I just to send a little thanks for everyone that has either made me art or if I have commissioned it. I love every single piece qwq and I will be doing an art dump of them soon <3

I'm also still waiting for a few more things to come and some badges to get here in the mail (hopefully) soon

Currently Waiting For
 tape Badge
 smoot Art
 thatgreenmonster Badge Dragon
 Sirkus-Pandemonium Animation
 chickenteeth &  ianjay Badges in Mail

So ya I'm sorry I've been so inactive with posts, just kinda been lazy about that really.

So I'm thinking I might do a spam soon of all things I have of TiKi once something finishes up

So super fucking excited now @W@

New icon! And hopefully more to come!

In a good way

Just going to be changing a few things up, one major thing soonish but you'll have to wait and see

My laptop that I've had for 4+ years is pretty much on it's deathbed. Constant freezing, crashing, bluescreens, graphical issues and many many other things have been happening to it. Sooo I won't be doing much till I either fix it, or get a new computer overall

Just finished transferring a lot of pictures over to weasyl if you want to follow me there go ahead!

https://www.weasyl.com/~mrmrz

Don't worry I'm not leaving FA, I'll still be here

WARNING THIS IS A VENT

Seems like a lot has been happening over this past year, some good and others... not so good. to wrap the year up in a decent size nutshell I got kicked out of my dream college, went to a friends and tried a few community college classes.. failed those; During which i had bad depression and gain 30~40 ish pounds (fat kitty no fun) i decided to leave all of that and went to live with  ihazelis <3~. I picked up a job here (dead body driver) and well worked, met some furries here and what not and everything was riding along smoothly. Come December and it starts great, get a new job (ice cream place) and see friends almost every week at least. Now for Christmas i wanted to take  ihazelis to California to show her where i grew up, my friends, go to Disneyland, beach and all that stuff.

And this is kinda where we take a turn for the worse. A little background on my Mom, she was one of the extremest helicopter parents that, to put it nicely, isn't the best at parenting. She used to be ok with everything untill my Father passed away during my freshman year of high school. She has a sense to "ramp everything up" taking a small thing and turning it into a big thing, or me telling her i did something wrong or did poorly on a test, it would start of as "it's ok you'll do better" to " WHY THE HELL ARE YOU DOING SO BAD, IS IT BECAUSE OF [INSERT REASON HERE]" in a matter of minutes. So when it came to college I found my dream school and got away as soon as i could (then all that other stuff happened that i said earlier).

So back to the trip at xmas time, my mom tells me to move back in with her and take classes in cali, to which i say no to. End of conversation? no... throughout the trip we talk about nothing else but college, every friend i talk to her about, "oh how are they doing in college? What college are they in again?" and this goes on throughout the trip. Constantly comparing me to my friends and belittling me in front of Sophi, my friends, her boyfriend (who i look to as a father figure even though i know they wont be together for the long hawl) and well pretty much everyone I'm around with my Mom. Come Christmas day, which is also me and Soph's first Christmas together, she decides to tell me how disappointed she is with my choices in life and that how her and my father didn't raise me this way. Great thing to say on Christmas right? So this happens throughout the trip, pretty much ruining every experience i had when at home.

So now it comes to this week, back from the trip, relaxing, can have a little mmj to de-stress myself. Today my mom thought it would be a great idea to tell me a few thing, not when I was there, nope when i get back and thought i can relax again. Apperently, i need to show her attorney's that i am taking classes for some stupid thing about my dad's trust and how i will have to spend several months in cali for it. How and how it now magically pays 100% for schools in California, and for some reason has to throw in the mistakes i have made over the year, while trying to tell me it would be so fucking awesome if I moved back. She then gets on a tangent and starts describing more things about how much cali would be for me and i ask her "What does this have to do with the trust" and well her response was " Sorry, i get it. You studying in AZ has nothing to do with dad's trust, but come on" and goes back to how my dad and grandpa went to the same college and so on. Then she likes to add that my choices do not sound like the son of my Dad and how i do not sound like her son.

SO ya, that is what has been going on currently


So questions i have if people would like to help.

