So.... it's been a long while since i posted anything on here. A lot has been going on in my life and sort of been pressing me down to this. I'm really not sure if i even am wanting to stay in fandom. I've already gave up my sona to a dear dear friend and who might be the only friend i truly have. I guess the depression sort of started was when i was moving from Phoenix Arizona to Georgia, moving far from other furs that i know. Tried to get together with other furs but they are so scattered around here that you need a car to get to at least one and no real meetup place. I was really sad to move away but when i moves far from them is when i relieze that only one out of 40-50 of them really cared for me.
Being that's the case, i moved to chat with my online furs but...it seems all they want is sexting and crap. I dont know what is happening inside my heart but i feel myself drift away everyday and fear that i will never be able to come back to the once cheerful person i was. The fandom, by when i was 15 was my joy and my home. Now, it just seems to be another alien place. Maybe im growing out of it or something, i dont know really anymore... If you read this far down, thank you and i hope you have a blessed day and stay true to yourself. Thanks..

So my friend, Cynn is doing some practice art for the season to come. Go check out it out! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5044820/

Well, this past weekend i went to my first Anime con. It was quite good and inturesting though i sort of wish i know alot more furries. x3 However, there were many cool people even if they were human...i think they were human.. Well they were something like a human, that's all i know! Anyways, i didn't go to many of the panels but i did get to see many cools things there, like a dancing robot machine thing! And electric singing girls and one guy, i believe, which was quite cool. I must say though, there are a few things there that i was a bit ticked on. For example, i was coplay as Slenderman~ And i looked around, not another slenderman there but then i found another and i felt....weird because it was a female AND it didn't look right x.x However, this will be fixed with some new thing's i'll be adding to my suit and..i might just make a new fursona because of all of it! :D Another bad thing was that some of the vendors in the dealer's room(Do note that it was small) was very spendy. So much, like $20 for a t-shirt @-@ I might get one but it's after christmas so people don't have money like that to burn on a single shirt. Another thing was that the "security" didn't check for con badges unless you were going into the dealer's room and some of the other rooms but if you wanted to buy something, you had over 20 other vendors to pick from. They should had put an area where it blocks outside people out so they did have to buy a pass to get in. Otherwise, it was great. Got some cool piece of art and some cool new vendors i can look at and....cry to myself while i want their art. T-T

Hmm i don't get why everyone is so depress? I was like happy and doing my fluffy thing and then im hit from one side to another, which is now taking it's toll. Now im just feeling bad for no reason while all my friends are "uber sad"... Now that the Christmas, a joyful holiday is over that everyone gets depress? Sometimes, i just want to jump through this laptop and give their problems a proper pimpslapping and afterwards give a cuddle and drink hot coco. *sighs deeply and rubs back of neck* Look it kids, if you have a problem, send me a note or something. I might not be able to buy a tail or something to help you but im a good listener and i make one hell of a cup of coffee.

On a side note, My tail commisions are not getting anyone with request so this will be the finally change to get zero request and when i do, it's with fabric i don't have. Please read though the listing, thanks!


TAILS!!!!>>>>>> https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4141028/ <<<<<<Tails!!!

Hey everyone, it's your favorite feline Fluffy! So I decided to taking a good break from writing up stories you all want to read and decided to open myself up for commisions! yay! Well this is a bit different than what most do. O-O You see, i only have so much fabric and with my funds uber low, i can't get any more fabric. However, I got a good amount in supply after unpacking from moving so much. So, send me a message of what you want for a tail and the color patterns you wish to have so from there I can provide a prize for you. Ya! So...what colors do i have???? o-o Well i have a good amount of winter white fur, much like fleece. Then i have this small amount of an indigo fur, it's short however and looks much like poodle hair. Finally, i got this nice purple fur, thick and all in a nice foot and a half wide stripe that would look great if someone wanted a huskey tail. With that, if i do not get any request and comfirmed payments for tails, i will have to make them from my very own mind and take them with me to Taiyou con! From there, i will stalk people as slenderman and sell furries' tails. Muhahah!

Hey kids of all furs and scales and wings and a couple of tenticles... It's me, Fluffy! So it's been a while since i brought you all something and i've been delaying this story out. Right now, im put into a sticky spot in the story, The anthro and the feral. As well all know, the new couple are starting a new life together and will be coming to work together to over come the winter. So, what shall they do to survive? And who could possibly be that figure our great dragon spots?