As of writing this, I have not commissioned new art of my characters listed here in over a year and a half. I initially thought that I would keep up with this account on top of my new account  lilfluffyalex but I realized that has not been the case. I will leave this page up but for the foreseeable future, I will not be using this account what so ever.


Go to  lilfluffyalex to find me.

I wanted to talk about something very personal to me. Something that I've struggled to deal with and accept for awhile now. I am transgender.

I have some early memories, back when I was 10 years old. I can clearly remember looking in the mirror at myself and wishing that I was a girl. And that maybe I had come out wrong. That I wasn't meant to be a boy. When I was 14 I remember my parents openly talking about their distain for transgender individuals, at that point I had been working up the courage to talk to them about it myself. After that I sorta just bottled up all the feelings inside me for the most part.

Growing up in Texas, in a religious family made it hard for me to accept this about myself. At times I would try to make progress forward, but always find myself getting scared and always going back. At a point I convinced myself that I would just always be male, unhappy, but accepted by the people around me. I realize now, that if I'm going to be happy with myself I need to make steps towards becoming who I want to be. Who I'm meant to be. The people I've meet in this community, my friends, shall be my support and my rock.

For now I need to focus on school, and unfortunately that doesn't give me the fiscal opportunity to go forward with transgender therapy just yet. I don't currently plan to try and ask my parents for money to help me go through this. Honestly I doubt they would help. However, I would like to take other steps here online, and in my life, to be true to myself. I would like to ask that from now on, that female pronouns be used to describe me. I have made the decision for my fursonas to remain male for now however, but transition with me when the time comes.

This is a really big deal for me, for the first time in my life I feel excited about what the future holds for me. Who I'll be. Thank you for taking the time to read this journal. It really means a bunch to me.

Haven't done TMI Tuesday here in like 3 months. With the semester over what better time would there be to do it? Come on down and ask me anything! I will answer it as best as I can. ^^

Anything and everything goes! Ask what ever you want and I'll answer when I get the chance.

:Step 1:.

Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes.
The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big.
The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.



.:Step 2:.

Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true.
Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it.
You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special


.:Step 3:.

The List :

1. Happy Holiday messages in the coming weeks. A kind little gesture like that can really brighten my spirits.
2. To get to know more furs that I see, I haven't been real active largely due to school, but I would really like to get to know more people.
3. Go check out and consider commissioning and/or these great people and friends;  Rileykit  LeftLion  PampD  Yookey  Natsu-cat  Target-dog  OKH  Lulukitten  charry~
4. If you have some extra money this holiday season consider donating to a charity, local or global. If not money, maybe consider volunteering locally. There are lots of organizations that could use your help.
5. A Shiny Popplio in Pokemon Sun. Cause they are so freaking adorable.
6. More people to play animal crossing with. Im just getting back into it and am getting lost in it all over again.
7. (Insert Obligatory "Art Of My 'Sona" Wish XP) Actually any art I receive from anyone I would really love it if its not just Revel, but their 'Sona in the picture too. Family and friends are a central part of any good holiday for me.

BOOO!

Go ahead ask me anything. Im ready to answer any questions you got.

(Trying something out. might become a regular occurrence)

So earlier today I had the idea to commission a group picture of Revel and Friends playing dress up. After talking it over with a few people and looking into some of the details it has been decided that if enough interest was put into the piece that we would go ahead with it. What I'm looking for would be 5-10 characters at $20 a piece, the artist would be  yookey The piece will be shaded with a background. if you are interested either reply or message me, with the details of what your character would be doing, and how they would be dressed. This will remain open for 24 hours, or until all spots are filled. Once it has closed I will be contacting everyone and breaking down what the piece will look like. After this everyone will be required to pay  yookey for their spot. Failure to do so will result in removal from the final piece. If you read all this, in your response include the word pink.

Spots:
1.  Fluffylilrev [Paid]
2.  yookey [Paid]
3.  spelcub [Paid]
4.  kewbee [Paid]
5.  Rileykit [Paid]
6.  mikey-the-little [Paid]
7.  lileulogy [Paid]
8.  lucca [Paid]
9.  lilkayden [Paid]
10.  alexrian [Paid]

So I've recently gotten into the mood of writing short stories. They arnt very long, but they are cute and my friends seem to like them so I'm going to go ahead and start posting a couple on this account.

A lot of what I'm about to write most of you don't know; I wanted to talk about my past year as Revel, as well as moving forward. However; I wanted to start by talking about a time before Revel existed.

The lowest point in my life happened about a year ago and lasted for a few months, the group that was my closest friends suddenly had decided to hate me for reasons I am still unsure of. From what I've been able to piece together what caused this was my closest friend coming to hate and to coax others to hate me because of something that had happened, something I was never told. For months they emotionally abused me, claiming I had to earn my place as their friends again. At that point I should have realized that it wasn't worth it. That they weren't my friends, and for about three months I tried to get back to normal, to just go back to how it was before, but all that I got was being told I'm a horrible person. For a long time I started to believe it, it's the only thing that made any sense in my mind. The person that was my closest friend knew I was a furry, back then I had even shared with them a character that predates Revel, yet after all this I no longer wanted to be reminded of all this, all the pain they caused me. It's hard writing about it even now. And so I did away with that character, because I feared it would always remind me of the friends I had lost.

