again, mianly the Darkest Powers series, but sadly I have only a couple of pages left 'til I'm done with the whole series...errr Trilogy, really. ; w; Its been so amazing, I will be doing fanart.
I will be started a new series, though. So more reading for me!
▪ Lack of sleep. The most I'm getting a day? 3-4 hours, at the most. Just depends.
▪ Not eating well. Not well at all. My stomach, once again, is being strange so when I go to eat something, after a couple of bites I feel like puking. Only sometimes, though. I was able to eat a pretty decent meal yesterday and keep it down but this morning? not so much.
▪ Doodles! I've been doodling a lot. Random doodles of characters in my dreams that just so happen to turn out to be like in the books i'm reading...yadda yadda. Anywhoisle, so my SERIOUS drawings, like the Love is War one is gonna take me some time
▪ Next month will be worse. I have to travel a good 4 hours or so to Claksville where we will be taking my sister to her college.
First we spend the first thru the third there, then we're back there around the twenty-fifth and spend a good 3-4 days there. In a hotel. Blargh. I will bring my laptop, though, but I'm sure the main thing i'll be doing is drawing...that and running around the hotel.
▪ Might be moving soon. Heard me right, just as soon as we can. So, thats on my brain as well, keeping me kinda outta it.
Whoaaa, okay that should be enough there.
I will try to reply and favorite stuff, but I can't get to all of it at once -had over 250 messages and junk to check- so if I don't reply right away, don't ya worry, I'm just being lazy.
I shall try to return when everything starts to change, until then...who knows? C:
Have a wonderful weekend!

 chai is an amazing artist and does cute chibis and she trying to earn up $400 to see her girlfriend.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1562292/
GO DO SO NOW...for me...please??

So, these three days I've been going to my church for VBS ((Vacation Bible School)) and well I wasn't really doing anything...just making sure everyone checks in at the door, dancing, talking with kids, eating then chillin' 'til I go home.
Well, today they started a new class and they wanted me to be one of the teachers for it...
Its a small class, only 5 people in all, including me.
We are taching the kids about Jesus, of course, and then we teach them how to watercolor paint and draw!
How exciting is that?
The kids call me mommy too. I love it!
I took a picture with one of them who didn't wanna take a picture so I'm all smiling and hugging her tight while she trying to hide her face.
Sooo cuteee! <3
I'm excited for tomorrow then Friday we will be showing the 'rents all the pictures we've taken, have a water ballon fight and then eat hot dogs and hamburgers!
So much fun, right?? I love ittt!
Wish me luck guys, check ya'll later!!

I'm going to be gone fore a little bit...

Sorry for lack of updates.
I'm staying in a heavy depressed state ((again))
sooo...yeahhh.

I'm sick...
extremely sick and it sucks.
Sooo...if lack of art happens, thats why...or lack of being online.
Either that or i'm at the hospital...
none the less, lack of updates might happen.

I'm surprised I've never posted a journal on here yet.
I post like 2-3 everyday almost on DA. XD
Well here you guys go, a journal....and it was pointless.