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Birthdaay
General | Posted 8 months agoI feel old, turning 30 today! I just wanna roll around and meow at everyone
Rest in Peace Dragoneer
General | Posted a year agoI don't know ya otherthan being the owner of FA. But many others speak kindly about you. May you rest well.
Digitoxici art raffle
General | Posted 2 years agoDigi is doing an art raffle for 10k follows, go give him some support 💙
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53556307
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53556307
Recent loss
General | Posted 4 years agoAs of March 7th, my dad has passed away. I've been mourning over the loss for the past few days, and not all is bad.
I've been getting along with my mom a lot more than usual.
I'm not gonna go over how painful this is, I've vented enough in my Discord server.
My dad was always here for my family. Helping with advice on economics, life, advice on anything he may know or may just want to help with in attempts to learn more.. He was always trying to ensure nobody in the family went homeless. And ever since he passed, everyone has been hurt so very much.. My dad was the center of the family, able to keep us all together, and now, he's in Heaven. At least he's no longer in pain and doesn't need to take a bunch of medicines to live anymore..
I'll be trying to recover, especially since I have many family and friends that would hate to see me join him so early in my life.
And I would like to keep my promise to my dad that I would be successful in life, which is primarily not becoming homeless.. To get a job, and in attempts to be as independent as possible.
Thankyou to those who heard about the news sooner on Discord that gave support, it means a lot more than you may think.
For everyone, please, take care of your health. Especially your heart and lungs. My dad passed due to pneumonia causing enough stress on his body, that in the end he had an heart attack. It was the fourth time in about 20yrs that he was sent to the hospital due to pneumonia, and I wish doctors knew more to actually cure it.
I've been getting along with my mom a lot more than usual.
I'm not gonna go over how painful this is, I've vented enough in my Discord server.
My dad was always here for my family. Helping with advice on economics, life, advice on anything he may know or may just want to help with in attempts to learn more.. He was always trying to ensure nobody in the family went homeless. And ever since he passed, everyone has been hurt so very much.. My dad was the center of the family, able to keep us all together, and now, he's in Heaven. At least he's no longer in pain and doesn't need to take a bunch of medicines to live anymore..
I'll be trying to recover, especially since I have many family and friends that would hate to see me join him so early in my life.
And I would like to keep my promise to my dad that I would be successful in life, which is primarily not becoming homeless.. To get a job, and in attempts to be as independent as possible.
Thankyou to those who heard about the news sooner on Discord that gave support, it means a lot more than you may think.
For everyone, please, take care of your health. Especially your heart and lungs. My dad passed due to pneumonia causing enough stress on his body, that in the end he had an heart attack. It was the fourth time in about 20yrs that he was sent to the hospital due to pneumonia, and I wish doctors knew more to actually cure it.
Stress
General | Posted 4 years agoLife likes to be nothing but stress.. I know I'm not in the best of health, but the stress is still getting to me and is just making things so much worse..
As of late in the day yesterday, my mom had to go to the hospital.. She's still there as an all-night thing they do, and I'm worried... She went to the hospital due to her health being just that bad.. She can't keep food down, literally any drink including water, medicine, ect. She's been bleeding from various places.. It's just really bad and that's not even everything and I'm so worried to the extent that the stress is just getting to me.. Too many things going on at once, I'm just starting to lose hope and I have no idea what to do.
As of late in the day yesterday, my mom had to go to the hospital.. She's still there as an all-night thing they do, and I'm worried... She went to the hospital due to her health being just that bad.. She can't keep food down, literally any drink including water, medicine, ect. She's been bleeding from various places.. It's just really bad and that's not even everything and I'm so worried to the extent that the stress is just getting to me.. Too many things going on at once, I'm just starting to lose hope and I have no idea what to do.
Random games
General | Posted 4 years agoRecently, a few friends had gifted me a few games and they're really fun... Going Medieval is a fun new singleplayer indie game, it plays like Rim World except it's 3D and has the ability to build up or down... Though no machine-based technology, so keeping things cold in the middle of summer is quite annoying since the easiest way is to build deep underground.
Conan Unconquered is a fast paced PvE RTS survival, gotta work to keep your base in tact, hero alive, and survive a seemingly endless onslaught of enemies.
Even been getting back into RuneScape (again lol), a friend bought me a bond recently and its been plenty of fun!
Dwarfheim is pretty fun too, a 3 player coop survival.. One player is a Builder for economy/farms/civilian upgrades. One player is a Miner, being underground for mineral resources like Iron/Gold/Steel/ect. And the last player is a Warrior for military stuff.
Recently played some First Feudal with a friend and we got a good colony up and running, keeping things going well for as long as we can.
