UGH. EVERYONE IS GOING TO MFF AND I AM NOT. Lol I really wish I could go to a con. I was planning on going to FWA with my sister next year. I even had the money
together and everything. All I had to do was order the tickets and ask my parents. ...I should've asked my parents before I even considered going. They said no uwu
so now I am at square one yet again. *sigh* I suppose I'll have to wait until I move out. I WAS JUST SO EXCITED *gently throws chair*

BUT!! Enough of my whining lol. I wanted to say that I am very active on Furry Amino as of late! If you would like to add me, my username is Atlas. I post a lot more
art on there than I do here. Idk, just something about FA makes me anxious every time I post something. I'm always like, "OHHH MY GOSH WHAT IF THIS PIECE OF
ART ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH" and stuff. And it's not that I try to be anxious, or really care at all about what people think of my art. It's just another fault of my personality
I suppose lol. That and it's a much more painstaking process to post things on here as opposed to Furry Amino. Which is why subconsiously I think everything I post
on here has to be of *elegant voice* ThE HIgHest QUaLiTY.

OKEI! THAT IS ALL!!! I hope you have a lovely day <3

Sooo I haven't made a journal in a while! And I'm waiting for Overwatch to update so
I guess I don't have anything else to do lol.

Yeah so I'm kinda (super) late to the overwatch party but I just got it the other day
and it's suuuper fun. I was kind of reluctant to get it at first because it looked a *lot*
like TF2??? But a whole bunch of my friends had it and i felt left out (lol frikkin peer pressure)
so I got it X3 It is pretty similar to TF2 gameplay-wise, but it has a lot more characters and
such. It's nice not to be completely dissapointed after buying a game for once. After I got
No Man's Sky (AKA walking simulator 2k16) I was reluctant to ever spend money on a game
ever again LOLLLL.

While I'm on the subject of computer things, for some reason my laptop has stopped retaining
battery power?? SO i just have to leave it plugged in 24/7. I *could* take it to best buy and
get it fixed.. but... I'm lazy. So I'm just gonna deal with it until my laptop just stops functioning
all together.

I disgust myself lol

I had a while bunch of other stuff to talk about, but I literally forgot all of it. Sooooo.. Bye X3

Hey there friendss. Just wanted to say I've listened to this album a looot lately

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wyqz7tkNoCw

It's really good. You should listen to it if you haven't already.

Okaybye

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GglsBHdKDBk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GglsBHdKDBk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GglsBHdKDBk

WATSKY MADE A PART THREE EVERYONE
THIS IS A MOMENTOUS DAY
BLESS
IT'S SO GOOOOOD
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

So I left tumblr. For real this time hopefully; I've gone on long hiatuses before but am actually planning on leaving for real this time.
It's mostly just because it's mildly hindered me from growing as a person and such. I don't really feel like typing it all out now so
if you want specifics as to why I left, I made a pretty long post on my tumblr. (http://pizzafork123.tumblr.com/)

Umh let's see, what else? I got zootopia on blue ray finally and have watched it like 2 times in the past week.
Also I'm not quite sure as to why I'm updating.. . ?? I just haven't posted on here in a while, being busy with summer trips and such.
Also I'm trying to find other things to do with my time besides sitting on tumblr... So I guess sitting on FA is a reasonable substitute
for the time being. -v-

ALSO,, Apparently I'm making it a thing now to post links to songs at the end of every journal so please go listen to this:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1SWZ7qWEjUs

I've got it like 95% memorized, it's such a beautiful and thoughtful song. Look up the meaning to the song as well. UGHH. ITS SO PRETTY. Alright I'll stop wasting y'alls
time with things you don't care about. Seeya!

HELLO YES

PLEASE WATCH THIS WONDERFUL WOMAN SING MUSIC

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6ubiUIxbWE

Florence Jenkins is all I aspire to be in music <3 Seriously tho if you haven't heard of her before, her story's pretty funny XP

Again I don't know what the point of me talking about this on FA is but you know whatever this iS MY PROFILE I TALK ABOUT WHAT I WANT

Thank you goodbye

Okay so I realize that it's really random to ramble about the music I listen to on here because this is a furry fan site so it doesn't really fit.

BUT

I don't really have any other place to do it. So enjoy the journal spam lolllll

Anyways I just recently looked up songs by twenty-one pilots besides Stressed Out. WOOW. I don't usually listen to that genre but I love like every song by themm. Cuz like every rap he does about his insecurities and negative thoughts and I'm just like, "IT ME" plus I just learned that the main singer is a practicing Christian, which just, ooomgosh I don't even know why that made me so happy.

Which I guess I haven't mentioned my faith on here before but I'm a Christian myself ^^

It just makes me really happy seeing other Christians in secular media/music ahhhhhhhhhh

But anyways, here, just, go listen to these:

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Ez7vi-kQdM) (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3J5mE-J1WLk) (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktBMxkLUIwY)

Okay that is all goodbye.

Hello all! I just kinda wanted to make a journal apologizing for the lack of posts on this account. Although I guess I'm more apologizing to myself because I don't have all that many watchers on here, which I don't mind. (I really appreciate the few that I have <3) I've been trying to post art and such on here at least once a month. Just so I could see how I've improved over the past year or so. Of course, I haven't kept to that X3 I think I'm just really impatient to see improvement. I mean, I've only seriously tried to improve my art skills for like two years now I guess.

So Idk. Maybe I'll try to post more on here. We'll seeeeeeeee

Wow sorry if none of that made any sense. I am very tired and am not capable of actually thinking //>w<\\

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Also hey I have a tumblr that I post on much more frequently you should go check it out

http://pizzafork123.tumblr.com/

(Please excuse the simplicity of the current theme I have no idea how to work html)

So lately I've been kinda bummed about my art and such. I don't know, I just haven't seen much improvements over the past few months and it's been a little bit discouraging.

I'm a very goal oriented person, myself. So, I don't exactly enjoy the actual making of the art as much as I like having the finished product look good, if that makes sense. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love drawing! But It can be pretty tiresome after a while when all of your creations are crap. >~>

I've been trying to mix it up lately. Doing things differently, and trying not to draw the same thing over and over again. But I've been kind of stuck on exactly *what* to do differently??

Do you guys have any sugestions? What do you guys do in creative ruts?

I'd love some help >->

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Also, I know y'all probably don't care buuut. Holy crap I found this artist on youtube called Amber Run. Wow their stuff is *absolutely beautiful*. Anyway, I was listening to their music and they did this cover of Mm Watcha Say (that's probably not the name don't kill me) . It sounds like it'd be stupid but its sooooooo pretty go listen to it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zla....._r-XA1BKu-4X7_ (oh no I don't know how to make words links to things and that's a really long link)

But anyways, that's about it! See y'all later ^~^

So I have decided that I actually hate my username. Honestly I just kinda named it "fluffy pizza spoon" on a whim, because I normally name all of my accounts "pizzafork123", a wonderful username I made
when I was literally 7 years old.
and I was like, "HA! I HAVE A GOOD IDEA! LETS NAME IT SOMETHING DIFFERENT! I DEFINITELY WON'T HATE THIS AFTER 5 MONTHS" and now I definitely hate it :P

Why do I do this to myself :/