It was about this time that a new page began to turn in my life. When I was at my lowest was also when Daddy, my love, my mate, began to fall in love with me. Knowing each other IRL he wanted to see me happy and to cheer me up. It was because of him that I was able to keep going and eventually one of us said we loved the other and our relationship blossomed from there. At first daddy didn't know I was a furry but he quickly came to learn that I was, and I was suprised to learn that he was too. This is when the design of Revel started to be worked on. After a while Revel and Aidan's designs were decided upon, the soft pastel pink blue and white of Revel to be cute and kind and innocent. It was not long after that I told Daddy that I was a babyfur. Daddy 100% supported me as I was "breaking" into the babyfur scene, buying me all sorts of plushies and a pacifier and clips. He really wanted to make me feel special and I really did. What he was doing for me was amazing and really helped with all the grief I had been going through.

Yet it wasn't just Daddy that helped me when I was down, the Babyfur community really helped me in expression a piece of who I was. Getting to talk to other Cubs and listen to thier experiences and stories. As the "new cub on the block" I was made to feel really special and made a lot of friends. The support and community I felt made me very happy, and it wasn't long before I started to commission artists whose work I admired. Of course I've gotten the chance to "expand" a little. I made a telegram and Twitter for Revel and it is some of the best decisions I've made. I have also fulfilled a dream of mine, to take care of other Cubs (at least in RP) and it is something I've had a desire for, along side of being a cub myself.

Moving forward I'm not quite sure what I'll do, where Revel might pop up. I really would like to attend a local convention this year, but might have to wait. I would really like to get Revel "themed" clothing and am looking into that. I really want to be able to hang out with Cubs IRL. And of course I'm going to keep up FA, Twitter, and Telegram. Don't worry cute art is always a given.

So yeah it's been on big crazy year, it's had its ups and it's downs but for the most part it's pretty amazing. Thank you for taking the time to read through all my thoughts and feelings it feels good to get it all out there. Today is the 1 year anniversary of Revel, it's so unbelievably crazy how much he has effected my life.

So I figured I'd put a little list together of the different pieces of work I'm waiting on. Just to give my watchers a slight idea of what's being worked on with Revel. I know it's not too detailed but I'd like to keep it this way :-P

I will try and keep this up to date as much as possible

Art due:

Tipard
Group pic X2 -12 Months

Nycket
Commission X1 -5 Months
Group Pic Spot X1 -3 Months
Itty Bitty X1 -1 Months

OperationFluff
2 panel ych X1 -Waiting on Refund -11 Months

Kircai
Commission X1 -Refunded

Yookey
10 character commission -Refunded

Twitter:
Four from Twitter
Auskin
Little Red Aussie
Of Ticking Clocks
Kosmo

*Months are rounded
Last Updated May 12, 2017

So today I found out that I'm going to be responsible for some of my University expenses this year. In the past it's been my parents or grandparents helping me cover the costs. Thankfully I had been saving up just in case something like this happened so I'm not in a bind or anything; however; for the next few months I really won't be able to purchase art or new cubby items until I get my savings back to a point that I'm comfortable with having. So because of this I really won't be to terribly active here on FA, mainly to prevent tempting myself.

What this all means for everyone one of my watchers and just random furs who come to see art of Revel, is that I probably won't be posting anything new (outside of my already commissioned work I'm still waiting on). If any of you would like to reach me/just talk to me I've got a couple places you can contact me (since I won't be checking my notes often). Those places are;

Twitter: The pink plunderer (@fluffylilrev)
Telegram: (@fluffylilrev)

I do have a skype but don't check it that often. Same user names as above.

I just wanted to say, Thank you to everyone who watches me and enjoys art of Revel. I won't be dissaperaring completely or anything but I will be inactive for a while. Don't worry I fully intended to return as active as I ever have been on here. If not more XD

So a little earlier I discovered this Facebook page by accident; https://m.facebook.com/FAP.FurryAndProud which had posted with out my permission, or the artists, picture of my charater Bink, and Revel, and fallen-star-art

So the question is how to I go about getting it removed? The only ones allowed to post artwork of my characters is me, the artist, or anyone else in the picture. I don't have a FB account and have never had to deal with any thing like this before.

So I've just recently noticed that, my character, Revel's fur can change just slightly in between commissions. To see what I mean look at the pink neck here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19579500/ and see how it disappears here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20128832/ This isn't really anyone's fault that it happens, cause really I should have seen this before now. This is something that happens with the inner ears too. Regardless I actually don't mind too much about this and actually I wanna try and incorporate it into the design of Revel. Since real world animals grow different fur colors throughout the year why can't Revel? It's a neat idea and I really wanna try and run with it.

So what this all boils down to is, Revel can have either a white neck or a pink neck, and can either have white inner ears or pink inner ears. Everything else though, it stays the same.

Hi-hi just thought I'd go ahead and right myself up s little journal here. Gonna try and keep it short, but I thought it might talk a little about myself. So I'm from Texas, I'm really shy when it comes to meeting new people but I really like to make friends. I've never been to a furry con before unfortunately, but plan on it eventually; though I have been to an anime convention before. I'm a real big video game player and my boyfriend/fiancé/daddy got me into playing MTG. Um..can't really think of anything else to write >~<' so I'll end this part there.

I do like to RP every so often and if you'd ever like to just message me.

Other than that if actually read this go ahead and say Hi I also might start doing these more in the future.

P.S. Just ignore the header and footer, I was just messing around