Do attorney's really go to $710 an hour? Making it "useless" if i call them to see if what my mom is saying is correct

Am I over reacting to this and is it bad to not want to be with your mother?

_{guess i should just sleep now}

WUT WUT

Go get your slot today! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4906951/

GO GO

After like so long of trying to figure out a name for my Turian, I HAVE DONE IT

Thas Vuron
HAHA!!!

Welp for a little bit I'm in cali to see a few friends and catch up

Califur Meme:

Name:
T.K. but character is zarick

RL Gender:
The thing with a dick

Arrival and Departure:
I'll be there sunday, NO idea when I'm leaving

Staying at:
At my old place in cali :D

Mode of Transportation:
BIG BLACK envoy

Room Share:
Me n all my big fluffy.... pillows

How old are you?:
19

Are you an Artist?
NOPE, unless you want shitty stick figures

Do you have a Dealer's Table?
Nope.avi

Do you do commissions?
Absolutely...not

Do you do free art?
HAH no

Do you do trades?
nope

Do you have prints/ CDs?
Nope sorry

Are you a Fursuiter?
I have a giant ass green n black tail :D? (suit should be done soon)

Are you attending any panels?
Maybe, idk what yet

Who will you be with?
Flyin solo

Attending parties?
No idea!

Do you smoke?
420blazeit
and hookah if you got it

Do you drink?
Legally no, but a drink of lager/beer never hurts

Can I buy you a drink?
doubt it

Stage or public performance:
hell to the no

Best way to find me:
Look for the tall guy with the fluffy tail. And that also looks lost as hell

How do I talk to you/identify my self to you outside the dealer's den?
Just call me TK it's my nickname, but if you insist call me Zarick. And be yourself

Rules of engagement (Physical Contact):
I might hug, but it's rare, usually a handshake and some chatting is all I do

Personality Type:
I'll be a bit quiet, outta place. But when you get to know me I wont shut up. Also! i have BAD A.D.D so if you're talking to me and I'm looking elsewhere I'm sorry! I will be still listening though

How do I know if you're not looking to socialize (angry, busy or upset)?
I would let ya know, always feel free to say hi!

Anything to add?
Since I'm going solo, I'm most likely going to feel REALLY awkward around everyone there, if you're up for hanging out or showing me around. I will be HOPEFULLY hanging out with  rokemi a little, so you might find me there.

Looks like a piece of shit in my opinion...

Thing is, I've been on board with xbox and always have, 8+ years of gold and so on

But this thing.... Just makes me sad all over, rather invest the money for a better gaming computer than the xbox one

and the name is terrible too, 360 kinda had a nice ring to it. The joke about it being called Infinite would of been better than this.

Also i would like to see games on it rather than sport movies and cinematic trailers

She is selling her character Vex Husky along with 43 files of art of Vex

Go here if you are interested! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10640512/

Been playing for a bit now and can never seem to find any dragon bros anywhere

makes me all sad inside

wut wuuut

These last weeks have done more bad than good for me, seems I've lost friendships that I've had for awhile

Havent been in contact with anyone but my new roommate and my gf

I've just been neglecting people who I am/was close to and now i feel to distant to even say hi

Hopefully when I get my shit together we can chat it up again like we used to

We got a stream going on here

Prices:
icon sketches: $5.00
icon (colored and shade optional): $10.00

From hips and up (flat color) $15.00
From hips and up (shade) $20.00

go here:
http://www.livestream.com/ihazelis

GRAB SOME ART YAAAAAAYAH

So this kind and awesome sir here --->

is doing an amazing free art raffle, pretty much whatever you want! (within his reason of course)

It's open for one week so get in while you can!!

oh my FUCK you guys

its the last day of this shiz nat and i had no idea about it!

dudes, you gotta join in this amazing raffles cause... free shit! and Tamyra, I mean who doesn't want hot fucking wieners with tam

but guys join in on this if you haven't!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4273288/

http://www.livestream.com/ihazelis

Gotta hop in dis

Wish my team luck! It's our first game together, hopefully we''l do better than last night haha