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I waited 'til the third date to bring you up
It's never a good time to discuss the ghost of relationships past
But I told him your name and how you just didn't like me that much
And with bated breath, braced for impact
But he stayed right where he was
He's made friends with the skeletons in my closet
The elephants in my room
He makes it a little bit easier to be haunted by you
Now that it's over, I'm glad that it is
Now that you're gone, I'm glad that you went
Because losing you confirmed, sometimes
Breakups are blessings in disguise
Losing you only helped me find the love of my life
I waited 'til the third month, but he beat me to it
Started saying "I love you" at every chance that we could get
And it felt so good that I've got down right suspicious
'Cause I've waited my whole life to be loved like this
Oh, he's made friends with the skeletons in my closet
The elephants in my room
He makes it a little bit easier to be haunted by you
Now that it's over, I'm glad that it is
Now that you're gone, I'm glad that you went
Because losing you confirmed, sometimes
Breakups are blessings in disguise
Losing you only helped me find the love of my-
I used to think that you were it
And that when you left, I'd never love again
Just for me to meet the right person at the right time
The reincarnated love of my life
He's made friends with my friends
My parents love him
Thought I'd never love anyone like I loved you
'Til I did
So now that it's over, I'm glad that it is
Now that you're gone, I'm glad that you went
Because losing you confirmed, sometimes
Breakups are blessings in disguise
Losing you only helped me find the love of my life

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It started off with puppy love, you showing up to my dj shifts every week, you were someone I was happy to see every day, and to hear from.

I showed you things I hated about myself but you seemed to love. You then came down and showed me what it was to be loved, and I fell hard for you, and that was my fault. I should of kept my guard up more better then what I did.

4 months later, we were talking all the time, calling, chatting, shared pics, you teaseing me, I loved every single second of it. I wasn't worried about you breaking your promises or lieing to me, and i was completely blindsided on what was to come.

A month later, was the worst month of my life, but again you made me feel like nothing was wrong, and showed me love and compassion for my health issues, reassuring me everything was going to be okay. But when your friend came to visit you, things changed, and we went from talking everyday to barely twice a week, you stopped contacting me like you used too. I started to feel like something was wrong, and looking back on it now, I should of took that feeling and left, before my heart got more hurt and broken.

A month after my surgery, things just was not the same, you changed, and I didnt know why, I started to blame myself that i did something to set you off or said something, but looking back....it was never my fault, you didnt know what you wanted and I was just a fill in while you figured out what you wanted.

I didnt like to be used, I didnt want my feelings broken into small pieces, I didnt deserve any of the bs you caused me or made me go thru. I shouldn't have had to second guess that putting my health first was a problem, you threw a fit when I choose to stay, and made me feel bad, but i knew that i had to do what was right.

Now another month later, you choose someone else over someone who was willing to move to be with you once health issues was done and over with, someone who waited till you figured out what you wanted to do, I was hoping that you would of waited, but you choose what was better for you and didnt think about my feelings, and now i am here, broken, mad and trying to move on where you already did.

You are not a victim in this situation, you are a victim of having a rough life and shitty relationships that made you have trauma that you could not get past. I was willing to help you thru those trauma, holding your hand thru it all, to be that person that you needed to lean on.

Will i ever forgive you for everything you put me thru? I cant stay I can at this time, its gonna take time awhile to get over everything, and venting about everything here, and getting my thoughts out is helping. Is your name gonna cross my mind, sure, are the memories gonna stick, yes, but I think its time I take someones advice and stop thinking about you, you can no longer live rent free in my head, and here's to moving on to new bigger things with other people.

Thanks for showing me life lessons that I will never forgot...