Iron Harvest was free through I think a bug through Steam... It's a fun game similar to Company of Heroes except with big steampunk war machines in WW-era times.
PlanetSide 2 I have started to get into yet again with the help of some friends.. It's hard to play a giant scale PvP game when you're all alone cus than dying a whole lot feels pointless without someone to point things out to help the whole team.
Though for some other random games...
Project Zomboid is a fun zombie survival that's in early access... Top down view with semi-realistic ways to survive, like being able to cook food, to fishing, stealth, building, and even vehicles, with more coming in the future.. The game isn't abandoned, and the devs post devblogs every Thursday on their website. I do wish they'd post them to Steam as well so people would stop thinking the game might get abandoned.
[b]Stellaris[/b] is a fun 4X RTS.. Don't really know how to explain this game. It's fun to play vanilla and modded, but is too heavily relied on DLC to get all the content and many of the good mods.
I have too many games on Steam and most of them have been gifted over the years lol. But fun to play games with friends and be chill. Though I am more of a PvE person and there's not enough people who like PvE games.
Conan Unconquered is a fast paced PvE RTS survival, gotta work to keep your base in tact, hero alive, and survive a seemingly endless onslaught of enemies.
Even been getting back into RuneScape (again lol), a friend bought me a bond recently and its been plenty of fun!
Dwarfheim is pretty fun too, a 3 player coop survival.. One player is a Builder for economy/farms/civilian upgrades. One player is a Miner, being underground for mineral resources like Iron/Gold/Steel/ect. And the last player is a Warrior for military stuff.
Recently played some First Feudal with a friend and we got a good colony up and running, keeping things going well for as long as we can.
Iron Harvest was free through I think a bug through Steam... It's a fun game similar to Company of Heroes except with big steampunk war machines in WW-era times.
PlanetSide 2 I have started to get into yet again with the help of some friends.. It's hard to play a giant scale PvP game when you're all alone cus than dying a whole lot feels pointless without someone to point things out to help the whole team.
Though for some other random games...
Project Zomboid is a fun zombie survival that's in early access... Top down view with semi-realistic ways to survive, like being able to cook food, to fishing, stealth, building, and even vehicles, with more coming in the future.. The game isn't abandoned, and the devs post devblogs every Thursday on their website. I do wish they'd post them to Steam as well so people would stop thinking the game might get abandoned.
[b]Stellaris[/b] is a fun 4X RTS.. Don't really know how to explain this game. It's fun to play vanilla and modded, but is too heavily relied on DLC to get all the content and many of the good mods.
I have too many games on Steam and most of them have been gifted over the years lol. But fun to play games with friends and be chill. Though I am more of a PvE person and there's not enough people who like PvE games.
Resolution fix, took far too long lol
General | Posted 4 years agoSince FA still confuses me, it took me well over a month to find the button just fix the resolution on my pic because I didn't know where it was hidden. But all's good now.
Also I have no idea how to hide the white background on it, I have no idea how that broke.
Also I have no idea how to hide the white background on it, I have no idea how that broke.
Bleh, random update i guess?
General | Posted 4 years agoBeen just slowly getting more&more depressed lately, the whole COVID thing ironically isn't even affecting me since I'm mostly a introvert.. At least irl my introvertedness shows muuuuuuuuuuuuuch more.
Sometimes it just feels like things are getting worse day after day, from my health to my mental state.. My memory is horrible and my backpain ceases to get any better..
Trying to keep it together so I can keep helping my friends from where I can online, albeit mostly over Discord/Telegram/Steam, but at least I'm trying..
I just sometimes don't feel like I'm good enough though, just always feeling left out and lonely. Sitting around usually doing nothing because I don't know what to do with my life.. x.x
On good news at least, I have been seeing doctors for both mental and physical health issues.
Also found a song that I oddly feel like on a emotional level... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thZqzBtnXCY
Sometimes it just feels like things are getting worse day after day, from my health to my mental state.. My memory is horrible and my backpain ceases to get any better..
Trying to keep it together so I can keep helping my friends from where I can online, albeit mostly over Discord/Telegram/Steam, but at least I'm trying..
I just sometimes don't feel like I'm good enough though, just always feeling left out and lonely. Sitting around usually doing nothing because I don't know what to do with my life.. x.x
On good news at least, I have been seeing doctors for both mental and physical health issues.
Also found a song that I oddly feel like on a emotional level... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thZqzBtnXCY
Goo and Felines! :3
General | Posted 5 years agoUs gooey people and felines should team up and rise up to be known as Masters of Cuddling and stuff owo
International Snow Leopard Day
General | Posted 5 years agoWe need more snow leopards :3
